Playing games with paper man shells

[Outside story - Osamu Dazai's autobiography]

Laughing heartlessly all day long, doing everything with an incomparably high-profile, wishing to be so high-profile to the world——

This kind of person would never appear in Dazai Osamu's interpersonal circle.

But one day, an existence named "Shen Yi" appeared beside Osamu Dazai.

This person wore the same appearance as himself, and fabricated his own identity from a parallel world, pretending to be very familiar, rushed up after seeing him for the first time, and ruthlessly slapped himself Hugged hard.

This is a fool.

This was Osamu Dazai's first impression of this man.

The man said that he came here to bring himself happiness, but what he showed seemed to be to complete an ordinary task——

Looking at it makes people feel extremely hot.

The other party seemed to have installed a locator on his body, and it seemed to be covered with glue, and he couldn't push it off no matter how hard he pushed.

No matter how much I showed that kind of undisguised malice and killing intent towards him, the man still looked at me with a heartless smile.

Then, as always, I sent him flowers, prepared three meals for him, and occasionally did some weird things to make up for my regrets.

It's so stupid that there is no limit, and I don't know what kind of environment can raise such a person, it's like I can't read other people's faces at all.

The old fox Mori Ogai put this person by Dazai Osamu's side, but also acquiesced in all his actions.

Therefore, when he couldn't bear it anymore, Dazai Zhi would "accidentally" release some specific itinerary about the Hong Kong/black cadre "Dazai Zhi", and these news corresponded to Shen Yi's course of action that day.

As expected, that person was hunted down and attacked by various forces for several weeks.

So, every night on time, he would wait in ambush at the door of his room, always with injuries all over his body, but still showing a bright smile, and complaining to himself as if he didn't see the disgusted expression on his face What happened today.

When it comes to excitement, the other party will proudly praise him for being particularly smart, which is why he was able to escape the pursuit so perfectly.

After confirmation, this person is a fool.

"Hey, but that's fine too."

Just when Osamu Dazai opened the door of his room, the man stood beside him and said to himself: "If they confuse me with Dazai, then they won't hurt Dazai! "

Then, he turned his head and looked at himself stupidly and asked, "Will this make you feel safe, that is, that... protected by something like a "boyfriend"?" Feeling? Will you be a little happier in this way? "

........

Osamu Dazai looked at Shen Yi with a silly smile on his expressionless face, then walked into the room silently, and closed the door without hesitation.

To be honest, he always thought this person was amazing, and he didn't know where he came from.

Such a long period of time is enough to find out the identity of a person, but the existence of Shen Yi or "Shuji Tsushima" seems to have suddenly appeared in this world.

Then, he followed him with a shameless face, and couldn't shake it off no matter how hard he tried.

Gradually, Dazai Zhi was about to be convinced that Shen Yi suddenly appeared in this world to bring him happiness.

But how is that possible?

Osamu Dazai thought so, then he waved the flowers in the hands of the black-haired boy opposite to the ground, and stepped on them fiercely.

And behind the two of them, the gorgeous fireworks were flying all over the sky with the sound of "boom".

Sure enough, as usual, he saw the young man showing the aggrieved expression that looked like a dog being abandoned, but as usual, he returned to normal the next day, still showing that playful smile.

After that, Hong Kong/Black rumors spread again, forcing those gossip people to make up a love-hate relationship between "Mr. Dazai" and "Mr. Tsushima".

This situation did not suddenly change a little until not long after.

For some reason, Shen Yi stopped following him every day, and also stopped showing that smirk from time to time, and then excitedly brought something to show his goodwill.

At first, Osamu Dazai was happy because finally he could get rid of the man.

Only later, he happened to see his good friend Oda Saku-kun staying with that person——

The man still had that smirk on his face, talking and laughing with Oda Saku, looking very happy.

After seeing this scene, Osamu Dazai didn't know what feeling was surging in his heart.

That relaxed and natural smile had never appeared in front of him before.

Every time that person ran over, he would always show that extremely exaggerated hippie smile, as if he was deliberately forcing himself to laugh.

Then, the gossip Hong Kong/black-bottom employees began to spread rumors that Mr. Tsushima abandoned Mr. Dazai and had another new love.

Osamu Dazai thought silently, and sure enough, those guys still had fewer missions.

What he didn't realize was that he paid too much attention to Shen Yi.

I don't know when it started, a very subtle movement of the other party can make him emotionally fluctuate or shift more attention.

Then, knowing that that happened to Osamu Dazai, he never expected that the other party would say goodbye to the other party in this way in the end——

The young man has taken off his disguise, revealing his original appearance.

It was blond hair as bright and dazzling as the sun, a pair of blue-purple eyes as bright as a galaxy, and the white sweater on his body was stained red with blood.

The boy still comforted him with that heartless smile, saying something like "this is the basic operation".

Osamu Dazai only felt that his brain was humming at that time, and the emotions accumulated long ago burst out in a single brain, and settled heavily in the whole heart.

Then, he watched helplessly as the boy's body suddenly turned into dots of starlight and gradually dissipated.

The other party looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to attach to his face, and then said:

"Dazai...you want to be happy, if you're not happy, at least it's good to smile more."

The author has something to say:

Wait, there will be an encounter episode