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Bai Zhuohua lowered his eyes and didn't answer.

Bai Yuhua was so angry that he was stupid, angry that he was stupid, angry that he liked it at the first meeting but didn't know how to confess it, now regretted it, and was afraid that he would die, so he punched him again, pushed him to the rockery and pinched him On his neck, he roared: "Bai Jinzhi, did you hear that? You can die if you want, but you have to die well. I want to kill you to make amends, but I can't. Do you want others to laugh at us? The northern army fought against each other, making Chu Yu look down on you underground? Do you want to live a life of mediocrity, don’t you know? What will you use to confess your love to others when you meet Chu Yu? If you want to die, you can only die on the battlefield. No matter how painful it is, you have to live."

Seeing that Bai Zhuohua didn't respond, he roared angrily: "Did you hear that? Answer!"

After a long time, Bai Zhuohua opened his eyes, and with a hoarse voice, he said firmly, "Okay."

"Since you have promised, you can live well for me!" Bai Yuhua let go of him, confessing worriedly and unwillingly.

Bai Zhuohua didn't say anything, so he agreed.

He didn't know what he was thinking at that moment, but he thought, if he could, he would definitely not start in that childish and annoying way, he would definitely cherish him and tell him that he likes him, even if he saw his It's better to end up on the first side than to be tormented by guilt and pain to the point of insanity now. He didn't really feel how happy you are in his heart when he likes someone, so he lost him like this.

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The old vermilion city gates were closed heavily behind them, peace was behind them, and ahead of them was the battlefield.

It takes about half a month to walk from the capital to Youzhou, even if the speed is fast, it will take about ten days, and this is not counting the sudden surprise attack by the enemy on the road.

Bai Chengen was released from the prison, and he took less than [-] elite soldiers all the way to Youzhou. Such news will definitely spread to the northern border. The emperor doesn't care. There are not many people in the capital who can help him. The elite soldiers were all drawn out and almost became empty shells. At the beginning, not many news of the battle ahead came back, so they could only rely on them to move forward and explore all the way.

This was Bai Zhuohua's first real battle with troops. Bai Chengen asked Bai Yuhua to watch him. Qin Moyan repeatedly assured that Bai Zhuohua would be fine. Fortunately, Bai Zhuohua was silent all the way and didn't say much, which saved a lot of trouble.

Bai Zhuohua never thought that this trip to Youzhou with Bai Chengen would be the last time that father and son spend together.

On this trip back to Youzhou, the emperor did not provide enough food and grass. They traveled day and night, walking on mountain roads. First, there were no post stations, and second, they could not see mountain villages. Afraid of revealing their whereabouts, the entire army often camped in the mountains.

There are many beasts in the mountains, but there is also no shortage of birds. In order to save food and replenish the soldiers' strength, they will send people to hunt some birds and animals in the mountains when they are resting, and catch some fish in the water to serve as food. Full, to be used when fighting.

The conditions in the mountains are limited, and the prey is often disposed of casually, and sometimes the whole animal is roasted on the fire, but there are many soldiers, and it is not possible to set off a flourishing fire, so the food is often half-baked.

When Bai Chengen found Bai Zhuohua, he was leaning on a stone with his eyes closed, gnawing a piece of venison.

The venison was still skinned, and the fur on the skin was burnt and black. One bite was full of bloody taste, which was the taste of uncooked meat.

Bai Chengen found a place to sit next to him, Bai Zhuohua opened his eyes, Bai Chengen glanced at the venison in his hand and smiled, then handed over the strong wine in his hand: "It's cold in the mountains at night, drink some wine to warm up ,"

Bai Zhuohua took it, took a sip, and the strong wine entered his throat. He remembered that the last time he drank seemed to be the night when he brought Chu Yu there. It was so ridiculous that he didn't even have a drink with him.

Seeing that he was drinking too much, Bai Chengen quickly reminded him: "Slow down, you will be a pampered son who is dying, and you can eat this."

His tone was ridiculed, which was the taste of a father trying to curry favor with his son.

"They were all raised by their mothers. Others can eat them, so why can't I." Bai Zhuohua took a bite, chewed and swallowed it, his mouth was covered with dust.

Bai Chengen glanced at him, very surprised. Ever since his mother died, Bai Zhuohua had been deeply hostile to his stepmother at home. He was extremely stubborn. He had headaches all day long. He was thrown into the Zhenbei Army since he was a child and handed over to Qin Moyan. He knew that he was a bastard who caused troubles a lot, but every time he met Qin Moyan, he praised him a lot, saying that boys are inevitably mischievous, as long as they can be taught.

When Bai Chengen heard this, he thought that Qin Moyan was trying to show his face, so he put eyeliner on Zhenbei. Those people said that he was late and left early all day, but he was practicing hard outside alone late at night. He didn't know what he meant by being hard outside. What kind of practice is it, why is it so famous outside, he rarely sees his own son, it's not that he doesn't see him, it's that he doesn't want to see him, and now when he sees him again, he finds that he has grown up.

Bai Cheng'en said: "I remember when you were a child you didn't like these students very much..."

"Your mother is a bit squeamish because of the pain. In the Zhenbei military camp, sometimes I am out on duty, and I can't even drink a sip of water. It is good to have meat." He finished the venison with a few bites, and then She clapped her hands, pillowed her neck, closed her eyes, and stopped talking.

Bai Chengen sat next to him, looked at him for a long time, didn't speak, got up and clapped his hands.

Bai Zhuohua leaned against the stone. Although they were father and son, they didn't have anything to say. As long as they sat together, they seemed to be extremely silent. There was a time when the relationship between father and son was so rigid that it was not even comparable to the relationship between superiors and subordinates. There are a lot of conversations.

One is ashamed, and the other hates.

Bai Zhuohua didn't understand that there is only one heart, if you love someone with all your heart, it might not be enough, why you like it and then don't like it, why you don't like it deeply, why delay others, he hates the most in this life He is a half-hearted person. When Shili Hongzhuang went all the way to the general's mansion, the white candles in his mother's mourning hall were not burned out.

It was his mother's tears, watching his father marry someone else.Over the years, he insisted on not contacting Bai Chengen. No matter how he was treated alone in Zhenbeiying, he always told himself not to be wronged, at least not to let Bai Chengen live too smoothly.

"Old man," Bai Zhuohua suddenly opened his eyes and called to stop Bai Chengen's footsteps.

Bai Chengen turned to look at him: "What's the matter?"

"Do you have any other children with that man?"

Bai Chengen was stunned for a moment, it was rare for him to care, he quickly shook his head: "You are the only one."

Bai Zhuohua said "Oh", and said sorry: "Then, do you want to have another one, or our old Bai family may become extinct."

Bai Chengen was stunned for a moment. Although he was already mentally prepared, he wouldn't be surprised if Bai Zhuohua told him anything too much along the way, but he didn't expect such news. He glanced at him and said in doubt: "You don't marry and refuse all marriage proposals all these years, isn't that okay? Get medical treatment when you are sick, what kind of man is you if you hide your illness and avoid medical treatment?"

"I'm thinking about something messy." Bai Zhuohua couldn't help but give him a blank look: "If you can, I can't."

Bai Chengen couldn't help thinking, could it be something wrong with being locked up in the barracks, he tentatively asked: "Could it be that you see through the world? Or did you fall in love with a man?"

Bai Zhuohua closed his eyes and lay down again, said calmly: "It's all."

Bai Chengen could see a bit of pain from between Bai Zhuohua's brows. Over the years, Bai Zhuohua had caused many troubles outside, and his nickname had spread to the capital. He just wanted to pretend that he didn't know. He risked his life to sue him, but those bastards had nothing to do with romance. He remembered the moment when he saw his son again. He clamored to go back to Jiangnan. It was the first time he wanted to go to a place so strongly. A person suddenly understood something, and he said, "Do you like that person very much?"

Bai Zhuohua didn't open his eyes, hissed: "I like it very much."

When such words came out of his mouth, they carried some weight. Bai Chengen was very surprised. He thought that he might not trust people's hearts for such a bad example, so he said, "I like it so much."

"I can live for him, or I can die for him. I thought that if you agree, I will take it back for you to see. If you don't agree, it doesn't matter."

Bai Chengen was stunned for a moment, then asked: "Then does he like you?"

Bai Zhuohua choked for a moment: "Probably he doesn't like it, he should be happy not to see me."

It's a little pathetic.

He was so muddled, there was nothing he could do about it, it seemed that he had kicked the iron board, what was a little cool.

But I also feel that the other party has no discernment. I think his son Bai Chengen wants to be good-looking and good-looking. Besides disobeying military discipline, he is at the top of the list of the sons of the capital's aristocratic families. Why don't he like it? ah.

Bai Chengen said: "Is there any possibility of the two being happy?"

He really can't speak, and whenever he speaks, he pokes his sore spot, but Bai Zhuohua doesn't respond.Thinking that he would go underground in the future, he knelt down with a light sword and begged if it would work.

Bai Chengen choked for a moment: "...When you go back later, you and the person are in love with each other, bring him back, pay homage to marriage, and enter the Bai family tree."

"Don't force others, our old Bai family has no precedent of forced marriage."

Bai Zhuohua: "..."

Suddenly, his eye sockets felt a little hot, and he thought, if he had insisted on bringing him back back then, it would be great...

He wanted to take him to see his father, even though his father was not pleasing to his own eyes, he was born and raised, his sweetheart was so good-looking, so lonely and brought back, it should be good if someone likes it, I want to show him Watching the snow in the north, taking him to steal chickens and dogs to roast sweet potatoes, standing on the city wall of Beicangguan, watching thousands of troops, but...

He leaned back, causing all the hot eyes to turn back, Bai Chengen didn't say anything, took off his coat and covered him, rubbed his hair, and went back.

The unprecedented Bai Zhuohua did not contradict him.

Perhaps after drinking, or talking about the past with Bai Chengen, he was filled with emotions, but he didn't feel sleepy. The deep mountains in the dark night were humid and the voice was very soft. In the middle of the night, the soldiers in front came to report, hurriedly walking, and shouted loudly: "General, it's not good, it's not good, Yunzhou Mansion was attacked."

The news of his dispatch of troops, Qin Moyan has already written to several important generals on the border, and his eyeliner went all the way north from the capital, sending news to Bai Chengen one by one.

Yunzhou Mansion is said to be the state capital, but it is actually just a small town on the northern frontier.

A state capital built a hundred years ago was originally a frontier fortress with prosperous north-south trade, but later it was often invaded by aliens, and the people slowly moved away from the place due to hardships. Now it is just a small town with more than a hundred households. However, the barbarian attack also specifically selected such border towns.

It is said that Yan Le colluded with the Huren Langya, but the Huren and Langya didn't deal with it at all, and they didn't know what benefit they gave.

As soon as the military situation came, the army became tense, and the originally quiet mountain became brightly lit, including all the generals in the army, with Bai Chengen as the center.

It was the first time that Bai Zhuohua was so close to the battle.

The cold wind was still cold, and he breathed out, sitting on the side, quietly listening to their discussion about the military situation.Bai Zhuohua is both a general and Bai Chengen's son, no one will chase him away due to his status.

It was already late at night, Bai Zhuohua looked at Bai Chengen under the bonfire, his expression was calm, his temples were graying, but he dispatched troops and generals in an orderly manner, and made overall arrangements and orders.

A few scouts rushed over that night, each walking in a hurry, one after another "reporting——" like a reminder, which seemed harsh in the middle of the night, adding countless depressing feelings.I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, the closer they were to Bei Cang Pass, the more news of Hu people's surprise attack, the attack that night was not only a Yunzhou mansion, but also Yuping Pass, Douxi Fort, menacing, like It is to enter the country on a large scale, so the picture is not ordinary.

Since the Hu people were defeated last time, it has been several years since there was such a movement. Some violent generals in the army could not hold back when they heard the sound report, and begged Bai Chengen for an order, even the civil servants looked solemn.

Bai Zhuohua listened to the report indifferently, and thought to himself, no wonder there are many dissatisfaction with the Bai family in the court and shifted to follow the Yanle clan to impeach the Bai family. Even if Bai Chengen handed over the military power, in the eyes of the emperor, the Bai family is still a tiger. Bite back.Even if these civilian and military generals were imprisoned and impeached, Bai Cheng'en could not stop them from living and dying together, and they still listened to his orders.

The Bai family is Dayan's fortress, and it is a sharp edge that will never stop Dayan, but if they have other thoughts, it will undoubtedly be a serious problem for Dayan. Can't help but keep a lot of people in his family.

He didn't believe that Bai Cheng'en didn't know that this person was loyal to Dayan all his life, and he even let down his mother for Dayan. What's more, his identity is still under suspicion now, Bai Zhuohua thought, that's Bai Chengen, if he pointed it out, it might be the opposite.

Without closing his eyes all night, Bai Chengen pressed the center of his brows, saw Bai Zhuohua was silent all the way, and asked: "What do you want to say?"

Bai Zhuohua: "You can't have the heart to harm others, and you can't have the heart to guard against others. Don't trust too much in life and death, especially the generals who came from the north."

Bai Chengen smiled but not smiled: "You are afraid of them..."

Bai Chengen didn't say the word "reverse".

"Great officials, rich salary, gold, silver and jewellery, and the status of beauties, if you look down on them, it doesn't mean that others won't. Who can know that others are as loyal to Yan as you are." Bai Zhuohua sneered: "If they are all in the north danger."

Bai Chengen was noncommittal.

Bai Zhuohua said: "Go ahead, I'll go out and look at the food."

The fear of marching and fighting is that the soldiers are hungry and have no strength. Since the last weapon accident, Bai Zhuohua has been particularly concerned about these things.