After confessing to Waste Chai Gang

On the way home from the hospital, I passed the shrine. I stood at the bottom of the long stairs and looked up at the vermilion torii. When I came back to my senses, I realized that I had walked in unconsciously.

The quaint Bishomori Shrine is still as it is in memory, and compared with the crowded New Year, it looks quieter and more peaceful at this moment.

I stared blankly at everything in front of me, not knowing what I could do for a moment.

I don't know what to do.

Rows of emas are hung on the wooden racks beside the approach. They are suspended in the air and swaying gently under the breeze.

I subconsciously walked over and picked up a blank painted horse, but stopped when I picked up the pen.

What should I pray for?

My wishes are obviously many, but at this moment, I have become hesitant.

The safety of my parents, the long-term relationship, the success of my studies, the freedom from illness and misfortune... These are the things I have prayed for.

But now, I want more than that.

I hope that he will no longer suffer, that there will be no more concealment between us, and that every day from now on will still be the same as before.

My hopes are many.

But can all of this be obtained just by praying?

The ancient shrine is solemn and quiet.

I stood there and thought for a long time, then lowered my eyes and wrote down my wish word by word.

Even if there is no god in this world, I will try my best to pass it on to him.

Send all my thoughts and feelings.

-

When I got home, my parents hadn't gotten off work yet, and there was silence in the room.

I changed my shoes, took off my coat, walked into the living room on the cold floor, groped in the gap of the sofa for a long time, and found the remote control.

The TV was turned on, and the blue light illuminated a corner in front of the hall. I put the disc into the optical drive, and after confirming that it had been read, I sat back and grabbed a pillow and pressed it in my arms.

This is a movie with obviously old-fashioned picture quality, which tells the youth and first love of teenagers and girls.

This is also the story of Quanta and Haruko.

In the movie, Haruko, played by the 17-year-old Yukiko Fujimine, said with a smile: Mr. Izumi must learn to be brave.I'm already in front of you, aren't I?

It was a feeling that both parties knew well.

But the result was nothing.

I looked at it and couldn't help but think:

Since you like him too, why didn't you say anything until the end?

Quan Tai is indeed a coward.

But if Haruko could be braver back then.It's not just a hint between words, but a real expression of the feeling of liking, so will the ending of the movie be different?

The film gradually comes to an end, and Quanta and Haruko, who have grown up many years later, finally pass each other and walk in opposite directions.

The picture turned to black and white, and the only light in the living room dimmed with the appearance of the film production crew list. The sun was setting outside the window, and people entered the house with the afterglow of the setting sun, and there was the sound of the door being opened by a key.

With the sound of footsteps approaching, my mother poked her head in and said strangely: "Xiao Yangcai is back? Why don't you turn on the light?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she flicked the switch, and the top of her head suddenly brightened.

I stood up and looked out of the red-stained window, suddenly I thought of many things.

Compared with what to choose, the act of choosing itself has actually carried courage.

Didn't we agree earlier?

No one can be a coward.

"Mom, I want to go out for a while." I said, and quickly ran to the entrance to change my shoes, raised my voice just before closing the door, and shouted into the room, "Don't wait for me for dinner!"

"Eh? You kid, what the hell happened—"

boom!

The door was closed, blocking what my mother hadn't finished saying.

I held the newly written ema in my pocket tightly, looked up at the deep purple and orange sky, and took a deep breath.

Then he took a step forward and ran towards the school.

-

When Gang Ji arrived at the gate of Lieutenant Colonel Bing, it was completely dark.

Days of high-intensity special training and multiple uses of dead air bombs have brought a great physical burden to the young man who has always been neglected in exercise. While his whole body is severely sore, he is also extremely tired, and he often turns on the dead air mode to Falling asleep during training.

Today is no exception.

But when he was picked up from the floor by Li Baoen because he had almost overslept, and hurriedly rushed off to Bingzhong in a panic, he unexpectedly saw a familiar figure at the door.

"Yangcai?"

Tsunade opened her eyes in surprise.

However, the next second after calling out the other party's name, he reacted, and immediately straightened his body nervously.

"It's me..." Yang Nai said, standing up straight from the wall she was leaning against, and walking towards him.

There was a tall street lamp standing beside the street at the school gate, and through the illumination of the street lamp and the soft moonlight, Tsuna could clearly see Hina's face.

Her expression was the same as usual, except that her hair was a little messy, but she didn't seem to notice it.

The moment he recognized Hina, he actually thought a lot, and all kinds of questions full of fear and panic flooded into his mind——

Why is she here?How long has she been here?Have you met Yamamoto and the others and Balian?Does she know something...

In the panic, all the questions were intertwined, but before he could sort out his thoughts, Hina in front of him gasped, "Didn't you say you were going to participate in the sumo tournament? You're still wearing it."

Gangji followed her gaze and looked down, only then realized she was talking about the ring.

He had taken off the pair of couple rings of the two before, and hung them around his neck instead. At this moment, he was wearing only half of the Pengo Lie ring on the middle finger of his right hand.

Almost without thinking about it, Tsunayoshi stretched out his hand to cover the ring like a conditioned reflex, and didn't realize that she didn't seem to see the shape of the ring clearly until she cast a strange look at Shang Yangna.

His ears were hot, he hesitated and couldn't find a good excuse, so he could only vaguely say: "This is not important...how come you are here?"

"Of course I'm waiting for Agang-kun!"

Yangcai replied briskly, not paying attention to his unnaturalness, she lowered her head and took out something from her pocket.

Tsuna Kichi's eyes subconsciously chased her hand, and after seeing the wooden ema that she was holding clearly, there was a curious but afraid to ask expression on his face.

"really……"

Hina smiled and handed over the Ema that had been stained with her own temperature.

"Compared to God, I still believe in Agang-kun."

-

Although she was terrified before the start of the entire Kiri Shou battle, on that day, Hina did not follow Tsunayoshi in, but after handing the ema to him, she laughed with relief, waved her hands and trotted away.

The bouncing back seems to be in a good mood.

Riboun: "So what's written on it?"

Gangji was slightly lost in thought: "I wish Wu Yun prosperity..."

"Isn't that nice?"

Li Baoen snorted, and said with a smile: "The victory blessing from my girlfriend, with this, XANXUS will definitely be able to win the battle of the sky."

"Uh..." Gangji held back, but couldn't hold back: "Is this the point!"

Li Baoen opened his big dark eyes innocently: "I'm not right."

"I said it's not the problem, and the ring has nothing to do with Hina, so don't involve her in it!"

Gang Ji came back to his senses, raised his voice a little annoyed, and realized something was wrong as soon as the words came out.

Li Baoen was not angry, but just looked at him quietly, without speaking for a while.

Gang Ji turned around, covered herself with the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "Sorry, I seem to be a little..." Too nervous.

"What are your plans?"

Riboun cut him off.

Compared to Tsuna Ji's restlessness, the little baby's mood was always calm.

He said lightly: "For you, Yangcai and Jingzi are not the same. If so, what is your plan?"

The sound of breathing from inside the quilt seemed to pause for a moment, and the people inside did not speak.

"Think about it carefully." Li Baoen said, "Whether it is now or in the future, every decision you make is very important in your life from now on."

He continued: "No matter what you want to do, have you considered the consequences after that?"

……

Still no one spoke.

Gangji clenched a corner of the quilt, silently responding to the teacher's inquiry.

And after Li Baoen said these words, he didn't have the idea of ​​forcing him to answer, so he turned around and walked to the light switch.

"Come here first today, go to bed early."

With his calm voice, the lights went out with a snap.

The room fell into silent darkness.

-

Tsuna found me in a quiet afternoon.

His face was serious, as if he had gone through many days of deliberation, which made me nervous unconsciously, and looked at him with the same seriousness.

However, in this super-serious atmosphere that only adults can have, Tsuna opened his mouth, and the moment he opened his mouth, he failed.

"I, that, I actually want to tell you today..."

Seeing the stuttering look of my boyfriend, I decisively grabbed him by the corner of his clothes and took him to a shadowed corner on the rooftop, where we used to sit and eat together.

The October sun flooded the roof, and we sat shoulder to shoulder, leaning against the wall as before.

As soon as Gangji sat down, he curled up his legs, and clasped his knees tightly with both hands. I was influenced by him, and I also hugged my legs and did the same movement, resting my chin on my arms and tilting my head to look at him.

I saw his chest rising and falling. After taking a few deep breaths, he seemed to muster up the courage to speak again.

"Hina, I have something important to tell you. Can you listen to me?"

Looking over with brown eyes, I gave a big smile and nodded vigorously.

"Of course."

In the following time, he told me a lot.

He said that Riboun was not an ordinary baby, but a teacher sent by Jiudaimu to teach him.

He said that Jiudaimu is the boss of the Pengo Lie family.Vongola is the largest Mafia family in Italy today.

Inexplicably, he was selected as the tenth generation of Pengo Li, and was involved in all this inexplicably.

He said that what he participated in before was not a sumo tournament, but a battle for the ring, a battle for the succession of the next leader of Pengel.

He said he didn't want to fight, but the friends around him were all involved, and he had to fight.

He said that he didn't want to be Mafia, nor did he want to be Mafia's boss.

Although it was a bit dry at the beginning, but after the beginning, the remaining words are no longer so difficult.

"I just want to be the same as before," he said.

I lay my pillow on my arm, quietly staring at the side face of the young man beside me who gradually revealed its outline, staring at his frowning brows, and the trembling eyelashes under the drooping forehead.

"So, staying by my side will be very dangerous. What happened in Obsidian Middle School may happen again in the future."

"If possible, I don't want Yangcai to go through that again."

Having said this, the boy's voice was already hoarse. He stopped, but his whole body did not relax because of the conclusion.

The distance between us was only thirty centimeters, but even so, he never turned his head to look at me, as if deliberately avoiding my eyes.

"I see." I said, "If this is A Gang-kun's wish, I will think about it carefully."

After thinking about it, I still asked, "Then will you become Mafia in the future?"

"What I want is a future where I can be with everyone." Tsuna shook his head lightly, not much, but with firm determination, "If I really become Mafia, I won't be able to stay with everyone anymore, right? .”

"You are wrong, A Gang-kun."

I said softly, "From the very beginning, we chose to stay by your side."

and so--

"Ah Gang-kun, I have a question I want to ask you."

"what?"

He looked over blankly.

The brown eyes in front of me are clear and warm, and my eyes clearly reflect my expression at the moment: "Do you want me to stay by your side?"

I looked back at the young man who made me pray to the gods, and gently put my hand on the back of his hand, and tried to convey all the thoughts in my heart to him word by word with unprecedented seriousness.

"I dare not say that I will never be afraid in the future. But with A Gang-kun around, I will be brave."

No one can be a coward.

"I want to try it."

As long as two people are together, no matter what kind of difficulties, I will not be afraid.

"Just like what you said, maybe the things you encounter in the future will be very dangerous, and maybe A Gang-kun will be powerless. But even so...do you still want me to stay by your side?"

"That answer is very important to me."

During the long eye contact, the boy in front of him also became nervous for no reason.

Perhaps because he got an answer that he never expected, he subconsciously breathed lightly and stared at me almost ecstatically.

After a long time, he nodded lightly: "Yeah."

The right hand on the back of his hand moved slightly, and was suddenly wrapped in warmth.

Tsuna grabbed my hand back with such strength that it almost made me feel a little painful.

The sun fell on those warm-toned eyes, revealing a light like amber in his eyes: "I hope Hina will stay by my side."

I couldn't help laughing, straightened up, and rested my head on his shoulder.

"it is good……"

I will stay by A Gang-kun's side, just like the wind blowing in the sky and the flowers that can be seen everywhere on the roadside.

I will be with him, and walk with him into the future we have seen.

Flowers in spring, trees in summer, wind in autumn, snow in winter.

The shining constellations and the dusk on the horizon, you in the noisy classroom and the crowd.

All are my most important treasures.

I like the four seasons of rotation and the presence of him here.

I like him my favorite.

A hundred little things have not been done.

No matter what the ending of the story is, I want to write it with him.

Everything so far has been a miracle called encounter.

-

"Secretly tell you a secret, do you want to listen?"

"Eh, eh? Okay, what is it?"

"Actually, I have already felt that you will tell me everything in the end!"

"Huh? What kind of secret is this... No, can you feel this too? It's so strange!"

"Of course, because Ah Gang-kun and Quan are too different, Ah-Gang-kun is not a coward!"

"I'm saying something I don't understand again..." The author has something to say: It's finally over _(:з∠)_Thanks to the little cutie who accompanied me all the way, bow.

The pre-acquisition of the extra episode of this article "Tsuji who is good at love" has been opened, and the promised three paid mini-fantasies will be included in the episode for free, so everyone will not be charged.

Jinjiang is very big, everyone is destined to see you again.

-

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!