After confessing to Waste Chai Gang

Probably because I didn't get an answer, I fell asleep with doubts and had a dream similar to the movie.

In the dream, Tsunaki and I became Haruko and Quanta respectively. Every time Tsunaki avoids his sight, I would grab his face and forcefully turn his head back. Tsunaki was pinched by me. With tears streaming down his face, he didn't dare to resist at all.

When I woke up from the dream, I was still a little unsatisfied, and scratched at the air, trying to get back the feeling in the dream.

Hmm, it seems soft.

It's pretty good...

After breakfast, I hung the clean thermos cup on my schoolbag, and squeezed the carrot and the little cherry string around my wrist, and bumped it lightly with my movements from time to time.

After confirming that nothing was left behind, he opened the door and went out.

I quickly walked around the corner of the street, and there was an empty space beside the intersection, which made my excited steps slow down suddenly.

Hey, I thought he would be waiting for me here today too.

Shouldn't it be sneaking away?

I hesitated for a moment, but chose to stop where I was.

Standing at the intersection and looking in the direction of Tsunayoshi's house, after a while, I saw a familiar figure running towards this side, his soft brown hair was blown tousled by the wind, and rolled left and right like weeds.

My eyes lit up, and I waved to him happily: "Ah Gang--"

As soon as the words came out, Gangji ran even faster, nearly tripping over the flat ground, fell down, staggered and slowed down, and finally came to me.

"Huh, I'm sorry... Phew... I accidentally turned off the alarm clock in the morning."

Gang Ji was out of breath, his face was flushed due to the strenuous exercise, he finished his words out of breath, and went to support the wall to try to calm his breath.

I followed him, gently patted his arched back because of bending over, and said indifferently: "It's okay, I thought you sneaked away alone."

Gang Ji was busy panting for breath and didn't answer. There was a small bunch of hair curled up at the back of his head, which was probably pressed when he slept last night. At this moment, it was rising and falling with his big breath. The tip trembled.

My eyes were instantly attracted, and I fixed my eyes on this bundle of hairs. When it started to move again, I couldn't help stretching out my hand, like fluttering butterflies when I was a child, grabbing forward quickly——

"Hey - it hurts!"

Gang Ji took a deep breath, covered the back of his head reflexively, turned his head to look at me, with a surprised and bewildered expression: "What are you doing?"

I was a little guilty, looked around, hurriedly took off the small cup hanging on the schoolbag, and handed it to him together with the rubber band on the wrist, trying to change the subject: "It's nothing! I just want to return this to you."

This trick is very effective, Tsuna Ji's attention was really attracted by the thing in my hand, and he forgot the scene just now.

While he was reaching for something, I blinked and said, "Thank you last night."

"Uh..." Gang Ji paused, and quickly raised his head to look at me.Immediately, he put the carrot in his pocket as if nothing had happened, and lowered his head shyly: "Well...Actually, you don't need to thank me, and I didn't help much."

Ok?

I was puzzled, and pointed to the small thermos in his hand: "I'm talking about brown sugar water."

Gangji: "..."

Gangji blushed, turned around, and loudly said deliberately: "Of course I know! The brown sugar water...is also made by my mother! I am just responsible for bringing it here!"

I don't know why, but I suddenly thought of the movie I watched last night. Tsunayoshi's face merged with Quanta in the movie for a split second.

So she frowned, walked around him dissatisfied, and cupped his face with her hands.

Me: "From now on, you can't escape your eyes when you talk to me!"

All in all, you can't become like Quanta!

"Eh, eh?"

Gangji's face was clamped between my two hands, and the soft flesh on the side of his face rushed towards the middle. He blinked blankly, and was forced to pout his mouth and speak indistinctly: "Why, why Senmo? It’s cool to be Songsou——”

Me: "Okay."

Seeing him start to struggle in pain, I hesitated for a moment, then let go of my hand, and turned my back to gently grab the air.

Hmm... It seems to be similar to the feeling in the dream?

They are all soft and easy to pinch.

Gang Ji heaved a sigh of relief, rubbed his face that had just been squeezed into a ball, and complained dissatisfiedly: "Really, don't say something inexplicable and then do it at the same time."

"It's not an inexplicable word." I was not happy, "This is obviously a very important word!"

And it's the kind that is so important that it will affect the ending of the movie!

I stared into his eyes, and asked worriedly: "You must remember well, do you understand?"

"Yes Yes Yes……"

Gangji helplessly rubbed the tip of his nose, sighed and said, "So can we go to school now? I don't want to be caught and killed by Senior Skylark today..."

I yelled, "Then let's go."

We walked side by side on the road until I saw the gate of Bingzhong, and I looked at the disciplinary committee members standing on both sides of the school gate with their hands behind their backs, and then I belatedly asked, "Who is Senior Skylark? He is also a member of the discipline committee." ?"

Gangji's complexion changed slightly, and he suddenly became nervous, and raised his hand to cover my mouth: "Shhh, keep your voice down, don't be overheard by the Disciplinary Committee!"

I murmured twice, grabbed his arm in front of my mouth, pulled it down hard, and pulled it away easily.

Gang Ji dragged me into the teaching building like a thief, and after seeing that there were no people wearing old black uniforms around, he was relieved: "It's great, I'm not late today..."

He paused slightly as he spoke, and explained: "Senior Skylark is the one who beat me up badly before, he seems to be the chairman of the Disciplinary Committee of Bingzhong... In short, he is super scary, he is a guy who will get violent if he disagrees. !"

I was shocked, and I couldn't believe his words for a while: "Why can the student organization do anything to the students of this school at will?"

I remember that Tsuna was seriously injured before, and it seemed that she was not hit with bare hands, but was hit by some long-shaped weapon.

He frowned slightly, sighed bitterly, and shook his head as if he didn't want to say more: "Anyway, just remember to stay away from them if you have nothing to do, and don't provoke them."

Me: "Okay."

Throwing irrelevant people out of my mind, I pulled Tsunaki's wrist, stepped on the prepared bell, and trotted a few steps into the classroom.

This evening, I still practice cycling after dinner.

Probably because I broke it through, Gang Ji has completely given up the disguise, and directly reduced from the role of a teacher to a training partner.

A wooden stick was tied to the back seat of the bicycle, and I rode crookedly in front, while he trotted behind, holding the wooden stick to help me maintain my balance.

In this way, I continued to learn for more than half a month. I learned that my menstrual period has passed for a long time. I finally managed to learn by myself, and finally I was able to ride around the road by myself without the help of Tsunaki.

Although I still don't know how to turn corners, I am still satisfied, so I pulled Gang Ji fairly and said, "Come on, now it's time for me to teach you."

Gang Ji was startled, and frantically waved his hands and refused: "No, no, no! Bicycles... I don't want to learn at all!"

The hope of teaching others to become talented together was shattered, and I let out a little disappointed.

But seeing that he was so unhappy, he still didn't choose to force it, so he nodded and said: "Then see you tomorrow morning."

During this period, Tsuna would wait for me to go to school every morning, and the place changed from the intersection at the beginning to the downstairs of my house.

Most of the time, after breakfast, I can see the shaggy brown hair as soon as I open the door, and I gradually developed a habit.

The season of cherry blossoms has completely passed.

The weather is getting hotter every day, and many branches that were bare in early spring are now lush and lush, and occasionally cast mottled tree shadows on the road to school, interspersed with dancing and flickering halos, the familiar midsummer in memory It came quietly.

And with summer comes the excruciating midterm exams.

The non-air-conditioned classroom was full of students, and everyone was immersed in the test papers. Except for the rustling sound of the pen tip across the white paper, and the humming of the ceiling fan overhead, there was hardly any movement.

It is so quiet that people can't see the noise of the past.

When I walked out of the exam room, my mind was still confused. Kyoko next to me was still immersed in the exam just now, frowning and asking Kurokawa in distress: "So the answer is really A? But I clearly remember that Mr. Nezu was there I said in class that this type of question is usually D, which is the same as the number I finally calculated..."

Heichuan sighed, rubbed her head speechlessly, and said in a disdainful tone: "Don't take the words of that scumbag teacher too seriously, he might just be talking nonsense."

"But... Nezu-sensei graduated from the University of Tokyo..."

Kyoko hesitated, and looked at me as if looking for a comrade-in-arms, "Where's Hina-chan? Did you also get an A for the answer to the fourth question?"

I was caught off guard by being called, I was stunned, I glanced at her completely out of shape, and hesitated: "Um... maybe?"

"How could this be... am I the only one who did something wrong?" Jingzi's brows and eyes that were hiding expectations dimmed instantly, and it was rare that she fell into doubt about herself with a sad face.

Scratching my head, in fact, I have completely forgotten what the fourth question is.

But seeing Jingzi distressed because of the wrong question, he didn't know how to comfort him for a while.

From childhood to adulthood, my academic performance has always been stable, belonging to the most invisible in the eyes of teachers, and my parents did not have too high demands on me.

I hardly ever took my studies seriously.I have always completed the homework assigned by the teacher step by step.

Everyone says that studying hard is planning for the future, but I have no idea what the future they are talking about.

For me, when I mention the word "future", I can only think of the composition in elementary school, such as wanting to be an astronaut when I grow up.

But compared to these, I still want to be a good adult.

When I become an adult, my mother will no longer be able to perfuse me every day like she treats her kindergarten students.

The mid-term exam is over, and the next day will be in class as usual.

The first class in the morning is the home economics class. As always, the boys and girls are separated to prevent some boys from being lazy.

Today's class assignment is braised carp. I sat on a chair and struggled with the live fish in my hand. Whenever I pressed it down, it would thump so hard that I couldn't scrape the fish scales at all. .

The carp just out of the water is wet and sticky, and it is not slippery. When you press it, it will break free from your hand and fall to the ground.

I put down the knife and just bent down to pick up the fish, but a hand preempted me.

Raising his head, Hirano held the carp's tail, and said with a little disgust, "It's all fallen to the ground, how can I eat it?"

After finishing speaking, she threw the fish under the sink and rinsed it twice before putting it back on my chopping board.

Hirano: "It's useless to press it, you have to knock the fish out first. Look at me—"

She said and took the knife from my hand.

dong dong dong-

The back of the knife patted the fish's head a few times, the fish stopped flailing, its fins slowly opened and closed, and finally stopped moving.

I immediately looked at Hirano with admiration, Hirano returned the knife to me, I took it, and couldn't help but praise: "Thank you, you are amazing!"

This is the first time for me to cook fish, and the teacher only talked about killing fish and removing scales in class. I didn't know there was such a trick at all.

"It's okay, I just said to help you because I saw that you wasted too much time on this step."

Hirano smiled generously, then squeezed to my side, frowned slightly, with a bit of confusion on his face, and lowered his voice, "Um...Hina, you still haven't told Sawada about the game?"

The topic changed so quickly, I was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously shook my head, not understanding why she suddenly asked this.

Hirano carefully observed my expression, tentatively: "Or you can tell him... If he gets angry at you, I can go and apologize to him."

This is a solution I never thought of.

My heart moved, but I quickly frowned, inexplicably hesitating: "Is this okay? But I don't know how to tell him..."

If we tell Tsuna the truth, will our relationship come to an end?

Will he be angry?Will you be angry and never talk to me again.

If he ignores me, then I—

so I……

I can't seem to get him.

I pause...

Yes, if we are no longer a couple, but just ordinary classmates, I seem to lose the right to express my dissatisfaction in front of him.

But I don't really want to...

The emotions in my heart were complicated, and I really couldn't tell the difference, so I had to turn around and look in the direction of the last row of the classroom.

In the last row of the classroom, the brown-haired boy was looking down. He stretched out his hand to catch the frisky carp, but either the strength was too light to catch it, or the strike was too heavy, and it flew out of the palm of his hand and hit the classmates in front of him. the back of the head.

All of a sudden, there was a lot of complaints from being harassed in the back row.

"Hey, it hurts..."

Yamamoto rubbed the back of his head that was hit, bent down and picked up the fish from the ground.The carp was not honest at all in his hands, and it flicked its tail unceremoniously towards his chin, but was dodged by Yamamoto's nimbly raised head.

Yamamoto grabbed the fish with one hand, scratched his head with the other, and laughed heartily: "Hahaha, it seems that I am also hated by it. Gang——Give it back to you!"

"Ah, yes!" Tsuna caught it in a hurry, pressed it on the chopping board forcibly, and looked at the energetic fish under him, wanting to cry without tears.

If he gets angry after learning the truth, am I the one who hurt him too?

I hesitated, and Hirano tugged at my sleeve: "Just procrastinating like this is not an option. Anyway, he will know sooner or later. It's better for you to say it than for him to hear it from others?"

Her tone was a little anxious for some reason, I frowned and tried hard to think, and felt that her words were quite reasonable.

There were so many people who played the game together that day, it was impossible for me to hide it from him for the rest of my life.

And, and...

And it seems that suddenly, I don't really want to hide it from him.

I made up my mind, took a deep breath, and finally made up my mind.

So he turned to Hirano and said, "Then tomorrow, let's tell him about the big adventure."

I thought about it carefully, but found that I couldn't imagine Tsuna Ji's expression after learning the truth.

After school, I said goodbye to Kyoko and Kurokawa, and I went home with Tsunayoshi as usual.

Because I pretended to be something, I couldn't help but secretly glanced at the side of Liang Jiji all the way, a little hesitant to give him a vaccination first.

But every time I wanted to speak, I held back.

I don't know why, but when facing Tsunayoshi himself, I regretted agreeing to Hirano.

I don't want to be the one who hurt him.

Today's last class was physical education class. In the group match, Gang Ji was hit in the face by a volleyball again. There was a circle of red marks on his originally fair face, which looked even more eye-catching under the blue sky and white sun.

When passing by the school gate, several boys in the same class who were whispering to each other pushed and shoved to stand up straight, after seeing Gangji's appearance clearly.

Immediately he laughed and laughed, pointing in our direction and turning his head to talk to his companion.

I glanced at them strangely, then looked away without paying too much attention, turned my head and grabbed Gang Ji's arm and walked quickly for a few steps until I could no longer hear the voice behind me, then slowed down and comforted: "Don't pay attention to them , let's go home quickly."

Gang Ji hummed slowly, as if he had just recovered, and looked at me hesitantly: "Are you angry?"

I paused, feeling uncomfortable for a moment, so I puffed up my face and said, "It's all because their laughter is so annoying!"

Gang Ji was stunned for a moment before realizing: "Is it because of me? Thank you..."

He scratched his face shyly: "But it doesn't matter to me, I'm used to it anyway."

Seeing that Gangji didn't care much about it, I became even angrier. I grabbed his shirt collar and shook it twice, and ordered very loudly: "You must not get used to it!"

Why would someone take other people's ridicule as a habit——

Tsuna: "Yes, yes!"

Gang Ji was almost fainted by me, and swallowed nervously when he saw my expression.

Satisfied, I let go and continued walking.

It only takes a few minutes to go home. I stood at the intersection and waved to him. After thinking about it, I said, "Goodbye? See you tomorrow morning!"

Tsuna seemed to be amused by me, and smiled slightly with the corners of her mouth curled up. Her brown eyes, which were originally warm in color, became as clear as amber under the sunlight.

He looked at me with a smile in his clear eyes as always, raised his hand and waved: "See you tomorrow, Hina."

My mood improved inexplicably because of one of his smiles.So he also bent his eyes and smiled, increased the range of waving hands, and shouted to him loudly: "See you tomorrow——"

Back home humming an unknown song, I had completely forgotten about the promise to Hirano.

Still going to school the next day, I got up as usual, ate breakfast, calculated the time and pushed open the door, but unexpectedly, I didn't see Tsunaki's figure.

Did you accidentally press the alarm watch again?

I guessed, not in a hurry and decided to wait for him at the door of the house.

In the end, I waited and waited, seeing that I was about to be late, and I still hadn't waited for Gangji to come over, so I had no choice but to speed up and rush to school with a stomach full of doubts.

As soon as I stepped onto the floor where the class was located, I felt something was wrong.

Students of the same grade around me will all look at me when they pass by me.Then he showed a playful expression, but he didn't talk to me.Instead, you pushed and shoved, quickened your pace and walked away.

This attitude is very annoying, as if I have done something earth-shattering without knowing it, it makes me very uncomfortable.

I walked into the classroom with a puffy face. Before I could put my schoolbag away, Kurokawa and Kyoko had already walked over.

Jingzi's eyes were faintly worried, while Kurokawa folded his arms and asked directly: "How do you plan to deal with this matter?"

I:"……?"

I was at a loss and had absolutely no idea what was going on.

Subconsciously glanced at Tsunaki's seat, but found that it was empty.

He doesn't seem to come to school.

are you sick?

I'm a little worried.

Heichuan opened his mouth, and was about to say something when a piercing bell rang, and the Chinese teacher walked into the classroom with a dozen thick test papers in his arms.

We hurriedly sat back in our respective seats, and the chat was interrupted.

The test paper was for the midterm exam. Looking at the bright red score of 77 on the test paper, I suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Sure enough, after class, the teacher called out the names of several people to talk to in the office, including me.

I quickly picked up the paper and trotted along.

In the office, the students who were summoned lined up and criticized one by one.

When it was my turn, my heart suddenly lifted.

I only heard the teacher say earnestly and earnestly: "Tsuji, your grades in this exam have dropped a little compared to the previous quiz. The usual exams are nothing, but the midterm exams are still very important. You are only a freshman, you should Focus more on your studies, and think about other things later.”

There seemed to be other meanings in the words. I was confused, but I didn't dare to ask, so I nodded obediently.

I folded the test paper, which was 13 points lower than the last test score, into a small cube and stuffed it into the pocket of my uniform. I sat on the toilet seat and sighed deeply.

Today is probably the legendary Mercury retrograde... I always feel that everything is weird.

Gang Ji didn't come to school either, should I go and see him after school?

Just as I was thinking about it, I heard footsteps outside. A few girls walked into the bathroom together, turned on the faucet and began to wash their hands, and their chatting words sounded together.

"Hey, have you heard? There seems to be a game couple in Class A next door!"

"Ah, is that what Shimura said today? The girl ran to confess to the boy because of a big adventure, but the boy agreed foolishly?"

"I know, I know! Is it a good-for-nothing? If it's him, it seems that there is nothing wrong with taking his confession seriously. After all, I haven't seen him talk to the opposite sex since elementary school! Hahaha——"

"Is it a good-for-nothing? If I was accepted by that kind of person, I would die of embarrassment, even if it was a big adventure! Just thinking about it makes me get goosebumps..."

Listening to their joking words becoming more and more casual, I frowned and stood up, not caring for a moment to find out where they heard the truth, and decisively pushed the door open and walked out of the cubicle, walking in front of them to clarify : "That's right, but not only A-Gang-kun is serious, I am also very serious about dating A-Gang-kun!"

So these words must not be allowed to continue to spread——

Girl: "But, but, everyone doesn't think so."

Unexpectedly, gossiping behind the scenes would be caught by the person involved. Several girls restrained their laughing expressions and looked at each other. One of them was stunned before saying: "And even if you said that, now the class, no, the whole grade is already gone. It's spread, about Sawada taking the big adventure confession seriously and agreeing to date..."

I was also stunned, and subconsciously retorted: "How could that be?"

Wasn't everything fine before?

"Probably someone said it was a slip of the tongue...there should be quite a few of you playing games together that day?"

The girl scratched her hair in embarrassment, "But it can't be ruled out that someone saw that Sawada talked about his girlfriend and didn't like it, so he deliberately wanted to punish him."

After the conversation was over, I hurried back to the classroom, looked at Tsunaki’s empty seat, and finally realized that he didn’t seem to be sick, but seemed to have encountered some unpleasant things when I didn’t know.

Maybe I stared at his seat for too long, Kyoko in the back seat sensed something was wrong, turned her head and glanced at the direction I was looking at, hesitated for a moment, and then came up to me secretly and told me: "Sawada-kun came here in the morning for a while. Taking the schoolbag and leaving, everyone seems to be laughing at him, saying, saying that he..."

"He said that he would actually take the confession of the big adventure as real. As expected, he is a good-for-nothing who will never have a woman in this life."

Heichuan took the words, crossed his arms, and looked at me with a frown: "So what on earth are you thinking, are you really dating him because of the big adventure? I remember I told you and him at the beginning Be clear... Seeing how you get along, I thought you had already told him, but he still didn't know?"

I was a little dazed by her blatant words, and after realizing that I seemed to have been misunderstood, I subconsciously argued for myself: "I, I wanted to tell him, I planned to tell him today, but... "

However, I don't seem to know how to speak.

If something like this hadn't happened today, I would probably run to Hirano and ask her to wait for a while, at least to make me ready.

If I really want to say it, I am also at fault in this matter, and it is the kind of fault that requires a lot of responsibility.

It's just that Gang Ji once clearly said that he doesn't like me.Since I won't hurt his feelings because of this kind of interaction, I feel less guilty, and gradually forget about the game, and just work hard to get along with him as a couple.

Kurokawa sighed: "You..."

Kyoko looked at us worriedly, and tried to suggest: "Should we go and explain clearly to Sawada-kun? In fact, it doesn't matter what everyone thinks, what matters is Sawada-kun and Haruna-chan's own thoughts."

What do I think about him...

I was suddenly touched by this sentence, and vaguely understood something.

In the following time, Gang Ji never came back to school, as if he had made up his mind to skip class for a whole day.

I was uneasy, and finally waited until after school, stood in front of the familiar intersection, hesitated a little, and continued to move forward.

In front of the independent courtyard was a doorplate with the word Sawada on it. I summoned up the courage to press the doorbell, and a gentle female voice came out from the door soon: "Here we come—"

The door was opened, and a woman with dark brown hair poked her head out, holding a large cooking spoon in her hand, she tilted her head strangely when she saw me: "Ah, what a lovely girl... yes Did you come to find Gang-kun?”

"Yes—are you A Gang-kun's mother?"

I quickly stood up, folded my hands in front of the skirt with some embarrassment, bowed slightly to her, and then faltered to explain the purpose of coming.

Aunt Sawada suddenly realized: "So, you are that girl."

She couldn't hold back as she spoke, covered her mouth and smiled lightly, and soon opened the door to welcome me in.

"Gun-jun's room is on the second floor—I said he was so weird today, he didn't even go to school, it turned out that there was a quarrel between the young lovers—"

I changed my shoes at the entrance, and I couldn't help but frown in distress when I heard this.

If only he was really just messing around...

Under the encouraging and loving gaze of Aunt Sawada, I walked up to the second floor with my schoolbag on my back, and at a glance I saw a door with a tuna sign on it.

Taking a closer look, someone wrote a few large characters crookedly with a crayon on it: Do not disturb if you have nothing to do——Tsuna.

I stood at the door of the room for a while, took a deep breath, and knocked on the door.

Tuk Tuk Tuk…

There was no movement inside.

"Ah Gang-kun?"

I hesitated, and put my hand on the doorknob.

I twisted the handle and cautiously poked my head: "I'm coming in..."

The door was pushed open, and the boy's bedroom was clearly shown in front of my eyes for the first time.

I saw pictorial posters of all kinds of robots plastered on the walls, and scattered textbooks and discarded paper balls all over the floor, making it impossible to see at a glance.

It was a sunny afternoon, but the room was a little dark. The curtains near the bed were half drawn, and a large quilt was bulging on the bed. Someone was lying in it to sleep, and the quilt rose and fell slightly with breathing.

I stood on tiptoe to avoid the sundries on the ground, the room was a little stuffy and not ventilated, so I simply walked over and took off the quilt covering his face.

The quilt was removed, revealing the boy's soft, fluffy brown hair, and his slightly frowning sleeping face with soft features.

Gang Ji didn't seem to be sleeping soundly. My movements were obviously very light, but his eyelashes still trembled violently, and he suddenly woke up from his sleep.

Terrified by the figure standing in front of the bed, Gangji let out a terrified babble, and crawled into the corner like a frightened rabbit, shivering while hugging the quilt.

I:"……"

I said, "It's me, Ah Gang-kun."

Hearing the sound, Gangji moved his ears hidden under his brown hair slightly, and moved the quilt down slightly, exposing his eyes. After seeing clearly that the person in front of him was me, he put down the quilt and stared in disbelief. Eyes rolled up: "Why are you in my house!"

I don't know if it's because I just woke up, but my tone is not very good.

Thinking about what happened today, I felt a little guilty, pulled a chair and sat down beside his bed, lowered my head and whispered, "I see you didn't come to school today, so I'm a little worried..."

"I'm fine! Don't worry about me—"

Tsuna interrupted, and lay down again and covered his face with the quilt, as if planning to continue sleeping.

Gang Ji: "Go back quickly—please close the door when you leave, and don't disturb my rest."

This time, I heard that his tone was indeed bad, and he was still chasing me.

Seeing Gang Ji refusing to communicate under the quilt, I was at a loss, gritted my teeth and said bluntly: "Are you angry with me because of the big adventure?"

As soon as the words came out, I breathed a sigh of relief.

It was as if the stone that was pressed in my heart was suddenly removed by someone.

There was silence in the air for two seconds.

Gang Ji paused, raised his voice and replied quickly: "No!"

The sound was blocked by the quilt, which seemed a little muffled.

Seeing that he seemed to be covering up, I became more and more sure that he was. After thinking about it, I explained seriously to the quilt: "Actually, I wanted to tell you today, but I never knew how to say it." ...And from the beginning to the present, I have been dating you very seriously during this period of time, and I treat you as a real boyfriend."

I felt that I was very sincere, and I was about to apologize to him seriously, but I didn't know where these words hurt Gang Ji, and he suddenly lifted the quilt and jumped up.

Tsuna: "So are you sympathizing with me! Or are you trying to tease me? If it's the first one, then I don't need it at all, anyway, I've gotten used to it for so many years; if it's the second one, then you should have seen enough It's a joke, isn't that okay?"

I froze, it was the first time I saw him angry.

Looking at those brown eyes that became brighter and clearer due to anger, I saw a vague reflection of myself in his eyes, and the inexplicable grievance instantly dissipated, my eyes were sore, I quickly lowered my head and flattened my mouth, crying Hold back.

Then he said sullenly: "I never thought about it that way..."

Never.

Maybe it was sympathetic at first, but I was more trying to protect his ego.

Confessing in front of so many people, and being told the truth after agreeing, would be a very embarrassing thing, no matter who it is, it would be ridiculed.

Also, I'm really, really serious about being in a relationship with him, and I don't treat the relationship with him as a game.

It's a pity that he couldn't say these words under his current anger.

It always feels like it will make the current situation worse.

I looked down at the ground, uncontrollably flashing through my mind the fragments of getting along with each other before, the more I thought about it, the sadder it became, and my vision couldn't help but blur.

Me: "So Ah Gang-kun wants to break up with me?"

Gangji: "..."

Gang Ji's originally angry expression seemed to be poured with a bucket of cold water, and the expression on his face was blank for a moment: "What?"

I sniffed, forced myself to calm down, and tried to analyze our relationship with a mature attitude.

Me: "If it were me, I would probably be angry too. So since A Gang-kun can't accept it, then you shouldn't be happy if you continue to be with me? And, and you don't like me at all, and you secretly Staring at Jingzi in a daze, you really hate me already?"

Gangji: "..."

Tsuna's anger has completely faded away, as if she had been told some unspeakable secret, a blush of shame quickly spread from her neck to her cheeks.

Tsunayoshi: "What? I, I have nothing against Sasakawa-san!"

Tears that had been brewing for a long time fell from the eye sockets, Gang Ji froze, and then hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe it for me, but I turned my head and avoided it.

Seeing his appearance, I stood up angrily, bowed to him and said, "That's it, I'm sorry. Thank you for taking care of me during this time, I'm going home first."

After finishing speaking, I didn't want to look at his expression, so I turned around and left.

"Wait--"

There were footsteps catching up behind me, I speeded up and rushed down the stairs, as if chased by fire, I didn't care to say goodbye to Aunt Sawada.

"Yangcai—"

The anxious shouts were accompanied by the painful cries of someone who fell down the stairs. I sucked in my blocked nose and forced myself not to look back.

I rushed home in one breath, locked the door, threw away my schoolbag, lay on the bed and hugged the pillow, and the corners of my eyes got wet after a while.

I touched my chest, it was congested and stuffy now, it was the same feeling as when I watched the movie that day.

But it seems that there is something more.

Everyone says that first love is beautiful, but the movie called first love is a bit sad.

The two protagonists did not live happily together like in a fairy tale.

And the first relationship I started out of nowhere was the same as Quanta and Haruko in the movie.