[Quick wear] The protagonist always wants to press me

The green light rushed into the thick fog, and the thick cloud of smoke gradually dispersed, dusty, like flying dust.

Xiao Qingxuan transformed into a human figure, and the light greenness overflowed from the fingertips, driving away the darkness around him.His vision gradually became clear, and he closed his eyes trying to perceive the other party's position.

Suddenly, a strong palpitation welled up in my heart, wrapped in panic for no reason.His heart was beating wildly, like someone was beating a drum, beating on his heart again and again.

His chest was heavy and tight, and his consciousness seemed to be in trouble.The picture in front of him trembled, and then shattered into gray particles.

The dense fog gathered again, as if it had been infused with life, and swallowed him in one gulp.

The green light flickered instantly, and just as Xiao Qingxuan wanted to disperse the dense fog, the scene in front of him changed again.

The pitch-black field of vision gradually brightened up, with a faint yellowish color appearing under the gray and black.There are a few touches of color in front of my eyes, and a rough dirt road is the first to appear.

There seemed to be a subtle voice in the ear, and it became clearer and clearer from far to near.

"Big boy, remember, I'll go to that mountain later, there are a lot of wild vegetables there!"

The translucent female voice carried the harshness unique to women, harsh and aggressive.Xiao Qingxuan heard the sound and looked over, but his eyes were stunned.

"Grandma..." the boy with a pale complexion called out in a low voice, holding the corner of the woman's clothes tightly with his thin hands, his only eyes that could be called beautiful and smart were full of uneasiness.

The tall thick eyebrows moved slightly, and the woman stared at her with a fierce look, "Go as soon as I tell you, because you have too many things to do!"

The boy pursed his lips, and his face was a little aggrieved.He didn't dare to say anything, he just knew that Grandma was going to abandon him again.

The boy raised his head and gently tugged at the corner of his clothes. His clear voice was filled with anticipation, "Will Grandma wait for me..."

The woman spat impatiently and pushed him away, "Why are you talking so much! If you don't hurry up, the wild vegetables will be picked up by other shameless people!"

The boy lowered his head, the little figure was very lost.Tears rolled in his eyes, he sniffed, turned around and rushed into the mountain.

There was a rustling sound from the dead grass half a person's height, and the boy's thin body sank into the sea of ​​gold.

The woman raised her eyes and looked in, and saw that there was no movement in the grass, she tiptoed quietly out a few meters away, and ran away.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Xiao Qingxuan couldn't control himself and walked into the grass.

The boy was sitting quietly on the ground with his arms around his legs, sobbing silently.

As if a hole had been stabbed in the heart, Xiao Qingxuan squatted down tremblingly.He is familiar with this breath, and he is sure that the boy in front of him is the young Lin Shu.

Hearing the weak sobs, his heart also ached.He wants to do something, he wants to hug the boy and tell him not to be sad, he wants to make the boy happy...

But he can't do anything...

The boy couldn't see him, and he couldn't touch the boy.He is like a passerby, just witnessing what happened in the past.He has no power to change, nor can he change.

The only thing he can do is guard the heartbroken boy.

The sky gradually darkened, and the beauty of the sunset also lost its color.

The boy stopped crying, and his red eyes stared blankly at the ground.A familiar voice came out, "If you are reluctant to part with your grandma, I can take you to find her!"

It's soft...

Xiao Qingxuan looked over in a little surprise, and saw the palm-sized lamb floating back and forth in the air, babbling dissatisfiedly, "Your mother has thrown you three times, why are you still thinking about her!"

"Grandma has to do this..." The boy retorted weakly: "Grandma is very poor. After Dad passed away, everything fell on Grandma. Moreover, there has been a severe drought in recent years, and food is not growing. Grandma has no There is a way to support me and my younger brother to be like this..."

"Then why didn't she throw away your brother!"

"My brother is smaller and eats less, so he is easier to feed than me..." The boy's voice was soft.

"Nonsense!" Ruanmian snorted, "Obviously you are the one who eats the least. I've been watching, your mother scolded you for only knowing how to eat, but every time you gave your brother a full bowl. This is During the famine year, when there was such a shortage of food, she still fed your brother until he was fat!"

"If you want me to say, your grandma doesn't want to be nice to you at all. But you are stupid enough to actually listen to your grandma. She blames you for eating too much, and you really would rather be hungry than eat more, you This temper is really stubborn."

The boy pursed his lips, but still retorted: "My brother is still young, if you have something good, you must give it to him first..."

"You're so skinny!" He snorted softly and unconvinced, "If I hadn't appeared, would you have had a full meal? Look at your brother, that rosy face is like a monkey's butt , and look at you again... you have a sallow complexion, it would not be an exaggeration to say that you were dug out of a mass grave!"

"Don't say that..." The boy was a little angry.

"Alas..." Ruan Mian's eyes widened, "I don't understand, why are you still protecting her when your mother treats you like this?"

"Grandma gave birth to me and raised me, it's not easy..."

"Oh, in the end she threw you three... no, including this time, it's four times!" Ruan Mian said truthfully.

The boy's lips moved, and an angry look appeared on his face, "Grandma didn't do it on purpose!"

"Well, she just left your brother on purpose."

"You!" The boy stared at the lamb angrily, his red eyes began to fill with tears.

"I won't talk to you anymore..." As if the words hit a sore spot, her immature voice choked slightly.

Softly and helplessly sighed, "Don't cry, I'll take you to find your mother."

"No...can't go back now..." The boy shook his head, wiped away his tears and stammered, "Grandma...Grandma doesn't want to see me..."

It still doesn't want to see that woman!

Ruan Mianmian thought this way in her heart, rolled her eyes and almost pouted, "You are just a little fool, why are you so obedient..."

The boy didn't speak, wiped away his tears, staggered to his feet and walked into the mountain.

He has to dig a lot of wild vegetables... In this way, Grandma will think he is useful, so she won't abandon him...

What's more, he also wants to hear his mother praise him.Grandma often praises her younger brother, but every time he can only hide and watch secretly, not to mention how envious he is.

He hoped that his mother would treat him like this, but he knew that his mother hated him.After Dad passed away, Mom never smiled at him again.

Grandpa's death was a thorn in Grandma's heart, and this thorn was planted by him.

Grandma resented him and hated him for not living up to expectations.He also thought that if he hadn't been so sick, Dad wouldn't have run to the town overnight to seek medical treatment, and he wouldn't have encountered mudslides on the way.

He only remembered that it was raining heavily that day, and his grandmother rushed out, only a piece of yellow mud in her hand when she came back.

Father, did not come home.

Since then, grandma no longer sees happiness in her eyes, and the tenderness can only be revealed when she looks at her younger brother.He knew the reason, because the younger brother was more like Dad.

The night fell completely, and the boy groped in the jungle, as if he was used to it, without showing a trace of fear.

It wasn't until noon on the second day that the thin boy dragged his load of wild vegetables and walked towards home step by step.Huang Pupu's face was flushed from exhaustion, and thin sweat dripped drop by drop.

He waited until the sun set in the west and the clouds dimmed before he walked back to the door of the house.

The boy pushed open the closed wooden door with a smile on his face.

"Mom!"

"younger brother!"

The response was silent silence, the yard and the house were empty.

There was a noise from outside the door, the boy was overjoyed, he could see the person coming but he was dull, "Grandma Yao..."

The face full of ravines twisted a few times, and the old man sighed, "My son... your mother took your brother away last night..."

Shaking his head regretfully, the old man walked away tremblingly on crutches, muttering, "Ah...a crime...God doesn't behave like a human being, it's hard for us to be human...Why do we leave a child to suffer... ..."

Mom... brother...

The boy stood helplessly in the yard, his small body standing there alone.