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He subconsciously turned his head to look at Lin Yufei, and the surrounding scenes and sounds were far away in an instant. He heard someone laughing. The laughter was chaotic and sharp, which stimulated the heart to tremble with fear, and the beating sound hurt the eardrums. After calling him several times, he recovered from the state of being stiff and sweating.

"... Ruan Ruan, what's wrong?" Lin Yufei frowned, and anxiously went to touch his forehead, but felt cold sweat.

Seeing this, Grandpa Lin didn't ask any further questions, and sent someone to call the doctor.

Yan Xiaoruan's condition was still very bad, and he looked a little dazed, but he kept grabbing Lin Yufei's clothes, as if grabbing a life-saving straw. Lin Yufei put his arms around him halfway, and said to Grandpa Lin, "I'm sorry, Grandpa. , I'll take him to rest for a while."

Grandpa Lin was also a little worried. He was too old, and he was used to wind and rain, but he didn't want to see these juniors suffer. "It's okay, take him there quickly."

Lin Yufei ignored the surprised eyes of the people around him, hugged Hui Xiaoruan and brought him into a bedroom. Once the door was closed, there were only the two of them left in the room, and Hui Yue was able to relax slowly.

"You...why do you know my name?" Even he himself had given up on that name.

How could Grandpa Lin know his name? You don't need to think about it. It must be related to Lin Yufei.

Sure enough, Lin Yufei pulled a chair and sat opposite him, smoothed the sweat on his face with his palm, and said, "It's not that I haven't seen your ID card before, you didn't really change your name, and you didn't really change your name." Want to change, right?"

"I have one thing I want to confess to you. Regarding your past experience, I have found someone to investigate. If you mind, I am sorry."

"...It's all over, don't be afraid, Ruan Ruan."

Yan Xiaoruan couldn't speak, Lin Yufei's figure was gradually blurred in his tear-wet eyes, he was enveloped in great helplessness, the reason why he didn't fall into the deep black hole behind him was all because of Lin Yufei's sentence " Don't be afraid" held him up.

He actually likes his name very much, because it is the only thing left to him by his late parents. He was only three years old when his parents left. The group of relatives got in touch, so who his parents were and what kind of people they were were all locked in the lost memory.

He guarded this unique name, as if guarding a treasure that no one else would care about, until when he was in elementary school, he met a person with the same name and surname as him.

The exact same name, but two completely different lives.

That Yan Yu is glamorous, his parents are loving and his family is well-off, and he is a child who is afraid of being regarded as a burden if he eats an extra bowl of rice.

He was so envious of that man, he was so envious that every day after school, he would slowly wait for the man to leave with his small schoolbag on his back, and then secretly follow behind him. He saw Yan Yu was carrying a brand new schoolbag, and the new shoes on his feet were changed every day One pair, he passed by a small stall after school and bought whatever he wanted to eat, and stood on the side of the road waiting for the family car to arrive. When he saw Yanyu's father, sometimes his mother drove to pick him up, he would always lift him up and hug him...

He looked at the other Yanyu like this, as if he was looking at another self.

It was his fault. When he was a child, he always felt inferior and blamed himself. In case he found fault with himself in advance, the two lines that should have been parallel still intersected. It was because his little longing eyes were too fierce. After he followed many times, It was still found.

That Yan Yu is flamboyant and self-confident, no matter what he does, he is surrounded by a large group of people, and he is simply two extremes with the inferior and cowardly man.

He was still very young at that time, and he didn't know what campus bullying was. Although the shadow left by that period of being bullied has been with him since he grew up, permeating his bones and causing him to have a more inferior character, but he always felt first, He was at fault, he stole a bit of sweetness from others, and he always had to suffer more to repay it.

He never fought back when he was beaten, and he would only accept silently when he was scolded. His few experiences at that time told him that when encountering difficulties or dangers, he could only curl up and keep silent.At that time, he was finally adopted by a better family. Even if he was bullied, he chose to lie because he was afraid of causing trouble to the adults. He only said that he was playing with his classmates and accidentally soiled his clothes. Only the dirty and torn clothes were seen, but the mottled wounds underneath were invisible.

He doesn't eat well at both ends, the pressure is getting bigger and bigger, and children will also be under pressure, and in the world of children, an unwarranted threat can cause the world to collapse. He didn't cry when he was beaten, but because of that speech Yu'e said fiercely, "You are not allowed to call me by that name in the future, or I will beat you to death!" But on the way home from school, a man hid himself and cried heart-rendingly.

He is really scared.

They cruelly gave him a name, so after fleeing there, he told others that his name was Hui Xiaoruan.

This was actually an insulting name, but its owner accepted it in silence, and even though he could laugh when he recalled what happened in elementary school later, he never changed it. At first he didn’t dare, but later I thought it was too troublesome and unnecessary, but in the final analysis, it was the shadow left in my heart that caused the trouble.

He has even begun to resist his original name, fearing that he will be found to have such a dark and mottled past that seems ridiculous and not worth mentioning, so when someone calls his name again, he only feels chills all over his body. Chung, the past did not let him go, he felt that he was wrong, he hid it from everyone, he was afraid and panicked, it was he who was indecisive, whether he should change or not, leaving only two bloody names.

Lin Yufei waited for him to finish crying for a long time. He didn't let go of his hand, patted his back and coaxed him softly, trying his best to comfort him. Afterwards, Hui Xiaoruan was tired from crying and slowly lay on his back. He fell asleep in his arms.

When he woke up again, Hui Xiaoruan had already appeared at home, lying on his bed, his eyes were not swollen when he got up because he had applied the compress well, he only panicked for a moment, but soon calmed down, because Lin Yufei just Lie down beside him.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?" Lin Yufei woke up the moment he moved, and he also rested for a while. At this moment, his voice was still a little hoarse when he woke up.

Hui Xiaoruan lay back and pressed against his chest again, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry, I really messed up."

Lin Yufei pinched his face and kissed him, "I should say I'm sorry, you were sick today, I shouldn't take you out to suffer, as for grandpa, he is also very worried about you, don't worry about them blaming you, It's my family, from the moment I brought you back today, they knew that your health is the most important thing to me."

"Are you hungry? The family banquet was made by a few cousins ​​and aunts, and they packed it for us. If you are hungry, we can eat it after heating it up."

Hui Yue was a little moved, "Didn't you eat too?"

Lin Yufei got up, the small bed was still a bit cramped for two men, he stretched it out, and kissed Yan Xiaoruan, "How can I eat well by myself, get up, little soft rabbit, uncle will give it to you Hot meal."

Hui Yue smiled, "Thank you Uncle~"