Number one, I'm divorced?

The cruise ship sailed northward for five days and needed to stop at the port for supplies.

The people in the team also changed from the excitement at the beginning to the habit later.Fortunately, the boat was big enough and stable enough. I was a little seasick for a day or two at the beginning of the weekend, but I got used to it later.

It feels so different on a ship than on land.It always makes people feel rootless, wandering, wandering.

This kind of feeling, after a long time, makes people start to doubt time, and the heart also becomes dazed and desolate.

When the ship docked at Qingdao Port, watching the ups and downs of the large machines in the port, I couldn't feel the excitement from the crowd at all.

In the generation of high-efficiency mechanization, manpower has been gradually eliminated, appearing mechanical and indifferent.

Holding Siwei's hand on the weekend, at his age, he is used to seeing this, but he would not know what it was like when he used to carry goods on his shoulders.

On weekends, I only saw those when I was a child when I went to Chongqing by boat once or twice.

At that time, every shoulder carried the hope of a family.And now I don't know where these people have gone, and what should they live on?

Weekend sighed, thinking that he was going to die, but he was still worrying about these useless thoughts.

When Su Ye boarded the ship, he looked at the big and small people on the deck, and his brows that hadn't been stretched for a long time loosened.

Siwei watched Su Ye get on the boat with a surprised expression.Only the weekend raised eyebrows.

"Go."

Si Wei let go of Zhou Zhou's hand, tidied up his clothes, at a young age, with a serious face, Zhou Zhou frowned, pulled Si Wei's face, and said: "You are just a child, why are you pretending to be an adult! You are now at the age of being mischievous and innocent. When you grow up, you will have no chance to act like a baby."

Si Wei felt a little embarrassed by the weekend pinching her face.

"Uncle, what is acting like a baby?"

Weekend looked at the child with a strange expression on his face.

"Baojiao, let me give you an example. When I was young, when I was your age, every time I saw my dad coming back from get off work, I would rush over to help him carry the bag, wrap it around his lap, and beg for candy. .”

Siwei thought about it for a while, if the object was his father, he could only think about it, but finally gave up.

"Uncle, can you let me act like a baby?"

While the two were talking, Su Ye had already walked behind them.

"What happy things are you talking about?"

Su Ye came so quietly that he patted his chest on the weekend in fright.Si Wei stood aside obediently and called out "Dad."

Su Ye put his trouser pocket in his pocket and nodded to his son.

"go to play."

Siwei walked back to the cabin in three steps, in fact, he really wanted to try what it was like to act like a baby.

I turned to face the sea when I couldn't see the missing thoughts on the weekend. Facing the sea breeze, I opened my arms like a flying seagull.

"Hey~ You said, facing the sea, how can spring blossoms be the dream life of many people? But this sea, boundless, ethereal and without clothes, looks very beautiful, but how many people know the danger in it?"

Su Ye looked at the innocent expression on the weekend, but the question he asked seemed so vicissitudes.Where has the simple and easy happy person gone?

"Ah Mo, you are not that old yet, how can you say such a thing?"

Squinting your eyes and feeling the sunshine and sea breeze on weekends, isn’t this peaceful moment like the moment when grandma and Grandma Ran are sitting in the alley basking in the sun?It turns out that when a person's heart becomes weak, the whole person also ages.Mentality, mentality, isn't it just that the heart is bigger and a little more?It can be seen that the heart can't produce more things.

"You will always think about the person who loves you with all your heart and will be happy because of your happiness. But how can people live in the past. As I am now, it is very good, and my life is more exciting than most My life and the plot of the novel can’t describe my experience. You said that I’m only in my 30s, and I’ve experienced everything I should experience. Now, I should eat, drink, and come however I want. How nice."

As soon as these words came out on the weekend, a person came to mind.Mr. Su, this old man, has lived for himself all his life.So, from this old man, he realized a truth, the person who lives a chic and comfortable life must be an extremely selfish person.Otherwise, how could he live with such peace of mind for so many years.

So, on the weekend, I found out that I will never be able to do big things, just because of his sensitive and hypocritical temperament.He can't do many things, and he can't get past his conscience.

Fortunately, he was born in this era. If it was the era of his grandparents, he probably wouldn't have time to think about it.

However, he didn't find anything good about this era. Boys' heroic dreams, hehe, can only be realized by dancing with branches under a bed sheet.He really wanted to live a life of licking blood on the edge of a knife, and he didn't want to be like this now, dragging his broken body and being unable to do anything.

Su Ye looked at Zhou Zhou's lonely back, and circled him from behind.

"It's very good, just gain some weight. Knowing that I miss you, take good care of your body. When the old man's will is announced, let them toss about this big mess. I will accompany you and start With this boat, let's go all over the world to play."

Feeling Su Ye's body temperature on weekends, this man always makes up some beautiful dreams to deceive himself.

How can you not be moved, he is not dead.

"Aye, do you still remember that game meeting? At that time, we were arguing about your mother. I always thought, as long as you take the initiative to find me and go back to the apartment where we live, I will I will never quarrel with you again. But at that time, you disappeared for half a month. Until that day, you appeared in front of me, and you were the one who played games with me for half a year. I almost couldn’t hold back, I want to hug you, kiss you, and say that I can't live without you. At that time, it was true love!"

Su Ye listened to the weekend talking about the past, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.He said excitedly: "It's the same now, I have never changed. In those half a month, I lived like a year. Every day, my whole body was not good. My brother grabbed me every day and wouldn't let me go. I have never seen the way my father looked at me. I'm afraid of that extremely disappointed look. But I went anyway, I know you're waiting for me."

Weekend used to be unable to understand Su Ye's fear, but now he understands.This is the sorrow brought by Su Ye's original family.The strong mother made him think that he could stand in the same camp as his father and gain the meaning and value of existence.He's just a kid trying to resist under his mother's control.At that time, he really thought he could resist.

Patting Su Ye's arm on the weekend, "Do you know why I still can't let you go after all these years?"

Su Ye shook his head, this is what he couldn't figure out.From outsiders' perspective, it may be because of the power of the Su family and Su Ye's personal charm, but Su Ye knows that it is neither.

Weekend's eyes gradually became blurred, he turned around, facing Su Ye's face, raised his hand to caress Su Ye's face, eyebrows, nose lips, chin...

"At first, I just liked your face, your uniqueness, and the feeling of nesting with you. But until I met your mother, I gradually realized that you are so pitiful. At that time, I I feel sorry for you, a man is controlled by his mother like a slave. Maybe you didn't realize that when your mother is around, you are nervous and your back is always bent. At that time, I told myself, You are my man, even if it is your mother, I will not allow her to suppress you!"

Su Ye's body was stunned by what he said on the weekend, and he recalled many things from his childhood in his mind.He likes dogs, so he went to Jian Yan's house and brought one back. His mother was afraid that the dog would hurt him, so he had all the dog's paws and teeth cut off, and he was only allowed to play with the dog when someone was watching. .He remembered that the dog died after only staying in their house for half a month.He cried for a long time, but his mother said it was just a beast, and he couldn't lose his temper because of a beast.