1984 days when she disappeared

Cen Jin was determined to choose essays, but Siting had been struggling with mathematics, physics and chemistry for many years, but he still didn't dare to give up science.

Cen Jin laughed at her, "It seems that you and Li Ke really have a sadomasochistic relationship, and you are reluctant to part."

Siting sighed, "I don't want to either, but they say that text is good, and reasoning is good, and they say it's easy to turn text into text, but it's hard to turn text into text. Alas, I'm so entangled."

"You don't care what others say, just choose what you like?"

Si stopped thinking for a while and said, "But when I make up my mind, I hesitate and always want to make the most correct choice."

Cen Jin suddenly pulled her towards her and said, "Siting, come on, look into my eyes."

Siting didn't know what she was going to do again.

"Siting, you are so beautiful, so smart, you are a goddess in everything you learn, and you are a public opinion in everything you do, remember?" Cen Jin said solemnly, Siting couldn't help laughing because of his idol-like acting skills with paralyzed faces.

"So, you must do what you like, so that you will be happy, and you will not shrink back even if you encounter difficulties. You will be more beautiful when you are happy. When you are beautiful, the whole world will become more beautiful, you know? "

No way, the soft light in Cen Jin's eyes is like the surface of a lake at dusk, and his acting skills are close to those of a capable person.

"Based on my observation of you, you are slender and sensitive, with top-notch comprehension and comprehension skills, and you are more suitable for studying liberal arts—the most important thing is, isn't it very attractive to study liberal arts with me?" Cen Jin blinked, thinking Stopped like being hit by electricity, and didn't speak in a daze.

Cen Jin waved his hand in front of her, "Hey Lu Sixing, are you deaf? Or are you dumb?"

Si stopped for a second to play, and gave her a look, "If you want to act, act to the end, you know it will end badly."

Cen Jin laughed, "Haha don't blame me, the kiss scene hasn't been filmed yet, the heroine is demented!"

The classmates who watched beside him also laughed, and Siting's face became peachy again.

Thinking about it alone, what Cen Jin said made sense.Siting was used to thinking about what is right and good since he was a child, but he forgot what he really wanted.

For many years, Siting felt that the world was so complicated and he was so powerless.The strange thing is that when I'm with Cen Jin, I always feel that the world is light and the future is full of hope—although I can't tell what kind of hope it is.

On weekends, Cen Jin often goes to Siding's house to play.She is usually very skinny, and she is very obedient in front of her elders. After all, she is well-bred.Liu Qin also likes her very much, and cooks delicious food for them in different ways.

Since childhood, Cen Jin has never eaten a few meals cooked by his mother, and he is very satisfied at Siting's house, "Siting, according to me, this is what you call happiness."

Siting is speechless, fool, how can you see the sadness behind it, if possible, who doesn't want to live a life where you can stretch out your hands for clothes and open your mouth for food.

But when Cen Jin said this, she felt that the two of them sat at the table without doing anything for a long time, just obediently waiting for a fried rice, which was really a happy thing.

Cen Jin saw her dancing shoes at Siting's house, and remembered that she said that she had learned to sing and dance, "Siting, I haven't seen you dance yet, can you dance once and show me?" Cen Jin begged.

Liu Qin said with a smile, "She has danced seriously for more than ten years, and she didn't have time after high school, so she stopped learning."

Siting evaded, "I didn't dance very well at first, but after throwing it away for more than a year, I gained a few pounds of meat in vain, and I don't even have the face to dance."

Cen Jin couldn't help begging again and again, Si Ting still put on his dancing shoes, changed his clothes, and danced a section of Swan Lake with the accompaniment of the tape recorder.

Cen Jin was stunned.Siting's elegance and dexterity transcend this narrow space, like a real swan hovering over the mirror-like lake.

Si Ting poked her, "Why, are you scared by my fat swan?"

Only then did Cen Jin come to his senses, wondering why he was so fat, with that beautiful butterfly bone, slender neck, and exquisite bust line, Cen Jin felt a wave of heat running through his back, and he couldn't help fidgeting.

Liu Qin stepped forward and said with a smile, "Aunt Siting said that you have to be rewarded by God for dancing. Otherwise, how much money you spend and how much effort you put in may not be effective. Siting is a bit talented, but we ordinary people , and in a small place, it is always difficult to do such a precious thing, it is better to study hard to be safe."

Cen Jin nodded in agreement, but still felt that it was a pity that Sistop didn't dance.

"Siting, do you still want to dance?" Cen Jin asked during an evening study session.

Pause to think about it, "It's good to be able to dance, even if I can't dance well, but when I dance, I forget everything, and I am always very happy."

Cen Jin said, "My mother has a friend who opened a dance school. If you want, you can dance for free."

"However, time is so tight now, weekend tutoring is too busy, how can there be time to dance", Siting said helplessly.

Cen Jin said, "Is this good? I'll help you with tutoring. You go to dance once a week. Isn't it the best of both worlds?"

In this way, every Saturday afternoon, Siting went to the dance classroom to practice dancing.The boss usually relies on Xue Yafen to take care of him, so of course he has given Cen Jin enough face, Siting is also responsible for teaching, and he has made rapid progress.

Cen Jin watched from the side, this girl's lines are so slender, and her twirls are full of youthful strength, she is also a human being, how could she be born like a fairy.

"Does your foot hurt?" Seeing that she had taken off her dancing shoes, the back of her foot was a little red and swollen, and asked distressedly.

Siting smiled and said, "Fortunately, the main reason is that I don't practice often, and if I get used to it, it's fine."

After dancing, Cen Jin went to Siding's house to help her with English lessons.It's a tutoring, but it's just learning together. Cen Jin drew some difficult grammar into cartoon graphics, "follow the picture, follow the clues, and after all, it's all these basic structures", Cen Jin said lightly.

Siting put the topic in for a try, and sure enough.She said happily, "Ajin, your method is more effective than what the teacher taught at 200 yuan per class hour."

Cen Jin smiled complacently, and said after a while, "But in this way, I owe you too much, how can I pay it back?"

Cen Jin heard her tone, like the lines of the heroine in Qiong Yao's drama, so she pretended to be evil, and stopped thinking, "Then use your youth, your beauty, your gentleness, and give me back your life."

Si stopped to thump her, "You said you were fat and you were panting, you are so skinny, thank you for my willingness to influence you with youth, beauty, and gentleness."

Cen Jin smiled and said, "That's right, please influence me for the rest of my life, influence me so much."

Siting's face turned hot, and he ignored her.

In fact, Cen Jin likes to go to her house to play, more or less because Cen's house is not peaceful at this time.

Cen Jin rarely understands the warmth and love of a family.

Mother Xue Yafen has a natural enthusiasm for profit. She is in the tax system, her position is not high, but her energy is not small, and she is devoted to her work.She is willing to spend money for her daughter, but she is not so concerned about Cen Jin's life and relationship.

When Cen Jin was a child, he was closer to his father.

Cen Haitao was originally a scholar who studied hard and was the founder of the Geology Department of the Seventh University.

When Cen Jin was young, Cen Haitao immediately discovered that although she was taciturn, she had a frankness and a boyish personality.So whenever he was free, he taught her how to play and took her to study, but the work became more and more busy, and it was difficult for him to raise Cen Jin himself.

In his early [-]s, the Geology Department chaired by Cen Haitao won state support for the city's mineral development. After years of painstaking efforts, Cen Haitao gained both fame and fortune, and his career reached the top. A disagreement and even beat his wife.

Later Xue Yafen knew that he had a woman outside, so she started to catch the mistress crazily, giving Cen Jin even less attention.

At nine o'clock in the evening, if Cen Haitao hadn't come home, Xue Yafen would wander around in each room.

There was still no sign at ten o'clock, so she left Cen Jin and went out to "catch rape".

For a while, Cen Haitao's friends, subordinates, and even his leaders all received Xue Yafen who had red and swollen eyes in the middle of the night.Cen Haitao's reputation was notorious, and he beat his wife to death when he returned home.

At that time, Cen Jin was taking the senior high school entrance examination, and she was used to the sound of the door knocking in her sleep. Her mother left, and she was lying alone in the dark.

It didn't take long before the door slammed again, and there were suppressed arguments in the living room, followed by sharp cries and dirty curses.

At that time, she sat up and shed tears quietly. When her parents had had enough trouble and fell asleep, in the dead of night, she turned on the desk lamp and read a book until the early morning before falling asleep.

That's it, Cen Jin is still number one in the city in the high school entrance examination.That summer vacation was very enjoyable. I went to the gym to play basketball during the day, and went to karaoke with my classmates at night. Sometimes I came home in the middle of the night, and my parents didn’t care about her.

One night, when Cen Jin and his classmates came out of a KTV, a girl suddenly grabbed her and said, "Cen Jin, your dad!"

She turned her head and saw Cen Haitao, flushed from drinking, hugging a woman with heavy make-up and chattering, accompanied by several middle-aged men with potbellies, and a few young girls scratching their heads and posing beside him. The glasses, the father who taught her to see ores, are gone.

She ignored her classmates' eyes and walked away silently.

Cen Jin persuaded his mother to divorce.

Xue Yafen said in astonishment, "You child, is this what you should say? If it wasn't for you, why would I have to be wronged like this!"

Hearing this a lot, Cen Jin felt that he was the culprit of family misfortune.

One night after school, Cen Jin suddenly remembered that it was her turn to publish the newspaper this week, so she hurriedly drew a blackboard, and it was past ten o'clock when she left school.

Back home, Xue Yafen was standing at the door, knocking carefully.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Cen Jin asked.

Xue Yafen turned her head, "Ah, Xiao Jin, why did you come back so late? No wonder your father is angry."

"Why is my dad angry?"

"Your father was drunk and locked the door behind him, not letting me in." Xue Yafen said in a low voice, "Come on, knock obediently, and he will open the door for you."

Cen Jin raised his hand and knocked on the door.Xue Yafen hurriedly grabbed her, "Hush! Be quiet, the neighbors are asleep!"

"Whisper, can he hear it?"

"I can hear you, he didn't sleep. It just so happened that I worked overtime today, and he was upset when he got home and found no one." Xue Yafen said in a low voice, "Just say that Dad opens the door, and say that we just came back from grandma's house."

Cen Jin was impatient, the door suddenly opened, Cen Haitao rushed out smelling of alcohol, grabbed Xue Yafen's hair and cursed, "Where did you two go, you won't go home at night!"

Cen Jin punched Cen Haitao in the chest, "Let go of my mother!"

Cen Haitao was furious, "Little bastard, you dare to hit your father!" As he said, he went to drag Cen Jin, Xue Yafen desperately protected Cen Jin behind him, Cen Jin pushed his mother away and stood in front of Cen Haitao, "You want to hit me, get drunk! Beating your wife is nothing!"

Cen Haitao was amazed, he hadn't seen this child for a long time, it turned out that she was already so tall.No matter how stupid he was, he would never beat his daughter, but he just grabbed Xue Yafen and said, "This is the child you raised! Beating father and scolding mother, how promising!"

Xue Yafen hurriedly pushed the father and daughter into the room, "Okay, okay, I have something to say at home, everyone else is asleep."

Cen Jin became stubborn, grabbed Cen Haitao's cuff and did not let go, "Let go of my mother! She is not your slave, why do you want to hit me!"

Cen Haitao cursed again and again, Xue Yafen became anxious, "Xiao Jin, why are you so ignorant! He's drunk, are you drunk too?"

Cen Jin's lungs exploded with anger, "Who the hell is ignorant? Is being drunk an excuse? He gets drunk every day and beats and scolds you every day. Do we all owe him?!"

Xue Yafen stretched out her fingers to persuade her to keep her voice low, and she shouted, "Who are you afraid of hearing? Who doesn't know? You are afraid of being ashamed outside, and you will be like a cow and a horse when you go home. I don't want to go back to such a home!"

Cen Jin turned around and ran downstairs, Cen Haitao's scolding was still in her ears, unknowingly, tears flowed down her face.

Xue Yafen rushed forward, "Xiao Jin, a good guy doesn't suffer from immediate disadvantages, why would you provoke him if he's a drunk!"

By this time, her mother was still scolding her, and Cen Jin's heart was so cold that he couldn't listen to a word.

"Well, you can take a taxi to grandma's house, and send a message to mom when you get there." Xue Yafen was still thinking about her crazy husband at home. If she didn't go back tonight, she didn't know where he was going to find sex.

Cen Jin wiped his nose, "I'm not going to grandma's house, I'm going to Siting's house!"

Xue Yafen was stunned for a moment before thinking of who Siting was, "Oh yes! It's okay to go to a classmate's house, don't talk about your father, let others laugh..."

"Don't worry about it!" Cen Jin roared, ran to the side of the road alone, and hailed a taxi.

Siting wouldn't laugh at me, she would treat me better than you all, Cen Jin sat in the car, crying while thinking.