1984 days when she disappeared

The night before the score of the college entrance examination, Cen Jin's phone was ringing. With 663 points, he ranked third in the province and first in the third middle school.

Xue Yafen stood in the living room with a happy face, calling her relatives in turn to announce the good news. Cen Haitao was pacing up and down rubbing his trouser legs, obviously very excited.

Cen Jin was relieved that he was definitely going to Peking University this time.However, compared to Chu Ye, the score seems less exciting, and she is more concerned about Siting.

Early the next morning, Cen Jin took Siting and went to the Internet cafe to check his score, "You haven't watched it yet?" Cen Jin asked.

Siting shook his head, his face pale.Last night Liu Qin said that she went to check on the neighbor's computer. She didn't do anything, and it was too embarrassing to be violently attacked in front of the neighbor.

"Coward, what if there are Easter eggs!" Cen Jin said, actually feeling more nervous than checking his own score.

Cen Jin entered the admission ticket number and password, held Siting's hand with his left hand, pressed the mouse with his right hand, and said, "Good luck!"

Si Ting quickly closed his eyes, Cen Jin stared at the screen for two seconds, and was about to speak when Si Ting plugged his ears again.

"Haha, watch for yourself!" Cen Jin laughed, "I'll count to three, and if I don't watch again, I'll count, 563."

"Ahhh!" Siting yelled, counting to three as agreed!

Everyone in the Internet cafe looked this way, Siting huddled in the chair like a little hedgehog, with his hands still pressing his ears, Cen Jin hugged her and said, "563, do you hear me? Our baby passed the 563 exam! "

Only then did Siting open his eyes and look at the screen seriously. It was 563. "It's exactly 100 points behind you," she whispered.

Cen Jin smiled, "You made up for it with your good looks, and even surpassed it by one point."

This score far exceeded Siting's expectations, and she was about to cry with excitement.

Cen Jin looked at her, if she didn't transfer to another school, if she wasn't so nervous around her, maybe it would be more than this score... My heart aches.

But still happy, at least with this score there is hope to go to Beijing.

Both the Provincial No. [-] Middle School and the City No. [-] Middle School said that Cen Jin was trained by the school, and they would hold commendation meetings and interviews with reporters.Cen Jin traveled between the provincial capital and Qishi several times a week, accepted two advertisements for brain health products, and endorsed a teaching aid book.

Xue Yafen was overjoyed, Cen Jin really made her look good, and even the city leaders called her "Cen Jin's mother" instead of "Comrade Yafen" when they met.

Cen Jin took the 2 yuan bonus plus the endorsement fee, and repaid Chen Can's 3000 yuan printing fee, and set up a stall in front of No. [-] Middle School to sell notes.

The hardcover color printing version of Xueba Notebook is priced at 100 sets, and if 5 sets can be sold, it will be [-] yuan!

The new class of prospective high school seniors has started school, and the traffic is not small, but only [-] copies of a set of pirated copies, who will take advantage of this?

Cen Jin had expected it a long time ago, and yelled at the school gate, "Buy genuine notebooks and get two small class trial lessons, and a one-year free Q&A session. If you can't buy it for 500 yuan, you will lose money and you won't be fooled. First come, first served until sold out!"

Xiao Du couldn't bear to listen to his help, "Boss, you are a celebrity now, can you sell yourself like you are selling socks!"

Cen Jin picked up the lunch box and said, "I am a celebrity now, and I will be a personal name in the future. If I have money, I will die!"

"How come I didn't find you so vulgar before! I said that you can get rich if you can figure it out, and you have already made up your own schemes!" Xiao Du yelled.

Siting didn't understand, it was hard to have a carefree summer vacation, everyone went out to travel, at least played ball and read books, but Cen Jin set up a stall during the day, and lectured in cram schools at night, and even fell in love. Time is gone.

26 sets were sold in three days, and Cen Jin could not close his mouth from ear to ear as he counted the banknotes in his hand.

"According to the sales volume, we can reprint it. We will go to other schools to expand the market tomorrow." Cen Jin smiled, and Siting sighed, "A Jin, why are you doing this?"

"What kind?"

"What do you think? Lao Ye introduced you to give a report, and you made notes for the promotion meeting. As for what, your family is not short of money."

Cen Jin laughed, "Teaching someone how to fish is worse than giving him a fish. At least I didn't cheat money."

Si stopped thinking for a while and said, "I'm afraid you're doing it for me."

Cen Jin said, "It's not for you, it's for us. Do you know how much the housing price in Beijing is per flat?"

Thinking for a while, Cen Jin shook the money in his hands, "I can't earn a square meter of work all summer, and it takes half a year for migrant workers to save this money. Getting into college doesn't mean you can live a good life, what? Money always comes first.”

This Cen Jin is so strange, she used to be a baby who didn't eat the fireworks of the world, and devoted herself to reading sage books.

"When did you start thinking about this?" Siting asked.

Cen Jin didn't speak.From the moment she knew that Xue Yafen lied to her, she made up her mind to leave that family, and the first step of leaving was financial independence.As for this money-making plan, she had already thought about it when she came back to look for Siting by bus.

"Siting, do you know?" Cen Jin smiled helplessly, "They don't intervene now, just because we are going to study abroad soon, and intervening is useless. But one day they will intervene, maybe when we graduate, maybe When you start a family and start a business, it’s not just them, it’s the whole world that interferes.”

Siting looked at her in surprise, Cen Jin's face seemed to have matured overnight, her calm eyes showed no emotion, but there was a kind of firmness that didn't suit her age.

"Maybe after many years, our relationship will fade away, and it will dissipate with a little pressure. I want to lay a solid foundation in advance. When you really have to make a choice, I can give you what they can give you." Cen Jin said quietly say.

Siting suddenly remembered what his aunt said, "Three generations of our family cannot live without a man." So Cen Jin remembered.

She turned around and hugged her, fool, the future hasn't come yet, they are still at their best.

Cen Jin enrolled in Peking University Guanghua, and gave up her favorite history or Chinese department. The teachers and parents agreed. After all, in the era of market economy, good students should study economics.Only Siting disagrees, and it’s fine to work part-time during the holidays. Choosing a major is a lifetime matter.

"As long as you like literature, history and philosophy, you can learn it," Cen Jin said, "Now I earn money during the day, and I also read books at night!"

"It's different!" Siting said, "If you study Chinese, you can become a professor in the future, which is more suitable for you..."

"Temperament? Like Yu Dan?" Cen Jin made Siting laugh with one sentence. She really didn't have a professorial temperament, and Siting didn't know how to use the word "academic".

"Don't worry about me, let's see which school you apply for." Cen Jin said.

These days, she has studied the application form carefully, thinking about how many schools she can choose, but they are all a bit risky. If she gets more points in the exam, she can be more confident.

After struggling for many days, I decided to choose Beilin.In fact, her score can go to a better school in other provinces, but in order to be with Cen Jin, she must choose conservatively. The first division and the first economic and trade schools are too popular. The score line of Beilin has been less than 540 over the years, so the chances of winning are even greater.

The moment "Submit" was pressed, the fates of the two became more closely intertwined. Cen Jin said, "Choose a better school for the postgraduate entrance examination."

Si stopped smiling, deliberately not thinking about things so far away.

In mid-August, it was getting closer and closer to the university registration, and everyone was waiting to bid farewell to this small town as soon as they got the notice.

Cen Jin's notebooks were sold out, and 50 sets of reprints were not sold out. After the discount, he got a total of 6 yuan. Xiao Du scolded, "Damn, it's a money grab!"

Cen Jin laughed madly, fulfilled his promise and took them to the provincial capital for a meal of 300 per capita daily food, and received bad news as soon as he returned home: Siting failed the ranking.

The Beilin score line came out, 566, only three points away.It is estimated that everyone wants to beat the upset, but instead raise the score, if they apply for the first division, they will get in.

Si Ting couldn't decide how to cry, Cen Jin hurried to find her, Si Ting was really red-eyed, but his mood was very stable.

"It's okay, I'll repeat the study with you." Cen Jin held her hand, and the silence of his thoughts made her feel even more distressed.

Siting shook his head, "It doesn't matter where you take the test, even if you have a second copy."

"No, don't talk nonsense, and we want to be together!" Cen Jin felt guilty again after finishing speaking. If she hadn't always wanted to take Siting to Beijing, Siting would not have failed the ranking. After all, she was still selfish.

"Siting, I will take another year to go to Peking University, but you will definitely go to a better school, so just give me a chance, it's me..." Cen Jin cried first, I was the one who hurt you, she repeated in her heart.

Siting pinched her face helplessly, "Ajin, your mother has little to do with what I do in the exam, I just get nervous, and it's the same in another year. Besides, I don't want to suffer another year, as you said , try harder after the postgraduate entrance examination."

Two days later, Jiangcheng University contacted Siting and asked her if she would like to study media.Jiang University is also a book, and Jiangcheng is also a big city. Apart from being far away, in the southwest, it is already good as a second choice.

Siting agreed - this time without discussing it with Cen Jin.Of course she didn't blame Cen Jin, it was their common dream to go to Beijing together, but repeating the study meant re-experience the unknown, they had too many twists and turns after being together, she was afraid of doing it all over again.

The whole lively summer vacation fell silent because of this news. When Cen Jin thought that there were only ten days left to spend with Siting, and what she had to face in the future was the distance from North China to Southwest, her heart was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe.

Xue Yafen wanted to hold a teacher appreciation banquet, so she came to discuss with Cen Jin.There will inevitably be speeches and toasts, and she is afraid that the child will not cooperate as he did when he was a child.

Cen Jin smiled, "I'll listen to you, but there is one thing, half of the gift money will be shared with me."

Xue Yafen was taken aback, and shouted, "You child, you are the only seedling in the family, and nothing will belong to you in the future!"

"That's different. You treat me as a sponsor, and if we form a joint stock company, I have to split half of it." Cen Jin said, "The same is true for Lao Cen."

Xue Yafen gave her a white look, "Then you talk to your dad, if he agrees, I will agree."

Xue Yafen reckoned that the gift money was not a small sum, and if Cen Jin would give Lu Si the money, it would be better to kick the ball to Cen Haitao first.

"Speaking of which, it seems like I haven't seen Lao Cen for a while." Cen Jin looked at Xue Yafen, "Are you two leaving?"

Xue Yafen paused, and Cen Jin said, "Old Cen went to study with me. On the one hand, he looked at me, and on the other hand, he was separated from you. When you passed by on weekends, he would sleep in the living room, saying that you thought he was snoring, haha, His snoring has been a must since I was born, and you have never disliked it before."

Xue Yafen was drinking water in the kitchen and didn't answer. Cen Jin lowered his head and said, "I looked at my dad's cell phone, and you agreed to divorce after I finished the exam. I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose. Grandma called him that day. Let me pick it up, your message just came in."

The room was quiet for a long time, and Cen Jin took a deep breath, "Ju Xue, is it true that you and that Zhang Sheng are together?"

Xue Yafen turned around, with the expression of a leader lecturing, "Xiao Jin, marriage is very complicated, don't ask if you don't understand it now."

Cen Jin nodded, "I don't want to ask either. Now you, me, and Lao Cen are independent individuals, and the three companies are joint stock companies. I will take half of it. If you agree, it will be done. If you disagree, forget it."

"Cen Jin, you are against heaven!" Xue Yafen shouted, "You haven't had a smiling face since the exam. Your father and I have worked so hard to support you, but you can't compare to that little girl! Don't think that you earn money during the holidays!" You can challenge me for a few dollars, and one day you will regret it!"

Cen Jin looked at his mother incredulously, and said with a wry smile, "Ju Xue, it's inappropriate for you to bring your officialdom home and use it on me, right? I just realized that the final crystallization of your marriage is to cooperate in a conspiracy. Target your own children! Yes, your children are children, and other people’s children are not children. You can pour dirty water on people at will and force them to transfer to another school. , she is going to go to Pugao, the most important time in the third year of high school!"

"I didn't let her transfer, I just want to transfer your student status! The transfer was made by your principal, and I can't tell you!"

"Isn't the principal also trying to curry favor with you and the city leaders you brought to the platform!" Cen Jin was so angry that his eyes were red and his whole body was shaking, "Xue Yafen, remember, I understand your tricks, surprise them by surprise, and use softness to overcome the strong and the old!" , I have studied, I understand! But I am sick, do you understand? Every time I think of your left leg and right leg, and you come to teach me what is right and what is wrong, I feel sick and want to vomit! "

She stood up and said, "Do you know why I didn't settle accounts with you after so long? Because I don't need it anymore, and I don't need you to worry about my affairs anymore. Whoever I love with, men and women, is mine. I will not ask you for money when I go to college, I will be there when you use me, and I will do my duty when you are old, um...that's it."

Xue Yafen sat on the sofa crying, Cen Jin went back to the room and closed the door, it was all over, very good.

Xue Yafen has cried enough and still wants to hold a teacher appreciation banquet. In these years, 10,000+ money has been given away, and it would be too bad not to get it back.

Cen Haitao and her entertain guests like a loving couple, and everyone praises them for being good at teaching their daughters.Cen Jin didn't make any further stabs. After speaking and toasting at the banquet, he ran directly to the reception desk and put the cash into his bag.When I got home, I counted 12, and she got [-] in half.

She held the 6 yuan, thought about it, put it back in her bag, and threw it on Xue Yafen's bed.It's not her money, and she doesn't want it.

She rode to the reservoir, looked at the lonely water at dusk, and cried bitterly.

Maybe they wanted to wait until she was in college to tell her about the divorce, you're grown up, we're free, the family is broken up.

It doesn't matter anymore, give her a house that is either noisy or cold when she needs it the most. After she leaves home, it doesn't matter whether she leaves or not.

False tolerance, camouflaged harmony, and being exposed are more cruel than the cold reality, this is the first lesson of adulthood.

Siding's school was far away, and she had to leave early to report. Her mother and aunt saw her off, and they happened to be in Jiangcheng for a few days.

"Ajin, I will visit you during the holidays, and I can still go to Beijing for an internship in my junior year. Be good and don't go out to flirt with girls." Seeing that Cen Jin was in a bad mood, Si Ting kept looking for topics, "If you are in a different place, you are in a different place." , it’s not that you haven’t lived in a different place, and the days to come will be long, besides, you can come to Jiangcheng to play.”

Cen Jin looked at her, Siting seldom talked about the future, but now he used the future to persuade her, she smiled and was speechless.

After a few days of Siting's absence, she was due to report.Xue Yafen, Cen Haitao and their uncles and aunts who had also passed the exam in Beijing went to see them off together. They claimed to use her to visit the campus of Peking University.

Before leaving, Cen Haitao gave Cen Jin 1 yuan, "Study hard, don't worry about going out to work, if you are short of money, tell Dad and I will call you."

Cen Jin's nose was a little sore. Now that the money her parents gave her was divided into two, she wanted to decline. Seeing Cen Haitao's slack face, she could only nod her head.

Cen Haitao thought for a long time, patted her and said, "No matter what, Dad is still Dad, and Mom is still Mom."

Cen Jin turned around and walked towards the dormitory, tears streaming down her face.

Youth is over at the moment of turning around, but fortunately there is still thinking.