1984 days when she disappeared

The calm before the storm is the most insidious illusion that can make you forget your umbrella and laugh at the bullshit of the weather forecast.

The second year of high school is over, and Cen Jin and Si Ting have also become quasi-senior students. Before the holiday, Lao Ye said solemnly, "Students, after half a month of summer vacation, you will have no vacation in high school. This half Eat as much as you want, sleep as much as you want, time is running out."

There was a burst of laughter in the class, and Cen Jin felt that Lao Ye was about to send them a big wreath and put up a black and white photo to play mourning.

"You don't have to laugh. The best result in our liberal arts class is to get nine out of one. If you can give me one more exam, my career will be complete." Lao Ye's face suddenly had a vicissitudes of beauty, pointing Everyone said, "When school starts again, I think you will not be human anymore, but one, two, three, junior college, repeat students, the reality is so cruel."

"People are so snobbish." Wei Xiaobing said, and the whole class laughed again.

Cen Jin stepped across the entire row of people to look at Siting next to Wei Xiaobing, and Siting also turned his head towards her, smiling at each other.

There is no need for others to mobilize, Cen Jin is already ready to fight hard, and after this year passes, she and Siting will be free.

Two days after the summer vacation, Xue Yafen reported good news: Provincial No. [-] High School welcomes Cen Jin to transfer to another school.

What kind of school is the third in the province? The number one key high school in the province, every year at least one champion in arts and sciences, taking half of the places in Qingbei.

Over the past few years, several key high schools in the province have been looking for good students everywhere, cutting off halfway to add luster to themselves, and it is not surprising that Shengsan found Cen Jin.

"Xiaojin, this is a good opportunity!" Xue Yafen said, "No.[-] High School said that as long as you go, you will be provided with a separate dormitory, tuition and miscellaneous fees will be waived, and you will be given a subsidy. Endure this year's exhaustion here!"

"I'm not afraid of being tired." Cen Jin said.She doesn't have such a big obsession with Qingbei, she can pass the Fudan exam, the key is to go to the provincial three and she will be separated from Siting, just kidding.

Xue Yafen paused for two days, and then showed Cen Jin a video, "It was sent by the director of No. [-] Middle School, please take a look at his learning environment."

Cen Jin took a look at the classroom with 30 students. The back row was a tall bookshelf filled with various extra-curricular books. There was a study room with a long sofa and a small round table. There were Lipton tea bags and coffee machines on the water table. The style of the north and the south, the dormitory is also bed and table, this is obviously a mini version of the university, okay?

"How exciting, most of us Qi can't keep up with other high schools!" Xue Yafen said.

Cen Jin thought for a while and said, "It will be like this when I go to college in the future, and I don't need these ostentatious things in my studies."

"It's not a show, it's a quality class! Look at the basketball court, and the swimming pool! Oh, and the studio, where senior high school students paint to adjust their mood, unlike us here who study hard all day long! There are also foreign teachers and students, Che The director said that the students of No. [-] Middle School don’t have to worry about going to college, the key is to excel in college, college is not the end of education, but the beginning of education, motherhood is in high school!”

Cen Jin didn't say a word.This is quite reasonable. A senior sister from Peking University came back to give a report before, and said that there was a gap between the students in Qicheng and the children in big cities. "We have worked hard for half our lives to reach the starting line of others." This senior sister's words are too suspenseful.

Studio, basketball court, foreign teachers, foreign students.All these things hit Cen Jin, it would be a lie to say that he doesn't yearn for it.

She thought for a while and said, "I will have the opportunity to go after I finish the high school entrance examination. Aren't you reluctant for me to leave home?"

Xue Yafen said, "When you were young, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to take care of yourself. Besides, my mother didn't know about it before. Only after going online for two years did I realize how fierce the competition is now."

"It's too late, Lao Ye will definitely not let me go, my student status is still here." Cen Jin said.

"Don't be afraid, No. [-] Middle School has also considered it, saying that you can borrow it first, even if you don't take the college entrance examination there in the end, your grades will be jointly cultivated, and many students do this." Xue Yafen said, "If you are reluctant to leave home , Mom and Dad can take turns to ask for leave to accompany you, your dad and I have agreed, and besides, it only takes two or three hours to go to the provincial capital, and you can come back on the weekend."

Cen Jin looked at his mother, and suddenly put so much money into her studies that she even put her work on hold, which was quite touching.

"Let's talk about it." Cen Jin said, no matter what happens, she must spend the summer vacation before her "dying" first, and she will see Siting after the summer vacation, and she will know what to do when she sees Siting.

Cen Jin played golf for a few days, read a dozen or so novels, and then finished drawing the biographies of "Historical Records", and the holiday was over.

The resumption of school is a one-month "small semester", which is the tutoring period before the official start of the third year of high school. Cen Jin told Siting about the provincial third year, and Siting shouted, "Great! You must go!"

Cen Jin: ...

"Don't you miss me?" Cen Jin asked angrily.

"I miss you, but you are not dead." Siting said.

Cen Jin: ...

Siting said, "For the sake of the future, let's go to another place for a while. Even if you stay, we can't play like before. We must focus on studying."

"But...it's still different." Cen Jin said to himself.Thinking about it, if she really went to the third middle school, she would not be able to see Siting, nor would she be able to see her parents. Although the noisy home caused her pain, this was the last year she stayed at home. Back home, even this city has become a memory.

Two days after school started, Lao Ye talked to Cen Jin, also talking about the No. [-] Middle School.

"Student Cen Jin, the school and I both agree that you go to No. [-] Middle School. You also know that the teaching level here is indeed... slightly behind. If you go to No. [-] Middle School, it is equivalent to stepping into Peking University with one foot." As Lao Ye said, he took a step forward, "Teacher will help you push, and if you push yourself harder, the other foot will go in." Lao Ye followed up with the other foot, stood in a military posture, and It was almost time to salute her, and then said mysteriously, "You know, this matter is not absolutely fair. The teachers there are in the marking team... they are familiar with it, you understand."

Cen Jin held back his smile and asked, "But I still have to come back for the college entrance examination?"

"That's right, that's right." Lao Ye said without further explanation.Lending chickens to others to fatten them up and laying eggs is a shortcut for small places to achieve success in recent years, and we know each other well.

Cen Jin sighed, "I'll think about it again."

"Think about it, Cen Jin, the third middle school has started, and the progress is not easy!" Lao Ye said earnestly.

I don't know who said it, but the whole class seemed to know that Cen Jin was leaving, and even Yang Yue said "Congratulations" to her, as if she had already entered Peking University.

Cen Jin struggled for a few days, and when he took a walk with Siting at night, he said, "I might really want to go to No. [-] Middle School."

Si stopped smiling, "Okay, let's go."

Cen Jin looked at her, "Do you know what I'm most afraid of?"

"Afraid...Afraid that Zhou Jiayang will take advantage of it? Haha!" Si Ting laughed.

Cen Jin didn't smile, but said flatly, "I'm afraid that what you said was insincere."

"Why am I insincere?" Si Ting still laughed awkwardly.

"You always like to say half a sentence, and the remaining half is a compromise. Before you didn't want to disobey your aunt and your mother, you said you were playing with me. Now you don't want me to go, but tell me I should go." Cen Jin stood still, took a deep breath, "I'd rather you tell the truth, I will make the decision I should make, but you..."

Si Ting walked forward, Cen Jin thought for a while, followed and pulled her, she flung herself away and ran forward until she reached the lamp post in front of the gymnasium, Cen Jin caught up with her and saw her cry up.

"Ouch!" Cen Jinhu cried out in pain, and hugged her.

The lights in the gymnasium are brightly lit, and there are sports students training inside.Standing there with Si Ting in his arms was like standing under a spotlight, it didn't matter anymore, Cen Jin put his arms around her and said, "I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving."

Si Ting cried out of breath.If Cen Jin left, their youth would be over. It was difficult to go to university in a city, and even harder to work, not to mention what year it was.

After crying enough, Siting led Cen Jin back and sat down on the steps in front of the teaching building. He didn't want to carry anyone or be afraid of the teacher anymore, so the time to sit together was running out.

"The first time I saw you, you just sat here, like this", Si Ting curled up his right leg, his left leg stretched out and drooped on the ground, his toes dangling. "So it was," she said, stepping on the steps with her legs spread apart, her elbows on her knees, her fingers interlocked.

Cen Jin laughed, "You've observed so carefully, you wouldn't have fallen in love with me at first sight, would you?"

"That's it," Siting said, "If you look at it once and want to look at it a second time, it's love."

Cen Jin was silent for a long time, then said, "I won't leave, stop Lu Si. I'm still going to be admitted to Peking University here."

"But if I don't pass the exam, even if I can't choose the major I want, I'm a sinner." Siting looked at her calmly and said, "I hate you, but I don't want us to be each other's sinners. You can call me cowardly, That's the half-sentence I compromised on."

Siting didn't come to school the next day.She left a message to Cen Jin's account, "If you don't leave, I won't go. If you want to see me, unless you come back wearing the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School."

Siting really didn't come to class for a week. The teacher said that she was sick and asked for leave. Cen Jin went to her house and knocked on the door twice, but no one answered. She probably went to grandma's house again, but she still doesn't know where her grandma's house is.

What a devotion of love, Cen Jin laughed when he thought about it, just go, why bother with Qiong Yao, Siting is right, she is not dead, and I can come back to see her every week, anyway, I am fighting, fighting Let's love again after this year.

Before leaving, she stopped and said to Si, "Come on together, I will come back to accompany you in the college entrance examination."

No. [-] Middle School fulfilled its promise and arranged a single room with a single table for Cen Jin. But when she arrived, she realized that the studio she mentioned earlier was just a decoration. Except for special students, few high school seniors went to paint, and the self-study room was also changed into a psychological counseling room. The room is open for half a day on [-], and the rest is the same as other high schools, but the pace of learning is obviously accelerated.

Cen Jin ranked 19th in the first monthly exam, no wonder, No. 5 Middle School has already started reviewing, and there are still many high-scoring repeaters in the class.It seemed that it was right to come here. Cen Jin immediately felt a sense of urgency. She was too busy to catch up with the courses she had left behind. In the first two months, she didn't have time to go home at all. Return home with honor.

On weekends, she took time to go to the Internet cafe to talk to Si, and she brought a few songs to listen to before going to bed.Unprecedented pressure hit her, and she couldn't fall asleep without listening to nursery rhymes every night.Xue Yafen came to see her once, and she wanted to stay with her for a few days, so she hurriedly sent her back. Xue Yafen had just mentioned the deputy director of the tax bureau, so she should keep busy with her career, and I can't help here.

Two months passed, and Cen Jin didn't even recognize everyone in the class.She is tall and sits in the last row. No one here asks her to cover others because of her good grades. She stays up all night doing problems, and she actually got pseudomyopia before the age of 18.She went to get a pair of glasses next to the school, which looked a bit ugly, and turned to a sports store to buy a hat.This time I can wear a hat without washing my hair, which saves me a lot of time.

As soon as Cen Jin left, the supervision of Si Ting's family was also relaxed, and she was finally able to go to and from school alone, and she actually had a sense of accomplishment after graduating from elementary school.She came in 8th in the mid-term exam, and Cen Jin's place was vacant in front of her, but she actually lost 5 places, and the more she thought about it, the more panicked she became.

At noon on Wednesday, Si Ting had just left school when someone grabbed her by the hood of her coat. She was about to turn around and her ponytail was pulled off again. Damn it, she wasn’t good enough to be pulled into a ponytail with anyone in school, and who didn’t open her eyes? She turned around, a loose short down jacket with a pair of long legs stood in front of her eyes, raised her head, and Cen Jin smiled at her under his baseball cap.

"Ah!" Siting yelled and jumped on the spot twice, Cen Jin laughed and put her hand into her pocket.

"Are you going to eat by yourself? Haven't found a partner for so long?" Cen Jin took her to the snack street, and was so happy that he didn't know what to say. He pointed to her glasses and said, "Have you grown taller again?"

Cen Jin laughed so hard that he wanted to kiss her, but she came back from absconding secretly, so it shouldn't be too conspicuous, Siting can be regarded as a well-organized language, "I mean, why are you wearing glasses?"

"It looks like you have a diploma." Cen Jin said as he pulled off the down jacket and showed her the No. [-] Middle School uniform inside. "I listened to people's advice to eat enough and come to see you in school uniform."

Just after finishing the third monthly exam at the No. [-] Middle School, Cen Jin issued a sick leave note. She came back early in the morning by bus, avoiding the weekends. She was afraid that she would be supervised on weekends, so she had to catch the late bus and could only stay for four hours.

They went to a Shaanxi noodle restaurant where there were few people, and ate some Roujiamo and Hot and Sour Rice Noodles.

"How much did you take this time?" Siting asked.

Cen Jin made a V letter, thinking about being pleasantly surprised, "Number one?"

"This is two, do you know how to count?" Cen Jin smiled, Si stopped hitting her and said, "Very good, very good, great!"

"Come here and let me kiss." Cen Jin quickly pecked her lips, and Siting suddenly called out, "You cut your hair!"

Cen Jin: ...

"Why is your reflex arc longer than your hair?" Cen Jin poked her on the forehead with a doting look on her face.

Si Ting just stares at her and smiles, short hair is also pretty, wearing a hat and glasses, our Ah Jin is so cool.

In the afternoon, Siting also said that she had a stomachache and went home to lie down for a while, and took leave with Lao Ye, leaving her schoolbag in the classroom. When she came back for self-study at night, Lao Ye didn't ask any more questions. Every month, girls with stomachaches went home to lie down for a while, The male teacher can only express sympathy.

At the end of November, they felt cold after walking for a while, Siting said, "Let's go to that coffee shop for a while."

Cen Jin smiled, "I'm afraid I'll be pushed to the table again."

"Is there a coffee shop in your school?" Si Ting asked.

"It's their school, and I'm here in the Third Center," she pointed to Siting.

There was a clock hotel across the road, and Cen Jin led her in and got a three-hour room.

"Aren't you going home to have a look?" Siting asked in a low voice.

Cen Jin shook his head, "I only look at you."

This is the first time Siting has come to a hotel. The room is small, almost occupied by a double bed.

Cen Jin took off her coat first, then took off his own coat, stood and hugged her for a while, and murmured, "I miss you so much."

Si Ting still looked at her with his eyes wide open, sometimes he said that she had a pretty hairstyle, and sometimes he said that she looks good even without glasses and squinting, but anyway, they are all good-looking, and I can't get enough of them.

Sitting on the bed, Cen Jin opened his hands, "Come here", and said, he embraced Siting in his arms. Siting sat on her lap, and she buried her head in Siting's chest and took a few deep breaths. To be honest, Siting blushed.

The heating in the room was very hot, so the two took off their school uniform jackets, Cen Jin was wearing a T-shirt, Siting was wearing a thin knitted sweater, and lay side by side on the bed.

"Miss me?" Cen Jin asked, looking for something to say.

Siting didn't say a word, and clenched her fingers tightly.

Cen Jin stretched out his arms to hug her, and hugged her for the first time, Siting's heart started beating wildly again, but he quickly got used to it, Cen Jin's embrace was so warm and fragrant, she burrowed into it, and Cen Jin followed the trend Press her head to her chest.

"I really miss you, that's the way I miss you." Cen Jin said, leaned up and kissed her, from forehead to lips, and sucked her neck all over again, "Is it okay after the college entrance examination?" She asked in a low voice.

"What's all right?" Si Ting blushed after asking.

Cen Jin's lips moved down, staying where they passed for a long time, then lifted the corner of her clothes, and kissed her belly carefully, with the tip of his tongue twirling around her navel.

"After the college entrance examination, otherwise I won't be in the mood to study." Cen Jin said to himself.

Si stopped laughing, "Did you...see something?"

"Well, I've seen it a long time ago." Cen Jin lay down and hugged her, "but I didn't think about it that way."

"It's because it's too lonely alone." Si Ting said with a blushing face.

"A person is not lonely, only thinking of you is lonely", Cen Jin said, "The soul pours wind into it."

Said that the soul is like a belly, and both of them laughed.

After hugging and kissing for a long time, Cen Jin remembered something serious.

"In the future, I will send our information to you, and I will send it every week. You can read as much as you can," Cen Jin said, "There is still more time, and the current ranking does not count. You only need to get 550 points, don't panic .”

Siting nodded, and Cen Jin asked, "Which subject is difficult, is it mathematics?"

Siting nodded again, "The teacher can only explain the answer, and I understood it at the time, but I won't meet it again."

Cen Jin thought for a while, "Write down the questions you don't know, and I will come back every month and tell you."

"Don't run back all the time," Siting pinched her face, "I'll ask the teacher more."

"The teacher may not be able to figure it out," Cen Jin said, "It's very familiar, and if you talk too much, you just have to deal with it. The same is true for No. [-] Middle School."

"Then why are you so good?" Si Ting blinked his starry eyes and patted her on the back like a good baby.

"Yeah," she whispered, "Why are you all wet?"

The back of Cen Jin's T-shirt was soaked, as if he had run a long-distance race. No matter how hot the room was, Si Ting touched her forehead. They didn't feel anything when they were both hot when they hugged her. Only now did they realize that she His forehead was hot.

"You have a fever?" Siting recalled the sick note she mentioned, "Are you really sick?"

Cen Jin smiled, "Well, those who go to ask for leave with such a little illness, they are perverted in the third middle school, they must get an official leave slip, stamped by the hospital."

Siting was speechless, his eyes were red.

"Oh, that's fine, I'm not afraid of infecting you." Cen Jin threw her down on the bed again, "I've taken the medicine, and sweating will be fine. Hurry up and hug me, hurry up."

She was leaving in an hour, Siting endured it for a long time and still cried.

"Who will take care of you when you go back?" she cried.

"I'll be fine when I go back," Cen Jin said with a smile, "I came back to ask for an antidote because I was fighting against my heart."

Siting watched her take some antipyretics, covered her with a quilt and hugged her, letting her sleep for a while.

Cen Jin took out her MP3 and gave her an earphone, "There is a very nice song."

The music sounded, it was a Cantonese song.

"In the shade of a tree a cicada falls beside you

Panicked enough to stumble forward and pounce on my shoulders

Make you shy and look like thousands of cherry blossoms

I miss the beautiful two years of high school and hope that your youth will not change

Go to today..."

Cen Jin fell asleep, Siting flipped through her lyrics book, feeling her shallow breathing on her neck.

Jin, I love you.

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The song in this article is "Under the Cherry Blossom Tree".