1984 days when she disappeared

For the first time in his life, playing basketball didn't make Cen Jin happy.

In the first half, she played crazily. She seemed to be angry, and she didn't know who to vent it to.In the second half, my mood suddenly became depressed, because I glanced at the stands several times, but I didn't see Siting.

Where did Si stop?

She doesn't cling to her anymore.

Maybe she really likes Zhou Jiayang.

No matter who she likes, she is still by your side every day, as friends and tablemates as before, so why not?

Just not.

Something has changed, like Adam and Eve listened to the snake's bewitchment, those who have knowledge cannot be ignorant, and those who have love cannot be without love.

Cen Jin couldn't continue the fight, and reasoned that he had a headache, and sat alone in the stands—in fact, Siting just went to the bathroom.

"According to what you said, Cen Jin is quite cool, why not go to the meeting alone."

Siting was about to open the door and go out, when she heard a girl outside the cubicle talking, she froze when she heard Cen Jin's name.

"I guess she's sure too. Sister Yun won't do anything to her," another person said.

"It's okay for her to drink half a catty of wine?"

"It's nothing. Let me tell you, girls can generally drink. Once I quarreled with my partner and drank two bottles of Xiao Er. After vomiting, I was fine."

"I can't, I'll be drunk after two glasses of beer."

"Haha, what kind of society are you with your drinking capacity, don't serve the table next time, stand outside and guard the door."

There was a rush of water, and the two left after washing their hands.

Siting waited for a long time, but when there was no movement, he opened the door and went out.

Did you mean "Cen Jin"?Did you hear me wrong?What sister Yun, is it Liu Yun?

With just a few words, although Siting didn't fully believe in her hearing, she intuited that there was something she didn't know.

Walking out of the bathroom, two girls were standing outside the door smoking a cigarette, dressed in school uniforms, they looked like young ladies.

They should have been the ones who spoke just now, stop thinking.

Going back to the gymnasium to find Cen Jin, she was sitting sleepily in the stands with her legs crossed.Seeing Siting, her eyes lit up, and she was pulled away by Siting, "Ajin, there are two girls, do you know them?"

Cen Jin was at a loss, and Si Ting was still planning, "The two of us pretended to pass by, and you peeked, it was the two outside the bathroom door... Hey, be careful, don't be found!"

Cen Jin watched for a long time, "No one!"

Siting turned his head to look, hey, where are people?

"I guess they just left, they were still smoking just now, it's impossible to finish smoking so soon..." Siting muttered.

Suddenly someone greeted Cen Jin, "Hi, senior!"

Si Ting looked back, it was that little Taimei!Where did it come from?

Cen Jin nodded, the little sister looked at Siting, and suddenly said, "Hello, sister-in-law!"

Siting instantly petrified in place.

Cen Jin shook his head helplessly, "Your class is also a physical education class?"

"We have physical education class every day." The girl and her friend left with a smile on their face.

"Hi sister-in-law...what the hell..." Siting stared at Cen Jin.

"From Zhou Jiayang's point of view." Cen Jin said lazily.

Siting glared at her, "Do you know that girl?"

"It's considered acquaintance, freshman in high school."

It turned out that the girl was the strange girl who was sitting at the banquet when Cen Jin was looking for Liu Yun.

"How did you know each other?" Siting asked.

Cen Jin was surprised, "I haven't asked you yet, why did you ask me to see her?"

"I overheard them saying bad things about you in the bathroom just now." Si Ting blinked and said.

"Oh, what are you talking about?"

"Tell me why you went to the meeting alone and drank a lot of wine."

Cen Jin chuckled, "You heard me wrong."

Siting suddenly grabbed her by the collar, pressed her against the wall next to her, and said "bi dong": "Cen Jin, tell me the truth, what's going on?"

Seeing Si Ting, who was a head shorter than her, put on a domineering face, Cen Jin felt like laughing.

"Be serious! Let me tell you, if you have anything to say, tell me everything today, otherwise don't blame me for not giving you a chance!" Siting almost pressed on Cen Jin's body, and her warm breath stirred her chin.

"Are you sure you want to listen?" Cen Jin's voice was low and clear, before she could answer, he lowered his head and kissed her cheek.

Siting's eyes widened, and his lips were covered with ice again, my God!Cen Jin, you can't finish, how long are you going to kiss like this!Hey, why are you sticking out your tongue?I won't open my mouth no!But it's really soft and slippery, cool and sweet, what should I do, should I open my mouth, I really want to open my mouth——Why did you stop?Why stop!

Cen Jin stared at Siting: "I just want to tell you that I like you, the kind of liking I like, do you understand?"

Si Ting bit his lip and was stunned for two seconds, then ran away.

God, Cen Jin, how can you look at me like nothing happened!Shouldn't you confess your love before kissing? You idiot!No, I was clearly the one who had the upper hand all this time, so how could I be counterattacked in the blink of an eye?

Si Ting looked back while running, saw Cen Jin's face at a glance, "Ah!" exclaimed, but was pulled into his arms by Cen Jin.

The world is so quiet, only the heartbeat of each other can be heard.

Cen Jin's embrace is so warm, inside her coat is the school uniform, inside the school uniform is a white T-shirt, inside the white T-shirt is... for some reason, Si Ting starts to perform a big inventory of Cen Jin's clothes in his mind, OMG that white T-shirt is really white dazzling.

"I was afraid that you would reject me, but it doesn't matter now. Since I said it, I won't give up. If you agree, give me a kiss. If you don't agree, I will officially start chasing you." Cen Jin's voice was panting, but his tone was firm not move.

Siting raised his head, Cen Jin smiled and pointed to his cheek, "Here", and leaned over to Siting's lips.

Siting pursed his lips, and lightly touched her cheek, Cen Jin turned his head and quickly pecked her lips, laughing.

"Crazy!" Si Ting scolded with a laugh, his blushing face was as gorgeous as a peach blossom.

So happy, so happy, it turns out that love is so happy, no one is happier than them, no one is more satisfied than them, the two of them hide in the corner, hugging and kissing enough, it turns out that the warmest sun in the world can't compare to that sentence, I like you.

Today's self-study class was unknowingly windy, it was as quiet as an examination room.Cen Jin held the pen in his right hand, and held Siting's left hand with his left hand, kneading and kneading each of her fingertips.Siting's seat is relatively hidden by the wall, and Cen Jin is next to the aisle. He is tall, and it is very conspicuous when he does something. Siting looks around, withdraws his hand, and writes on the paper: [Restrain. 】

Cen Jin wrote: [Why. 】

Si stopped giving her a white look, and couldn't help laughing.

Cen Jin took the rubber belt to the ground with his elbow, bent down and pretended to pick up the rubber, and kissed Siting's hand under the table, once and again.

Siting suppressed a smile and pinched her face.

Cen Jin blushed when she sat up holding the eraser. She was so excited that she couldn't continue learning. She really wanted to tell the whole world that Lu Siting was her girlfriend, and then she would love her like other couples in the class.

Siting wrote on the paper again: [Has Liu Yun made things difficult for you? 】

Cen Jin leaned over to take a look, then shook his head.

Siding wrote: [Really drank half a catty of wine? 】

Cen Jin smiled and wrote: 【That wine is not good. 】

Siting frowned: 【Are you uncomfortable? 】

Cen Jin wrote: [Is it hard not to drink. 】

Si stopped to look at her, and she filled in two more words on the paper: [In you. 】

***

"Mr. Cen," the secretary Wendy called softly, "Mr. Cen?"

Startled, Cen Jin sat up, and it took him a long time to recover from his memories.

Wendy said, "Mr. Sun from Spencer is here. You make an appointment with him at four o'clock."

"Is it four o'clock?" Cen Jin looked at his watch, it was four o'clock soon, and she lay on the table for almost four hours.

There are three folders piled up on hand, she doesn't know when Wendy sent them in.Fell asleep?No, it was like going through a movie in my mind, and I went over the matter between her and Lu Siting from the beginning, and it was not so clear when I was awake.

Where did you put it just now?Siting asked her if she felt uncomfortable, she said "it's you", and then what did Siting say?

I don't want you to suffer.I don't want you to suffer.I won't make you uncomfortable?

She couldn't remember clearly, and when she woke up, her memory was blurred. It had been like this for all these years, and it seemed to be a survival mechanism. If her memory wasn't a little blurred, she wouldn't be able to survive.

President Sun of Spencer Media brought two assistants to discuss cooperation with Jin Se.The assistant played the PPT and gave a large set of analysis and argumentation. Mr. Sun smiled and said, "Mr. Cen, Spencer guarantees excellent technology, coupled with Jinse's media resources, it will definitely open up a world in the Southwest."

southwest.Jiangcheng is in the southwest.Is Siting still in Jiangcheng?

It was only then that Cen Jin remembered that he didn't pay attention to Meijia's message at noon, and he didn't ask Siting what's going on now, and how Meijia got in touch with her.

Cen Jin glanced at the phone, and the number Siding flashed in front of his eyes like a billboard, a bit unreal.What if it wasn't her who called?What if it's an empty number?Or in case, she hangs up?

Cen Jin entered the string of mobile phone numbers into WeChat, and found a landscape profile picture. It was impossible to tell if it was Siting, and the circle of friends was not public.

The name is BoBoMM, Bobo Meimei?Popomama?This is too two, not Siting.

"Mr. Cen, what do you think?" Mr. Sun looked at her tentatively.

Cen Jin thought for a while and said, "Take it easy."

Mr. Sun was taken aback, "Slow down? Mr. Cen, now that the self-media is advancing by leaps and bounds, there are not many blue oceans for video advertising. If we don't enter the Southwest, I'm afraid the market won't give us a chance to slow down."

Cen Jin smiled and said, "Jinse hasn't settled down in the Southwest yet. I don't like fighting unprepared battles. I can only judge after on-site research."

Spencer's people lobbied for a while, seeing that Cen Jin was not interested, President Sun had no choice but to take people away.It was time for dinner, and according to the rules, it was time to have a meal with the business partner, but Cen Jin had something on his mind, so he couldn't care less about etiquette.

"Women do business like ink marks," Mr. Sun complained to his two assistants while waiting for the driver to drive over in the lobby of the office building.

Wendy just went out to pick up a takeaway and came back. She wanted to say hello to Mr. Sun, but she bowed her head and left after hearing this.Back at the president's office, Cen Jin's door was open and the lights were on. It is estimated that he will be working overtime tonight.

As soon as she opened the takeaway box, Cen Jin poked her head out and said, "You guys get off work first, I don't need anyone here."

Wendy nodded hurriedly, a little surprised.Tianzihao's workaholic boss, Cen, slept in the office all afternoon and didn't work overtime at night. Could it be that the CEO has believed in Buddhism since then?

Cen Jin paced back and forth in the office, several times trying to dial that number, or add that WeChat, but dared not, the phone was sticky from the sweat in her palm.

In the end, she was still timid, so she could only send a WeChat message to Mei Jia saying, "Whenever is convenient, let's meet."

Not long after, Meijia replied, "It's convenient for me, do you want to come over?"

"Well, see you at noon tomorrow?" Cen Jin said.

"Okay, call me when you arrive." Meijia replied.

Meijia works in Huacheng, a two-hour drive from Shencheng.Although it was convenient, Cen Jin and Mei Jia hadn't seen each other for several years, and every time they contacted, they were inquiring about Siting, but except for today, the contact was invalid.

Cen Jin drove home, thinking about what he said in the self-study class that day and how it ended.

She said, I don't want you to be sad.

Then Cen Jin said, then you have to treat me well.

She said, will you treat me well?

Cen Jin said, I will treat your whole family well.

That's right, that's it, Cen Jin laughed as he drove the car.Obviously, she just confessed her love that day, how could she say such a second grade, it really ruined the atmosphere.

But she is sincere, it is a promise, although she just confessed, it is not the first day that she likes Siting.She knew her biggest burden, so she subconsciously planned her life in advance, but Siting didn't give her a chance.

In the middle of the night, Cen Jin was still soaking in the bathtub with a half-burned cigarette between his fingers.

In the steaming water, she looked at her pale skin. Although it was still smooth, it was no longer young.

Siting disappeared when they were juniors, and they were 21 years old.

Now, she is 27, what about Siding?

They are the same age, but she always feels that Siting will stay where she is, will not grow old, and will still be a soft and sticky girl.

What happened to make them quarrel, fight coldly, so that she disappeared in the end?

The answer is in the drawer.Those diaries, the notes passed on, the grid book written as a dialogue book for self-study classes, and the sex chat records that she specially printed out are all locked in the drawer of the writing desk, and you can see them as long as you open them.

But she didn't want to look at it, and didn't dare to look at it.

Cen Jin dried himself off and changed into pajamas. After matching the clothes for tomorrow, he took two sleeping pills and went to bed.

Qi Meijia sat down in the tea restaurant in the center of Huacheng City, waiting for Cen Jin.

I haven't seen each other for four years. I don't know what the schoolmaster back then is now. I just remember that Cen Jin was like a tomboy when he graduated from university, but now, Jinse Media, which she founded, has just received a B round of financing, and it is the limelight in South China. A strong video advertising company.

Although it was an advertisement, Cen Jin kept a low profile and never spoke for himself.Last year, Southern Province held an entrepreneurial award. Cen Jin only showed up on the list of winners, and didn't even accept an official interview. Meijia wanted to see her recent situation in the newspaper, but in the end she only saw her name.

So when Cen Jin walked towards her, she was taken aback.

She has short chestnut hair and a dark blue suit with an off-white silk shirt, and the sunglasses she just took off are pinned to the neckline. Her wide-leg pants, which are one degree lighter in color than the suit, embellish her long straight legs. She walked quickly Sitting down, I still didn't block the eyes of the diners around me.

Meijia was startled, and the first sentence was: "You have to be... 1.7 meters..."

"175." Cen Jin smiled, "I grew two centimeters after graduation."

"The growth period is long enough, I'm envious. Let's see what to eat?" Meijia smiled and pushed the menu.

Cen Jin shook his head, "Let's have a regular meal, I'm not too hungry."

Meijia ordered two sets of regular meals, turned around and looked at Cen Jin, both smiling.

"That..." Cen Jin originally wanted to chat with her old classmates, but she was never good at chatting in her life, so she went straight to the point after thinking about it, "Is the number you gave me reliable?"

Meijia said, "Didn't you try to call her?"

Cen Jin didn't answer her, but asked again, "What is she doing now?"

"Take the kids." Meijia said.

Cen Jin almost sprayed Meijia's face with a sip of chrysanthemum tea.

"She...is she married?" Cen Jin tried his best to sound calm.

Meijia nodded, "Leave again. Now I am a single mother."

Cen Jin rubbed the tip of her nose subconsciously. When the waiter came over to deliver the food, she hurriedly said, "Thank you for giving me a bottle of soda."

The cool soda water poured into his throat, and Cen Jin calmed down just now, and smiled at Meijia.

"How did you get in touch?" Cen Jin asked.

Meijia said, "I suddenly became nostalgic a while ago. I went to the Xiaonei website to check, and there was her interview record. I left a message for her, and she replied the next day, leaving her contact information just like that."

Cen Jin played with the straw.Xiaonei was popular for a while when I was in college, and later changed its name to Renren.com, but she had never registered, and she couldn’t understand the unrecognizable photos posted by people around her all day long. It wasn’t until the rise of Weibo that she realized Get used to this way of socializing.

But because of this, she didn't catch up with the era of Xiaonei, and she didn't have an account, and she didn't even know about Siding playing Xiaonei.

"Siding is a newly registered account," Meijia said, as if guessing what Cen Jin was thinking.

"Oh." Cen Jin responded blankly.

"Maybe she's planning to be resurrected."

"Oh", Cen Jin replied again, and said with a smile, "She didn't die at all."

"It's not dead, it just disappeared. It should be said to come back." Meijia said.

Cen Jin's eyes flickered, "Then she didn't say anything...why did she...disappear."

Meijia said, "No, we didn't say a few words in total, we just asked about each other's recent situation."

Did she talk about me?Cen Jin wanted to ask, but didn't ask.

Siting has already been married, maybe she has been forgotten, she is just an old classmate who is closer to Qi Meijia, no, farther away.

"Then why did she..." Cen Jin felt that he was talking nonsense in the middle of speaking.

Meijia looked at her and smiled, "Why are you coming back? I heard that she wants to leave Jiangcheng, and ask me about the employment and consumption levels in Southern Province."

Cen Jin's hands shook violently, and two drops of soda water fell from the straw.

Siting is coming to Nan Province?Does she know that she is also in Nan Province?

Meijia added, "I didn't encourage her, nor did I persuade her to leave. After all, my life is just like that. I don't have a house, a car, or a date. At least she has a house in Jiangcheng, which will reduce a lot of burden."

Cen Jin smiled, "You guys talked a lot."

"No, that's all, the report is over.

Cen Jin nodded, and picked out the omelet rice on the plate.She looked at Meijia, she hadn't seen her for a few years, this female classmate was much more mature, old to be exact, she looked haggard with makeup on.

After chatting for a long time, she only inquired about Siting, and didn't ask her old classmate what's going on. She also asked him to reveal that he had no house, car, or date, which was unreasonable.

"Your work... is going well, right?" Cen Jin asked.

Meijia raised her eyebrows, "That's it, doing money is nothing more than that."

"Have you got a boyfriend yet?"

"The second one just broke up, and I'm addicted to cheating, I can't bear it." Meijia said nonchalantly while drinking the soup.

Cen Jin couldn't think of anything else to greet, so he could only smile and say, "I'll help you pay attention later."

She didn't even dare to say "introduction". She had never done anything about introducing boyfriends to others, and she didn't want to talk about things she wasn't sure about.

Meijia laughed and sighed, "Well, it's actually good to be like you guys. There are not many men who are reliable."

Cen Jin remained silent. Who are "you" and what is "this" like? She couldn't let go of thinking about it for so many years, and Meijia saw it all in her eyes, so what's so good about it.

Meijia was silent for a while and said, "Actually, I'm sorry for you. I told Siting's mother about you back then, so that you...otherwise it might not have happened."

"Hi." Cen Jin waved his hand, indicating that it doesn't matter.The matter between her and Siting will be revealed sooner or later, not to mention that Meijia has apologized before.

A relationship will not fall through because of a word from others. There are too many problems between her and Siting, which is why she can't contact Siting as if nothing happened.

"Try to find her," Meijia said, "If you have anything to say, speak up in person."

Cen Jin smiled wryly, "I'm afraid that as soon as I look for her, she will disappear again."

Meijia said nothing.She wasn't sure if Siting would like to contact Cen Jin. If she was willing, it would be easier to find Cen Jin than her, after all, Cen Jin's contact information had never been changed.

"Ask her for me." Cen Jin took a deep breath, and said with some difficulty, "Ask her if she is doing well, if there is... Just ask her if she is doing well."

"Is there anyone you like?" Meijia added.

Cen Jin laughed awkwardly, "Forget it, don't be so blunt."

Meijia said, "Okay, since you don't plan to contact, let me mediate from it first."

"Thank you, Ambassador Qi!" Cen Jin picked up his teacup.

"Thanks to Mr. Cen's trust!" Meijia also picked up her teacup and clinked with her.

Cen Jin packed a cup of coffee and was about to drive back to Shencheng.

"Find me when you have time, and treat you to dinner." Cen Jin said.

Mei Jia nodded with a smile, and watched her leave in a hurry, attracting another wave of attention.Cen Jin is beautiful and fashionable, no, it should be said that she is too beautiful and fashionable, Mei Jia didn't care to sigh until she left.She doesn't know what Siting looks like now, and Siting's circle of friends is also blank. Ambassador Qi should take a photo to comfort Mr. Cen. After all, such a love as Cen Jin is rare.