Touch my tail

Shen Jiusi entered the room a little slowly.

It was the first time he broke his fast and drank alcohol, and his brain was a little dizzy from the low alcohol.After he got up, he carefully observed the building in front of him before raising his footsteps.

This iconic black tower of Lijing looks cold and oppressive in the dark.

But this black tower is the place where Shen Jiusi grew up.

He glanced at it, then turned his attention to his feet.The steps in front of him seemed to be a little floating, so that he was extra cautious when he set his feet.

He was cautious and vigilant in his heart, but his face was calmer and calmer.Doesn't appear to be intoxicated.

The beautiful big bird looked at him in novelty, and saw that he had entered the tower safely, so he turned around and went in.

The black door slowly closed behind him.

The black tower that suppressed the big monster in the legend of Tushan, but the interior decoration is very warm and modern.In the living room, there is not only a large TV covering the entire wall, but also a set of pure white leather sofas.If you look carefully, there are still bird feathers on the sofa.

Although Shen Jiusi was drunk, the memories from her childhood were still there.After entering the pagoda, he walked to the side hut with a serious face, and lit a stick of incense with his hands firmly.

There is a memorial tablet in the side hut.When Shen Jiusi was a child, every time Shen Jiusi was brought back to the pagoda by the beautiful big bird, he had to ask him to put a stick of incense on the tablet first.

After lighting the incense and making offerings, he slowly returned to the living room, cleaned up the fallen bird feathers, and then sat down on the sofa.

The beautiful big bird watched from the side and smiled.When Shen Jiusi sat still, he folded his arms and challenged others: "Who taught you this bad habit? Why don't you solve the problem, and drink to me here?"

Shen Jiusi rubbed his forehead and said in a low voice, "Teacher, I'm sorry. There won't be a next time."

This is really not a good habit, nor is it what he should do.Since it was his own decision, he should always learn to bear the pain soberly.

"There won't be a next time." Shen Jiusi emphasized, twirling the bird's feathers.

The beautiful big bird laughed: "What are you doing so seriously? I'm not the kind of parent who treats children harshly." Holding a glass of sake in his hand, he asked, "Drink?"

Shen Jiusi shook his head: "No."

Even though his mind is still dizzy, he still has a sliver of sanity left.If you say there is no next time, you will never touch a drop.

"Then drink sober tea." The pretty big bird said, "We'll talk again when you're sober."

The sobering tea produced by Yaozu is always very effective, and the groggy feeling in the head is completely dispelled by taking a sip of water.

Seeing Shen Jiusi's eyes return to clarity, the pretty bird said: "Since I like it so much, why don't you stay with Twelve?"

Shen Jiusi was taken aback when he heard the words, then smiled bitterly and said, "You already know."

"I've already given dowry." The pretty big bird smiled, "It's not like you haven't brought people to the concept of leaving the country. Is there anything I don't know?"

Shen Jiusi had that wry smile on his face, but he didn't speak.

Seeing this, the pretty big bird smiled and said, "What concerns do you have? Tell me and see if I can solve it."

"Teacher." Shen Jiusi called out in a low voice.He called someone, but he was relatively speechless.After a long time, he said softly: "Teacher, if I can't give him happiness, I shouldn't give him long-term pain."

"It's nothing..." The beautiful big bird suddenly stopped talking.

He stared at Shen Jiusi for a moment, then burst out laughing: "I said, why did you become so timid? I actually influenced you?"

He stopped laughing, stared at Shen Jiusi and asked seriously: "When you saw that black wolf, did you think of me? That's why you are afraid, you dare not."

"teacher……"

The beautiful big bird interrupted him: "You have grown up, and I have nothing to hide from you. Jiusi, when you first met me, I really didn't want to live that much."

Their first acquaintance was really an unexpected thing.

At that time, he proclaimed himself in the pagoda, facing a memorial tablet day after day, and no one wanted to see him, he just wanted to wait for the time when he was in decline.

However, the concept of departure took in a child whose parents had both died.The child has undergone a sudden change, and the relatives in Guanli don't know how to take care of him, and they are always a little negligent.

The child who was left alone found a place where no one dared to approach, and hid and cried quietly.

Crying and crying woke him up.

Locked in the tower, he thought for a moment why the child's parents didn't come to pick him up?For a while, I thought, if you cry again, I will swallow you up.

But in the end it was he who walked out of the tower and said without any patience: "Do you know that you are very noisy."

The child's eyes were red from crying, but when he heard the words, he immediately held back his tears, looked at him with a pair of bright black eyes and whispered, "I'm sorry, I just miss my parents a little bit."

It was obviously a very common sentence, but it didn't take long for him to hear it in his heart.At that time, he seemed to sit down beside the child, and said to him, "I miss him a little too."

In the days that followed, the pretty big bird couldn't help but think that he shouldn't have said that at the time.

From then on, the child seemed to depend on him, hiding in front of his tower and crying when he had nothing to do.Ask him to find another place to cry, and the child is plausible: "Only uncle, no one dares to come here."

He is a dignified thousand-year-old Crane Demon, the previous head of the Bird Clan, and this is the second time he meets someone who uses him as a tool.

He almost laughed angrily.

But after sniffing carefully, he found that this child actually had such a sparse blood relationship with the person he was thinking of.

No wonder they behaved so similarly, no wonder they woke him up crying.

He stared at Shen Jiusi in front of him, with a smug and proud smile on his face: "I have to tell you, my relationship with Qing Ya has never brought me any pain!"

"That's what I want. I should bear both the good and the bad results. But Jiu Si, too many people have avoided talking about it these years, which always caused you some misunderstandings."

His long hair was loose, and he was wearing a fluffy coral fleece pajamas from humans, which made the arrogance on his face soften a bit.

"Those rumors that have been spread outside are all wrong. They are all those defeated generals who saw me retiring from the rivers and lakes, and arranged me indiscriminately. They are all jealous!"

Shen Jiusi raised his eyebrows.Now that he is sober, he is not so easily fooled.

The pretty big bird also raised eyebrows at him: "Why? Don't you believe me?"

Shen Jiusi smiled.

"I'm really not a good monster. They arranged so many things for me, wouldn't it be a pity if I didn't go and have a good time one by one? Say I rob the ranger by force, can't I? Say I imprisoned the men, imprisoned Can't you? I have a tacit understanding with Qingya, let's take care of them!"

Shen Jiusi lowered his eyes, suppressed a smile and said, "Teacher, I'm off topic."

"No." The beautiful bird said firmly, "Since Qingya went down the mountain to study and fought with me in the wilderness, I have been with Qingya for 53 years. I chose these 53 years. I have never regretted it, and I have never suffered The knowledge he brought me is enough to cover my long time."

"My pain has never been related to this relationship. So don't stop when you see me like this. How do you know that your fox won't go another way?"

The beautiful big bird laughed again: "Where did you get the self-confidence? You feel that you are gone, and he can still remember you forever. Their fox clan has always been unpredictable and playful. Maybe ten years There are newcomers around the descendants."

Shen Jiusi's face froze.

"So can you accept it? Accept that while you are alive, there is another person beside him. All his smiles are given to another person, and all his sweetness is also given to another person." The beautiful big bird spoke slowly , "Accept that one day he will bring that person to you, and tell you excitedly and shyly, 'Mr. Shen, this is the person I want to be with for the rest of my life'. Will you regret it?"

Shen Jiusi lowered his head slowly.

The beautiful big bird continued: "Then he will gradually forget you, just like forgetting an unimportant thing. But at the same time, he will suffer for others and toss and turn for others. They vixen go down the mountain and always have to roll in the world of mortals .”

"Teacher, stop talking..."

"Don't call me teacher if you can't make up your mind." The beautiful bird turned his head, "How could Shen Qingya have a junior like you. He was decisive when he decided to be with me!"

"He...hasn't he struggled before?"

"No." The pretty big bird said bluntly.

Of course it was a struggle.

They human beings are always like this, if they love deeply enough, they will think about it for the rest of their lives.After thinking about it, I turned around and found all kinds of inappropriateness.

One person thought about it messily and came to the conclusion that "it's best to leave".But if they can really make it to the end, those who are sad and hurt are the monsters, what are mortals thinking!

There is happiness every day, and there is joy in the whole life.If we don't take advantage of our love to be together, do we still have to suffer for the rest of our lives?

"I think you're lying to me." Shen Jiusi mused, "If he really has no struggle, teacher, why are you robbing the civilian boy?"

The beautiful big bird frowned and waved his hand: "Get out, get out, I'm tired of looking at you."

In a blink of an eye, Shen Jiusi stood outside the tower.

It was still snowing outside, but the black tower had created a quiet space for him.

Still clinging to the few bird feathers in his hand, he turned his back against the black tower and stared at the dark sky for a long time before he took a step and strode into the snow.

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The community next door was sealed off, so I went to get a booster injection today.

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