Jiang Qing

When Bai Bingchen woke up from the intoxication, he saw that the moon was already hanging in the sky, and he was lying on Mei Shao's lap.

Mei Shao lowered his head to look at something in his hand, he didn't even know he woke up.

Bai Bingchen took advantage of the situation and took off Mei Shao's hand, saying: "What are you looking at? So engrossed..."

After seeing the golden bead, Bai Bingchen stopped talking, he was a little uncomfortable, "Why is this in your hands?"

"You made a private appointment with someone else behind my back?" Mei Shao lowered her eyes, looking extremely wronged, "When you were drunk just now, you said it was a token of love from someone you liked, I think This is the local decoration of Lanzhou, when did you find someone else behind my back?"

Mei Shao was talking nonsense seriously, ready to pry some truth from Bai Bingchen's mouth.

Bai Bingchen was silent for a moment, sighed, and finally said, "It's you."

Mei Shao was stunned, her heartstrings were gently plucked, and she asked, "When is it? Why can't I remember."

Bai Bingchen hugged his waist and leaned his head against his abdomen, feeling the strength of Mei Shao gently stroking his hair.

"When did you first meet me?" Bai Bingchen asked.

"In the autumn of the first year I went back to the capital with my father, I saw you for the first time in the school."

"But that wasn't the first time I saw you." Bai Bingchen said softly: "When I was 16 years old, on Shangsi Day in the spring before you returned to the capital, that was the first time I saw you on the Xianyan Bridge. You At the bow of the boat under the bridge, I am on the shore by the willow."

At that time, Bai Bingchen was being supervised by Bai Jianye to supervise his schoolwork, and he was 16 years old. He had a faint feeling of rebelliousness, and secretly ran out of Pingdu.

After leaving Pingdu, he didn't know where to go for a while, remembering that when he was in Jingzhou, he often heard that the feng shui in the south of the Yangtze River was soft, so he hid from Bai Jianye's people, and took a boat south to swim in the south of the Yangtze River.

It happened to be Bai Bingchen's birthday on Shangsi Day. When he arrived in Lanzhou, he saw that the Yanyan Bridge was crowded and lively. He wanted to find a random restaurant to eat noodles and spend his birthday quietly by himself. After walking along the river bank for half a day, the bustling crowd continued, and there was no end in sight.

Suddenly someone shouted from the crowd, "Someone jumped into the river!"

Bai Bingchen paused slightly, but still walked towards the bridge, and saw the red color almost immediately.

On the continuous painting boats, the ladies with flowers on their hairpins were all covered with veils, sitting around talking and laughing in the painting boats, only when the wind blows a little curtain, you can catch a glimpse of their faint figures.

Among all the women's boats, there was only a boy about fourteen or fifteen years old, wearing a flamboyant red dress, with a gold crown of lotus flowers on his head, and two small gold pendants of lotus flowers hanging on his ears.He was flying and jumping on the painting boat recklessly, and a dozen servants on the bank followed him and chased after him, begging: "Second Young Master, come down quickly, the flower boat can't be stepped on!"

As if he didn't hear it, the man smiled brilliantly, and simply jumped onto the bow of a boat, causing the girl on the boat to scream.

He leaned on the bow, holding two or three wine jars in his hand, knocked open one jar on the spot, raised his neck and took a sip, the wine stains that he didn't have time to swallow flowed down his chin and landed on the skirt of his clothes.

"If Dad agrees to go out and travel, I will come down!" He shouted at the servants in front of everyone without hesitation, "Otherwise I will stay on the boat!"

As he said that, he was still half-lying on the deck of the boat recklessly, drinking wine with his head up, and playing in the water with thin slices of stones.

"Mei Shao, come down!" A clear voice came from the shore, and Bai Bingchen saw a man in Tsing Yi flying to the boat where Mei Shao was waiting, and he was about to grab him.

"Brother?" Mei Shao reacted very quickly, and jumped to the top of the boat again, the hull of the boat shook under the beating of the two brothers.

Mei Shao lightly said "Excuse me" to the girls in the hull, then jumped to the shore and ran towards the crowd.

Bai Bingchen saw that smear of red running towards him, but he didn't know why he didn't hide. Mei Shao slammed into his shoulder, said "Sorry" hastily, and disappeared into the crowd again.

The shoulder hit by him was slightly numb, and the people on the boat on the bridge were whispering about him for a moment.

Amidst the din of people, Bai Bingchen lowered his head, and caught a glimpse of a thin flash on the ground, shining right at him, very much like Mei Shao's glance at the shore while standing on the side of a boat, bright and insolent.

Bai Bingchen bent down to pick up the little golden bead, held it in his palm, and put it in his bosom. He kept it for ten years.

At that time, he was just envious, thinking about what kind of family a young man with such a bright and flamboyant temperament should have been born in, and how he was pampered to grow into such a wild and unruly appearance.

He put away the little golden bead, as if he had a little sun in his arms, imagining that he was also being warmed like this.

But now, this little golden bead that Bai Bingchen had hidden for ten years was lying in the palm of the person who bumped into him back then, and he was lying in his arms.

Bai Bingchen picked up the little golden bead, raised it up and gestured in front of Mei Shao, just like the way he wore it hanging down to his collarbone back then.

Mei Shao grabbed the golden bead with his head sideways, and the shaking gold flowed from Bai Bingchen's fingertips to Mei Shao's teeth. He lowered his head and held the golden bead on Bai Bingchen's collarbone. A natural vessel, just right to snap into.

Mei Shao lowered her head and bit the lotus-bud-shaped golden bead, crushed and crushed it on Bai Bingchen's white collarbone, and carved a red mark on the curve of the lotus petal, and said vaguely, "Why haven't you said it?"

"I don't think there is anything to say." Bai Bingchen smiled lightly. He really felt that there was nothing worth saying. It was his own business that he was willing to hide himself. He didn't need to tell Mei Shao how much he was. He cared about him, not to mention that even he couldn't figure out what he felt when he picked up the golden bead, because he fell in love with the flying and jumping young man at a glance...or just envied the beauty of the perfection he possessed.

Mei Shao deliberately stuck to his ear, and asked with a light smile, "Why do you like me in red? Is it because of the side I had back then?"

Bai Bingchen pursed his lips and refused to answer.

Mei Shao pinched his waist maliciously.

"Yes..." Bai Bingchen lost his voice.

"The first time I met you in Pingdu, did you already recognize me?"

"Yes..." Bai Bingchen was cornered.

"Then..." Mei Shao blew into his ear, "When you saw me on the bridge back then, did you feel moved?"

Bai Bingchen's heart trembled for a moment. Did he already have a heartbeat at that time?he asked himself.

He suddenly couldn't tell the source of that long time, whether he was more envious of Mei Shao, or he had already been captivated by the sight of the boat.But the golden lotus flower hidden in his heart was unknowingly sprouting and taking root, and when he realized it, it had penetrated deep into the bone marrow and was difficult to pull out.

It turns out that the love thread lingering in my heart for many years stems from the first sight.

"Yes..." Bai Bingchen replied with a trembling voice.

Bai Bingchen could feel that as his voice fell, Mei Shao suddenly became excited. After the world was spinning, Bai Bingchen knelt on the board of the boat and subconsciously supported the side of the boat.

Mei Shao wrapped his arms around his waist and pinched his chin with the other, forcing him to turn his head, his voice was full of excitement, "Look at me, tell me, what else are you hiding from me?"

Bai Bingchen grasped the side of the boat, his knuckles turned white, he could not make a sound, but Mei Shao forced him to speak harshly.

Intermittent voices flowed from Bai Bingchen's lips.

"The house in the White Mansion is... I rebuilt it after I came back from Lanzhou..."

The purpose is to feel whether living in a house with Jiangnan style will develop Mei Shao's temperament.

"Your thin silver ring... I have been looking for it for a long time... and found it..."

In order to have an object that misses you when you are not around.

"When you came back and wanted to kill me...I felt very sad..."

"When you said you liked me...I was afraid it was a lie...and I was afraid that I couldn't accompany you to grow old..."

"When I thought you were digging out the heart to get Gu... I almost felt so distressed... But you still lied to me..."

Possessed by Mei Shao half-forcibly, Bai Bingchen seemed to be driven to a desperate situation, and intermittently uttered the emotions hidden in his heart, from the night when he knelt in the ancestral hall of the Bai family in the 33rd year of Qinyuan Since then, he swallowed all his emotions, wrapped himself in a hard and indifferent shell, and despite the changes in the outside world, he could not show any emotions.

But at this moment on the lotus boat, the surroundings are quiet, under the sky and the ground, his gaze has been firmly fixed on the person in front of him, and suddenly the joy, heartbeat, anxiety, sadness, sadness, and fear buried deep in his heart It all came out, and was uttered by him in the poorest way of expression, when he was bullied the most.

"Also... I care about you very much." Bai Bingchen covered his eyes with his arms bent, and said the last sentence.

Mei Shao pulled down his arm, looked at his red and swollen eyes, leaned over and kissed him lightly, bit by bit to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and sucked his lips with a gentleness that was completely opposite to rough actions. valve.

"The first time I saw Gezhi in Baifu, I felt very familiar."

"When I gave you the thin silver ring, I had already sent it with my heart."

"When I hate you the most, when I hate you so much that I want to kill you, I still want to sleep with you in the same coffin after I die."

"It's hard to get rid of your love poison, but when I see you vomiting blood in the middle of the night, I can't wait to exchange my life for yours."

Bai Bingchen saw undisguised preference in his eyes, and his mind turned slowly, only to realize that Mei Shao was slowly responding to what he just said word by word.

"In the end... I will always please you." Mei Shao lifted his sweat-soaked, sticky hair, and gently placed a kiss on his forehead, "So don't be afraid to say it, you can do anything Tell me, because I answer every word."

It was like a clam being coaxed to pry open its shell with the most gentle force. Without any sharp weapon to cover it, he exposed all the soft flesh at a loss, but felt the long-lost sunshine, breeze and love.

Bai Bingchen closed his eyes, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, he couldn't suppress the violent beating of his heart, he couldn't suppress his strong emotion, just like he couldn't suppress the throbbing when he first saw Mei Shao.

[-]. The summer wind blows at night, the lotus in Shiyue Pond trembles, and the moon shadow in the pond trembles.

Shili Shiyue Pond engulfed a small boat, and there was no one on board. A handful of lotus flowers and a blanket were scattered on the board of the boat. Suddenly, a white hand protruded from the hull of the boat, and was quickly dragged in again.

There was a sound of frogs everywhere, only they could hear each other's panting and choking.