Jiang Qing

The house was not lit, and Bai Bingchen and Mei Shao just leaned against each other and looked at the snowy scenery outside. Until the dusk fell and there was no more light in the sky, they still looked out of the window.

"Zhezi, I have already sent people to Pingdu, and today I got the news that His Majesty has approved what you and I said, and ordered Prince Cheng and King Xie En to leave for Hanjue Pass immediately." Mei Shao looked at Bai Bingchen's face in the dark. Looking at his face, trying to see something from his expression.

"En." Bai Bingchen responded lightly.

"You really don't blame me?" Mei Shao thought for a while, but still couldn't help asking.

Bai Bingchen obviously didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, and said with a little coldness: "This is already my biggest concession. As for whether Li An can achieve what he wants, it depends on his own ability."

"Besides..." Bai Bingchen tilted his head and leaned on Mei Shao's shoulder, and climbed up with his arms, his cool lips brushed against his earlobe, causing a shivering itch.

"Yanfang..." In the darkness, Mei Shao couldn't see his expression clearly, but could only feel his warm breath lingering around his ears, for a moment, he felt a little helpless.

The earlobe wearing the black ear beads was sucked, and Mei Shao suddenly took a deep breath.

Bai Bingchen squinted at his reaction, bit his earlobe lightly, and breathed out what he hadn't finished speaking, "Besides, I've never been as gentle and generous as you think. People risk their lives for others over and over again. Don’t talk about him anymore, or I’ll be in a bad mood, and maybe I’ll take back the chance I gave him.”

"Okay." Mei Shao's eyes darkened, she hugged his waist tightly with a smile, and hugged him to her lap, so that it was convenient for him to put his hands on her.

Perhaps under the cover of the twilight, Bai Bingchen was unusually eager and active, moist kisses landed on Mei Shao's ears, neck, and then on the corners of his lips.

Mei Shao's hand stroking his back paused for a moment, then slowly slid in along the corner of his clothes as if confirming something.

Bai Bingchen distanced himself a little, paused for a moment, leaned over and kissed lightly, and said softly, "Ah Shao, I want you."

Mei Shao went to catch his eyes in the dark, his eyes were filled with an undercurrent stronger than the twilight, without any emotion, as if he was doing a pious sacrifice, there was a faint sadness in his eyes .

His pitch-black eyes blended with the darkness, like an extremely deep lake that couldn't stir up any waves.The touch without any affection at this moment undoubtedly gave Mei Shao a bucket of cold water, directly from the brain to the bottom of the heart.

The fire that burned his skin to the heart faded instantly, and the light in Mei Shao's eyes dimmed, and then pressed against the half of his body that he was going to press on, and said in a deep voice: "Your body is not well yet... "

The anger in his heart was being stirred up bit by bit, and he had already extremely restrained his expression that had been chilled by Bai Bingchen's actions, trying to gain his sobriety in this way.

But the next moment, Bai Bingchen pinched his chin and kissed him directly, and pressed him down on the soft ground, and said in a low voice: "Didn't Mrs. Mei want to show me that I can't restrain myself? Then now, okay? Whether it is Whatever it is, as long as it is given by you, I will eat it all..."

Bai Bingchen seemed to be stimulated, deep despair was hidden in the frenzied and tight intertwining of lips and teeth, as if after tonight, there would be no tomorrow.

Mei Shao's eyes were already so dark that it was frightening. His hand that was originally wandering on Bai Bingchen's back moved up, slowly but firmly pressed down on the back of his neck, and squeezed him hard to separate him from his body. Before his eyes, which were clouded by water vapor, could focus, he rolled over and pressed on it.

Different from Bai Bingchen's oppression just now, Mei Shao used a way of restraining the prisoner, ruthless hands, her whole body tightly pressing down on the person under him, not giving him the slightest chance to stand up and struggle, and there was a hint of thinness in her dark eyes. Angry, he said coldly: "Is this really what you want?"

He deliberately slowed down his movements, staring closely at the tense look in Bai Bingchen's eyes, and brushed his calloused fingertips across his skin.

Seeing the seriousness in his eyes, Bai Bingchen regretted it almost instantly, and involuntarily showed a retreating expression, but he still bit his lip and refused to say anything soft.

The cold air of the night suddenly covered the exposed skin, Bai Bingchen shuddered, subconsciously moved a bit, but Mei Shao held him tightly.

Even without the warmth of being hugged on weekdays, Mei Shao dressed neatly, letting his bare skin soak in the air-conditioning, lowering his eyes down his waist.

Bai Bingchen panicked in an instant, and stretched out his hand to hold down his wrist, but he was forcefully dragged down together.

"Chongjin...don't..." The moment his palm was covered, Bai Bingchen's eyes widened and he begged.

Mei Shao seemed unable to hear his words, could not see the color of water in his eyes, her movements were so forceful that they were not gentle at all.

The water in his eyes gradually turned into water vapor, Bai Bingchen couldn't stand this kind of torture at all, he begged for mercy in a low voice, but he couldn't move Mei Shao's hand.For a moment, he didn't know whether the hand pressing his wrist was rejecting or catering.

His eyes were already blurred, and Bai Bingchen finally shed tears.But the tiny crying like a kitten didn't arouse the man's sympathy, and he didn't say a word until everything was over.

Before Bai Bingchen's slightly opened eyes could focus, Mei Shao had withdrawn his hand without hesitation, wiped his clothes casually, turned around and left.

He couldn't express his current mood, he just felt that his steps of leaving were floating. He didn't know what thought had passed through Bai Bingchen's mind, and he suddenly acted like this.But no matter what, such a move in Mei Shao's eyes only brought him deep humiliation and embarrassment.

He thought that they had gotten rid of the transactional relationship, and no longer went about their own business as they did in Cangzhou. He thought that they had begun to talk to each other, and that they had been able to restore the previous moment. In the gradually repaired relationship, they could slowly become speechless. don't talk about it.

He is so clear about Bai Bingchen's age limit in his heart, but under the pressure of such a time limit, Mei Shao still wants to take good care of this person and go with the flow.But now, with a simple gesture, Bai Bingchen told him bluntly that what he thought was all fake.

"Chongjin!" Bai Bingchen sat up from the slump in shock, ignoring the half-perishable clothes that fell on his shoulders, and hugged him vigorously.

He knew that if Mei Shao wanted to, he could completely push his hand away, and he had no room to resist.He tightened his hands tremblingly, and the fear of losing this person came to his mind strongly.

After learning about the first emperor, he was immersed in a kind of sadness that fate made people feel.Thinking of the "20 years" he had lied to Mei Shao, Bai Bingchen felt a deep sadness in his heart. He knew that he had not much time left, and any nonsense about raising his health was a lie to outsiders.

He didn't want to regret it, and he didn't want Mei Shao to leave suddenly when Mei Shao was guarding the time of "20 years".

He had to give Mei Shao everything he wanted, so that he could make up for the guilt in his heart. Even when he was not even half prepared, he was willing to give himself completely to him.

Because he has no extra time, he can only condense the time spent by others in this way, to possess or be possessed forcefully.

But he didn't expect that the emotional reveal during the lingering period would be so clear, so clear that Mei Shao would feel something was wrong with just one kiss.

With his back facing him, Mei Shao's eyes were tightly closed, feeling the strength of his tightening hands, but her heart was barren.

He punished Bai Bingchen almost crazily, but seeing his uncomfortable appearance, the anger in his heart did not subside.

Bai Bingchen didn't know where the strength came from, he just held his waist tightly and refused to let go.

Mei Shao closed her eyes, suppressed the anger in her heart, gritted her teeth and said, "Bai Bingchen, I thought we were talking, but do you think we are still trading?"

He thought that when he was in Cangzhou, Bai Bingchen's transactional kiss was enough to arouse his anger, but today it was even better.

At the most intimate moment between their lips and teeth, Mei Shao only felt heartbroken. If Bai Bingchen still does such a thing after they have come to this point, then what is their mutual confession and tenderness?

"I was even thinking just now, do you really have me in your heart?" Mei Shao laughed at herself and sighed.

His words instantly punched a hole in Bai Bingchen's heart, and dull pain roared down his heart.

"If Mr. Bai really can't pretend to like him, you don't have to use this kind of behavior to disgust me."

He pushed Bai Bingchen's fingers away one by one, and just after taking two steps, he was hugged tightly by the person who was chasing him.

"Ah Shao! I was wrong!" Bai Bingchen pressed against his back with a crying voice, as if directly passing through his skin, and landed on his heart. Pushing away his hand once, she just stood silently, letting him hold her without any response.

"I was wrong...I like you, it's true...don't want me..."

All the strength of Bai Bingchen's body poured into his hand, he felt that as long as he let go, Mei Shao would walk forward without looking back until he was out of his sight, never to come back again.

He could clearly feel something passing rapidly from his heart, taking away most of the warmth from his body, and pulling his whole body into a biting chill, so he could only instinctively hug the person in front of him tightly. this person.

When he heard Bai Bingchen's first weak breath, Mei Shao's heart softened. He could understand Bai Bingchen's eager behavior because of time, but he couldn't accept that they were chased by the curse of "two years". the rest of the day.

The crying voice of the people behind became more and more urgent, almost out of breath.

Mei Shao compromisingly held his hand holding her, and slowly turned around, hugging him in her arms.

The skin that had been invaded by the cold air just now finally gained warmth. Bai Bingchen buried his head deeply in his arms, greedily sucking the smell from Mei Shao's arms, not daring to let go any more.

Mei Shao glanced at his bare feet due to running so fast, leaned over, picked him up, and put him on the bed.

"Chongjin..." Bai Bingchen pitifully grabbed the hem of his clothes, his red eyes were drooping, and the teardrops on his eyelashes were still there.

Mei Shao looked down at his frozen fingers, and with a little effort, he broke free and walked out without hesitation.

The drape of the fabric remaining on the fingertips disappeared instantly. Bai Bingchen looked at his empty hands and numbly lowered his head.

He curled up in the corner, listening to the sound of the door opening and closing, feeling that the door of his heart was completely closed by Mei Shao at this moment.He buried his head on his knees, his body was already numb from the cold, but he didn't move a bit like masochistic.

The silence in the darkness flowed very slowly, so slowly that Bai Bingchen thought he had been sitting here alone for a long time.

About the time of a cup of tea, there was a sound at the door.

Bai Bingchen didn't even have the strength to pretend, he let his disheveled and disheveled appearance be exposed in front of the visitors.

The sound of footsteps stopped before the collapse, and then someone sat on the side.

Mei Shao watched his curled up body trembling with cold, moved over and pushed him away bit by bit, revealing Bai Bingchen's eyes that were red from crying.

He didn't beg, and didn't say another word, just watched Mei Shao who had gone and returned quietly with teary eyes, and didn't even dare to take his own hand.

Mei Shao held his cold feet, her eyes paused when they touched the silver ring on the ankle, and she held his feet in her arms and covered them distressingly.

Bai Bingchen seemed to be stunned, and let him take a new set of warm clothes and put them on him one by one, except for the only underwear he was wearing.

The clothes that had obviously been baked on the fire spread over Bai Bingchen's chilly limbs with traces of warmth. After he put on the crisp clothes, he was hugged again by Mei Shao in a daze, but he couldn't even move. Didn't move.

Feeling the rigidity of the person in her arms, Mei Shao felt regretful in her heart, no matter how angry she was, she should never have bullied him so hard just now, let alone vetoing his feelings for her.

"I didn't want you." Mei Shao gently kissed him on the forehead, soothing his worry about gains and losses, "I shouldn't lose my temper with you. I just don't want you to be in this relationship all the time. In the mood of compensation and guilt. You don’t owe me anything, and you don’t need to accommodate me. I want you to like me naturally. When I do something wrong, you can be angry, you can scold me, don’t blindly Forgive me. When I make you unhappy, you can also ignore me, but don't ignore me for too long, otherwise I will be sad, in..."

Mei Shaowen's words stopped suddenly, because Bai Bingchen hugged his waist suddenly, and slowly relaxed his body and leaned against his arms.

"I just hope that you can like me without any scruples and without restraint. Yanfang, liking someone should not be burdensome or tiring. I want you to be with me every day without any worries. The burden is that you will feel happy when you see me. We should go on like this, until the day you are really willing to give yourself to me, and then continue on.”

Don't worry about the number of years, just go on like this.

Feeling that he was slowly warming up from body to heart, Bai Bingchen's crying voice was still a little nasal, and he said in a low voice: "I'm already very happy. After you come back, after you are with me, None of the days I’ve lived alone before can compare to any day I’m having now.”

"Master Bai, if you work harder, it's for me." Mei Shao rubbed his neck and sighed, "I just can't see you humiliating yourself, I can't see you not taking yourself seriously. Promise me, don't do it again." Anything that hurts me, whether it's physically or mentally, because I feel bad."

"Okay." Bai Bingchen closed his eyes, and dissipated all his fatigue after the emotional ups and downs just now in this person's arms.

They embraced each other in the dark, breathed lightly, and absorbed the smell of each other satisfactorily.

Everything around seemed to be frozen, only the sound of snow crushing fine branches sounded softly and fell again.

The author says:

I have to say that our Meimei is a peerless good man.

In vain continues to fall...