Jiang Qing

Following Bai Bingchen to a small study specially set up for them by the Zhenbeihou Mansion, Mei Shao consciously closed the door.

He stood quietly waiting for Bai Bingchen's questioning, but after a while, Bai Bingchen stood behind the table, reading a book, as if he couldn't see his existence, and didn't take the initiative to ask anything.

Mei Shao really didn't know how much Bai Bingchen knew, and he didn't know where to start, so he didn't move half a step, and stood there in a daze.

Bai Bingchen covered most of his face with the book, Mei Shao couldn't see the expression on his face at all, but instinctively noticed that the air pressure around him had dropped.

"Is there nothing you want to tell me?" After a while, Bai Bingchen spoke in a low voice, his voice was more subdued than usual, as if he was trying his best to endure something.

"If you're asking about today's Han Jueguan incident, I was indeed involved..."

As soon as Mei Shao opened his mouth, a string in Bai Bingchen's heart was broken.In an instant, he exploded, and the book in his hand hit Mei Shao fiercely, "Who asked you this!"

"Mei Chongjin! That time at the hunting ground, did you arrange it on purpose!" Bai Bingchen was so angry that he asked loudly that the alto line was trembling.

Mei Shao seemed to have not recovered from the conversation in the hall just now, she lowered her head silently and thought about his question seriously.

At the hunting ground, if Helian Gouyue hadn’t suddenly appeared from behind, even if Mei Shao wanted to play a show, she would not have chosen this method of hurting herself. The Marquis of Zhenbei investigated the murderer, and Yu Liang showed his feet. One after another, it was all planned by him and Yu Liang. It was indeed his own intention to do so.

After straightening out her thoughts, Mei Shao raised her head, trying to find Bai Bingchen's eyes and explain the ins and outs of this matter to him.

When Bai Bingchen questioned him, Mei Shao didn't dare to look up at his expression, but now when he raised his head, he froze, as if a pot of cold water had been poured into his head that was still blurred, it became clear instantly.

Without the cover of the book, Bai Bingchen's undisguised expression was completely exposed in front of Mei Shao.

His eyes were reddish, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, his cheeks were flushed with anger, he was panting slightly, and there was undisguised anger in his eyes.

Bai Bingchen was always gentle and calm, and he rarely appeared in front of people with such an out-of-control look, which made Mei Shao feel a twinge in his heart.

He didn't expect that Bai Bingchen would have such a big reaction to this matter, so he hurriedly took two steps forward, pulled Bai Bingchen's hand across the table, and quickly admitted his mistake: "It was my intention, from the hunting ground to the current Hanjue Pass. The chaos is a deal between Ang Lee and me."

"Don't touch me!" Bai Bingchen flung his hand away, probably in a hurry, Mei Shao's hand was knocked down on the edge of the table, and it turned red instantly.

Seeing the red mark on Mei Shao's arm, he trembled in his heart, took a deep breath, and calmed down his restless mind.

After closing his eyes for a while, Bai Bingchen said to Mei Shao, "Go out, I want to be alone."

Without the rage just now, his voice seemed to be soaked in ice water, and the coldness was frighteningly distant.

Across the table, they seem to have returned to the time when their swords were at war. The tender and tender time before was like a good dream that Mei Shao had, but now she suddenly woke up from the dream, leaving nothing but sadness.

Bai Bingchen tried his best to tense his body, tried his best not to turn to look at him, unconsciously avoided the direction where Mei Shao was standing, and silently expressed his resistance.

He didn't hear the expected footsteps of Mei Shao leaving, and every second of the confrontation now, Bai Bingchen felt uncomfortable, his whole body seemed to be immersed in ice water, but his heart was very hot.

The restlessness in his heart and the calmness on his face squeezed what little reason he had left.If Mei Shao doesn't leave, Bai Bingchen even feels that he can't help but attack him.

Silent anxiety permeated every corner of the study, and just when Bai Bingchen could no longer bear it, his back felt warm, and by the time he realized it, he had already been imprisoned in Mei Shao's arms.

The embrace that was so greedy in the past is now like a shackle.Bai Bingchen froze for a few seconds, then struggled desperately, desperately trying to break free, but failed to shake Mei Shao at all.

Mei Shao hugged him tightly, even though he struggled with his arms and legs, and even bit his arm, he never let go.He seemed to have exhausted all his strength to keep Bai Bingchen in his arms, as if he wanted to press him deeply into his body in this way, so that he could no longer escape.

"I won't go out. If you let me go out, are you planning to not want me?" Mei Shao was calm and scary at this moment, and the paranoid emotion in his eyes almost wanted to transform him into another person, but his voice was calm and silent. There was no fluctuation at all, "I will never leave, don't even think about letting me go just because of such a thing."

Mei Shao didn't seem to feel the pain in his arm, even though he was bleeding from the bite, he didn't grunt.

"Does it hurt?" Bai Bingchen finally let go and asked bitterly.

"Have you calmed down?" Mei Shao pressed close to his ear and asked.

"At the hunting ground, weren't you so painful that you couldn't speak? Why are you silent now?" Bai Bingchen's voice was faintly crying.

The emotions that had been simmering in my heart finally poured out with these words, and Bai Bingchen scolded sharply: "You really dare to contact any kind of people, dare to do any kind of transactions, you think you are facing only Is it a feathered arrow? Behind it is Jiang Guo’s general Yu Liang. If at that time, he had changed his mind a little bit, would you still be able to stand here and talk to me! A Li An is not worth it Take your life!"

While in the front hall, Zhenbei Hou talked word by word about the chaos in Han Jueguan, and Bai Bingchen connected all Mei Shao's plans one by one. Mixed together, it almost drowned his whole body.But he still had to act calm and calm, and talk about the solution to this situation without any emotion.

When he heard that Mei Shao was still planning for Li An, when he had tried his best to suppress his jealousy and anger, and even did not dismiss his idea of ​​wanting Li An to guard the Hanjue Pass, Mei Shao was still trying to make amends for Li An .At that time, Bai Bingchen really hated having to take care of all the people in the hall and directly confront Mei Shao to cover his mouth.

He has made a compromise.During Bai Bingchen's six years in power, there was never anyone or anything that could make him put Li Guoan in danger.This time, it was Mei Shao who forced him to break his principles.

It's not that he couldn't directly interrupt Mei Shao's plan, but he didn't dare.

For a chance for Li An to guard the Han Jue Pass, Mei Shao dared to expose his heart to the arrows of the enemy's general. If he dismissed everything, he would do even crazier things. Bai Bingchen didn't even think about it. Dare to think.

All the accumulated strength was exhausted with the roar of his gaffe, and Bai Bingchen no longer had the strength to distinguish, but he could let Mei Shao hold him, so as not to lose strength and slip to the ground.

As Bai Bingchen softened, Mei Shao's hand that was firmly restraining him also slowly relaxed. He pressed Bai Bingchen's shoulder and turned him around. There was a complex look in his dark eyes, but the movements of his hands were very gentle. Wipe away his tears little by little, and asked softly, "Are you afraid? Are you worried about my life?"

Bai Bingchen's eyes lost focus, he leaned on Mei Shao's body in compromise, and admitted in a whisper: "I'm afraid."

How could you not be afraid?

Since six years ago, every step that Bai Bingchen has taken tremblingly is to save the life of the person in front of him. I have allowed him to survive those most difficult days. Losing his life, Bai Bingchen didn't even dare to imagine what would happen to him.

Keeping him alive has become Bai Bingchen's obsession engraved in his bones over the years. No matter what happens, as long as he is still alive, Bai Bingchen can bear it.

Thinking of this, Bai Bingchen's eyelashes became wet again. The wet eyelashes curled into an ink-colored line, which froze at the corner of his eyes, and gradually gathered into a tear, which was about to drop.

He is so fragile that it seems that he can't bear the slightest mood swings anymore, he can only let his weak side spread out in front of Mei Shao.

Sighing lightly, Mei Shao lowered his head and kissed his eyelashes, rolling the salty teardrop into his mouth, he could feel Bai Bingchen's eyelids trembling slightly under his lips.

Mei Shao silently pressed Bai Bingchen's head into her arms, feeling his heart beating very close to her, and summoned up her courage to ask, "Then tell me, how long can you live?"

He already knew the answer, but he never dared to ask Bai Bingchen himself.He was afraid that Bai Bingchen would say the time limit himself, as if he himself had succumbed to the two-year time limit and refused to go one step further; he was also afraid that he would make up a time limit at will to deceive himself, and he would not tell himself for a long time. the truth.

This number of years is like a ignited fuse, hanging over Mei Shao's head all the time, making him dare not waste the little time he spends with Bai Bingchen.He cared so much about Bai Bingchen asking him to go out because he didn't want to waste their time together because of quarrels and cold wars.

On the surface, Mei Shao didn't show any worry or embarrassment, but this matter was enough to make him worry about it all the time.

After waiting for a long time, Bai Bingchen didn't answer. Mei Shao pretended to calm down his face easily, trying to divert the topic, but his voice sounded slowly at this moment.

"20."

As if afraid of not being sure enough, Bai Bingchen repeated firmly, "I only have 20 years, are you still willing to stay with me?"

Mei Shao's arms around him tightened slightly, her tone was brisk with a smile, but tears hung on her face.He couldn't describe his mood at this moment, as if he finally got an answer to the entangled matter, but after he was relieved, he was deeply sad again.

"20 years, 20 years is enough. It's enough for me to watch you grow from Mr. Bai Lang to Mr. Bai, and then..." Mei Shao choked up slightly, "I won't allow you to grow any longer. I don't want to see you become a bad old man..."

The person in his arms trembled slightly, as if he was amused by his words.

Mei Shao closed his eyes and tried his best to feel his warmth. He only felt sad in his heart. In this world, no one wants to see Bai Bingchen look old more than him. It is better for him to walk on crutches in old age and live longer A hundred years old with two temples like snow, the best... As long as I still have the strength to hold him, the person in my arms will be warm.

The author says:

Meimei: My wife actually drove me away, woo woo woo