Kidney master

Since winning the runner-up in the design competition at the beginning of Song Dynasty, as a student who participated in a large-scale competition for the first time, he won the runner-up in such a high-level competition, which can be said to be famous in the first battle.

After a period of time, brands continued to come to her to issue cooperation invitations.

Song Chu thought he would be able to rest for a while after the game, but he didn't expect to be busy again, and it took more than half a month to finally be a little free.

She signed a cooperation contract with a brand that she liked very much in the past, which can be regarded as her daily style. The time given by the contract is quite ample, and Song Chu is not in a hurry to rush to work.

So I finally returned home at the end of December.

Ji Yian drove directly to the airport to pick her up after get off work.

"Why are you dressed so lightly?" He pulled the little girl into his coat.

"I thought Yunnan was quite warm."

"The temperature just dropped yesterday, didn't I send you a message to say so?"

Song Chu smiled: "I forgot it when I went out, I've been too busy recently."

Finally in the car, Ji Yi'an immediately turned on the air conditioner, and covered Song Chu with his coat: "Don't catch a cold."

Song Chu has grown up, very obviously.

Although she was already 26 years old when I first met her, and she was not considered a child, I could still clearly feel her immature side. Now it is different, she has a settled temperament.

When I got home, the Lantern Festival came out as soon as the door opened, and hung on Song Chu's lap.

"How did it grow so big?"

"The golden retriever can grow quite big." Ji Yi'an laughed, and carried all her luggage through the door.

Song Chu knelt down and scratched Yuan Xiao's chin, and Yuan Xiao kept rubbing against her, very enthusiastically, and kept licking Song Chu's palm with his tongue.

After she went abroad to study, Ji Yian has been taking care of Lantern Festival, and now it seems that it is taken care of very well.

"It grows too fast."

"It's very edible. After eating the food in the bowl, I have to go to the cabinet where I hide the dog food. I was found out twice and ate it. Now I even bought a locker."

Song Chu was very happy to see Ji Yian every day when he woke up before going to bed, and the days passed quickly, and the new year was coming in a blink of an eye.

The Nugu case was a resounding crackdown on the drug lords and dealers, and there were no important tasks for more than half a year.

Some time ago, the people involved in the big Nugu case were formally sentenced, which dominated the headlines for several days. Gu Cinian died in the explosion, and the others finally got the sentences they deserved.

This year's Spring Festival anti-drug team finally had a rare holiday, they could go home and see their parents, wives and children.

Song Chu and Ji Yi'an went to Beijing and Xi'an to visit both parents, visited Zheng Guoli's grave, and visited Cen Han in a drug rehabilitation center. Her condition is much better, her physical drug rehabilitation has been basically successful, and she is currently recovering. During the treatment stage, physical training and psychological correction are carried out every day to prepare for entering society again in the future.

The current detoxification is actually very pessimistic. Many, many people will relapse after coming out of the detoxification center. Once the drug addiction occurs, it is too difficult to overcome. Maybe it was just a whim at the beginning, and then regret it later. layers of torture.

Fortunately, Cen Han went to a drug rehabilitation center for treatment after being injected with a drug, and his addiction to drugs is no worse than that of those drug addicts who have been smoking for a long time.

After coming out again in the future, they all believe that Cen Han has the ability to completely overcome drug addiction and never touch it again.

It's just that, a good girl has to waste two years of her youth in the drug rehabilitation center, and she is visibly thinner. Song Chu really can't bear to see it, and she hates the drug dealers back then.

So much so that she was quite depressed after she came out of the drug rehabilitation center.

"Don't think too much." Ji Yian felt her emotions and patted the back of her hand.

"Yeah." Song Chu nodded, "I just think I really admire her."

She remembered that day in Xinjiang again.

Cen Han, who was injected with drugs, was brought out by Xiao Yan. She was already addicted to drugs, her face was flushed, her eyes were blurred, but she still insisted on her will to let Song Chu tie her hands, not wanting to do anything because of drug addiction. Something out of control.

Her firmness at that time is still vivid in my memory.

Song Chu will never forget it in his life.

Just like this trauma, it will never be erased from Cen Han's heart for the rest of his life.

We need to remember that there is some hatred, so that we can always warn ourselves not to be that kind of person. We also need to remember all the sacrifices and sacrifices made by the anti-drug police, and don’t let our actions become the fatal bullets that hit their hearts one by one. .

***

Only those who have experienced hell can have the power to create heaven.

Only the bloody fingers can play the swan song in the world.

***

When the Spring Festival holiday was coming to an end, Song Chu returned to the old place that he thought he would never go back again.

All darkness and shadows originally originated from this.

The cemetery was still deserted, lonely and desolate.

There are too many people setting off firecrackers these days, and even the air quality is very bad. When I woke up early in the morning, the sky was foggy. I don’t know if it is fog or haze. Behind the clouds is a blood-red sun, in the foggy air It looks hazy and mysterious.

Ji Yi'an and Song Chu walked for a while on the remote mountain road, the smog was hazy and the visibility was very low.

The mountains in the wilderness are overgrown with weeds, and the weeds are overgrown. Along the road, there are yellow grasses and fallen leaves.

Song Chuming hadn't been back here for more than ten years, but she was still very familiar with it, as if it was forever imprinted in her heart, and she finally stopped in front of two parallel tombstones.

Standing behind her, Ji Yi'an saw two old black and white photos on the tombstone through the haze of smoke, an old man with a white beard, and a little girl with a bright smile.

It was the master of the early Song Dynasty, He Chenchen.

"Master, Chen Chen."

Song Chu spoke, his voice was very soft, like a whisper floating from afar.

After 12 years of ups and downs, the two children and grandchildren who used to rely on each other were buried here. No one has visited their graves for so many years, and they look dilapidated and destitute.

She squatted down, wearing gloves, and slowly pulled out the weeds next to her, with a soft and relaxed expression, as if she had let go of the past.

Ji Yi'an was a little distressed, and together with Song Chu, he simply cleaned up the weeds around the tomb.

Song Chu knelt in front of the tombstone, looking straight ahead, as if looking into the pupils of the two people in the photo.

"Gu Cinian, he's dead."

"Actually, I should have come to see you a long time ago, but I dare not. I always feel ashamed of you. If it wasn't for me, Chenchen wouldn't..."

Song Chu pursed his lower lip, his throat was a little itchy.

Ji Yi'an stood behind her all the time, listening to her quietly, and could only pat her on the shoulder when he heard the words.

There is no comfort, some scars have to be healed by herself.

At that time, Gu Cinian was only in his early twenties, and he was teaching in a local elementary school. He looked good, with a pair of glasses, he looked gentle and restrained, and was very popular with children at that time.

Song Chu didn't have that kind of emotion of liking or disliking, she didn't have the ability to distinguish in this aspect since she was a child.

She just found Gu Cinian interesting.

Gu Cinian is different from those people she has come into contact with before, he can play with knives, four or five blades can be flexibly rotated between his fingers, and his speech is always mysterious.

He is born to play with people's hearts.

During the fierce battle in Xinjiang, the locals stood in Gu Cinian's camp with guns and cannons. Later, the police found out after investigation that Gu Cinian had done a lot of public welfare while making illegal drugs and selling drugs everywhere. Many local elementary schools were built by him. In his own way, he molded himself into a god in the hearts of the local people, which is why such a situation appeared at that time.

Song Chu should be thankful for her slow cognition of emotions since she was a child, otherwise she would not dare to imagine what would happen to herself.

***

She moved her throat, touched the tombstone with her fingers, and continued, "I have tortured myself for more than ten years, and now I finally feel let go, master, Chen Chen..."

"...I forgive myself." She took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

"If there is a next life, I will redeem your sins again." She paused, her voice a little hoarse, "In the days to come, I want to live a good life, for myself and for all the people around me who love me."

"Towards the light." She smiled, "The days are still so long, I will take your share and live a lively life."

Live towards the light, live your future life positively and enthusiastically.

Before Song Chu came here, she thought that she must not cry this time, she must say goodbye to her master and Chen Chen seriously and firmly, but in the end she broke her promise.

Hot tears gushed out of her eyes, but the lump in her chest that had fettered her for many years was softened and smoothed by the moisture.

She stood up, brushing her dirty knees.

"Let's go." She said to Ji Yi'an.

Ji Yian didn't move, pulled her into his arms, kissed her forehead, and whispered: "Are you okay?"

"Yeah." She rubbed against his arms, "Fortunately, it's easier than I imagined."

Chen Chen and the master are a very, very deep shadow in her heart. They have been buried deep in her heart since they haven't seen the sun all year round. Now they finally come out and see the light, exposing the scars that have been deliberately hidden all this time. Although it hurts, but These wounds will never heal if you keep them hidden.

She needs to come out.

Need some sun.

"I used to think that Master hated me very much. Even when Chenchen was still alive, I thought he hated me. I only found out later that he is a very strict little old man."

"My dad told me before that the master never told him that I was bad, so my dad always thought that I lived like he said, go to school obediently, study obediently, everything is excellent, he has been using himself Treat me silently in the same way, even though I always didn't listen to him at that time, I always liked to talk back to him."

Ji Yi'an wrapped the man in his arms with his overcoat: "It's all over, Song Chu."

I will always treat you well in the future.

use my method.

Not silently, I will let you feel it clearly.

I love you.