Kidney master

After Ji Yi'an got off the car, he received the latest information from Xiao Yan.

Because Zheng Guoli's identity was exposed, they were more vigilant, so the anti-drug police who had been hiding around the factory were discovered.

Ji Yi'an asked him why Zheng Guoli's identity was exposed.

Xiao Yan replied: "After we discovered the fish "courier" used to transport the blue sun, the drug dealer probably suspected that someone had revealed it. Team Zheng appeared in the fish market in Shan State last time, probably because of this. was investigated, so..."

Ji Yi'an choked for a moment, and pursed his lower lip.

"Is Team Zheng still safe?"

Xiao Yan said after a long silence: "Captain Zheng... committed suicide by swallowing a gun."

Once the identity of the undercover agent is discovered, unless the organization gets information immediately to protect it, it will inevitably be another torture if it falls into the hands of drug dealers.

They will not let you die, but make your life worse than death, forcing you to tell the latest news about the police through various cruel tortures.

So when the undercover agent determines that his identity is exposed and the drug dealer comes faster than the rescue, he will choose to commit suicide.

***

Song Chu huddled himself in the corner of the sofa, clasped his legs tightly with his hands, his back was straight, his eyes were bloodshot, but he didn't cry, he stubbornly opened his dry and hot eyes.

Up to now, Ji Yi'an's identity made him unable to do anything.

At the beginning of Song Dynasty, Ji Yi'an didn't even know if she would be implicated or in danger.

Ji Yi'an poured a glass of warm water for Song Chu, sat down beside her, and hugged the curled up girl into his arms. Song Chu didn't resist, and obediently entered his arms, sucking his nose.

She asked, "How many people have you lost this time?"

Ji Yi settled for a moment: "Eleven."

Song Chu took a deep breath: "...Have you often encountered such things before?"

What's the matter?

So many anti-narcotics police officers who fought for justice and stability lost their lives without warning, and so many families were destroyed in an instant.As for Zheng Guoli, the fate has been extremely unfair to him. He took away his wife and daughter so early, but now even the last bit of his life, which may even be a few years left, is forcibly taken away.

What kind of things did they encounter?

Ji Yi'an rubbed her shoulders, and felt the tight body in his arms gradually soften.

"Encountered, but not many."

"Uncle Guoli...who did it?" Song Chu's voice became cold, and the wind and rain were about to come through.

Ji Yi'an gently pinched the back of her neck: "It's still under investigation, Song Chu, don't think about it now, you're already in a bad mood, so relax."

Song Chu hummed and didn't ask any more questions.

She got up and went into the bedroom to take a shower.

Ji Yi'an was still sitting on the sofa, pressing his eyebrows wearily and irritably, he was not sure about the direction of the future, this feeling of loss of control made him feel powerless.

He knew that Song Chu must really want to go to Zheng Guoli, even though he could only see a cold corpse, but she couldn't go, and Ji Yi'an couldn't let her go, so Song Chu didn't ask for it.

Song Chu never felt any love since she was a child, firstly because of her lack of empathy ability, secondly because her mother divorced when she was very young, and her father was never good at expressing his emotions.

Later, when she grew up, she kept trying to live like an ordinary person, trying to perceive emotions.

Like a magical force, Ji Yi'an made her feel love and guided her to open her hands to perceive the world. Under this guidance, she met some new friends.

Cen Han, who is regarded as a rival in love but is very kind, is as brave and determined as Ji Yian.

Xiao Yan and Daming also gradually became acquainted with Song Chu through contact.

Shen Huan, whose eyes are so sharp that he can see through her, is very talented in photography, and has also quietly made efforts for drug control.

There is also Uncle Guoli, who treats himself as his own daughter and always hopes that she can go to see her.

Just this morning, she sent a message to Song Chu asking if she wanted to go over for dinner. Song Chu thought, if he went then, this matter might not be like this.

In the process of improving in the direction he thought he was going, Song Chu suddenly encountered this kind of thing.

The door that had just been opened in the heart creaked shut again.

There was a loud bang, and she was locked into that black hole-like room again, without light or temperature, which imprisoned her there, giving her another feeling that she would spend the rest of her life carrying those heavy hatreds impulse.

Stop trying, she thought.

Just sink down like this.

If the final result is just like this after all, if there is still no light in the end, then why did she struggle to get out of the mud in the first place.

In the past, she was a different existence here. Everyone thought she was drunk, but she was the most sober.

Now she seemed to have the skin and temperament of an ordinary person, everyone thought she was awake, but Song Chu felt that she was about to fall into that abyss again.

**

When she came out of the shower, she was only wrapped in a bathrobe, and the belt was loosely tied around her waist, as if she would fall to the ground along her delicate skin with a little force.

She thought a lot in a mess in the shower, and now she has a terrible headache.

Ji Yi'an was still in the living room, on the phone, and a few voices came from time to time.

Song Chu stopped his rambling thoughts, sat on the bed, his eyes were unfocused, and waited for Ji Yian to hang up the phone before speaking: "Yi'an."

"What's wrong?" Ji Yi'an pushed the door open and came in.

Song Chu looked into his eyes and was too calm: "Aren't you sleeping yet?"

Ji Yi'an was stunned, Song Chu was too abnormal, he hurried home, not only worried that Song Chu would be in danger, but also afraid that she would do something irreparable on the spur of the moment.

And when he ran up the stairs, the way Song Chu aggressively pushed open the door and bumped into him was indeed irrational.

But now she calmly asked him if he was sleeping or not. To be precise, Song Chu had already softened when he hugged her. The original menacing aura seemed to be wiped away by a blunt knife repeatedly, leaving only a little Poor and helpless.

"Sleeping." Ji Yi'an just wanted to hug her immediately.

He took off his coat and got under the covers, and almost urgently pulled Song Chu, whose body was cold, into his arms, and wrapped his hands around her waist tightly, so tight that he revealed the uncertainty and panic in his heart.

Song Chu sighed in his arms, Ji Yian hugged him too tightly, making her voice muffled as if coming out of her chest.

"I haven't showered yet," she said.

"I'll wash it in a while, and I'll hug you for a while." Ji Yi settled down for a while, and asked again, "Does it smell like sweat?"

"No." Song Chu said, and then hugged him back.

The indescribable peace of mind and satisfaction made her tense nerves relax, and the few seconds when the two of them gradually touched each other were lengthened, allowing Song Chu to come back to life from the inside out, and finally took a breath.

She thought, at least she still has Ji Yi'an.

Song Chu's hand reached into the quilt and untied the tie rope around his waist. Inside was the girl's fair skin that was so dazzling that she was not wearing anything.

they kiss.

Song Chu began to tremble, his heart trembling.

She is desperate, wanting some stimulation to fill the place in her heart that is constantly overflowing with sadness.

She desperately wanted some stimulation to make herself forget what happened today.

She also desperately needs a good night's sleep.

Ji Yi'an pressed her under him, and slid his palms into her smooth back, groping carefully for the butterfly bones and spine that protruded from it. The girl is really too thin, with a pitiful small frame.

His movements are gentle and meticulous, as if visiting a secret place that has never been explored by anyone. This is a new continent, a new world, and he needs to protect and wait carefully.

Song Chu rested his chin on Ji Yian's shoulder, and heard his own violent heartbeat, which was as violent as Ji Yian's.

She also hugged Ji Yi'an's back.

She touched the scars and gun marks on his back. The scars from a few years ago, last month, the ones that were bleeding profusely, and those that were dying for a moment, are all symbols of life.

She thought, even Ji Yi'an didn't give up, why should she give up.

She also remembered the fireworks that Ji Yi'an set off for him on New Year's Eve, the illuminated sky, and his phrase "Song Chu, I will definitely give you light."

***

When Song Chu was entered, his eyelashes trembled rapidly, and the tears that he had endured all night finally fell without warning, hitting Ji Yi'an's heart.

She is not a soft-tempered girl, the hardships and encounters in this life have squeezed out her remaining tenderness and fragility, leaving only a little bit.

Not much, just the size of a heart.

She gave Ji Yi'an all the precious tenderness and fragility.

And Ji Yi'an clearly told Song Chu in the collision again and again: You will never be alone, and don't give up on yourself, I will always be with you.

I love you.