The top idol is not a substitute

Yan Xuan, who originally didn't want to pay attention to her, chuckled lightly when she heard this: "So what if it is, so what if it's not?"

"She hurt you, have you forgotten? Why are you willing to get back together with her? She forced you, right?" Ji Yao hadn't figured out why Yan Xuan did this these days, seeing her indifferent expression at this moment Afterwards, she was able to guess that if she didn't ask today, she might never have another chance later.

The good memories of childhood are not worth the entanglement time and time again without listening to dissuasion.

The youthful and sincere face in memory was completely changed at this moment.

She is not her anymore.

Ji Yao is no longer Ji Yao.

They shouldn't even be friends anymore.

"Does it have something to do with you?" Yan Xuan stopped in front of the elevator and asked her coldly.

Ji Yao was taken aback.

She didn't know exactly what happened between Song Xiangsi and Yan Xuan, all the news she got was from the Internet.

The most talked about is nothing more than Song Xiangsi's empathy.

In short, it was Song Xiangsi who failed Yan Xuan.

When they first met Yan Xuan again, Ji Yao could also feel that Yan Xuan's attitude towards Song Xiangsi was towards strangers.

Even the treatment of this stranger is not as good as her, who has left for many years without saying goodbye.

At the beginning, Ji Yao planned to let it go, as long as Yan Xuan was happy.

But later, the closer you get, the more you want to have it.

Song Xiangsi's warning made her feel rebellious instead.

Why can she stalk Yan Xuan so naturally after hurting Yan Xuan.

Why should I warn her so high.

Ji Yao once heard others say that enough kindness can make up for a debt.

She likes Yan Xuan and wants to be with her.

She convinced herself that there was a long, long time ahead, and she could slowly make up for it.

She thought that Yan Xuan's heart could be softened by the good impression she had when she was young, and she still had a chance.

Ji Yao didn't understand until now.

Maybe from the day she left without saying goodbye, she never had another chance.

Ji Yao's eyes fell on the gradually closing elevator door, she looked at Yan Xuan who was gradually covered in the elevator.

She thought of Yan Xuan many years ago, and regret arose in her heart.

As the elevator door was completely closed, Ji Yao gradually squatted down.

I kept asking myself over and over again why this happened.

If I had been firmer at the beginning, would it have been different?

After Yan Xuan drove the car out of the underground garage, she looked at the world illuminated by neon lights, opened the windows, and took a breath of fresh air.

The irritability in my heart gradually subsided, but Song Xiangsi's pale and fragile face flashed in my mind from time to time.

"Is it really poisonous?" Yan Xuan stopped in front of the traffic lights, thought about it, and couldn't help muttering to herself.

What interrupted Yan Xuan's thoughts was the sound of the car horn, and the car behind was urging her.

Only then did Yan Xuan realize that the green light had been given, so she shook her head and put her thoughts behind her.

After explaining to Yuan Yuan, Yan Xuan went back to Beishan Apartment, planning to rest here for a night before going back to record.

Most of the things that were moved from Nanyang Yulou before were placed here.

But in fact, except for some items I bought before, most of them stayed in the Nanyang Yulou.

Even called recycling business.

Everything Song Xiangsi sent was burnt, and everything that should be thrown away was also thrown away.

What was left was all bought by herself in the past, and it had nothing to do with Song Xiangsi.

At night, Yan Xuan cleaned the room briefly, then turned on the TV and pressed a channel at random, then lay down on the sofa.

The accommodation environment arranged by the program team is good, but in her heart, her own home must be more comfortable.

From decoration to furniture and equipment, everything at home is what she likes.

What is being shown on TV is a replay of an awards ceremony.

It was the award she won with the song "Flowering Period" some time ago.

"Flowering period."

Yan Xuan murmured the name of the song, and stared at the picture on TV in a daze.

Suddenly, Yan Xuan's eyes froze.

She saw the camera flashing across the screen.

Even if the other party is fully equipped with a hat and a mask and glasses.

But she recognized it anyway.

It turned out that Song Xiangsi was also there at the awards ceremony that day.

Is it to watch a song I wrote win an award?

Or to see how stupid she is?

Yan Xuan lost interest in watching TV, turned off the TV, lay flat on the sofa and looked at the ceiling.

After a long time, Yan Xuan turned on the TV again and entered four words in the search bar.

At the end of the credits, the words "After the breakup" appeared on the screen.

Yan Xuan didn't know why she suddenly remembered this movie.

The first time I saw it, I felt sorry, but the second time I saw it, I felt relieved.

It is actually a blessing to be able to break up peacefully and be well.

It's already midnight after rewatching the movie.

Yan Xuan washed up and went back to the bedroom.

At first, she wanted to go back to the old house, but thinking that she would be concerned and asked about the current situation after returning home, Yan Xuan stopped thinking.

Ready to go back after the show is over.

A small desk lamp was turned on by the bedside, and only this dim light was left in the quiet bedroom. Yan Xuan turned sideways and was about to close her eyes when she saw the jade bead red string bracelet on the bedside table.

She just remembered that she left the bracelet at home before going to the show.

I haven't been back for a while.

This string of bracelets means a lot to her, and it was given to her by her sister who saved her when she was a child.

In exchange, she also gave the other party the necklace that her grandmother had given her.

If there is any fate between her and that fairy sister.

It must have been all about the bracelet and the necklace in her hand.

But after so many years, the necklace she gave at the beginning was not a precious thing, the quality was not high-quality, it was just an ordinary silver necklace.

No one would treasure a broken silver chain as a treasure.

But think about it, the silver necklace she had back then seemed a little different.

That pendant is pretty nice, with words on it.

It's my grandma's old small print.

When she first gave the necklace to her, grandma told her to change the pendant for her in two days and change the words to her name.

It's a pity that before my grandma could fulfill her words, she passed away.

What is the word.

Yan Xuan rubbed the jade bead bracelet in her hand, thinking about it.

West?Qian?

It seems to be Si.

茜？

Yan Xuan thought of something and paused for a moment, then shook her head again.

What is the relationship between Song Xiangsi and grandma?

Just thinking about this, Yan Xuan couldn't help but patted her head, feeling a little speechless.

Why do you think about Song Xiangsi when you are happy.

After a while, Yan Xuan's attention returned to the jade bead bracelet in her hand.

Even after so many years, the jade beads on this bracelet are still full of color and of good quality.

From this point of view, the fairy sister should have a good family background.

But yes, every time the toys brought to her were new ones, and she later learned that many of the dolls in them were limited editions.

For the limited editions of that era, the family must be either rich or expensive.

Yan Xuan thought for a while and thought that this was also a clue, and then sent a message to Chu Linbai.

She placed the jade bead bracelet under the bedside lamp.

Yan Xuan couldn't sleep, so she turned on the light a little bit, and it was no longer the dim light just now.

As the brightness increased, Yan Xuan seemed to have discovered something strange.

She picked up the bracelet again and let the light shine directly on the jade beads of the bracelet.

Gradually, Yan Xuan seemed to see the small words on it.

Yan Xuan: "..."

Just such a small amount of jade beads, there are words on them?

If you don't look carefully, you can't tell it at all. It is very similar to the color of jade, and you can only faintly see the outline of a little word.

Holding up the bracelet and looking at it for a while, Yan Xuan fell silent.

She felt that her eyes were going blind, and she still couldn't read the words clearly.

Yan Xuan suddenly remembered that at that time, the older generation seemed to go to temples superstitiously to ask for peace talismans, and those from better-off families would donate incense money to ask for Jade Buddha or jade beads. The masters in the temple would consecrate them and even carve them name.

Is that right?

So this string of jade beads has her name on it?

As soon as this idea came up, Yan Xuan sat up from the bed in a snap.

It is much more convenient to have a name.

But what about this?

It won't be among the jade beads, will it?

Wouldn't that destroy Yuzhu?

Yan Xuan bit her lip, having a hard time.

What she wanted was to return the string of jade beads to the other party when they met again.

The sister said it was a lucky bracelet.

Later, as she said, this bracelet brought her luck.

She came to Yan's house and met very good parents.

For her, it is the greatest luck.

Just don't know how the sister who gave the bracelet to her is doing.

Although Yan Xuan is not superstitious, she can guess that the family who will ask that sister for this kind of jade beads must believe it.

Yan Xuan sighed.

The world is too big, and it is too difficult to find someone.

But now she at least knows some directions, so she won't be flying around like a headless chicken.

But regarding the bracelet, Yan Xuan only told Chu Linbai that the other party gave her a jade bead bracelet, and didn't say much else.

What she intended was that they split up.

Chu Linbai is in charge of the investigation, and now she is looking for the words on the jade beads.

It is impossible to destroy.

This jade bead necklace has accompanied her for so many years.

Before meeting Song Xiangsi, Yan Xuan was with her all the time.

There must be other ways.

Thinking of this, Yan Xuan felt a little more hopeful in her heart.

Let's see each other and thank you very much.

While thinking about it, Yan Xuan became more sober, and then remembered that she planned to find some books to read just now.

So Yan Xuan got up and rummaged in the bookcase again.

When Yan Xuan saw the word "recipe" on the top of the bookcase, she paused and slowly pulled out the book.

How did you bring this book.

She still remembers how she felt when she was flipping through the book on the way home from a party last November.

At that time, Yuan Yuan asked her where this book came from.

——Given by Song Song.

——She said that you can choose what you like on it, and she will make it for me.

Thinking of the past, Yan Xuan did not repel it as before, hesitated for a while, and then turned to the first page.

There are many circles and creases drawn with a black pen in front of me.

There are replies in red and blue pens below.

It was their conversation at that time.

——Song Song, I want to eat this today T_T

——Song Song received it (>_<)

——Is the sweet and sour fish cooked by Song Song delicious? Q_Q

——Song Song made it today, does Xiaoxuan think it's delicious?

Song Song.

At that time, she seemed to love calling these two words very much.

——I want to eat the sweet heart porridge made by Song Song today.

——Song Song did it.Xiaoxuan remembered to come to the recording studio to see Song Song after eating, Song Song was so sad and wanted to hug Xiaoxuan.

Yan Xuan's fingertips stopped on this page, looking at this passage, and did not turn back.