The top idol is not a substitute

"you……"

Ying Lian looked at Yan Xuan and hesitated to speak, but in the end she still didn't ask, and just took a sip of wine silently.

Looking at her expression, Yan Xuan could guess that what she wanted to say should be related to Song Xiangsi.

Ever since she took two sips of wine just now, Yan Xuan hasn't touched wine again, she just sat on the sidelines and looked at her.

After a while, Yan Xuan took the initiative to speak:

"What do you like about her?"

Ying Lian was stunned for a moment, then thought for a while before smiling and replied: "I like the radiance on his body, he is beautiful, and he is good at composing lyrics and music, who wouldn't like it."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Yan Xuan again, and added: "But I never wanted to destroy your thoughts before."

When Ying Lian first joined the show, she only planned to watch from afar.

but then……

If Yan Xuan and Song Xiangsi are really impossible, she thinks she can try.

Yan Xuan was thoughtful, then lowered her head, bent her lips, and smiled lightly: "Is it because of this?"

Just because of this?

Ying Lian didn't understand what she meant.

"It's nothing." After Yan Xuan finished speaking, she looked at the wine jar on the coffee table and asked, "So are you borrowing wine to relieve her worries now?"

Ying Lian shook her head: "It doesn't count, I just want to chat with you."

If Ying Lian hadn't given her such a good impression before, now Yan Xuan might think that she is mentally ill.

Talking about her ex-girlfriend in front of her, and pulling her to drink for her ex-girlfriend.

"What are you talking about?" Yan Xuan didn't want to drink, so she got up and rummaged in the refrigerator, took out a few cans of drinks and purified water, put them back on the tea table, put them in front of her and said, "Drinking alcohol hurts your body, drink this .”

Ying Lian subconsciously took the drink she gave her, and then put down the wine in her hand.

She originally thought that Yan Xuan would ignore her, but she didn't expect that instead of ignoring her, she told her that drinking would hurt her health.

So does this mean that Yan Xuan really doesn't like Song Xiangsi?

Ying Lian speculated in her heart.

Just now Yan Xuan took the initiative to mention Song Xiangsi, so now Ying Lian is more courageous and asks: "Xiao Xuan, can you do me a favor?"

Yan Xuan, who had just opened a bottle of pure water, paused when she heard this and drank the water, as if she knew what she wanted to say, she lowered her head and smiled and said, "Didn't I just say that, if you like it, go for it yourself, don't Come to me to find out."

Ying Lian smiled awkwardly.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

But I heard Yan Xuan's question again: "What's the matter?"

Ying Lian was stunned for a moment, and then a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, making sure that Yan Xuan definitely didn't have Song Xiangsi in mind at the moment.

"May I ask, how should I chase lovesickness?"

When Ying Lian spat out the word lovesickness, Yan Xuan hooked the corners of her lips, and said softly with a bit of sarcasm: "First of all, you have to have a pair of good eyes."

"What do you mean?" Ying Lian was stunned.

"Are my eyes pretty?"

Ying Lian didn't know what Yan Xuan meant, but she nodded truthfully: "It looks good."

"With good eyes, you can get twice the result with half the effort."

Ying Lian was still puzzled, but it could be seen that she seemed unhappy.

"What is good eyes?" Ying Lian asked.

But Yan Xuan didn't say anything more.

You can't just tell Ying Lian that you have eyes like your ex-girlfriend's?

In the end, it was herself who responded.

Yan Xuan was also silent for a while, and finally did not explain.

Instead, he asked her a question: "Do you think Song Xiangsi is good everywhere?"

Ying Lian thought about it, then nodded.

She always thought that Song Xiangsi on TV was just a character, but she didn't expect to find out that her personality was indeed like this after getting in touch with her.

I didn't like it so much that I had to get it, Ying Lian just felt that I should try it.

Try it first.

It was precisely because Ying Lian had no experience before that it caused her discomfort when testing Yan Xuan.

After thinking about it, he still whispered: "If you care, I won't bother you."

Yan Xuan smiled when she heard this, and then asked her back: "If she is fine everywhere, why should I break up?"

These words seem to be a rhetorical question, but also seem to be persuading.

Under her direct gaze, Ying Lian didn't think of an answer for a long while.

After a long time, he said: "You guys, don't you have a bad relationship? Break up normally?"

Yan Xuan shook her head: "It's not normal."

Yan Xuan threw the empty wine jars on the table into the trash can.

There was a soft sound.

An erratic voice sounded in the room:

"Mr. Ying, do you like picking up trash?"

In private, they usually call each other by their first names, and a change of address can reveal a person's mood.

Yan Xuan seemed unhappy at the moment.

After Ying Lian understood what she said, she felt a little speechless, and when she spoke again, her words were more questioning:

"Xiaoxuan, you can't say that, right?"

According to her words, doesn't this mean that Song Xiangsi is trash?

And now she likes Song Xiangsi because she is picking up trash?

"Xiaoxuan, if you're unhappy, just tell me. Now that you've broken up, isn't it inappropriate to talk about your ex behind your back?"

Ying Lian thought she was a few years older than Yan Xuan, so she didn't blame her too much when she spoke, she was just speaking as an elder.

However, Yan Xuan just smiled lightly when she heard it, and replied: "I'm telling the truth. If you don't believe me, just ask Song Xiangsi and let her tell herself if she is trash."

Only then did Ying Lian notice that Yan Xuan's cheeks were flushed, she was surprised and then looked at the wine Yan Xuan drank just now.

This is……

Only then did I realize that I took the wrong wine.

Could it be drunk?

"Xiaoxuan, I'm sorry, I took the wrong wine. The can you just drank was a bit high."

Ying Lian carefully checked Yan Xuan's condition to see if she was drunk or not.

But after thinking about it, he only took two sips, so he shouldn't be so drunk.

But Yan Xuan's words gave her a feeling that the other party was quite drunk.

"I'm not drunk," Yan Xuan touched her cheek, and said, "Drinking is a bit smug, and the room is a bit hot."

Knowing what Ying Lian was thinking, she took the initiative to explain.

Yan Xuan was indeed not drunk, but whenever she thought of Song Xiangsi, she would think of those things, and then unconsciously lose control of her emotions.

"Then why did you..." slander Song Xiangsi.

Ying Lian didn't say the next few words.

While she didn't believe that Yan Xuan was the one who casually slandered her ex behind her back, she also didn't want to believe that Song Xiangsi was really what Yan Xuan said.

Yan Xuan understood what she was thinking.

She has seen many remarks since the breakup.

——Song Xiangsi is so good, why is Yan Xuan not satisfied.

——If I could have a girlfriend like Song Xiangsi, I would wake up laughing from my dreams. How could I break up with her?

Yes, she is good.

If it's not good, why would she complain so much when she thinks about it.

But what would she say?

——I, Yan Xuan, was used as a stand-in. The happiness and happiness I had before were all illusions. They were all borrowed and stolen, and it was Song Xiangsi who gave her kindness.

She couldn't tell.

I don't want to and I don't want to.

If Song Xiangsi had a conscience, Yan Xuan believed that she would not be able to say it.

Ridiculous.

So she couldn't understand why Song Xiangsi was still pestering her.

If you want to apologize.

She only accepts that Song Xiangsi is in more pain than her.

From dignity to body and mind.

"You don't believe me?" Yan Xuan looked up at her, "Why don't you ask now? Is she like what I said—"

Ying Lian thought a lot while Yan Xuan was silent.

He was even wondering if Yan Xuan actually still had feelings for her.

He said that on purpose to make her give up.

Hearing Yan Xuan asked if she should ask now, and seeing that she was still trying to get up, she guessed that she wanted to take her directly to Song Xiangsi's room, so Ying Lian said: "Xiangsi has returned to the company, she shouldn't be here right now. .”

Yan Xuan paused and let out a cry.

After a while, the room returned to calm.

The two have their own concerns.

It was originally planned to be used as a supper for drinking, because the two of them had their own concerns until the end, and they didn't move a few chopsticks.

Seeing that Yan Xuan didn't want to talk about Song Xiangsi anymore, Ying Lian didn't ask any more.

I also know that Yan Xuan should not get any strategy here.

There were times when Ying Lian really wanted to tell Yan Xuan directly: Song Xiangsi said she still likes you, if she asks for peace, will you agree?

But she endured them all.

But what she didn't know was that Yan Xuan had heard about it from Song Xiangsi a long time ago.

And for Yan Xuan, a sentence of hypocrisy can answer all her "affection".

The next morning, Yan Xuan received a text message from a stranger.

But it's not completely unfamiliar either.

Because you can see the historical text messages by clicking into the dialog box.

Song Xiangsi had changed too many numbers before, and she forgot when she blocked her.

Is the message to her now to remind her to block?

[Although I know you won't care, I still want to tell you.

The company has temporary business, two days later, come back at noon on Wednesday. 】

[I was a little emotional yesterday, so I didn't take the initiative to find you, sorry. 】

Just say it.

Song Xiangsi shouldn't be a singer, she must be a movie queen if she acts in a play.

Being a singer is really hard work.

Yan Xuan just dragged Song Xiangsi's account into the blacklist.

A past event suddenly came to mind.

At that time, gathering less and leaving more, Yan Xuan and Song Xiangsi made an appointment to report to each other and prepare the itinerary.

Then share life.

But in fact, more of the parting between them at that time came from her.

Song Xiangsi stayed in the recording studio, company and home all the year round, and at that time she was often traveling around for activities.

Every time she went back, Song Xiangsi would always surprise her.

……

Yan Xuan lowered her eyes, trying her best not to think of these stupid things anymore.

Some memories may be too beautiful, so you will hate them after they are broken.

Yan Xuan sighed quietly.

Sure enough, that sentence is true, out of sight, out of mind.

As soon as Yan Xuan walked out, she received a call from her manager, Zhou Xiang.

Tell her about recent work and albums.

Zhou Xiang's voice continued:

"Didn't you say that there are two songs on the album that you want to replace?"

"I discussed with Xunmu, and she said that she can re-create according to your requirements."

"I pushed the number to you, you can add it to chat."

"If you don't want to talk, I can pass it on."

After a while, Zhou Xiang heard Yan Xuan's answer:

"It's okay, I'll add it, the conveyance may not be clear."