The top idol is not a substitute

That night, when Song Ye finished his work and came to the hospital to visit Song Xiangsi, he saw this scene from a distance outside the ward.

Yan Xuan was sitting beside the hospital bed, holding a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other, feeding Song Xiangsi gently, while the other party was sitting there obediently, his eyes seemed to be glued to her body.

Yan Xuan bowed her head and she bowed her head too, she nodded obediently when Yan Xuan spoke, and she was obediently obedient when eating, like a child.

"Ugh--"

Lin Wei heard Song Ye's slight sigh, and looked up at her, but saw a smile on the corner of her mouth, which was different from her usual.

Lin Wei looked into the ward again, realizing that Song was also happy because of the scene in front of him.

Song Xiangsi seems to have a much better appetite than before, and she is also very dependent on Yan Xuan. Compared with Song Xiangsi last month, it is obvious that she is really happy now.

At this moment, Lin Wei couldn't help but lament Song Ye's tolerance and strength. She was able to respect and love Song Xiangsi from the reality of Song Ye.

"Let's go."

Song Ye's words interrupted Lin Wei's thoughts, she was puzzled: "Aren't you going in?"

"Let them get together, don't bother me." Song Ye replied, turned and left.

Lin Wei hurriedly followed, and she admired Song Ye even more from the bottom of her heart.

What happened outside, the two people in the ward didn't know.

After Yan Xuan finished feeding the last spoonful of porridge in the bowl, she raised her eyes and asked Song Xiangsi, "Do you still want to eat?"

Song Xiangsi rubbed his belly and shook his head: "I don't want to eat."

Yan Xuan was so cute by her actions, she chuckled lightly, then put the bowls and spoons aside, just at this time Cheng Chen came in and cleaned them up together.

After eating, Yan Xuan went to the attending doctor's office to inquire about ways to restore memory.

There are many reasons for amnesia, some people do not want to think about it subjectively, and escape subconsciously, some people forget things because the more they want to grasp something before the accident, some people are external factors, violent shocks lead to brain loss. Supplement the lack of oxygen and forget about things.

Familiar scenes, things, and caring people may be able to evoke the memory of the amnesiac.

If the relationship between the two is very close, you can try to do some intimate moves, which may remind the other party.

intimacy...

Yan Xuan thought carefully about what the doctor said, and walked unconsciously in the corridor of the hospital, and didn't realize it until she entered the ward.

"Am I hopeless?"

Song Xiangsi didn't hear her speak, and joked.

Before leaving, Yan Xuan told her to go to the doctor in charge, that's why Song Xiangsi asked this question.

"Ah, no." Yan Xuan came closer, sat down beside the hospital bed, looked at her sideways, and said seriously, "From now on, no matter what I do to you, don't be surprised."

Song Xiangsi was surprised: "Huh?"

Yan Xuan touched her hand and nodded: "Everything is for treatment."

Song Xiangsi was puzzled, but before she could ask, she felt warmth on her lips, she opened her eyes, and then blinked.

Hearing Yan Xuan's inquiry: "Do you have any memory?"

Song Xiangsi blinked again, then shook her head: "No."

Yan Xuan let out a little disappointed, she should have thought of it, and Song Xiang didn't think about it after kissing so many times before.

Song Xiangsi, who was still looking forward to it, saw that Yan Xuan stopped suddenly, and then realized that she was trying to help her find her memory, so she nodded again: "I seem to remember a little bit."

"Really?" Yan Xuan suddenly raised her head to look at her.

Song Xiangsi nodded, pretending to be deep in thought: "There is a little bit but it seems not very clear, why don't we kiss again."

After finishing speaking, she pouted her lips and signaled Yan Xuan to kiss her again.

Yan Xuan made a sharp cut, ruthlessly exposed her little trick, and said: "It seems to be useless, then think of other ways."

After finishing speaking, Yan Xuan lowered her head, and listed the methods she thought of in the memo on her mobile phone. From the first date to confirming the relationship, no matter the scene or the object, she wrote it down, ready to try them one by one.

During the few minutes when she was trying to find a way, Song Xiangsi stared at her without blinking, pursed her lips and whispered, "Xiaoxuan is so pretty."

Yan Xuan's typing fingers stopped suddenly, and she raised her eyes to look at her. Seeing that her eyes were full of seriousness and admiration, she was at a loss for words, and said after a while, "Don't interrupt."

"Oh." Song Xiangsi nodded obediently, but her eyes were still glued to her.

After a while, Song Xiangsi suddenly remembered something and asked, "Xiaoxuan, did you debut in a girl group before?"

"That's right," Yan Xuan was still trying to recall what she had done before. Even though she had a good memory, she couldn't remember everything. She just reacted and added, "Person C, No. 1."

Song Xiangsi froze for a moment, and it took two seconds to realize what she meant.

This is telling her that it is not only the debut of the girl group but also the C position.

And Yan Xuan had already stopped what she was doing, and looked at her with pride and anticipation that couldn't be hidden in her eyes.

Expect to be complimented.

Song Xiangsi felt that Yan Xuan like this was very cute, and knew the reason why she would behave herself like this, so she burst out laughing, and praised as she wished: "Xiao Xuan is really amazing."

The corner of Yan Xuan's mouth twitched, and before she had time to say a few words of modesty, she heard Song Xiangsi say again: "Then can I have the honor to see Xiao Xuan's girl group dance?"

The corners of her raised lips suddenly froze, Yan Xuan was at a loss for words, and looked around, feeling a little embarrassed like being called out for a performance at a dinner party when she was a child.

"Now? Here?"

Yan Xuan wants to remind Song Xiangsi that this is a hospital.

Song Xiangsi nodded, turned her head to look in the direction of the window, and said, "Draw the curtains so that only I can see, so you won't be shy."

"Who... who's shy," Yan Xuan strongly denied, and then said, "I'm afraid you can't help but love me more."

"Don't be afraid," Song Xiangsi bent her lips, "I will love you more no matter what."

Yan Xuan coughed softly: "You don't have any memory, so you don't remember, you have to know that you... forget it, you don't know, anyway, you don't have any memory now."

You must know that after a year of being together, Song Xiangsi asked her to teach the girl group dance, and while teaching, she accidentally got on the bed and had their first relationship.

It was only a few days ago that the two kissed, and things developed too fast.

After thinking about it, Yan Xuan felt that it should be due to the dancers of the girl troupe.

When Song Xiangsi heard the words "You don't know even if I tell you", she lowered her head in disappointment, "It's all my fault, if I don't lose my memory, it would be fine, it's all my fault to be able to recall the good old days with you , and now I force you to dance for me, it's all my fault."

Yan Xuan: "...?"

"You pretend again." Yan Xuan stared at her fiercely.

Originally it was a spur of the moment idea, but looking at it now, Song Xiangsi actually thinks this feeling is quite good.

"You're so fierce, I'm so scared." Song Xiangsi looked at her with feigned fear.

Yan Xuan was speechless: "..."

But his expression became much gentler, and he was quiet for a few seconds, trying to figure out how to cure Song Xiangsi.

But what she didn't expect was that before she could figure out a way, she was conquered by Song Xiangsi first.

During the few seconds when she was speechless, Song Xiangsi kissed her on the cheek briefly, and said, "You can't be afraid if you kiss."

Yan Xuan burst out laughing.

After laughing, I didn't know how to answer, so I simply sat back in my seat and asked, "You're too childish, I don't want to talk to you."

The person who said he didn't want to pay attention to her, his eyes wandered and fell on Song Xiangsi again in the next second, and he whispered a word.

Song Xiangsi opened her eyes and understood what she meant. The corners of her mouth curled up. She lowered her head and found the sound source on her phone, and played it. The ward fell into darkness. It was Yan Xuan who drew the curtains.

Song Xiangsi picked up Yan Xuan's cell phone from the side, turned on the flashlight in her eyes, and gently shook the cell phone just like the video she had seen, the light hit the wall in the room, she said:

"Now I'm your biggest fan."

Even though five years have passed, the girl troupe dance is still imprinted in her memory.

When the music stopped, Yan Xuan saw the obsession in Song Xiangsi's eyes as she wished.

"Let me just say, you will love me more." Yan Xuan stroked her hair and whispered triumphantly.

Song Xiangsi hugged her tightly, buried her in her waist, and hummed softly.

Yan Xuan noticed her abnormality, and thought that the women's troupe dance should be a familiar memory for Song Xiangsi, so she asked in a low voice, "Did Song Song remember anything?"

Song Xiangsi nodded, "Yes."

Hearing this, Yan Xuan was very surprised, and squatted down to look at her: "Really? What do you remember?"

Song Xiangsi stared at her, his eyes slowly fell on her lips from his eyes, and then kissed her lightly: "This."

Then he reached out and hugged her, and said in a low voice, "On a big bed, I gently untied your bathrobe, and then kissed her..."

"Stop—" Yan Xuan stopped her raving in time, and coughed lightly, "Is there anything else?"

Song Xiangsi didn't seem to understand why she interrupted, and continued: "Turn out the lights, we hugged each other tightly, you called my name..."

"I see, is there anything else?"

Song Xiangsi shook his head hesitantly.

Of course Yan Xuan knew what Song Xiangsi was describing, wasn't it just what happened to the two of them after she finished dancing with the women's group that day.

The point is not this, but the point is, why does Song Xiangsi only remember this matter?

Yan Xuan fell into deep thought.

Song Xiangsi raised her head from time to time, looked at her carefully, and finally asked: "Did I do something wrong? Did I say something I shouldn't have said just now?"

Yan Xuan glanced at her. After being together for such a long time, of course she could clearly see whether the other party was really scared or pretended to be scared.

For example, now it is the same as before, on purpose.

It must be intentional to describe the scene so seriously just now.

"If you pretend to be me again..." Yan Xuan paused, and then saw Song Xiangsi blink innocently, as if she could see her shyness.

Yan Xuan raised her lips and said ruthlessly, "I won't kiss you anymore."

Song Xiangsi: "..."

"..."

Song Xiangsi drooped her head and muttered softly, "Why?"

Yan Xuan smiled, and couldn't bear to see her like this, so she reached out and lifted her chin, kissed the corner of her lips, and said, "I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back at night."

"Where are you going?" Song Xiangsi was unwilling to leave her.

"I'll go to the doctor, and then go home and get something to talk to my mother." Yan Xuan comforted her.

Song Xiangsi had no choice but to nod her head, reminding her: "Then come back early."

Yan Xuan nodded.

Song Xiangsi was reluctant to let go, and said aggrievedly: "I miss you every minute you leave, so you must remember to come back to see me early."

Yan Xuan couldn't help but look at the time. It was already five o'clock in the afternoon. The thoughts of going back home dissipated. She sat down again and said helplessly:

"I didn't know you were so clingy before."

In her memory, she always seemed to be more clingy to Song Xiangsi, but she didn't expect it to be the other way around.

"That's not necessarily true. The other day I heard the doctor say that the behavior of a person after amnesia is the real her. Whether it is in terms of preferences or personality, it is the truest heart."

Song Xiangsi's words made Yan Xuan think.

She thought about it carefully, Song Xiangsi seemed to be very attached to her before, but now Song Xiangsi's attachment will appear in front of her as soon as she returns home from work.

As long as she goes home, there will always be a warm embrace waiting for her. When she is on a business trip, Song Xiangsi is at home, and when she comes back, Song Xiangsi is also at home, and Song Xiangsi will appear by her side as soon as she needs it.

Yan Xuan was a little moved, she seemed to have overlooked many things before.

"Then what will you do if I'm busy at work?"

"I will wait for you at home and give you a warm embrace anytime."

"Then I'm very busy at work, so I can't reply to your message in seconds?"

"It would be nice if I could get back to you in seconds, and I'd be nice to get back to me when you're not busy."

……

……

After a long time, Yan Xuan fell silent.

Suddenly, she felt that she was not trying to find a way to help Song Xiangsi find memories, but Song Xiangsi was helping her find memories.

"Song Song." Yan Xuan suddenly called her softly.

"Ok?"

"I promised your mother that we will decide our relationship after you recover your memory, so," Yan Xuan's voice became softer, "Let's find a way to recover our memory quickly, shall we?"

"Aren't we together now?"

Yan Xuan nodded and explained: "I am willing, but I am afraid that you will be angry with me after you recover your memory, so..."

Song Xiangsi frowned, not liking the answer.

"I won't be angry with you. Although we broke up before, my password is your birthday, and the wallpaper is our photo, so I have never been angry with you."

Finally, he emphasized: "I have always loved you."

Yan Xuan lowered her eyes: "I know, but..."

"There's nothing wrong with it, I love you, I love you, I love you, no matter I love you before or after amnesia, how many times do you have to tell me to believe it."

At the end, as if she was afraid that Yan Xuan would not believe her, she unconsciously strengthened her tone, sounding a bit domineering.

Yan Xuan pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "I was weak just now, but now I am so domineering."

Song Xiangsi froze for a moment, then clutched her heart, with a painful expression on her face: "So sad, why does the person I love not believe me."

Yan Xuan: "..."

"You misunderstood, I mean, but your mother said that the relationship between us will not be confirmed until you recover your memory."

Song Xiangsi frowned and just wanted to say that this was her own business.

Yan Xuan could tell at a glance that her rebellious spirit hadn't passed, and said lazily, "We have to listen to the elders, otherwise we won't be able to develop further in the future."

Song Xiangsi blinked: "Further development? Marriage?"

Yan Xuan shrugged her shoulders and bent her lips: "Are you obedient?"

Song Xiangsi nodded like a chicken pecking rice: "Be obedient, within three days, I will recover my memory."

Hearing this, Yan Xuan shook her head helplessly. According to the situation, let alone three days, maybe even three months.

In desperation, Yan Xuan had no choice but to reorganize the previously listed methods.

After a few minutes, Song Xiangsi began to sigh: "I'm so sleepy, I really want to sleep. If my beloved Xiaoxuan can hug me and take a nap at this time, it would be such a wonderful thing."

Yan Xuan paused with her fingertips, and looked at her helplessly, just in time to meet her expectant eyes.

"Won't it squeeze you?"

Song Xiangsi shook her head crazily: "The hospital bed is very big, no, no, no."

Yan Xuan hesitated for a moment, then gently lay on her side beside the hospital bed.

The hospital bed is large and the two of them are relatively thin, so it is not too crowded to lie together.

Song Xiangsi leaned his head close to her back, wrapped her arms around her waist and whispered, "Did you just propose to me?"

"Not counting."

"Does that count as me proposing to you?"

"Not counting."

"Then when I remember, I'll buy a big diamond ring and propose to you."

How can anyone discuss with others before proposing.

While tidying up, Yan Xuan whispered in her heart.

"However, we have been together for so long, haven't we bought a diamond ring?"

Song Xiangsi asked in doubt.

Yan Xuan suddenly laughed and turned to face her.

The curtains in the ward were drawn, and it was getting dark in the ward as it approached evening.

"You gave me one when you first established the relationship."

"Do you like it? Isn't it beautiful?"

"I like it, it looks great."

Song Xiangsi frowned, feeling that there was something wrong with Yan Xuan's tone, it sounded a little weird.

This is not like her usual.

This made Song Xiangsi react quickly, she might have stepped on a thunder.

"Is there something wrong with the ring?" Song Xiangsi asked in a low voice.

Yan Xuan smiled: "No problem."

Song Xiangsi had just breathed a sigh of relief when she heard Yan Xuan's words without any emotion: "It's just the same style as the one you gave to your ex-girlfriend."

"..."

The corners of Song Xiangsi's mouth froze, a fool knew what this meant.

"I love you, I love you the most, I love you the most in my life, and every day I wake up, I miss you the one I love the most," Song Xiangsi frantically said a series of confessions like chanting a mantra, and then said, "I'm so happy Sleepy, shall we sleep well?"

After finishing speaking, the whole head was buried between Yan Xuan's necks.

After a while, I didn't hear Yan Xuan's answer, and didn't feel any of her movements. Song Xiangsi was a little uneasy.

Although she didn't know what happened, she could feel that the atmosphere just now was very strange.

Then think of the words of others before, and the chat records of the two of them.

It is easy to think of the reason why the two broke up.

She understands that the two will not break up for no reason, but they will have different attitudes after breaking up.

It was easy to guess that it was her fault.

At this moment, Song Xiangsi regretted just mentioning the topic of the ring, and was afraid that she would become the same as before she lost her memory, so she hugged her tightly and whispered, "Don't be angry, okay?"

Yan Xuan chuckled lightly and stroked her hair: "I'm not angry."

"You stopped talking just now, you must be angry."

"I'm not angry, I'm just surprised. I thought I would evade and bury this matter and never bring it up again. I didn't expect to say it so easily."

"Then you say you love me."

"I love you."

Yan Xuan spoke obediently, touched her eyebrows with her fingertips while speaking, finally stopped between her lips, and whispered: "When you remember, I will punish you properly."

Song Xiangsi's reply was swallowed by the kiss between the two.