Luoshui Dongliu

On the second day, the soldiers in the city reported to Zhao Shen that someone from the Xiyan Army was calling for battle.When Zhao Shen went to the city, he saw more than a dozen horses riding around the city, and it was the middle-aged scribe whom he had seen a few months ago.

Before the Xiyan army divided into Sishuiguan, when the Yuchi brothers were singing together in the city, Pei Yu was standing by.After that, he and Zhao Shen never saw each other face to face.Seeing him at this time, Zhao Shen's heart moved slightly, and his expression became serious.

However, Pei Yu said indifferently to the city: "Pei Yu dare to ask General Zhao about his safety?"

Zhao Shen also didn't know what he was doing in the city alone, leaving Brother Yuchi behind.After thinking for a moment, he said, "What is your honor doing here?"

Pei Yu said, "For your military affairs."

Hearing this strange words, Zhao Shen sneered and said, "A matter in our army? You must have worried about it. Besides, even if we face each other before the battle, I should meet your general."

Pei Yu smiled slightly, and said: "There is a reason why I came to see the general - because this matter is related to me. I want to ask, how is Lu Youzhi doing with the general?"

When Zhao Shen suddenly heard the word "Lu Youzhi", he was terrified and almost took a step back.In the blink of an eye, he managed to stabilize his feet, raised his eyebrows and said in a loud voice: "Isn't he the secret agent of yours hiding here? He was beheaded with a knife long ago, so don't worry about it anymore."

Seeing what he did, Pei Yu only smiled grimly after a while.Zhao Shen saw that his sharp gaze moved like a falcon entangled in a dead tree waiting for an opportunity, as if to burn two holes in front of his eyes, he couldn't help but secretly clenched the hilt of the sword under his ribs.

I heard Pei Yu say under the city: "I have two letters here, one is with the general, and the other is for Lu Youzhi. I was a colleague with him. I am older. Besides, I have taught him to be careless. Some words are wrong. I can't spit fast."

Zhao Shen said decisively: "Your Majesty has something to say to me, just tell me face to face; as for what to give to Lu Youzhi, he is already dead, so there is no need to bother."

Pei Yu didn't answer, but said to his side, "Send the letter to the city." Then, a guard at the side took out a long arrow, put two rolls of paper on the shaft of the arrow, broke off the arrow, and drew the bow. Full, an arrow shot to the top of the city.

The soldiers in the city saw the things falling down, they hurriedly picked them up and held them in front of Zhao Shen's eyes.Zhao Shen was about to say "burned" when he heard Pei Yu say in a long voice from the bottom of the city: "The circled letter is for the general, and the ink dotted letter is for Lu Youzhi—these two letters, the general must not be indistinguishable." Qing, read it wrong."

Zhao Shen said: "Why pretend to be a ghost?"

Pei Yu said: "General, if you believe in people's hearts and not in ghosts and gods, please handle it yourself."

Zhao Shen stared at the person below the wall with a meaningful and leisurely smile, turned his horse's head and turned away, his mind was lost in a daze.After a while, he heard the soldiers beside him calling softly, "General?" Fang turned around.He made up his mind, with no trace on his face, he just said: "Don't pay attention to him." As he spoke, he had already wrapped the two rolls of paper in his palm.In a daze, Pei Yu's words were still ringing in his ears, the sound of those words sounded like a tiger and leopard sobbing in a low voice when they squinted their eyes and were lazy in the sun, thinking back in their hearts, they didn't know what it was like.

When Pei Yu returned to the camp, Li Ji came up to meet him and said, "Just then there was a craftsman leader in the army who was looking for you, but I don't know where he is going, but it's easy to find him. Is there anything wrong?"

Pei Yu said: "It doesn't matter. You send someone to call, and let them come to my tent and wait." Seeing that Li Ji hurriedly went to order and came back, he couldn't help laughing, "You don't want to ask me where I am going?"

Li Ji also said with a smile: "Mr. has his own whereabouts. I will do what I should be told. I should not know what I am not told."

Pei Yu said indifferently: "There is nothing that you shouldn't know about what happened here." Then he told what happened just now, Li Ji listened silently, then looked at Pei Yu at last, and asked: "Sir... Persuade Lu Youzhi to change his mind?"

Seeing that Pei Yu shook his head coldly, he thought about it a few more times, and said hesitantly, "Is this trying to provoke a gap between Zhao and Lu?" He only guessed, could it be that Pei Yu pretended to be intimate in the letter to Lu Youzhi, which aroused Zhao Shen's suspicion.But if this is the case, what's the use of such a deliberate trick that can be seen at a glance as a counter-intuition?

But I heard Pei Yu say: "I know what you guessed. It's okay to say that this is provocation, but what I said in the letter is all the truth, and I didn't make up right and wrong. Whether it is successful or not depends on how much Zhao Shen believes in Lu You. It's just me Look..." Then he sneered.

Li Ji asked doubtfully, "Sir, do you feel that Zhao Shen has become suspicious?"

Pei Yu said with a half-sigh: "I was really worried at first, fearing that he would throw the letter over the wall and throw it in my face. However, he was so excited that he said that the letter was not readable, so he put the letter away. "

Li Ji said with a smile: "It turns out that guessing people's thoughts is like fighting. It's false and real. It's just that Zhao Shenruo saw that he didn't write anything in the letter. Wouldn't this suspicion be resolved?"

Pei Yu said: "How do you know I didn't write anything? Besides, the disease of suspicion is easy to plant, but difficult to pull out. When it flares up, everything may look suspicious."

Li Ji didn't know what was written in Pei Yu's letter, but no matter what was written, the sir had the cruel intention of killing people with a knife.He looked at Pei Yu's expression, and when he thought about Lu Youzhi's life and death, he shuddered.He sighed in his heart, if Lu Youzhi was indeed on Zhao Shen's side, then no wonder what happened.

Pei Yu still said to himself: "I don't know what the story is between them. It's just that when life and death are at stake, it depends on who dares to trust whom. Afterwards, let Lu Youzhi see his own destiny."

Not to mention that Pei Yu went back to find the craftsmen to discuss matters, and all the generals in Luocheng also heard that the Lord General had raised his account, so they hurried over.Seeing that everyone had arrived, Zhao Shen spread the letterhead that had just been shot into the city on the case, saying: "This is a letter from me outside the city, you all have to read it."

At first, seeing Zhao Shen wasting so much trouble, everyone thought it was a letter of persuasion.After passing it down for a while, I read it briefly, but I only saw some threatening and warning words throughout the article.Li Shoude said under the seat: "What's the meaning of his bluff? I don't know who it can scare?"

Zhao Shendao: "I know that you don't take this seriously, this letter is just for the sake of magnanimity."

Everyone looked at each other, Yuan Gui smiled and said: "General, this is worrying too much, who still doubts you?" Then he joked, "Even if the general really has something secret, does Pei Yu know better than me?"

Everyone couldn't help laughing, but Zhao Shen didn't answer the question, he just said: "Everyone has read it, so post this letter in the camp."

When everyone was laughing, Xie Rang was still solemn, and now he pondered a little: "The words in this letter are harsh, the general wants to post it...is it to inspire the generals to boost morale?"

Zhao Shendao: "I do mean that. Does he think this letter can disturb people's hearts? It's been quiet outside the city for a few days, but now troubles are about to happen again."

All the generals were not convinced when they heard this, and said one after another: "He has a good idea, he is boasting about Haikou, but he still wants to ask us if he can make him proud."

For a while, everyone dispersed, only Xie Rang seemed to have something to say.When Zhao Shen saw him, he took a step back and waited for him.Seeing that Xie Rang came over, he said in a low voice, "Is there something in the general's mind?"

Zhao Shendao: "Why did the master make such a statement?"

Xie Rang thought about it and said, "The general didn't have to mobilize the troops like this today."

Speaking of the confrontation between the two armies, a letter of war from the city, whether it is to disturb the morale of the army, or to provoke the generals to lure people to fight, it is just some indiscriminate tactics, and there is really no need to go to war like this.At first glance, Zhao Shen did this for the reason that "a soldier who mourns must win", but Xie Rang realized that there must be something else going on underneath, which provoked the general to act too aggressively.

Hearing this, Zhao Shen narrowed his gaze, paused for a while and said, "It's because I'm impatient again."

He had already said this, although Xie Rang felt that his expression was different, he couldn't say anything else.The two went out of the tent together, Xie Rang was still thinking about it, and said: "It's really strange outside the city today, and there is a letter to..."

Before the words were finished, Zhao Shen had already picked up the conversation: "It's really absurd, don't pay attention to him. Then I have burned the letter, go and show it to the people in the underground."

This sentence was stopped in a hurry, and the text was cut off in one sentence.Xie Rang also couldn't tell what was wrong, but he always felt that Zhao Shen's speech today was strange, and after thinking about it, he could only think that he was worried about defending the city, so he persuaded: "The situation is still safe now, general don't worry too much about it. Impatient." After talking about some military affairs, Fang and his two sides went their separate ways.

In the evening, when Zhou Qian went into the inner tent to place objects, he said: "I see that the fuel consumption of lamps is fast these days, so it can be seen that the days are indeed getting shorter."

Lu Youzhi said: "It's also what I ordered at night."

Zhou Qiandao: "Joining the army really didn't sleep too short..."

Lu Youzhi smiled and said, "Do you think I waste lamp oil?"

Zhou Gan laughed and said, "The lamp oil is good, but it's just a waste of pen and ink." Seeing that Lu Youzhi rarely joked, he couldn't help saying, "Joining the army should also joke a little more, it's right to relieve boredom."

Lu Youzhi smiled and said, "I'm not good at this." After meditating for a while, he sighed softly and said, "Actually, when your general is in the mood, you can often make witty remarks."

Zhou Qiandao: "Yes, it can be seen that joining the army is familiar with him, but others can't believe it. In fact, when I first followed the general, he liked to chat and laugh with others, but later he became more serious."

Lu Youzhi said: "It's only natural that the status increases with age."

Zhou Qiandao: "If you say this, when everyone reaches a good age, they will all have a normal and serious appearance?" After speaking, he stroked his hand under his jaw, and he laughed first.

Lu Youzhi looked at him with a smile, and said, "Is the city defense still stable these days?"

Zhou Qiandao: "Joining the army can be seen from my arrogant appearance?" He added, "These days the city defense is safe, and the general is safe."

Lu Youzhi also knew the tragedy of defending the city, so he felt a little relieved when he heard Zhou Gan's words, so he nodded and said, "Okay."

Just as he was talking, Zhou Qian heard a voice outside the tent and said, "I think it's the general coming back." But he heard Lu Youzhi suddenly say, "Leave the flint, so that you can light the lamp at night."

Zhou Gan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Yes, yes." After finishing speaking, he took out the flint and put it on the case, and hurried out of the tent.

Lu Youzhi took the flint, lit the wick, and put it in his sleeve.He watched the flickering flames in front of him, and couldn't help stretching out his hands to wrap around the flames, feeling a scorching heat in his palms.

He was in a trance when suddenly he heard someone say: "Be careful of burning your hands." Looking up, it was Zhao Shen who spoke.

Lu Youzhi withdrew his hand, and before he could answer, Zhao Shen had already come to him, but he seemed to hesitate to speak.Lu Youzhi felt that his expression was strange, and he couldn't help but speculate.Just now Zhou Gan clearly said that the defense of the city is safe, if there is a sudden change, how can Zhao Shen come back free.If it's something else, and after thinking about it, I still can't understand it, so I ask: "What's wrong?"

But Zhao Shen pulled out a roll of paper from his sleeve and said, "Someone sent you a letter."

Lu Youzhi was very surprised when he heard this, and he didn't have time to think about it. He took the letter paper and unfolded it, and saw that the first sentence read: "Time is easy to come by, don't come for another four years." The handwriting, the wrist can't help shaking.No one needs to say this, it is known that Pei Yu wrote it for himself.

How did Pei Yu find out that he was still here? In the early autumn night, Lu Youzhi felt a rush of heat.But after being shocked for a moment, he calmed down and read the text message at a glance.

This letter is only three or four hundred words long, and it talks about the old events of Xijing and Beicheng. In addition to describing the grievances and grievances in the two encounters in the words, he said at the end that he "repetitive, does not protect his actions, and cannot be called by his name." If you are self-reliant, how can you win the trust of others."This way of writing is said to be written by Lu Youzhi, but in fact it is for Zhao Shen to read.

Lu Youzhi was silent for a moment, then closed the letter and said, "Have you read this too?"

Zhao Shen muffled, "I never watched it."

He bowed his head and frowned, and his words seemed to be full of anger; Lu Youzhi was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "What he said in this letter is true, you should read it—even if you don't understand the grievances of seniors, since I have previously Abandoning the Lord of Xijing, at this moment you can rest assured that I am reliable?"

Zhao Shendao: "You have already said how you are willing to turn to help me, why bother to bring up these things today." Ever since this happened in the daytime, he has endless troubles and agitation in his heart, like a mess that cannot be straightened out. , If you say you are angry, you are really angry with yourself.Hearing Lu Youzhi's wry smile, he couldn't help but said again, "Are you suspicious that I gave you this letter for the purpose of probing? But think about it again, are all the twists and turns you and I have had before are all white?"

As he went on, he seemed to be speaking to himself.Lu Youzhi looked at his eyes under the lamp flame, which became darker and brighter, but his face flushed.His heart churned, he understood that Zhao Shen was willing to say such a thing, it was naturally because he didn't want to betray him.

But he was thinking about something else at the moment.After thinking silently for a while, he put his hands on the case, spread the letter paper in front of Zhao Shen, and said: "I can't refute what he said in this letter. If you read it, even if you don't turn your face immediately, you will You should be careful from now on.”

Zhao Shen had just confessed, but he didn't think it was in exchange for such a sentence, he said anxiously: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Lu Youzhi shook his head and smiled, "I said you shouldn't gamble on important matters of city defense just to prove your so-called sincerity."

Zhao Shen's face changed a little when he heard his words, he didn't know why Lu Youzhi said that, he just said: "If you are sincere, why do you need to prove yourself?" He gritted his teeth for a long time and said, "That's right, if it's an ordinary person who will be alienated like this, I would be skeptical. But your mind..."

There is a reason for his sensitivity at this time.Speaking of which, when the letter was suddenly placed in his hand, he was not without suspicion.It's just that he thought about all the debts in the past, Lu Youzhi never complained, and he was still suspicious at this time, isn't it a negative.This tortuous change of mind was just a change of mind, and it was actually nothing, it was just that he cared a little; after listening to Lu Youzhi's words, he would inevitably feel even more ashamed.

Seeing that Zhao Shen was about to express his love in a hurry, Lu Youzhi remembered his expression when he came in, so he already guessed the whole story.He sighed in his heart: "This is rare for you, why bother to be too harsh on yourself. In fact, I am really not worthy of you." He stopped and said: "You talk about your heart-heavy troops overwhelming the city, I dare not talk about it. What kind of intentions," he said again, "you will never pay in vain again."

Zhao Shen saw that his voice was not high but his expression was firm, and he said such words again, he was stunned and didn't know why.After a while, he said, "What do you mean?"

Lu Youzhi said nothing more.

This time Pei Yu made such a statement, his intention was obvious.Lu Youzhi was certainly pleased to see that Zhao Shen was willing to treat him like this; but what he was worried about was that he was now being targeted by Pei Yu, and now Pei Yu might use tricks because he hadn't seen through the private affairs between him and Zhao Shen. He only regarded him as an ordinary staff member anyway; but if one day Pei Yu thought about this, he would definitely set up another situation and use him as a blackmail for Zhao Shen.A point of affection now will be a point of danger in the future.When that day really came, he would not regret anything, but he didn't want to put Zhao Shen in a dilemma.Some plans did not take a day or two; the current situation urged him to make up his mind early on.The words of "gambling" just now were to remind Zhao Shen on the sidelines, but also to remind himself: It's fine for them to be in the mountains and wilds, but they can't get around these family-country entanglements after all.

It's just that if these worries are expressed clearly, with Zhao Shen's temperament, I'm afraid it will be counterproductive to be more considerate with him; Lu Youzhi moved with such a tortuous mind, at this moment Zhao Shen asked, but did not answer.

Seeing him as silent as a statue in a Buddhist cave, how could the turmoil in Zhao Shen's heart stop.He didn't know what Lu Youzhi was thinking, but seeing that he suddenly changed his mind after reading the letter, he couldn't help saying: "Why can't we talk about it? What is it called reckless payment? Are you trying to get rid of it? Could it be because of seeing the teacher?" Still miss you, want the prodigal son to turn back?"

This series of questions from him, especially the word "Missing", made Lu Youzhi feel sore, and he calmed down and said, "What has it to do with him."

Zhao Shenyou didn't want to stop, and said again: "Is that for me? You read this letter and remembered how I trapped you in a small room, forced you to betray the old master, and finally your heart is hard to calm down?"

Lu Youzhi said, "It's up to you to think about it."

Zhao Shen was silent for a moment, then suddenly said bitterly: "Come on, I am not worthy to confess my feelings to you. I never read your letter, not because I never had any doubts, but because you proved your sincerity. From this it can be seen that your words are not difficult to understand, the root cause is that the friendship in this world is only mediocre."

He might be wrong, and he is still entangled in this.The last sentence, although it is an angry remark, has a lot of meaning.Even when I heard it in my ears, I felt my heart tremble, and I couldn't connect to anything else for a while.At this time, Zhou Gan said "send lamp oil" suddenly, Zhao Shen just said: "Get out!" but Zhou Qian had already stepped in.

Zhao Shen looked at him coldly and knew what he was thinking about.With Zhou Qian's cleverness, he presumably felt that the intention in the inner account was wrong.He didn't know what it was for, he just thought that the two of them could no longer be in a stalemate, and now he came to give the general a step down, so he could turn around slowly, and said: "General, the outer couch has been packed..."

Before the conversation was over, Zhao Shen sneered and said: "Who told you to come in? Besides, this is my sleeping tent, why should I go out."

Having said this, Zhou Gan didn't dare to say any more, and retreated out in embarrassment.Zhao Shen clasped his hands on his knees, suppressing the attack again; Lu Youzhi lowered his eyebrows, only looked at the square inch of ground in front of him, and said nothing.Both of them were sitting still, only to be cast shadows on the wall by the flames.

Their hesitation at the moment seems to be because of this sudden letter.But the root of this distress is actually because of the current situation, the time has come for the two of them to have an explanation.

After a long while, Zhao Shen said in a low voice: "I was impatient and slipped my words just now, don't worry about it. It's just that you don't want to tell me about the difficulties in your heart, I..." His voice was astringent and deep, but finally he just gritted his teeth and remained silent.

Lu Youzhi tilted his head slightly, at this moment he had nothing to say, and he couldn't bear to look at Zhao Shen's expression.If we talk about difficulties, his difficulty is that he is a spy of the enemy army besieging the city, and he should not have survived here.And the solution to this difficulty has always been there, so why is it so difficult to do it with the word "death".It's just that whether it's him or Zhao Shen, people say they have feelings because they always have difficult decisions.

Since the first day of this matter, the pros and cons, and the two of them debating face to face and thinking behind their backs, have gone through thousands of twists and turns.With the minds of the two of them, how can they not know the absurdity of self-imposed demands.But people are lucky, and they always hope to have a chance to turn around when they are in a desperate situation.

The tent was quiet for a while, at first Zhao Shen's deep breathing could be heard, but after a while, even this sound subsided.It was the sound of the wind outside the tent at night, rolling the curtains and rustling, like sobbing.

For a long time, I only heard Zhao Shen calling: "Yuanchang..." Lu Youzhi looked up, and Zhao Shen was also staring at him intently, but his distant and indifferent expression seemed to pass through him and look towards the distant sky, especially his voice was like a slanting sun. According to the photo, inexplicable melancholy smeared in his heart.

Lu Youzhi couldn't help but blurted out: "Ah Shen?"

Zhao Shen kept silent.Putting aside the panic just now, he can actually guess how much Lu Youzhi is thinking under this moment of quiet thinking.Waiting to look at Lu Youzhi's silent eyes, his heart went back and forth several times, and he said after a while, "Yuanchang, you go."

The sound of these few words is not high, but they come out of nowhere; it seems like a piece of shiny jade is smashed to the ground suddenly, the sound is like jade, and the words are clear and crisp.Lu Youzhi seemed to see countless jade shavings splashing in front of his eyes, he never thought that Zhao Shen would say this; his eyes were stung by the light, and his heart was hollowed out.Then there was buzzing in the ears, the light and shadow in front of the eyes flickered, and the heart was in a mess.He wanted to say that since he had promised to "stay with him to the end", how could he do such a thing like abandoning the ship at this moment; he also wanted to ask Zhao Shen, did he really think he was a ruthless person?

His heart was palpitating, and his fingers felt as if they were being pricked by steel needles. He could only bite his lower lip tightly, and his whole body could not stop trembling slightly.However, he was stunned for a while, and finally smiled wryly.All of these things don't really matter.If he leaves by himself, Zhao Shen will be free from hidden dangers, isn't this exactly what he wants?Now that he has said this, his heart should be light.

Thinking of this, he wanted to answer with a smile, but he felt that the muscles of his cheeks were stiff, and the corners of his lips couldn't hold back a smile.Knowing that his expression must be very strange at this moment, he hurriedly turned his head away, just wanting to calm down, but his forehead still couldn't stop beating, followed by a sharp pain.He couldn't help but frowned and snorted softly, and couldn't help raising his hand to his forehead, but his arm was suddenly held by someone.

Only Zhao Shen said slowly: "Yuanchang, you can hear that the wind is blowing." His voice was solid and clear, and every word in this silence seemed to echo with the edges and corners of gold and stone.

Lu Youzhi only felt that the confusion in his heart was slowly calming down under the control of the man, and his mind was clear again, and he responded in a low voice: "Huh?"

Zhao Shen said: "It's autumn, this is the west wind. This wind should come from Longhua Mountain." He took a breath, and said, "This season in the mountains, the weather and scenery are the most suitable. That is, there is no impetuosity in midsummer, and the vegetation has not yet decayed. The sky is high and the air is crisp, and the sun is shining like a brook flowing over pebbles. If you go to the mountains at this time, you can listen to the wind coming from the west and watch the water flow to the east. It turns out that the most comfortable and unrestrained thing in the world is the clear wind and flowing water. This In seasons, when I was young, it was time to go hunting with my father. Whenever the horse galloped, I felt that the road ahead was flat and the mountains and rivers were in front of me. On the way home, my father would often let the horse rein on the horse and play the pipa, and everyone whistled Composing songs, I simply forget my form. This is the most carefree and carefree time in my life, but I didn’t realize it at that time.”

When he narrated the past, his expression did not look melancholy, but instead made people feel solemn. He concentrated for a moment and said: "There are always many ties in the world, and it is rare to let go. I know the pain now, but I can't get rid of it after all. But since I know the pain, I shouldn't embarrass others anymore."

His vision of galloping thousands of miles as a soldier and horse when he was young, is he imprisoned in this lonely city by the world.Lu Youzhi didn't know what Zhao Shen was feeling. His fingernails pierced his palm, but he finally smiled and said, "But Feng Shui also turns, I'm afraid there is nothing in this world that is truly free. Why do you say that."

He saw Zhao Shen shaking his head lightly, and when he looked down again, Zhao Shen's fingers gradually spread across his forearm.The fingers trembled slightly as if they were forcibly separated by someone.How much reluctance here is, how can words describe it.While Lu Youzhi was in a daze, Zhao Shen's palm had already been released, and his arm fell downward as if he lost consciousness for a moment, but his heart beat suddenly at the moment of falling, and before he could recover, his palm turned over and was held on Zhao Shen's wrist superior.

The moment Lu Youzhi touched Zhao Shen's wrist, Lu Youzhi felt that his fingertips were as cold as ice.Under this grip, Zhao Shen also trembled.

No matter how well one cultivates the city, the mind does not pay words, but the true feelings are always difficult to conceal.The two were so silent relative to each other, with their hands clasped together, there was nothing else to say.

After a long time, Zhao Shen said in a deep voice: "I know that you have no home or country to return to when you go out at this time. This is because I am tired of you. But no matter how difficult it is, I beg you to live in peace." He added, "This A few days ago, it was still safe, so I will find an opportunity to send Zhou Gan to send you out of the city gate. From then on, the world will open up, and there will be no need to pay attention to these grievances."

Seeing his solemn expression, Lu Youzhi thought to himself: "My family and country have long been nothing but jokes. As for grievances, it is difficult to judge. I am afraid that I will not have a refreshing thing in my life, and there will be nothing in the three-way road in the future." Where to go. However, your uprightness in this life should not be burdened by me; I can only call you A Shen in my heart." His face was already straightened, and he said: "General, please take care."

In this short sentence, there is a lot of determination.As for the reminder, Zhao Shen also understood, after a moment of silence, he finally nodded with a smile.Seeing that Lu Youzhi also smiled at him faintly, he closed his eyes for a moment.There was a smile on the corners of his lips, but his heart was like a knife gouging out blood, and his ribs were pierced with pain when he breathed.He should leave at this time, but this departure may be a forever farewell.When he was about to get up, there were noisy and chaotic shadows in front of his ears and eyes.The copper and iron walls he had built with all his efforts just now were crumbling, and his mind was dizzy; Zhao Shen just wanted to find another support, so he couldn't help leaning his head and neck into Lu You's arms, and murmured vaguely for a while: "Yuan Chang , you will allow me to be presumptuous for another night."

The author has something to say:

Well, this kind of enthusiasm for not speaking directly is too hypocritical OTL

Speaking of which, it is one of the most unbearable scenes that I can’t bear when someone wants to hang up at a critical moment, but my friends still refuse to leave. ……