Cannon fodder in the entertainment industry

(One)

When I saw Lin Qingning for the first time, he was holding an umbrella in his hand and was soaking wet. There was no one in the whole street under the heavy rain.He walked leisurely in the rain alone, as elegant as shopping, with a straight spine, and looked very special from a distance. I was 16 years old and he was 14 years old that year.

(two)

"My name is Ye Juncheng, what about you?" My brain twitched, and I pulled him into the car directly. Such a heavy rain would make people feel sick.

He looked at me coldly, without saying a word, through the headlights I saw a delicate face like an angel, with amber pupils, peach blossom eyes, and fair skin that was almost transparent.The whole body was drenched by the rain, and the water droplets slid down the hair, and the wet clothes clearly outlined the thin figure.

In this deserted street, he walked alone in the middle of the road, like an angel who fell into the mortal world.At this moment, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart, accompanied by the beating of the heart, and there was a heavy sound.

He looked at me fixedly, his erratic eyes seemed to penetrate my soul directly.He smiled, and his ears exploded in an instant.

People like me never believe in love at first sight.But now for some reason, the breathing gradually became rough.

Such a small and sealed space in the car seems to be easier for some kind of emotion to ferment.

"Lin Qingning."

I immediately remembered this wonderful name.

I asked if there was anything I could help him with.

But he smiled, and there was an indescribably enchanting smile in his smile, how could there be such a person, the youthful innocence and infinite charm were subtly blended together.Straight into my heart.

"Can you make my father bankrupt?"

When he said this, I was completely stunned.He still laughed.I think I was wrong, he is not an angel at all, but a demon from hell, coquettish but with an irresistible taste.

After careful questioning, he found out that his father was just a flooring and building materials dealer. He was born as a phoenix man, and he drove his mother crazy. Every day, the mistress called him, all of which were unsightly insults and other recordings.

40 year old man, 20 year old woman, fresh*.Superb means can make a man not even want his home.Wholeheartedly fall in love with this person who is enough to be his daughter.

I laughed, it was so easy for me.Promise him that he will finish this matter within three months.

At that moment, he blinked his eyes wide and asked me what I wanted in return.

Fair skin, bright red lips, silently outline the enchanting face.He was a smart man, well aware of this advantage, and made the best of this silent seduction every moment.

I said: Then you will stay with me forever!How far is forever, I don't know, I just saw such a sad, lonely but enchanting demon wanting to imprison him by my side.Don't let others get involved.Such a smart man should not be at the bottom of society.

When he was in a daze, he was unexpectedly cute, and his eyes were complicated: "For a lifetime?" It seemed to be unbelievable.

At that time, I didn't know that these three words were what he hated the most in his life. His father had told his mother and him as well.But in the recording, he also said the same to Xiaosan.

These three words mean the lie.And it's clumsy.

"That's right." I answered him.

Unexpectedly, he laughed, the laughter was harsh, and I frowned.

"It's impossible for you to let me stay with you for the rest of your life?" He blinked, showing a little naughty taste.

"Why?" I was not convinced by his statement.

He didn't answer my question, but instead had a worldly look in his eyes.I don't like his appearance, how old is she now, after a while he said: "Well, for the sake of helping me, I will love you for one more day." He spoke with a hint of cynicism.

That year, I was 16 years old and he was 14 years old.We made some sort of pact, and that day is forever etched in my mind.

(three)

We live together every day.He is smarter than I imagined, and he completed the original seven-year course in two years.For me these years, I have stayed on campus and minored in an acting department.

With his superb comprehension combined with his outstanding appearance, many companies approached him before he graduated.Little success in this line.But the mentor was very dissatisfied with him, because he never made an intimate scene, not even a kiss.

This word reached my ears, and I was quite curious. He smiled as a matter of course: "The object is not you, so I can't get involved." I laughed out loud, with a very smug expression.At that time, the girlfriends around me were all in charge.And he knew it, as if he didn't care at all.

That time when I was hugging and kissing a model, this guy came in suddenly, and when he saw it, he smiled and said, "Sorry to bother you."

I lost my mind when he hit me like this.He hurriedly dressed and let the beauty go.

When I went out, I saw him busy in the kitchen, frying a steak.He doesn't like to eat things in restaurants, and he has to make them himself every time.

It was no surprise to see me coming out, and said with a smile, "I took your share!" The smile was bright.

He was smart and didn't ask anything, but it made me a little depressed. Does he really like me?I can't feel it.do i like himI have no idea.But the only thing that is certain is that he is different to me.

I majored in directing, and he likes to stick by my side every time, watching me edit the film, as quiet as a good cat.Every time I see him so well-behaved, there is always an indescribable tenderness in my heart.

"When you become a director in the future, I will make your films!"

"Okay!" I said casually, "Let's shoot GV!"

His face turned red immediately: "Shameless." After finishing speaking, he left, leaving me where I was laughing.

That year, I was 19 years old and he was 17 years old. I made up my wish to be a director.

(four)

He still decided to go abroad.At that time, he was always very annoying, and every time he called overseas, he hesitated to speak.

The last time he called, he could even hear that he drank a lot of wine: "Someone likes me."

"That's your business."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, and it took a long time before he said, "Got it!"

Half a month later, the people who went abroad with him told me on MSN that he was messing with a Mexican.I'm neither sad nor upset: "Is that man nice to him?"

"obedience!"

He never called me again.But every New Year's Eve, he would fly back for more than ten hours and stay with me for a day before leaving.

We are like two strangers, but we have some kind of bond.It's messy and unreasonable.

Things about him can always be passed back to my ears, like a flirtatious devil, always playing with other people's feelings, and the bed partner has changed one after another.Even some people threatened to commit suicide, but he was indifferent.Obviously he provoked others first.

Everyone knew what kind of person he was, but his side was never absent, and those people were still flying like moths to the flames.

He graduated from acting department.Unexpectedly, he did not make his acting debut, but started a business instead.I was 25 years old that year and he was 23 years old.

(six)

We had a fight, the first and worst.It ended with me slamming the door and leaving, I know, our relationship is over.

He is not the little white rabbit back then, and I am not the flower protector back then.

After so many years, we know each other so well.There are too many mistrusts in the middle, no matter how beautiful the castles built in the air are, they will collapse one day.

My play began to win awards frequently.When I returned to China, I took over my own company and made my debut as a cutting-edge director by the way.Filmed a "Martial Arts"

That day, after watching a bad scene on the set that day, my brother actually filmed a good scene. I watched it a few times, and it was very good.I see a shadow that I feel familiar with.

After inquiring about it, I found out that his name is Shen Qinghe, and I am very proud of his obsessive eyes.The acting skills are also nothing to say.I like it very much.Although there were many twists and turns in raising the idea of ​​nurturing, he agreed.

He has a sensitive body.Well-behaved temperament, and only me in the eyes.It makes me feel indescribable.For so many years, the people around me have changed countless people, and what kind of people have never played.But now I'm a little tired.Just happened to meet him.

I hit him that day.He said wearily: "I don't want to quarrel with you!" I suddenly regretted it in my heart.Don't I like him, why should I hurt him.

After so many years of living among flowers, I seem to have lost the ability to love.This made me panic.

Every time I see Shen Qinghe, I always try to find the shadow of that person in him, but I can't find it. His domineering, proud and deceptive temperament is very different.

At the beginning, I rejected a 100% love, but now God probably wants me to cherish the person in front of me.

I planned to treat him well, but I didn't expect that person to come back again.He put down his identity and came back voluntarily.He said: "I miss you!" I suddenly felt a long-lost feeling in my heart.

(Seven)

I'm sorry, but I ended up hurting him, nothing was right with him, and all I could think about was someone else.

He left sadly.

Between us we don't know whose fault it is.Maybe the timing is wrong, when I love him the most, he is not by my side, time can really dilute everything, no one stays in place forever.

God must not want me to live too smoothly.I lost Shen Qinghe!

My whole life has been smooth. If there is anything that makes me feel like a devastating blow, it is probably that time. I work overtime.Three years, more than 1000 days, every day is a fatal torture for me.

He called me again and told me about Shen Qinghe.I was so excited that I almost couldn't hold the phone.Bought the first flight ticket.

When I got off the plane, I saw him coming to pick me up from a distance.with a smile.Time really loved him too much.His appearance did not diminish at all, but added a maturity.

I started to live in Shen Qinghe's house with a shameless face.

Hearing the pain he has suffered in these years, my heart feels like a knife, wishing I could bear it all for him.

But fortunately, Lin Qingning was by his side when he was in the most difficult time.

Those who have not experienced the excitement of regaining something will not understand it.

Thank goodness I got him back.

Looking at Xiao Bao's sleeping state, his eyes were filled with soft light.It is hard to forget in my heart for a long time, and I am willing to exchange all my money for the stability of this world.

postscript

The most correct thing I did in my life was to pick up Lin Qingning on that rainy night.Although we were not together in the end, his figure runs through all my youthful memories. Because of him, I can make up for the regrets in life.

I asked him, when will he also find one?

He laughed and said: Me?May be alone forever.

I instantly remembered that rainy night that year, when he said to me with sparkling eyes: "I will love you for one more day."

bless you!