Cannon fodder in the entertainment industry

Shen Qinghe sat beside the crossroads, watching the vehicles on both sides speeding past him.Suddenly there is no direction.He didn't know where he should go.what should be done.

After spending such a long time in the film crew, he has no other survival skills, and has nothing but a graduation certificate from the Film Academy.

Except for the basement that I rented for two months before entering the film industry, the rest are spent on the set.For so many years, it was nothing more than changing from one hotel to another. Others always overwhelmed with more things, but he did the opposite. The things in the suitcase were changed and reduced, and the remaining things were just enough to fill a suitcase.This is all his luggage and belongings.

Now he stands at the intersection, watching people coming and going, without any sense of belonging.Not sure where to go!

If it is purely measured by money, he will quit.Also a big winner. 26 years old is not very old in society.That is to say, after graduating from a senior year, with two years of work experience, the salary of an average person rises from more than 2000 to 100 to [-].And he already has more than [-] million in his card.There is a villa in Beijing.By that measure, it doesn't seem bad.

He was struggling in the circle and was always thrown to the edge. Sometimes he would suddenly wake up from sleep and immediately check the time on his mobile phone, for fear of delaying the night and morning scenes. He was at a loss before the time came.That feeling of being alone.As if his life was a joke.The honor and glory that others can get at their fingertips are hard for him to achieve in his whole life.

At that time, producers often called him to ask him to talk about his ideals in life, and he became angry after being rejected one by one.For this reason, he was kicked out of the set many times in the middle of filming.Tear up the contract and stop using him.

Just because he refused to accept that unspoken rule.

But in fact, he insisted hard, but was hooked away by a person with a single finger, and he couldn't even think of resisting at all.In fact, in fact, he is also a hypocrite.

With a wry smile on the corner of Shen Qinghe's mouth, he dragged the box to the airport.Bought the earliest ticket home.

Returning to the root of the fallen leaves, he seems to have coldly rejected any invitation to go home these years, but in fact he has not punished himself for a second.He hated himself why he didn't care much about his sister at that time, and why he had to go to school the day the accident happened.If I could have known earlier.If he had taken her away and had the courage to bear with her no matter what the consequences were, perhaps that thing would not have happened.

People cannot choose their parents, but they can control their own life.It's a pity that her sister, who is as beautiful as a flower, never has the chance to see the world again.

When returning to the neighborhood.He began to tremble uncontrollably.The fear in his heart seemed to have turned into a wild beast, ready to devour him at any moment.

He didn't even know what he was afraid of, but he didn't dare to go in.

"Uncle, you have been standing here for a long time, are you waiting for someone?" A five or six-year-old girl stepped forward and asked.It was the first time I saw such a handsome uncle.Little girls also have a weak sense of gender, and naturally like people who are beautiful.

Shen Qinghe was taken aback for a moment, then put on a gentle smile and said: "Uncle can't find a home!"

The little girl blinked her eyes and said, "How much is your housework? Tell me, and I will definitely help you find it."

"I don't know." There was a little helplessness in Shen Qinghe's smile.

"Why don't you know?" The little girl didn't understand: "Don't you want to go home, don't you miss your parents?"

Shen Qinghe didn't know which nerve was touched by her words.Tears rolled down in an instant.

The little girl was taken aback, only to think that this uncle, who was even more handsome than the most handsome teacher in the school, actually cried, and she was the one who made him cry.Immediately terrified.He took two steps back and ran straight away.

Shen Qinghe was sitting on the bench in the community.Tears are like a floodgate that has burst.Cry so sadly.He lowered his head deeply.buried in his chest.

Home……

homesick!

Shen Qinghe felt that he was the happiest person when he was a child.Dad would lift him over his head and let him sit on his neck and laugh all day long.Mom can make the best meals in the world.And the sister will leave all the best things to him.

Such a good home finally fell apart.

After crying for a long time, I couldn't extricate myself when the emotion came up.Suddenly there were two feet in front of him: "What's wrong with you, sir?" It was a very gentle female voice.

Shen Qinghe raised his head, his long and curly eyelashes were still glistening with tears.Eyes are red.It looks as pitiful as a small animal.

He is not an extremely handsome guy in the light and shadow world of the entertainment industry.But it is definitely one of the best in the real world.All of his clothes are worth [-] to [-] yuan.It looks low-key but very textured.

He looks handsome and handsome, and he has a different style all over his body.Can't tell, but very comfortable.

The woman was stunned for a moment and said: "My daughter asked me to come out and take a look, but I don't know what happened. What's wrong?"

The child hidden behind the woman poked his head out from time to time.Cute Wushuang is not the girl just now.

Shen Qinghe wiped his eyes, and said: "I'm sorry, I must have scared her." His voice was like a burst of clear spring.Inadvertently entered the human mind.

Women can be regarded as people who are used to the world, and they still have a feeling of being electrocuted.Look at the suitcase next to him, and he said with extraordinary bearing: "You are not a local, are you?"

Shen Qinghe said: "I'm here to find someone!"

"Who are you looking for?" The woman asked curiously: "If you have any difficulties, you must open your mouth. I am the community director here. I know everyone here."

He was in a very strange mood right now and said: "I'm looking for Shen Xuan!"

Shen Xuan is his real name.It was only when I entered university that I changed my name to Shen Qinghe.Even though this woman also went online, she didn't feel that the person in front of her had any connection with Shen Qinghe, who was very lively on the Internet.

"He's missing!" the woman sighed, "You're late."

Shen Qinghe was taken aback, he was just a small person, no one would know him at all, he never thought that this woman could say a thing or two.Feeling emotional in my heart, I really hit the right button: "Then how about his family?"

The woman said: "It's also to blame for the crime. Shen Xuan has a sister named Shen Qi, who is very beautiful. But she found a husband who didn't suit her. Her man is also incompetent. He pretends to be a grandson on the outside and beats his wife on the inside. In the end, Shen Qi couldn't stand it and committed suicide. It is said that she was pregnant when she died, which was a crime. When everyone was busy with her, Shen Xuan, the younger brother of the sophomore, ran away from home. They are all top-notch results.”

In a small city, good things don't go out, but bad things spread thousands of miles.It was quite a sensation back then.

Shen Qinghe opened his mouth, hesitated to speak several times, wanted to say something but dared not say it.After a while, he said, "What about their parents?

The woman said: "His father tried his best to find his son-in-law, and frightened the bitch to lie under the bed and dare not come out. Chaimen went in, pulled him out and hacked him. The bitch's family quit. Sue his father. These things I was still in a lawsuit in [-], and I have been talking about compensation. I saw his mother a few days ago. He was leading a pair of puppies. The son and daughter barked affectionately. It’s also pitiful.”

Shen Qinghe felt uncomfortable and said, "Thank you." He got up and said goodbye.

The woman is still slightly puzzled?Could this person be a relative of the Shen family?The little girl heard it clearly from behind, and said: "Goodbye, uncle."

"Goodbye." Shen Qinghe smiled slightly at her.

After she left, the little girl said: "Why is that person so bad? After bullying others, he still wants to sue her father."

The woman couldn't help but laugh when she heard the daughter's innocent words: "Yes. But this bad guy also got bad rewards and was fired from his job. No woman dares to marry him anymore. He is almost [-] and still a bachelor So, little girl, please remember to be a good person in the future."

"I'm just a good person. I'm the best and best kid in our family." She puffed out her chest.

The mother and daughter went home hand in hand.Talking and laughing all the way, the picture is so harmonious, which makes people yearn for it.

Shen Qinghe returned home anyway.The contents of the suitcase have been changed again and again, but this key has always been placed in his mezzanine. It is usually invisible, but it has never been discarded.

Gently turned the door with the key.The lock hasn't been changed yet.

As soon as he entered the door, two Pomeranians, one big and one small, rushed over and yelled at him several times.

"Eldest son, what are you calling nonsense?" A wrinkled woman who was over fifty came out.The moment he saw Shen Qinghe.Plop down and sit on the ground.

The two puppies didn't understand what happened, and rushed to her side.Licked her hand.It seemed to be silently comforting her.

"Son. My son..." Her tears fell instantly.The voice is not high, but the sadness makes people want to cry inexplicably.

Shen Qinghe obviously missed her so much, but when facing her, he didn't even shed a tear.Just looked at my mother so coldly.It seems to be looking at the eyes of strangers.

He changed into his slippers and walked directly to the small room where he lived in the past.

All furnishings remain the same.Even the reference books are still from the sophomore year of high school.The room was cleaned spotlessly, as if time was frozen there.

Shen Qinghe walked in.My heart is full of emotion.

I just felt that there was someone standing behind me, and when I looked back, my mother was already in tears, wiping the corners of her eyes with dry hands, looking at him cautiously, but she didn't dare to speak.

"When did you come back?" She mustered up the courage to ask.

Shen Qinghe's expression was numb.

"I miss you, and your sister."

When he heard this title again, he couldn't help holding back his anger: "You..."

"Mom, I apologize to you. Why haven't you heard from you all these years? Mom is sorry for you, and Mom is sorry for your sister!" She regretted after she started posting.Why did such a good daughter force her to death?What the hell is face?When I looked back, my son was gone, along with my ID card and a schoolbag.

Over the years, she has regretted more and more, and she is immersed in memories almost every moment.Thinking of her chance to go crazy.I wondered if he was cold outside, whether he had eaten or not.I wonder if it's hard for him to be outside.wondered if he was still alive.She knew she was wrong.Made a heinous mistake!

Now that she has received her retribution, when she should have spent her life, she has nothing!

She thought about it, if her son was still alive, as long as he was alive, no matter what, she would love him.

More and more tears, more and more old...

Shen Qinghe looked at her increasingly hunched body, and felt very uncomfortable: "Mom..."

She originally thought that she would never see him again in this life, but God had mercy on her.Let her hear the voice again: "Son." She burst into tears.like a child.Under the feet, the two puppies scorched and turned around.

Shen Qinghe hugged her.She is much thinner.

"I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! My little Qi, my little cotton-padded jacket, she has suffered so much in her life, I cheated her to death, I killed her alive!" Over the years, the old lady Not a day goes by without living in regret.

It's a pity that no one listened to her.Heart bitter, has been buried in the bottom of my heart.

Now I see my son who disappeared for a long time.This feeling can no longer be suppressed.

"Mom, don't cry, it's not good for your health." Shen Qinghe hated her all these years.Now it's not that I don't hate, it's that a kind of discomfort spreads from the bottom of my heart to the top of my heart.

She hugged her son tightly.I was afraid that he would disappear without a trace when he opened his hand.She married early, and when her peers first got married, she had already taken her children to the vegetable market to bargain.To be strong in life, I can't help but compare myself with others.

The better off her children are, the more face she has.Later, I insisted on marrying my daughter because I heard people say that if a woman marries a man at a low price, he will treat her twice as well.

He was deceived by that man's fake courteous appearance again.Thought it was a great thing.The daughter said again and again: Don't think about it, just treat it as a young couple quarreling.Until the puddles of red dazzling blood.She woke up suddenly.It was she who killed her daughter.

No matter how long she cried, Shen Qinghe was by her side for so long, she cried until her voice became hoarse, and no more tears could flow from her eyes.I barely stopped crying.

"Mom, where is my dad?" Shen Qinghe didn't see another person.

The old lady said: "I don't have any money, so I'm going to hide."

"How much?" Shen Qinghe asked.

"20." The old lady became cautious when she saw her son, for fear that the wrong words would make her son unhappy.

Every time you say a word, you have to carefully look at his face.

Shen Qinghe opened the suitcase, and there were three 10,000+ in it.Said: "The money, you paid him the fine. I have other things and I can't stay here for too long."

The old lady has never seen so much cash in her life, and it is a miracle that her son survived when he was young. I didn’t look at him just now, but now I see that he is dressed in decent clothes, and I feel bad. : "You are not a criminal, are you?"

"No." Shen Qinghe replied lightly.

"Then where did the money come from?" She was a little dazed.

Shen Qinghe said to her: "This is your son's selling money, and it was sold to a man." He said word by word.Seeing her pale face in an instant.There is a distorted pleasure in my heart.

Taking revenge on others is not taking revenge on yourself.