Cannon fodder in the entertainment industry

It's been more than half a year since I saw you.Looking at Shen Qinghe's slightly thinner appearance, he couldn't help complaining: "Even if you are filming, you must pay attention to your body. I told you a long time ago. But you have never taken it seriously." I have known him for many years. It was like this from the beginning.Even if someone has a headache, he will definitely not delay the filming. He has to finish filming his scenes before going to the hospital.Fortunately, he is strong and not afraid of tossing.Over the past few years, no matter the severe cold or hot summer, I have been soaking in the crew, acting in those soy sauce scenes.I don't know if such a hard-working and almost desperate role will be played on the screen.Sometimes Cheng Yu is really worthless for him.If it is not the entertainment industry but any position in the society, the return will be far greater than it is now.

does it worth?

Is it really worth it to toss your body like this for a small role?

The entertainment industry is like the epitome of this glitzy world.Personal efforts, noble support and luck are indispensable.Maybe it's because the brilliance on the top is so dazzling that people have to sharpen their heads and have to work hard to get in, but there are so many people with dreams, how can the goddess of luck care about it?

The entertainment industry is probably the most unfair existence. Those stars who sneezed would make headlines, and the hard-working bottom would not cause any effect even if they were exhausted on the set.

He has seen the flashy and prosperous Internet. Cheng Yu's father is a first-generation filmmaker, and he has been growing up in this circle.It's like saying that he has never left the circle in his life, but he is a little tired now.This unfounded prosperity is only temporary.Not only will it have no impact, but it will leave a dark foundation of history.

If it becomes popular, it will be used as a joke anytime.It can't be washed off in a lifetime.It's a shame to be told that a man committed himself to another man's bed.

Shen Qinghe sat on the sofa, maybe his physical weakness hadn't recovered, and he felt very tired without doing anything.I just bought a few bottles of beer and side dishes in a hurry at the supermarket.Put it out: "Okay, I know you care about me, so I came to ask you for a drink today."

Cigarettes and alcohol are really good things, they can numb his nerves, he rarely gets them, but there are times when he can't bear it.Just now he wanted to go back after shopping, but he forgot how to go back.The villa Ye Juncheng donated, although he went in and out several times, he always forgot where it was, and A Li left after completing the discharge procedures for him.Now he has nowhere to go but the hotel and Chengyu's house.

Cheng Yu's speech is a bit sissy, and his personality is very feminine. He usually chatters, and he hates cigarettes and alcohol the most.But Shen Qinghe had nowhere to go.Friends for many years, he should not throw himself out.

Chengyu's house is as messy as most homeboys, but he never touches alcohol and tobacco.You especially hate doing this in his house, but this time he didn't get mad, instead he said: "Okay." This is definitely his greatest tolerance.

Shen Qinghe raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "You are still welcome."

He is always meek and docile in front of outsiders. He is rarely so mischievous, and his appearance is not bad at first, but now he has a beauty that captivates all living beings.

Even Chengyu couldn't help but blush when he saw the old man's face.The more I get in touch with him, the more attractive I feel.The faint feeling on him is usually not strong, but after a long time of contact, the shadow will gradually become three-dimensional and vivid, and his smile or sadness will move others' hearts from time to time.

Getting used to seeing Shen Qinghe, Cheng Yu now felt that none of the second-rate actors in the entertainment industry could compare with him.Whether it's professionalism, dedication or beauty.Even the line...

It's a pity that most people just laughed and said nothing about the saying that Wang Po sells melons.

Cheng Yu directly opened a can of beer and took a sip. The taste rushed into his mouth and he almost vomited. I really don't know why some people are fascinated by such a bad drink.

"You've lost a lot of weight." Cheng Yu looked him up and down, his body was thinner now, as if he could be blown away by a gust of wind.

"It's better to be thinner, to save weight." Shen Qinghe didn't care.

The longest time I spent with him, I always felt that the door of his heart was locked tightly.Never let anyone see what is going on in his heart.I have been using work to perfuse my life and owe my body.

Chengyu's nose is a little sore, why is there such a person, so indifferent, it is shocking, and he never takes his own affairs seriously, such a person really... makes his teeth itch with hatred.Sometimes I even doubt, what exactly does he want?

"Is there no contact at home yet?" Cheng Yu reluctantly took a sip of wine.

Shen Qinghe froze slightly, then smiled and said: "It's still the same." There was a strong bitterness in that smile that was almost indelible.

All these years have passed.

"You should go home too. After all, it's been a long time since those things happened." Cheng Yu's voice was unhurried.

But Shen Qinghe waved his hands again and again and said: "Today we only drink and don't talk about it." It was like this every time, and he never talked about this issue directly.

If it was before, Cheng Yu would have turned the topic over with a dry laugh.Who has no privacy.But now he must be prodded: "Enough. Can you stop deceiving yourself. Can escaping solve everything? When will you be able to face up to this matter?"

Bang... a loud bang.Shen Qinghe slammed the glass bottle of beer half full on the ground.With a loud noise, the glass shattered to the ground.And the foam of the beer.

Shen Qinghe's face was ashen, with a warning look in his eyes: "I said it, I don't want to talk about it." He said word by word.

Cheng Yu was stunned, he had never been so angry before.He clenched his fist tightly, his veins exposed.All the emotions on the face were condensed, and it was as heavy as water dripping down, and the body even trembled slightly uncontrollably.That was the deepest sorrow in his heart that he never wanted to talk about.

Cheng Yu has been the pride of heaven since he was a child, and has never been stared at by others before.With a cold face, he said: "Don't fucking call me, you find a mirror to take a look at you. People don't look like people, ghosts don't look like ghosts. You're just a shell all day long. Do you think Ye Juncheng can play with you for real?" Is it? Pooh! It’s just a rich young man who came to taste something new. I think there are as many people like you, and I stop at the gate of the Film Academy. At least younger than you, younger than you. Isn’t the family just such a mess? Who hasn't had any misery or encounters, and as for suffering all day long. You don't even care about your fucking body when filming a bad scene, who the hell are you punishing?"

Cheng Yu has always been unforgiving, especially when he wants to save face. It was the first time someone made trouble at home, and he couldn't keep his face. Looking at the glass scum all over the floor, he was even more angry.

Crackling, he and Shen Qinghe have been together for several years.Know where it hurts the most in his heart, and poke him the most painful place with the most hated words.

Sure enough, it is extremely hate-relieving.

Watching his face turn from blue to white, anger, sadness, helplessness, fragility and coldness are intertwined and inseparable, and finally turned into a tranquility.All those emotions disappeared without a trace on his face.

It's as if nothing ever happened.Cheng Yu hated his expression now, as if everything was careless, as if a soul had been taken away by someone, he was still alive, but he was not complete.

The beer flowed everywhere, and the ground was in chaos. Shen Qinghe took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry. I've been in a bad mood recently." It's always like this, just apologize so naturally, never again feel wronged or uncomfortable.As if none of this had happened.

If that's how it's supposed to grow up, he's done well.

Cheng Yu watched him get angry, but didn't want to leave, so he went back to the computer in anger.But the ears froze.

Shen Qinghe found a broom to clean up all the dross, and then wiped it with a rag.He has always cleaned the room by himself, so he is no stranger to this set of procedures.Probably because of the rage just now, the force was too strong, the glass shards scattered, and the rest were taken away, but a big one was jumped to the door.

He picked up the fragment, but his mind was full of confusion.With his eyes closed, the glass shard pierced into his palm.

A slice of sharp pain.It made him sober up a lot in an instant: "Ah..." he yelled.Tears rolled down instantly.

Cheng Yuren was in front of the computer, but her heart was tied to him, and she heard his scream.Turn back immediately.His hands were covered with blood, and the blood dripped down the ground along the palm lines, dazzling red.

"Why are you so careless?" Cheng Yu immediately rushed up, seeing that he was holding a piece of glass tightly in his hand and not letting go, he instantly understood, this guy...

Shen Qinghe cried, crying a little sadly.

He's a man, he can't show his vulnerability to others.Now that he is injured, he can cry!

Home is a distant memory for him, his father's drinking and gambling, his mother's full of complaints, only his sister has always taken care of her, it is not an exaggeration to say that the two depend on each other for life.

Like many people.It was no different, and there was a later period that he didn't want to recall.

Just after graduating from university, my mother urged my sister to go on a blind date. In her eyes, what is the use of studying in someone else's family after going to university.Seeing that others can hold their grandchildren for a walk in the community also makes them envious.My sister insisted on marrying a strange-looking man.The elder sister quit, and she was beaten and scolded at least, and rolled all over the floor in the community, saying that she was not filial.

All day long: What woman is still not married at this age.

Then, looking for life and death, as if she was crazy, she said to her for the last time: If you don't marry, have you seen the railway on the other side?When the train comes, I will rush over there, and let the whole world see how unfilial you are.Then he coaxed and said: Our family has been with the ceremony for so many years, and it just happened to be collected. Good daughter, you get married first, even if you are unhappy, you can get a divorce.If you are not married, everyone in the community will say that you are sick. Where can I put my old face?

In the end, I couldn't bear to torture my sister and married.Within a year, my elder sister couldn't bear the domestic violence of that man, and wanted to divorce but was scolded by her mother, saying that the divorce made her lose face.He hid the marriage certificate alive and well, preventing her from going through the formalities.In the end, my sister still didn't think about it and did something that he regrets deeply even thinking about it now.It was found out after her death that she was three months pregnant.The real one dead and two dead.He is still suffering until now, what kind of torture can make the strong sister act so tragically?

He never came home after that.It's just to pay homage to my sister and the unborn little nephew every year during the Chinese New Year.