Path of Rebirth
Chapter 109
1 zero nine chapters
On the day of the child's [-]th day, the Luo family held a grand [-]th day banquet for Yang Yang, and invited many business partners or influential people in Haishi to their home.Luo Junfeng had always been worried that the child would be noisy on this day, but he did not expect that the child would cooperate surprisingly on this day. Even if Luo Junfeng carried him out and was surrounded by various people, he would all smile , causing everyone to praise the child as cute and good-natured, and to envy Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming in every way.
"Junfeng, give me the child, you go greet the guests." Seeing that the child's meal time was up, He Jiaming took the child from Luo Junfeng's hands.Although Xiao Yangyang has been very well-behaved today, He Jiaming still decided to feed him, so as not to mess with this little ancestor for a while, he opened his mouth and howled desperately, but he couldn't be coaxed.
Although Luo Junfeng usually looks disgusted towards the child, he has a lot of love for the child in his heart.Today the child was unexpectedly very close to him, he hugged him for a long time without humming, Luo Junfeng was actually very happy in his heart, so he let his son out with some reluctance.Because he doesn't know when, this little guy will turn his face and deny anyone again, and howl when he touches him!
"They will take care of those people's peace, I'll carry him to nurse." Luo Junfeng said, and motioned for He Jiaming to follow, and then the two went to the dining room together.
After arriving at the dining room, Luo Junfeng still did not put down the child, but sat on a wooden chair beside him with his arms in his arms, and He Jiaming went to make milk for the child himself.
"Smile." After He Jiaming went to the kitchen, Luo Junfeng was facing his son in his arms, his expression softened, and he seemed to be pleading, and said to his son.
But the child in his arms didn't seem to buy it, he just waited for his eyes and spit two mouthfuls of bubbles at the person in front of him...
"..." At this moment, Luo Junfeng's good mood because of his son's sense of fun just now disappeared.Because he always felt that those two mouthfuls of bubbles from that brat, if an adult, would definitely be... saliva!
"I'll throw you into the crib tonight!" In fact, since the baby was born, Luo Junfeng has said these words for countless times, but every time he was destroyed by the brat's crying.After seeing that he was already asleep, he gently put him into the crib, but before he could put it all down, this brat would definitely wake up and open his mouth to howl!As long as he cries, He Jiaming will say nothing and will not put him aside alone, but hug him back to his side, hugging him well.
When He Jiaming prepared the milk powder for the child and came out, he watched Luo Junfeng angrily staring at the child in his arms. To Luo Junfeng like this, He Jiaming was angry and funny. The child was only a few months old. What could he understand? Is it okay to be angry?
"What's wrong? Wasn't it fine just now?"
"He's been three months old, should he go back to his room?" Luo Junfeng remembered that the housekeeper's grandfather said that he never slept with his parents for a day, since he was born, he slept alone.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Yangyang is still so young, how can he sleep alone?" He Jiaming and Luo Junfeng are just the opposite. Li Yunxiu only prepared a separate room for him when he was almost three years old. She has always slept next to Li Yunxiu.So for a son who has just turned three months, he will feel wronged even if he is put in a crib, let alone let him sleep in another room alone.
"Sleep in a crib and put it in our room." Luo Junfeng looked completely determined this time, He Jiaming suppressed a smile and nodded.
"It's okay." Anyway, if Yang Yang starts to cry, Luo Junfeng himself will compromise, and it's okay to agree to him.
The two adults discussed it in this way, but the child who had always been obedient suddenly became unwell, and kept jumping up and down with his short legs and chubby hands, spitting bubbles from his mouth, as if I didn't do it.
"..." Looking at his son's reaction, Luo Junfeng became suspicious. Could this brat understand the adults' conversation?This reaction, no matter how you looked at it, seemed to be resisting the decision he and He Jiaming made just now.
"Jiaming, do you think our son will be a genius?" How likely is it that a child's IQ can be as old as a few months old?
"How can there be so many geniuses? Besides, how old do you have to be to recognize geniuses? How old is Yang Yang?"
"..." Luo Junfeng recently discovered that He Jiaming was talking to him more and more casually now, and the way they got along was the same as a couple who had been married for decades.He and He Jiaming have only known each other for more than a year. Because of the communication problems between the two, he thought he had many habits that He Jiaming might not know about.
But for some reason, He Jiaming didn't want what he thought at all. He Jiaming knew many of his little habits clearly.This surprised him, but he also reflected on it. It seems that He Jiaming really liked him from the very beginning, otherwise why would he secretly observe and write down his habits?Fortunately, he has been suspicious of He Jiaming for so long!It caused He Jiaming to be disappointed in him when he was first pregnant, and it made them almost divorce because of the misunderstanding caused by these communication problems.
After the two fed the child, they were not in a hurry to go out to entertain the guests, but took the child to their room.He Jiaming usually rarely comes into contact with strangers, so he is naturally not good at such occasions that require coping methods, but fortunately, there are An Ning and He Chengnian, the temperament of these two people is very suitable for today's occasion, and the two They are also hosts, so it is not impolite for them to deal with guests.
The two of them stayed with their children until it was almost time to see off the guests before going downstairs. After seeing off the guests, He Jiaming said that such parties should be held less at home in the future. He really didn't like having so many strangers in the house.
In the evening, Luo Junfeng went to the study to sort out the things he would use for work tomorrow, while He Jiaming put the child to sleep in the room.
"Son, can you let your dad sleep with us tonight?" Although the family of three slept on the same bed every night, almost every night it was He Jiaming who coaxed the child to sleep before Luo Junfeng went to bed.If one day He Jiaming and Luo Junfeng slept together, the children around him would definitely howl at the top of their throats, and wait until Luo Junfeng got out of bed with a dark face, then he would give him a good face, and then go to bed obediently.
Since the two got along well during the day today, He Jiaming decided to discuss it with his son. Although he knew that a three-month-old child could not understand what adults were saying, he felt that the child in his arms was not like other children. The child is a ghost and knows everything.
Looking at his son who was grinning and smirking, He Jiaming kissed his son's small face fiercely, and then carried his son to the bed and half-lyed on the bed, waiting for Luo Junfeng to return to his room.
When Luo Junfeng returned to the room, He Jiaming was holding the child and telling some inexplicable stories to the child.
"Does he understand?"
"Well, I should be able to understand." What He Jiaming told his son were the myths and stories about western gods that he told his son in his previous life, among which his favorites were those about Turkey.
"Not asleep yet?" Looking at his son who was still looking around with his eyes wide open, Luo Junfeng consciously sat on the sofa in the room instead of going directly to bed.
"Junfeng, come here, didn't Yangyang let you hug him today? Maybe he will let you hug him to sleep tonight?"
Hearing He Jiaming's words, Luo Junfeng completely forgot what he said today, got up excitedly, and was about to take the child from He Jiaming's hands...
"Wow..." the child cried...
"..."
"..." Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming were speechless now.
"I just said that this brat should sleep in his bed!" Now Luo Junfeng remembered his decision during the day, but it was useless to think about it now, he had to obediently get up and go to the side until He Jiaming coaxed the child , he can sleep.
He Jiaming coaxed the child, and after confirming that the child was really asleep, he gently got up and called Luo Junfeng who was about to fall asleep on the sofa.
"Junfeng, Junfeng, wake up, go to bed and sleep." It's getting late now, and the child probably won't wake up again.
"he has slept?"
"Well, ah... Junfeng, it's too late, it's time to go to bed." Luo Junfeng hugged him and pressed him on the sofa, but the person on his body didn't move.
Although He Jiaming had been in labor for three months and his body had already recovered, he and He Jiaming hadn't really gotten close to each other in the past few months.Luo Junfeng was extremely depressed when he thought of his son who would cry wildly as soon as he got close to He Jiaming!
"Let me hug."
"Junfeng..." There was a little grievance in Luo Junfeng's words, and He Jiaming also understood that since the child was born, most of his energy had been devoted to the child, and the child somehow rejected Luo Junfeng's closeness, so The two of them really haven't been together for a long time.
He raised his head and kissed Luo Junfeng proactively, then stretched out his arms to hug Luo Junfeng, arched his chest comfortingly, and said softly as if coaxing a child: "Junfeng, when Yang Yang is one year old, we will let him Would you like to sleep in a room by yourself?"
"Leave this alone!"
When Xiao Yangyang was sleeping soundly, he was suddenly woken up by his father's muffled groan, thinking that something had happened to his father, he opened his little eyes in shock!But as soon as he opened his eyes, what he saw was that his father was being pressed down by Luo Junfeng, his hands were still actively embracing Luo Junfeng's neck, the humming sound came out of his mouth, and the slightly shaking bed made that The child who was obviously only three months old blushed!
Xiao Yangyang was really annoyed, although he was no longer a child, but as a three-month-old baby, no matter how strong his will was, he still lost to the child's nature, and fell asleep accidentally, That's why Luo Junfeng had an opportunity to take advantage of it!In this situation, Xiao Yangyang didn't have the nerve to speak out, so he could only wave his little paw bitterly a few times, hoping that his father could see that he had woken up. A piece of clothing thrown over by Luo Junfeng covered him completely, let alone waving his hands now, even the bed-thumping father couldn't see it!So this night, the beds of Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming swayed for a long time, and the three of them slept on the same bed for the first time when they were awake~~
The author has something to say: the main text is finally over Bird~Sahuahua~~There is also a side story~ In addition, I want to write about Yang Yang and Le Yang, but I don’t know whether to write about them first or MAX, anyway. Both pairs are what I wanted to write from the beginning of this article. The idea of MAX’s pair was even before this article, but I have never dared to write, because I was afraid that I would spoil my favorite story. Now it seems that I still have the perseverance to write. Finished a not-so-short story~~hehe
☆, extra episode 1 (fate)
Episode 1 (Fate)
When Luo Wenyang was less than one year old, his two fathers put him in his own room. Of course, there was an extra bed in his room. Le Yang, who had always lived with Li Yunxiu, also lived with Luo Wenyang. go in.
Originally, He Jiaming had prepared two adjacent rooms for the two children, but Luo Junfeng put an extra cot in his son's room. According to Luo Junfeng, this was to cultivate the relationship between the two children.In fact, Luo Junfeng discovered a long time ago that his son seemed to like staying with Le Yang very much, except for He Jiaming, his son was the most obedient when he was with Le Yang.Thinking of his son who would keep crying every time he went to bed, forcing He Jiaming to carry him back to his room, Luo Junfeng came up with the idea that if Le Yang was allowed to live with him, this brat would be obedient, right? .
Things were indeed as Luo Junfeng had expected. Since the two children lived together, Yang Yang was a lot more honest when he went to bed at night, and the previous situation did not happen again.This night was also the same. When it was time for the children to sleep, He Jiaming covered the two children with quilts and left the two children's room.After He Jiaming left the room, Le Yang, who had been sleeping obediently all this time, secretly revealed his little head, looked in the direction of the gatekeeper, and found that his uncle had already left, so he easily turned over and got out of bed, and climbed up familiarly. bed next door to my younger brother.
"Brother." Le Yang is now more than three years old, and his stature has grown a lot. Compared with the little Baozi Yang Yang, who is still more than a year old, he really looks like a big brother.
"Le Yang, I'm going to bed now." Although everyone in the family was dissatisfied with Yang Yang calling Le Yang by his name, Le Yang seemed to like it very much, and Yang Yang refused to call him brother.Obviously, when he was only nine months old, he could call his father and grandma very well, and he could say a lot, but he just refused to speak about the word "brother".
"Oh, good night, brother." If it was someone else who saw a one-year-old child, turned his face and said to a three-year-old child in a serious manner, they should go to bed, maybe they would feel that they were hallucinating.But Le Yang was used to the scene in front of him, but this morning, he accidentally saw his uncle sending Uncle Luo off in the first half, and he kissed Uncle Luo, and Uncle Luo left very satisfied.He doesn't want to sleep yet, if brother Yangyang can kiss him, maybe he can sleep with satisfaction.
So Xiao Leyang, who couldn't sleep, turned his already white and chubby body sideways, and said to his younger brother who was obviously sleepy: "Brother, I can't sleep..." After finishing speaking, he put himself in vain. Jingjing's little face moved closer to his brother's mouth.
"Sleep, I can't play now."
"? Don't play, I think..." Forget it, if my brother doesn't kiss me, I can kiss my brother.After thinking of this, Le Yang, who was not cooperating with his younger brother, immediately became happy again, and directly stretched out his hand to hold down his younger brother who couldn't resist him, and kissed his younger brother...on the mouth!
"..." Xiao Yangyang didn't expect that the first kiss he saved for two lifetimes would just disappear...
"Brother, it's not like this, here and here." Le Yang remembered that his uncle kissed Uncle Luo's face, not his mouth, so he was very dissatisfied with the kiss he just had, so he pointed to his younger brother's small face, indicating that he had to be there. Just a kiss there.After speaking, Le Yang acted and wiped the drool on Xiao Yangyang's face again...
"..."
"Good night, brother." Now I am satisfied and can sleep peacefully.But Xiao Yangyang couldn't sleep anymore...
When Xiao Yangyang was three years old, Le Yang had already started school, so every day during the day Xiao Yangyang was with the housekeeper's grandpa or grandma.During the daytime when there is no father and Le Yang, what Xiao Yangyang does the most is sneak into Luo Junfeng's study behind the back of the housekeeper's grandfather, and read all kinds of books that he would never understand at his age.
On this day, Yang Yang was planning to go upstairs after his father went to work and Le Yang went to school, but the housekeeper grandpa carried him into the yard and insisted on letting him sit on his new swing, saying that it was It was specially made for him and brother Leyang.
The small swing is very delicate and cute, and a layer of soft cloth is sewn on the wooden board in the middle, so even if the child sits for a long time, the child's little butt will not feel uncomfortable.There are also chains on both sides, which are dyed a powder blue that children will love.The grandpa housekeeper proudly stood aside, waiting for Yang Yang to show a surprised expression, and then flung himself into his arms to act coquettishly.Unexpectedly, Xiao Yangyang didn't show any expression when he saw the swing, he just said, "Grandpa, the swing is very beautiful, Le Yang should like it, I'll go back first." '
The housekeeper grandpa looked at the child who walked like an adult at such a young age, with his back straight, and couldn't laugh or cry in his heart. How can this inheritance be so amazing!Xiao Yangyang's temperament is exactly the same as his young master's when he was a child.
After Xiao Yangyang walked more than ten meters on his short legs, the butler chased after him, picked up the always serious child, and teased him, and walked towards the main hall.
"Is there a guest?" Looking at the two young men and women sitting on the sofa in the living room, and Li Yunxiu sitting opposite them, the housekeeper thought they were Li Yunxiu's guests.
"Well, they are Le Yang's parents." When Li Yunxiu said this, her face was basically expressionless, and she even looked a little angry.Over the years, because Yang Yang has not been close to her, she spends more time with Le Yang, and loves Le Yang more and more in her heart.She brought up the child by herself. From a dry and skinny child to the age when she is white and tender and can go to school now, they have been together for four full years.Now his parents, who have never fulfilled their responsibilities for a day, suddenly ran out, saying that they knew they were wrong and regretted it all the time, and they wanted to take their son back.
"Mr. Zeng, I think it's better for me to remind you. Now Leyang's household registration is no longer on your family's household registration book. He is now my son's adopted son and my grandson. You better recognize the reality. "It's useless to say more, although Li Yunxiu didn't know how the selfish couple would think of taking back their son, but she would definitely not agree to them taking Le Yang away.
"Mrs. Li, that's not what you said. Le Yang is our own son. He..." The woman expressed with tears how she missed her son, and at the same time tried her best to explain that she once loved Le Yang How helpless is the abandonment.
"Needless to say! Regardless of whether I agree or not, even Le Yang himself would not be willing to go back with you." Li Yunxiu admitted that she had definitely done her best to treat Le Yang these years.The child is usually very close to him, even if the blood relationship is amazing, this pair of parents who have no shadow in Le Yang's impression will not be more important than her and the family members in Yue Yang's heart.
"Mrs. Li, what do you mean, as long as Le Yang agrees, you won't object?" The woman looked at Li Yunxiu, who had been resolutely keeping her mouth shut, and said such a sentence as if she had grasped some life-saving straw. After that, quickly asked.
"As long as Le Yang is willing." However, this is impossible.Li Yunxiu didn't expect that woman to ask her back like this, where did she get her confidence, she felt that Le Yang would choose them, leave the family who lived with him since he was a child, leave her, and leave Le Yang's favorite Yang Yang brother .
"grandmother."
"Yangyang, why are you back again? Isn't the swing fun?" Seeing her baby grandson come back again, Li Yunxiu didn't want to care about the two people over there anymore. After making a gesture of seeing off the guests, she directly Went away with grandson.
Yang Yang, who was held in Li Yunxiu's arms, kept staring at the ugly young couple. In fact, even with a quick glance, he could tell that the relationship between those two people and Le Yang was definitely not shallow. After all, Le Yang They really do look alike.Le Yang's facial features are very similar to that woman, but she is much prettier than that woman, while Le Yang's skin is the same as that man's. Both of them have the kind of natural ceramic skin. creamy.
"Grandma, if Le Yang is willing, he won't let him go."
"Okay, listen to our little Yangyang."
After Le Yang came home from school in the afternoon, Li Yunxiu didn't say anything to Le Yang, but his son mentioned what happened today.He Jiaming's position is exactly the same as that of his son, even if Le Yang is willing, he won't give it!
"But they are biological father and son after all, so it's not good for us to do this." Even though Le Yang's adoption procedures were completed many years ago, there are still human feelings beyond the legal principles. In the eyes of others, no matter how you look at it, it becomes their fault.
"What's wrong? The fact that the couple abandoned their son at the beginning proved how irresponsible they were. How can I rest assured that Le Yang will go with them? How old is Le Yang? If this Once I left with them, what should I do if I encounter such a thing again? He is no longer a one-year-old child, and he can already think. If you do something bad to him at this time, it will affect him for the rest of his life. "
"Forget it, maybe they've already left because they saw my attitude so tough today, let's just leave it alone, let's talk about it when the time comes."
The attitudes of the two mothers and sons were the same, they were unwilling to leave Le Yang, so they didn't think too much about it, anyway, when the couple comes back again, they just tell people directly.In this way, they let this matter go, and no one paid much attention to it, so that when the couple reappeared a few months later, Li Yunxiu remembered that they had visited the house a few months ago and proposed that thing.
"Leyang, do you know them?" Ever since Leyang called out his father and mother, He Jiaming had a bad feeling in his heart.
"Well, yes, they are father and mother."
"Good son."
Neither Li Yunxiu nor He Jiaming thought that things would develop like this, and now they don't need to think about it, they must have secretly contacted the child during the past few months, watching Le Yang and their familiar For some reason, He Jiaming felt empty in his heart.
"Mr. He, we already knew that we were wrong in the past. Please raise your hand and let our family reunite, okay? I really think about my Leyang every day and night these years. I am really grateful that you raised Leyang I grew up, but he is a piece of meat that fell from my body, I can't bear him no matter what, you should do a good deed and let our family reunite."
Not to mention anything else, just the miss mentioned by the woman, He Jiaming himself thought of those days when he was always worried that his son would not be able to return to him.Although he was reluctant to part with Le Yang, he was not indifferent to what the woman said.
"Leyang, tell Uncle, do you want to go back with Mom and Dad? Or continue to live with Uncle, Grandma and Brother Yangyang?" Now, it depends on the child's attitude.
Le Yang didn't know that if he chose one side, he would be separated from the other side. At this moment, he just couldn't bear to leave, he could finally see his parents.Although uncles are nice, they are not fathers or mothers, and he also wants parents, not only uncles.
"Mother..."
"Leyang, you...!" Li Yunxiu didn't expect that Leyang would choose that couple!The reason why she kept silent just now was because she expected that the child would not choose someone else. Now it seems... Li Yunxiu didn't want to say anything. When Le Yang called out her mother, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she couldn't help it. Those who lived ran back to the room.
Seeing grandma leave suddenly, Le Yang was also anxious and wanted to run over, but He Jiaming didn't let her go.He knew that his mother must be very sad now. After all, she brought up Leyang with her own hands. Now they will be separated. That's right, He Jiaming knew that they would not be able to keep the child.
The development of the matter was completely beyond the expectations of Luo's family. On the day Le Yang was leaving, Li Yunxiu hadn't come out. Yang Yang couldn't believe it, but no matter how annoying he was, he even used a child's Crying was still useless, he still watched Le Yang being carried away by the couple.Thinking about what Le Yang said to him before, Yang Yang suddenly felt that it was really fate?In this life, Le Yang still has to endure the hardships and grievances he suffered in his previous life?
No!Won't!Now that his own life has changed, Le Yang's life shouldn't be the same anymore.
The author has something to say:
☆, extra episode 2 (previous life)
Extra Story 2 (Past Life)
"Am I wrong..." Luo Junfeng stood outside the door of Luo Wenyang's ward, looking at his pale son on the bed inside, but couldn't walk in.Since his son was rescued and woke up, he hasn't spoken a word to him.The doctor said that the child may be mentally stimulated, and he will be fine when he calms down.But Luo Junfeng knew that everything was going to get better...
From the moment he saw He Jiaming hugging his son's cold body, Luo Junfeng knew that his life would never get better.It took more than ten years to dare not admit and face the matter, but at that moment in Fanwai 2 (past life), it became something he would never be able to do in this life, and he will always be alone.
From the time he was sensible, Luo Junfeng got used to having only one housekeeper and grandfather by his side. Although he later had a younger brother who loved and clinged to him, within a few years his younger brother could not be found because of his parents.After going abroad, Luo Junfeng became a real person. He ate alone, slept alone, and lived alone. Sometimes he thought, maybe he would just be like this for the rest of his life.
Marrying a complete stranger later on was something Luo Junfeng had never thought about.It wasn't that no one had expressed love or wanted to be together to him before, but Luo Junfeng had never heard of it, or simply ignored it.
Seeing He Jiaming for the first time, Luo Junfeng was very surprised. In his heart, he didn't feel disgusted with the person He Zhenzong arranged to meet him. Originally, he just wanted to delay He Zhenzong's thoughts, but instead wanted to get along with the person he met.The result of getting along satisfied Luo Junfeng. Luo Junfeng felt that He Jiaming seemed to have his own shadow in him. He didn't like to talk too much but he didn't ignore others. He was a bit cold-tempered but also paid attention to some details, so he had marriage in his mind. Anyway, he doesn't hate the person in front of him anyway, and he is old enough to start a family, so it's good to get married.
The days after marriage were ordinary, but Luo Junfeng was not dissatisfied, because he gradually discovered some lovely things about He Jiaming.For example, He Jiaming would never fall asleep before he went to bed. After he came back from a business trip, although he would not say what he missed, he would hug him even tighter when he was sleeping at night.
The longer the two spent together, the more Luo Junfeng planned to spend the rest of his life with He Jiaming, so after finding out that He Jiaming was unhappy because of the child, Luo Junfeng resolutely gave up his previous plan to find his younger brother and have another child. He also realized that he already cared so much about He Jiaming's thoughts and emotions.
Luo Junfeng has never been a person who only wants to give without asking for anything in return. After discovering what he thought in his heart, he unconsciously wanted He Jiaming's reply in the same way, so he became dissatisfied with the way of getting along with him that he thought was good before, and even had psychological doubts. Maybe He Jiaming treats him no differently than he treats others, he will do the same to anyone who marries him.
With doubts in his heart, he wanted to prove it, but at this time, An Ning appeared, and Luo Junfeng had to go to another place, but he didn't expect that when he came back, the younger brother he had finally found would become someone else's scapegoat!When he was talking to He Jiaming, He Jiaming was impatient at all, all he cared about was his selfish mother!
Luo Junfeng has never doubted the deep love between He Jiaming and Li Yunxiu's mother and son. After all, they are different from mother and son in ordinary families. The two have lived together for 20 years, and they are probably the most important people in each other's lives.But as soon as the An Ning incident happened, the deep love between the two of them became a thorn in Luo Junfeng's heart, and He Jiaming's indifference to An Ning or to him made him even more disappointed.
Luo Junfeng found Lin Mu and asked him for some things from An Ning's lifetime. His younger brother failed to come back when he was alive, so he will naturally return to him when he is alive.It was also when he went to the police station to deal with his younger brother's funeral, he found something wrong with Lin Mu's words, but Luo Junfeng didn't care about Lin Mu's words at this time, because it didn't matter who the other party was, anyway, he was in He Jiaming's heart Always inferior to his mother.
Because of An Ning, Luo Junfeng didn't talk to He Jiaming for several days. He originally thought that He Jiaming would ask him why, but to Luo Junfeng's disappointment, after a few days, He Jiaming didn't come forward as if he wasn't going to talk to him. Talk to yourself signs.
Luo Junfeng, who was disappointed with He Jiaming in his heart, received Lin Mu's confession. In Luo Junfeng's heart, Lin Mu had always been more concerned with taking care of the children of his neighbors and his wife. His feelings for Lin Mu didn't even count as treating his younger brother face to face, because in his heart There is only one younger brother, and the others are not worthy.Luo Junfeng refused without even thinking about it. What he got in return was not Lin Mu's disappointment nor letting go, but more attentiveness.
Although Luo Junfeng was disappointed with He Jiaming, in his heart his partner was still He Jiaming, and they hadn't reached the point where they had to separate, so he didn't care about Lin Mu's hospitality.But later, because of Lin Mu's visit, He Jiaming's reaction made Luo Junfeng really chill.
Seeing He Jiaming walking out of the room with his things, Luo Junfeng didn't hold back, didn't dissuade him, and he didn't want to care about those who didn't cherish him.It never occurred to him that he turned out to be such an insignificant person in He Jiaming's heart, so easily and completely abandoned.In the past, He Jiaming's cold attitude towards him was also explained in his heart, because he didn't care, so he didn't have to rush to treat him enthusiastically, and because he didn't care, he could turn around and leave at any time, simply and unrestrained.
Luo Junfeng couldn't explain how he and Lin Mu got together. He just remembered that Lin Mu was the best person in his memory, except for the housekeeper.Regardless of whether he likes Lin Mu or not, and what he dislikes about Lin Mu, he doesn't want to care about those, at least Lin Mu cares about him, that's enough.
Day by day, Luo Junfeng watched him and He Jiaming's son grow up slowly, seeing his son's face similar to his, but he got along with a complete stranger, Luo Junfeng would also think, if he and He Jiaming hadn't left Up to this point, their family of three should be considered a happy family.Also... how did he and He Jiaming get to where they are today?
When Luo Junfeng found out that Lin Muhui was beating He Jiaming quietly at night, he also felt angry for a moment, but then he suppressed him.He and He Jiaming haven't spoken to each other for many years, and He Jiaming is no longer the He Jiaming in his heart.
When He Jiaming's mother passed away, he wanted the outside world to announce that He Jiaming was seriously ill and needed peace of mind to recuperate, but in the end it turned out that He Jiaming died because of excessive grief. Luo Junfeng knew that it should be Lin Mu's, but he didn't want to pursue it anymore. In his heart, He Jiaming was no different from dead.
The current He Jiaming has no shadow of the past at all. He has closed himself in his own world and turned into a psychopath who is neither human nor ghost. He originally thought that he would talk to him about Lin Mu's behavior, but He Jiaming did not. He couldn't cope at all. Regarding this point, while Luo Junfeng was disappointed, he finally felt relieved. He shouldn't worry about the past. Lin Mu has been with him for more than ten years, so he doesn't need to worry about him and He Jiaming anymore. That point has passed.When he leaves everything openly to his son, maybe he should really accept Lin Mu, after all, he deserves it.
Luo Junfeng did not expect that when he finally decided to start everything again, everything would be over.When looking at Lin Mu's body, for some reason, the first thought in his mind was what happened to He Jiaming and the child?When he saw the two father and son with the same pale complexion, lying on the bed hugging each other, his heart suddenly seemed to be completely empty. can fall down.
Luo Junfeng had stood outside He Jiaming's room countless times, imagining the father and son sleeping in each other's arms, but he never knocked on the door and went in, holding the two of them together in his arms.Now, he finally hugged these two people, but it could only be the last time.
"Did I do something wrong?" Finally, his son woke up, but Luo Junfeng knew that even if his son woke up, he would only be alone in this life.
At the end of Luo Junfeng's life, he still couldn't see his son.
On the day of the child's [-]th day, the Luo family held a grand [-]th day banquet for Yang Yang, and invited many business partners or influential people in Haishi to their home.Luo Junfeng had always been worried that the child would be noisy on this day, but he did not expect that the child would cooperate surprisingly on this day. Even if Luo Junfeng carried him out and was surrounded by various people, he would all smile , causing everyone to praise the child as cute and good-natured, and to envy Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming in every way.
"Junfeng, give me the child, you go greet the guests." Seeing that the child's meal time was up, He Jiaming took the child from Luo Junfeng's hands.Although Xiao Yangyang has been very well-behaved today, He Jiaming still decided to feed him, so as not to mess with this little ancestor for a while, he opened his mouth and howled desperately, but he couldn't be coaxed.
Although Luo Junfeng usually looks disgusted towards the child, he has a lot of love for the child in his heart.Today the child was unexpectedly very close to him, he hugged him for a long time without humming, Luo Junfeng was actually very happy in his heart, so he let his son out with some reluctance.Because he doesn't know when, this little guy will turn his face and deny anyone again, and howl when he touches him!
"They will take care of those people's peace, I'll carry him to nurse." Luo Junfeng said, and motioned for He Jiaming to follow, and then the two went to the dining room together.
After arriving at the dining room, Luo Junfeng still did not put down the child, but sat on a wooden chair beside him with his arms in his arms, and He Jiaming went to make milk for the child himself.
"Smile." After He Jiaming went to the kitchen, Luo Junfeng was facing his son in his arms, his expression softened, and he seemed to be pleading, and said to his son.
But the child in his arms didn't seem to buy it, he just waited for his eyes and spit two mouthfuls of bubbles at the person in front of him...
"..." At this moment, Luo Junfeng's good mood because of his son's sense of fun just now disappeared.Because he always felt that those two mouthfuls of bubbles from that brat, if an adult, would definitely be... saliva!
"I'll throw you into the crib tonight!" In fact, since the baby was born, Luo Junfeng has said these words for countless times, but every time he was destroyed by the brat's crying.After seeing that he was already asleep, he gently put him into the crib, but before he could put it all down, this brat would definitely wake up and open his mouth to howl!As long as he cries, He Jiaming will say nothing and will not put him aside alone, but hug him back to his side, hugging him well.
When He Jiaming prepared the milk powder for the child and came out, he watched Luo Junfeng angrily staring at the child in his arms. To Luo Junfeng like this, He Jiaming was angry and funny. The child was only a few months old. What could he understand? Is it okay to be angry?
"What's wrong? Wasn't it fine just now?"
"He's been three months old, should he go back to his room?" Luo Junfeng remembered that the housekeeper's grandfather said that he never slept with his parents for a day, since he was born, he slept alone.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Yangyang is still so young, how can he sleep alone?" He Jiaming and Luo Junfeng are just the opposite. Li Yunxiu only prepared a separate room for him when he was almost three years old. She has always slept next to Li Yunxiu.So for a son who has just turned three months, he will feel wronged even if he is put in a crib, let alone let him sleep in another room alone.
"Sleep in a crib and put it in our room." Luo Junfeng looked completely determined this time, He Jiaming suppressed a smile and nodded.
"It's okay." Anyway, if Yang Yang starts to cry, Luo Junfeng himself will compromise, and it's okay to agree to him.
The two adults discussed it in this way, but the child who had always been obedient suddenly became unwell, and kept jumping up and down with his short legs and chubby hands, spitting bubbles from his mouth, as if I didn't do it.
"..." Looking at his son's reaction, Luo Junfeng became suspicious. Could this brat understand the adults' conversation?This reaction, no matter how you looked at it, seemed to be resisting the decision he and He Jiaming made just now.
"Jiaming, do you think our son will be a genius?" How likely is it that a child's IQ can be as old as a few months old?
"How can there be so many geniuses? Besides, how old do you have to be to recognize geniuses? How old is Yang Yang?"
"..." Luo Junfeng recently discovered that He Jiaming was talking to him more and more casually now, and the way they got along was the same as a couple who had been married for decades.He and He Jiaming have only known each other for more than a year. Because of the communication problems between the two, he thought he had many habits that He Jiaming might not know about.
But for some reason, He Jiaming didn't want what he thought at all. He Jiaming knew many of his little habits clearly.This surprised him, but he also reflected on it. It seems that He Jiaming really liked him from the very beginning, otherwise why would he secretly observe and write down his habits?Fortunately, he has been suspicious of He Jiaming for so long!It caused He Jiaming to be disappointed in him when he was first pregnant, and it made them almost divorce because of the misunderstanding caused by these communication problems.
After the two fed the child, they were not in a hurry to go out to entertain the guests, but took the child to their room.He Jiaming usually rarely comes into contact with strangers, so he is naturally not good at such occasions that require coping methods, but fortunately, there are An Ning and He Chengnian, the temperament of these two people is very suitable for today's occasion, and the two They are also hosts, so it is not impolite for them to deal with guests.
The two of them stayed with their children until it was almost time to see off the guests before going downstairs. After seeing off the guests, He Jiaming said that such parties should be held less at home in the future. He really didn't like having so many strangers in the house.
In the evening, Luo Junfeng went to the study to sort out the things he would use for work tomorrow, while He Jiaming put the child to sleep in the room.
"Son, can you let your dad sleep with us tonight?" Although the family of three slept on the same bed every night, almost every night it was He Jiaming who coaxed the child to sleep before Luo Junfeng went to bed.If one day He Jiaming and Luo Junfeng slept together, the children around him would definitely howl at the top of their throats, and wait until Luo Junfeng got out of bed with a dark face, then he would give him a good face, and then go to bed obediently.
Since the two got along well during the day today, He Jiaming decided to discuss it with his son. Although he knew that a three-month-old child could not understand what adults were saying, he felt that the child in his arms was not like other children. The child is a ghost and knows everything.
Looking at his son who was grinning and smirking, He Jiaming kissed his son's small face fiercely, and then carried his son to the bed and half-lyed on the bed, waiting for Luo Junfeng to return to his room.
When Luo Junfeng returned to the room, He Jiaming was holding the child and telling some inexplicable stories to the child.
"Does he understand?"
"Well, I should be able to understand." What He Jiaming told his son were the myths and stories about western gods that he told his son in his previous life, among which his favorites were those about Turkey.
"Not asleep yet?" Looking at his son who was still looking around with his eyes wide open, Luo Junfeng consciously sat on the sofa in the room instead of going directly to bed.
"Junfeng, come here, didn't Yangyang let you hug him today? Maybe he will let you hug him to sleep tonight?"
Hearing He Jiaming's words, Luo Junfeng completely forgot what he said today, got up excitedly, and was about to take the child from He Jiaming's hands...
"Wow..." the child cried...
"..."
"..." Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming were speechless now.
"I just said that this brat should sleep in his bed!" Now Luo Junfeng remembered his decision during the day, but it was useless to think about it now, he had to obediently get up and go to the side until He Jiaming coaxed the child , he can sleep.
He Jiaming coaxed the child, and after confirming that the child was really asleep, he gently got up and called Luo Junfeng who was about to fall asleep on the sofa.
"Junfeng, Junfeng, wake up, go to bed and sleep." It's getting late now, and the child probably won't wake up again.
"he has slept?"
"Well, ah... Junfeng, it's too late, it's time to go to bed." Luo Junfeng hugged him and pressed him on the sofa, but the person on his body didn't move.
Although He Jiaming had been in labor for three months and his body had already recovered, he and He Jiaming hadn't really gotten close to each other in the past few months.Luo Junfeng was extremely depressed when he thought of his son who would cry wildly as soon as he got close to He Jiaming!
"Let me hug."
"Junfeng..." There was a little grievance in Luo Junfeng's words, and He Jiaming also understood that since the child was born, most of his energy had been devoted to the child, and the child somehow rejected Luo Junfeng's closeness, so The two of them really haven't been together for a long time.
He raised his head and kissed Luo Junfeng proactively, then stretched out his arms to hug Luo Junfeng, arched his chest comfortingly, and said softly as if coaxing a child: "Junfeng, when Yang Yang is one year old, we will let him Would you like to sleep in a room by yourself?"
"Leave this alone!"
When Xiao Yangyang was sleeping soundly, he was suddenly woken up by his father's muffled groan, thinking that something had happened to his father, he opened his little eyes in shock!But as soon as he opened his eyes, what he saw was that his father was being pressed down by Luo Junfeng, his hands were still actively embracing Luo Junfeng's neck, the humming sound came out of his mouth, and the slightly shaking bed made that The child who was obviously only three months old blushed!
Xiao Yangyang was really annoyed, although he was no longer a child, but as a three-month-old baby, no matter how strong his will was, he still lost to the child's nature, and fell asleep accidentally, That's why Luo Junfeng had an opportunity to take advantage of it!In this situation, Xiao Yangyang didn't have the nerve to speak out, so he could only wave his little paw bitterly a few times, hoping that his father could see that he had woken up. A piece of clothing thrown over by Luo Junfeng covered him completely, let alone waving his hands now, even the bed-thumping father couldn't see it!So this night, the beds of Luo Junfeng and He Jiaming swayed for a long time, and the three of them slept on the same bed for the first time when they were awake~~
The author has something to say: the main text is finally over Bird~Sahuahua~~There is also a side story~ In addition, I want to write about Yang Yang and Le Yang, but I don’t know whether to write about them first or MAX, anyway. Both pairs are what I wanted to write from the beginning of this article. The idea of MAX’s pair was even before this article, but I have never dared to write, because I was afraid that I would spoil my favorite story. Now it seems that I still have the perseverance to write. Finished a not-so-short story~~hehe
☆, extra episode 1 (fate)
Episode 1 (Fate)
When Luo Wenyang was less than one year old, his two fathers put him in his own room. Of course, there was an extra bed in his room. Le Yang, who had always lived with Li Yunxiu, also lived with Luo Wenyang. go in.
Originally, He Jiaming had prepared two adjacent rooms for the two children, but Luo Junfeng put an extra cot in his son's room. According to Luo Junfeng, this was to cultivate the relationship between the two children.In fact, Luo Junfeng discovered a long time ago that his son seemed to like staying with Le Yang very much, except for He Jiaming, his son was the most obedient when he was with Le Yang.Thinking of his son who would keep crying every time he went to bed, forcing He Jiaming to carry him back to his room, Luo Junfeng came up with the idea that if Le Yang was allowed to live with him, this brat would be obedient, right? .
Things were indeed as Luo Junfeng had expected. Since the two children lived together, Yang Yang was a lot more honest when he went to bed at night, and the previous situation did not happen again.This night was also the same. When it was time for the children to sleep, He Jiaming covered the two children with quilts and left the two children's room.After He Jiaming left the room, Le Yang, who had been sleeping obediently all this time, secretly revealed his little head, looked in the direction of the gatekeeper, and found that his uncle had already left, so he easily turned over and got out of bed, and climbed up familiarly. bed next door to my younger brother.
"Brother." Le Yang is now more than three years old, and his stature has grown a lot. Compared with the little Baozi Yang Yang, who is still more than a year old, he really looks like a big brother.
"Le Yang, I'm going to bed now." Although everyone in the family was dissatisfied with Yang Yang calling Le Yang by his name, Le Yang seemed to like it very much, and Yang Yang refused to call him brother.Obviously, when he was only nine months old, he could call his father and grandma very well, and he could say a lot, but he just refused to speak about the word "brother".
"Oh, good night, brother." If it was someone else who saw a one-year-old child, turned his face and said to a three-year-old child in a serious manner, they should go to bed, maybe they would feel that they were hallucinating.But Le Yang was used to the scene in front of him, but this morning, he accidentally saw his uncle sending Uncle Luo off in the first half, and he kissed Uncle Luo, and Uncle Luo left very satisfied.He doesn't want to sleep yet, if brother Yangyang can kiss him, maybe he can sleep with satisfaction.
So Xiao Leyang, who couldn't sleep, turned his already white and chubby body sideways, and said to his younger brother who was obviously sleepy: "Brother, I can't sleep..." After finishing speaking, he put himself in vain. Jingjing's little face moved closer to his brother's mouth.
"Sleep, I can't play now."
"? Don't play, I think..." Forget it, if my brother doesn't kiss me, I can kiss my brother.After thinking of this, Le Yang, who was not cooperating with his younger brother, immediately became happy again, and directly stretched out his hand to hold down his younger brother who couldn't resist him, and kissed his younger brother...on the mouth!
"..." Xiao Yangyang didn't expect that the first kiss he saved for two lifetimes would just disappear...
"Brother, it's not like this, here and here." Le Yang remembered that his uncle kissed Uncle Luo's face, not his mouth, so he was very dissatisfied with the kiss he just had, so he pointed to his younger brother's small face, indicating that he had to be there. Just a kiss there.After speaking, Le Yang acted and wiped the drool on Xiao Yangyang's face again...
"..."
"Good night, brother." Now I am satisfied and can sleep peacefully.But Xiao Yangyang couldn't sleep anymore...
When Xiao Yangyang was three years old, Le Yang had already started school, so every day during the day Xiao Yangyang was with the housekeeper's grandpa or grandma.During the daytime when there is no father and Le Yang, what Xiao Yangyang does the most is sneak into Luo Junfeng's study behind the back of the housekeeper's grandfather, and read all kinds of books that he would never understand at his age.
On this day, Yang Yang was planning to go upstairs after his father went to work and Le Yang went to school, but the housekeeper grandpa carried him into the yard and insisted on letting him sit on his new swing, saying that it was It was specially made for him and brother Leyang.
The small swing is very delicate and cute, and a layer of soft cloth is sewn on the wooden board in the middle, so even if the child sits for a long time, the child's little butt will not feel uncomfortable.There are also chains on both sides, which are dyed a powder blue that children will love.The grandpa housekeeper proudly stood aside, waiting for Yang Yang to show a surprised expression, and then flung himself into his arms to act coquettishly.Unexpectedly, Xiao Yangyang didn't show any expression when he saw the swing, he just said, "Grandpa, the swing is very beautiful, Le Yang should like it, I'll go back first." '
The housekeeper grandpa looked at the child who walked like an adult at such a young age, with his back straight, and couldn't laugh or cry in his heart. How can this inheritance be so amazing!Xiao Yangyang's temperament is exactly the same as his young master's when he was a child.
After Xiao Yangyang walked more than ten meters on his short legs, the butler chased after him, picked up the always serious child, and teased him, and walked towards the main hall.
"Is there a guest?" Looking at the two young men and women sitting on the sofa in the living room, and Li Yunxiu sitting opposite them, the housekeeper thought they were Li Yunxiu's guests.
"Well, they are Le Yang's parents." When Li Yunxiu said this, her face was basically expressionless, and she even looked a little angry.Over the years, because Yang Yang has not been close to her, she spends more time with Le Yang, and loves Le Yang more and more in her heart.She brought up the child by herself. From a dry and skinny child to the age when she is white and tender and can go to school now, they have been together for four full years.Now his parents, who have never fulfilled their responsibilities for a day, suddenly ran out, saying that they knew they were wrong and regretted it all the time, and they wanted to take their son back.
"Mr. Zeng, I think it's better for me to remind you. Now Leyang's household registration is no longer on your family's household registration book. He is now my son's adopted son and my grandson. You better recognize the reality. "It's useless to say more, although Li Yunxiu didn't know how the selfish couple would think of taking back their son, but she would definitely not agree to them taking Le Yang away.
"Mrs. Li, that's not what you said. Le Yang is our own son. He..." The woman expressed with tears how she missed her son, and at the same time tried her best to explain that she once loved Le Yang How helpless is the abandonment.
"Needless to say! Regardless of whether I agree or not, even Le Yang himself would not be willing to go back with you." Li Yunxiu admitted that she had definitely done her best to treat Le Yang these years.The child is usually very close to him, even if the blood relationship is amazing, this pair of parents who have no shadow in Le Yang's impression will not be more important than her and the family members in Yue Yang's heart.
"Mrs. Li, what do you mean, as long as Le Yang agrees, you won't object?" The woman looked at Li Yunxiu, who had been resolutely keeping her mouth shut, and said such a sentence as if she had grasped some life-saving straw. After that, quickly asked.
"As long as Le Yang is willing." However, this is impossible.Li Yunxiu didn't expect that woman to ask her back like this, where did she get her confidence, she felt that Le Yang would choose them, leave the family who lived with him since he was a child, leave her, and leave Le Yang's favorite Yang Yang brother .
"grandmother."
"Yangyang, why are you back again? Isn't the swing fun?" Seeing her baby grandson come back again, Li Yunxiu didn't want to care about the two people over there anymore. After making a gesture of seeing off the guests, she directly Went away with grandson.
Yang Yang, who was held in Li Yunxiu's arms, kept staring at the ugly young couple. In fact, even with a quick glance, he could tell that the relationship between those two people and Le Yang was definitely not shallow. After all, Le Yang They really do look alike.Le Yang's facial features are very similar to that woman, but she is much prettier than that woman, while Le Yang's skin is the same as that man's. Both of them have the kind of natural ceramic skin. creamy.
"Grandma, if Le Yang is willing, he won't let him go."
"Okay, listen to our little Yangyang."
After Le Yang came home from school in the afternoon, Li Yunxiu didn't say anything to Le Yang, but his son mentioned what happened today.He Jiaming's position is exactly the same as that of his son, even if Le Yang is willing, he won't give it!
"But they are biological father and son after all, so it's not good for us to do this." Even though Le Yang's adoption procedures were completed many years ago, there are still human feelings beyond the legal principles. In the eyes of others, no matter how you look at it, it becomes their fault.
"What's wrong? The fact that the couple abandoned their son at the beginning proved how irresponsible they were. How can I rest assured that Le Yang will go with them? How old is Le Yang? If this Once I left with them, what should I do if I encounter such a thing again? He is no longer a one-year-old child, and he can already think. If you do something bad to him at this time, it will affect him for the rest of his life. "
"Forget it, maybe they've already left because they saw my attitude so tough today, let's just leave it alone, let's talk about it when the time comes."
The attitudes of the two mothers and sons were the same, they were unwilling to leave Le Yang, so they didn't think too much about it, anyway, when the couple comes back again, they just tell people directly.In this way, they let this matter go, and no one paid much attention to it, so that when the couple reappeared a few months later, Li Yunxiu remembered that they had visited the house a few months ago and proposed that thing.
"Leyang, do you know them?" Ever since Leyang called out his father and mother, He Jiaming had a bad feeling in his heart.
"Well, yes, they are father and mother."
"Good son."
Neither Li Yunxiu nor He Jiaming thought that things would develop like this, and now they don't need to think about it, they must have secretly contacted the child during the past few months, watching Le Yang and their familiar For some reason, He Jiaming felt empty in his heart.
"Mr. He, we already knew that we were wrong in the past. Please raise your hand and let our family reunite, okay? I really think about my Leyang every day and night these years. I am really grateful that you raised Leyang I grew up, but he is a piece of meat that fell from my body, I can't bear him no matter what, you should do a good deed and let our family reunite."
Not to mention anything else, just the miss mentioned by the woman, He Jiaming himself thought of those days when he was always worried that his son would not be able to return to him.Although he was reluctant to part with Le Yang, he was not indifferent to what the woman said.
"Leyang, tell Uncle, do you want to go back with Mom and Dad? Or continue to live with Uncle, Grandma and Brother Yangyang?" Now, it depends on the child's attitude.
Le Yang didn't know that if he chose one side, he would be separated from the other side. At this moment, he just couldn't bear to leave, he could finally see his parents.Although uncles are nice, they are not fathers or mothers, and he also wants parents, not only uncles.
"Mother..."
"Leyang, you...!" Li Yunxiu didn't expect that Leyang would choose that couple!The reason why she kept silent just now was because she expected that the child would not choose someone else. Now it seems... Li Yunxiu didn't want to say anything. When Le Yang called out her mother, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she couldn't help it. Those who lived ran back to the room.
Seeing grandma leave suddenly, Le Yang was also anxious and wanted to run over, but He Jiaming didn't let her go.He knew that his mother must be very sad now. After all, she brought up Leyang with her own hands. Now they will be separated. That's right, He Jiaming knew that they would not be able to keep the child.
The development of the matter was completely beyond the expectations of Luo's family. On the day Le Yang was leaving, Li Yunxiu hadn't come out. Yang Yang couldn't believe it, but no matter how annoying he was, he even used a child's Crying was still useless, he still watched Le Yang being carried away by the couple.Thinking about what Le Yang said to him before, Yang Yang suddenly felt that it was really fate?In this life, Le Yang still has to endure the hardships and grievances he suffered in his previous life?
No!Won't!Now that his own life has changed, Le Yang's life shouldn't be the same anymore.
The author has something to say:
☆, extra episode 2 (previous life)
Extra Story 2 (Past Life)
"Am I wrong..." Luo Junfeng stood outside the door of Luo Wenyang's ward, looking at his pale son on the bed inside, but couldn't walk in.Since his son was rescued and woke up, he hasn't spoken a word to him.The doctor said that the child may be mentally stimulated, and he will be fine when he calms down.But Luo Junfeng knew that everything was going to get better...
From the moment he saw He Jiaming hugging his son's cold body, Luo Junfeng knew that his life would never get better.It took more than ten years to dare not admit and face the matter, but at that moment in Fanwai 2 (past life), it became something he would never be able to do in this life, and he will always be alone.
From the time he was sensible, Luo Junfeng got used to having only one housekeeper and grandfather by his side. Although he later had a younger brother who loved and clinged to him, within a few years his younger brother could not be found because of his parents.After going abroad, Luo Junfeng became a real person. He ate alone, slept alone, and lived alone. Sometimes he thought, maybe he would just be like this for the rest of his life.
Marrying a complete stranger later on was something Luo Junfeng had never thought about.It wasn't that no one had expressed love or wanted to be together to him before, but Luo Junfeng had never heard of it, or simply ignored it.
Seeing He Jiaming for the first time, Luo Junfeng was very surprised. In his heart, he didn't feel disgusted with the person He Zhenzong arranged to meet him. Originally, he just wanted to delay He Zhenzong's thoughts, but instead wanted to get along with the person he met.The result of getting along satisfied Luo Junfeng. Luo Junfeng felt that He Jiaming seemed to have his own shadow in him. He didn't like to talk too much but he didn't ignore others. He was a bit cold-tempered but also paid attention to some details, so he had marriage in his mind. Anyway, he doesn't hate the person in front of him anyway, and he is old enough to start a family, so it's good to get married.
The days after marriage were ordinary, but Luo Junfeng was not dissatisfied, because he gradually discovered some lovely things about He Jiaming.For example, He Jiaming would never fall asleep before he went to bed. After he came back from a business trip, although he would not say what he missed, he would hug him even tighter when he was sleeping at night.
The longer the two spent together, the more Luo Junfeng planned to spend the rest of his life with He Jiaming, so after finding out that He Jiaming was unhappy because of the child, Luo Junfeng resolutely gave up his previous plan to find his younger brother and have another child. He also realized that he already cared so much about He Jiaming's thoughts and emotions.
Luo Junfeng has never been a person who only wants to give without asking for anything in return. After discovering what he thought in his heart, he unconsciously wanted He Jiaming's reply in the same way, so he became dissatisfied with the way of getting along with him that he thought was good before, and even had psychological doubts. Maybe He Jiaming treats him no differently than he treats others, he will do the same to anyone who marries him.
With doubts in his heart, he wanted to prove it, but at this time, An Ning appeared, and Luo Junfeng had to go to another place, but he didn't expect that when he came back, the younger brother he had finally found would become someone else's scapegoat!When he was talking to He Jiaming, He Jiaming was impatient at all, all he cared about was his selfish mother!
Luo Junfeng has never doubted the deep love between He Jiaming and Li Yunxiu's mother and son. After all, they are different from mother and son in ordinary families. The two have lived together for 20 years, and they are probably the most important people in each other's lives.But as soon as the An Ning incident happened, the deep love between the two of them became a thorn in Luo Junfeng's heart, and He Jiaming's indifference to An Ning or to him made him even more disappointed.
Luo Junfeng found Lin Mu and asked him for some things from An Ning's lifetime. His younger brother failed to come back when he was alive, so he will naturally return to him when he is alive.It was also when he went to the police station to deal with his younger brother's funeral, he found something wrong with Lin Mu's words, but Luo Junfeng didn't care about Lin Mu's words at this time, because it didn't matter who the other party was, anyway, he was in He Jiaming's heart Always inferior to his mother.
Because of An Ning, Luo Junfeng didn't talk to He Jiaming for several days. He originally thought that He Jiaming would ask him why, but to Luo Junfeng's disappointment, after a few days, He Jiaming didn't come forward as if he wasn't going to talk to him. Talk to yourself signs.
Luo Junfeng, who was disappointed with He Jiaming in his heart, received Lin Mu's confession. In Luo Junfeng's heart, Lin Mu had always been more concerned with taking care of the children of his neighbors and his wife. His feelings for Lin Mu didn't even count as treating his younger brother face to face, because in his heart There is only one younger brother, and the others are not worthy.Luo Junfeng refused without even thinking about it. What he got in return was not Lin Mu's disappointment nor letting go, but more attentiveness.
Although Luo Junfeng was disappointed with He Jiaming, in his heart his partner was still He Jiaming, and they hadn't reached the point where they had to separate, so he didn't care about Lin Mu's hospitality.But later, because of Lin Mu's visit, He Jiaming's reaction made Luo Junfeng really chill.
Seeing He Jiaming walking out of the room with his things, Luo Junfeng didn't hold back, didn't dissuade him, and he didn't want to care about those who didn't cherish him.It never occurred to him that he turned out to be such an insignificant person in He Jiaming's heart, so easily and completely abandoned.In the past, He Jiaming's cold attitude towards him was also explained in his heart, because he didn't care, so he didn't have to rush to treat him enthusiastically, and because he didn't care, he could turn around and leave at any time, simply and unrestrained.
Luo Junfeng couldn't explain how he and Lin Mu got together. He just remembered that Lin Mu was the best person in his memory, except for the housekeeper.Regardless of whether he likes Lin Mu or not, and what he dislikes about Lin Mu, he doesn't want to care about those, at least Lin Mu cares about him, that's enough.
Day by day, Luo Junfeng watched him and He Jiaming's son grow up slowly, seeing his son's face similar to his, but he got along with a complete stranger, Luo Junfeng would also think, if he and He Jiaming hadn't left Up to this point, their family of three should be considered a happy family.Also... how did he and He Jiaming get to where they are today?
When Luo Junfeng found out that Lin Muhui was beating He Jiaming quietly at night, he also felt angry for a moment, but then he suppressed him.He and He Jiaming haven't spoken to each other for many years, and He Jiaming is no longer the He Jiaming in his heart.
When He Jiaming's mother passed away, he wanted the outside world to announce that He Jiaming was seriously ill and needed peace of mind to recuperate, but in the end it turned out that He Jiaming died because of excessive grief. Luo Junfeng knew that it should be Lin Mu's, but he didn't want to pursue it anymore. In his heart, He Jiaming was no different from dead.
The current He Jiaming has no shadow of the past at all. He has closed himself in his own world and turned into a psychopath who is neither human nor ghost. He originally thought that he would talk to him about Lin Mu's behavior, but He Jiaming did not. He couldn't cope at all. Regarding this point, while Luo Junfeng was disappointed, he finally felt relieved. He shouldn't worry about the past. Lin Mu has been with him for more than ten years, so he doesn't need to worry about him and He Jiaming anymore. That point has passed.When he leaves everything openly to his son, maybe he should really accept Lin Mu, after all, he deserves it.
Luo Junfeng did not expect that when he finally decided to start everything again, everything would be over.When looking at Lin Mu's body, for some reason, the first thought in his mind was what happened to He Jiaming and the child?When he saw the two father and son with the same pale complexion, lying on the bed hugging each other, his heart suddenly seemed to be completely empty. can fall down.
Luo Junfeng had stood outside He Jiaming's room countless times, imagining the father and son sleeping in each other's arms, but he never knocked on the door and went in, holding the two of them together in his arms.Now, he finally hugged these two people, but it could only be the last time.
"Did I do something wrong?" Finally, his son woke up, but Luo Junfeng knew that even if his son woke up, he would only be alone in this life.
At the end of Luo Junfeng's life, he still couldn't see his son.
You'll Also Like
-
Cicada Moving
Chapter 1276 10 hours ago -
Return To the Era with Space Supplies
Chapter 389 10 hours ago -
Korean drama: More children, more blessings, my sister-in-law is bad
Chapter 115 13 hours ago -
The greatest disasters, the heavens tremble
Chapter 146 13 hours ago -
Pirates: I, the fourth admiral, am eight years old this year
Chapter 194 13 hours ago -
Urban Immortal Cultivation, I can no longer hide my identity as an immortal doctor
Chapter 190 13 hours ago -
Super Rich: I get rich by spending money
Chapter 185 13 hours ago -
The Super Rich: Start by Being a White, Rich and Beautiful Woman
Chapter 186 13 hours ago -
Review of the World: Ten Major Regrets at the Beginning
Chapter 110 13 hours ago -
Daqin: I faked my death and was exposed by the Golden List at the beginning
Chapter 72 13 hours ago