Every day with the protagonist, I lose my morals

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The small celadon bowl was suddenly thrown out by Lang Yanshu, and it was instantly shattered. The concoction spilled all over the ground and gradually seeped into the ground.Lang Yanshu stood up with a gloomy and terrifying expression.

Shen Mojue was like a frightened bird, first trembling all over, and then slowly shrinking into the quilt.

Lang Yanshu reached out and grabbed his clothes.

Shen Mojue raised his head and defended in a low voice: "I didn't leave without saying goodbye, I left a jade slip..."

When talking about "Jade Slips", Lang Yanshu's face darkened again, Shen Mojue wisely did not continue, but looked at him with anxious eyes.

After a period of silence between each other, Lang Yanshu suddenly withdrew his cold face, sat down beside him again, resumed his tone that was not soft but not harsh, and said, "Xiao Jue, it's all about my thoughts for you. You know it all."

Shen Mojue nodded.

"What do you want to say?" Lang Yanshu asked.

"...Can you let me go?" Shen Mojue asked unwillingly.

Lang Yanshu's eyes darkened: "You still want to leave?"

"I...I can't accept it. I like women." Shen Mojue looked at him, almost begging.

"Xiao Jue." Lang Yanshu sighed deeply, "Sometimes people may not know exactly what they want."

"I know! I know very well!" Shen Mojue immediately swore, and then he woke up suddenly, looking at the book with trepidation.

Sure enough, Lang Yanshu's face darkened a bit: "Xiao Jue, you still don't understand."

Shen Mojue was a little resentful: "You're not me, how do you know I don't understand. You said you like me, is there anyone you force yourself to like like this!"

Lang Yanshu grabbed his wrist suddenly, Shen Mojue was startled, and looked at Lang Yanshu with a pale face.

Lang Yanshu held him tightly, brought him to his side, and looked at him condescendingly: "I told myself that I must not force you, but Xiaojue, your behavior hurts my heart too much. What do I do?" You haven't come to do it yet, have you? Even the kiss that night was requested by you, and you kept pulling me to kiss, and you also took my hand and said you were mine. "

Shen Mojue: "..." So this time I lit the fire myself!Simply stupid!

"Xiao Jue, I gave you many opportunities, but you didn't leave. You chose to leave when I was in deep trouble. Do you know this feeling?"

"Brother Lang, calm down." Shen Mojue felt a little faint.

"I can't calm down!" Lang Yanshu roared at him, "When I think of you leaving, I can't calm down. Before I know it, I have already regarded you as part of my life, Xiao Jue, be good. Be good...or else I'm afraid I won't be able to help but hurt you."

Shen Mojue opened his mouth.

Lang Yanshu stroked his cheek with his hand, and his voice softened a bit: "I know this is too embarrassing for you. It is against ethics for a man to fall in love with a man, but Xiao Jue, there are many things in this world that are not ours. If you can control it, give us each other a chance."

Shen Mojue's lips turned pale: "Brother Lang, why are you so persistent? We won't be happy if you are like this. Someone told me before that sometimes people's eyes are blinded by the surface of things. Maybe you feel that you can't do without me now." , After a long time, we are separated, and if you think about it again, you will find that I am not as indispensable as you think..."

"That's not the case!" Lang Yanshu became emotional again, "You are wrong, for me, you are the only person I believe in Lang Yanshu, and will never change, will never change... Xiaojue, You have no choice, or, you have only two choices."

Lang Yanshu held a strand of his hair, thinking of those days when he tied his hair, a strange smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Xiao Jue, there are two choices, or I will force you now, and then we will marry you again." Cultivate the relationship slowly, or we first cultivate the relationship slowly, and when you figure it out one day, I will ask you again."

"What if I can't figure it out?" Shen Mojue regretted it after asking this sentence.

Sure enough, Lang Yanshu's eyes became more ruthless: "Even if you are a stubborn stone, there will be a day when you will be moved. I ask myself, whether it is appearance or character, they are all first-class, Xiao Jue, unless you are hard-hearted... There really will be a day," Lang Yanshu thought for a while in despair, "then I will melt your soul into mine, so that we will be one forever and never be separated again."

Shen Mojue was frightened by his words, was stunned for a moment, and remained silent.

Lang Yanshu patted him on the cheek and said, "Don't be afraid, Xiaojue, I'm just assuming that there won't be such a day. What I like is an independent you with a complete soul and self-thought." , as long as you don't force me, I won't be in a desperate situation."

...but you are pushing me.Shen Mojue didn't say the words in his heart, but suddenly felt an indescribable sense of despair.

He is as desperate as Lang Yanshu.

Lang Yanshu got up and cleaned up the debris on the ground, and when he came back with a bowl of medicine again, he found Shen Mojue nestled on the bed, pinching the quilt silently.

"Xiao Jue." Lang Yanshu's voice successfully attracted his attention, seeing the medicine bowl in his hand, Shen Mojue's face collapsed, "I still need to drink medicine."

"Be patient and it will pass. You are poisoned. If you don't pull out the root of the poison in time, your life will be in danger."

Shen Mojue's face was still full of bitterness, but after hearing what he said, he changed instantly: "I was poisoned?"

"Don't worry, I know how to solve it." Looking at his expression, Lang Yanshu knew what he was worried about.

Shen Mojue was speechless, so he couldn't leave for the time being.Resigned to his fate, he took the medicine bowl, read the Langyan book, and gulped down the medicine juice in one gulp.

……so bitter.

Shen Mojue stretched out his almost numb tongue, but saw Lang Yanshu hand him a red candy.

Boss Lang was still as gentle as before. Shen Mojue was confused by his appearance for a moment, thinking that the two of them had returned to the past, but soon came to his senses.

Not the same.

Lang Yanshu had such unbearable thoughts for him.

He looked at the candy in a daze, and even forgot to accept or reject it.

Lang Yanshu took it for granted that he refused, and his face darkened, suddenly pinched his chin, forced him to open his mouth, and stuffed the candy into it.

"Ahem..." Shen Mojue almost choked to death on this candy, blushing and looked up to read the book.

I could only hear Lang Yanshu coldly said: "Xiao Jue, you have also seen that my temperament has changed a lot now, and I am no longer the gentle brother Lang I used to be. Be good, and don't make me lose my temper easily. I can't help it..."

Shen Mojue covered his chest, nodded weakly, and said in a low voice: "But you said that you want to develop feelings slowly, but you always force me, so I will never be able to have a good impression of you."

Lang Yanshu was taken aback, then nodded: "You are right, I will try my best to be gentle, don't be afraid, don't hate me."

Shen Mojue shook his head: "I don't hate you, you are kind to me, if it hadn't happened for that incident, maybe I would have followed you as your younger brother for the rest of my life."

Lang Yanshu chuckled: "Brothers can't be together forever, only intimate lovers are qualified to stay together forever, Xiao Jue, don't you think so?"

Shen Mojue was speechless and could only nod.

Lang Yanshu packed up the empty bowl, turned around and walked out.Shen Mojue watched his back disappear into the doorway, and realized that his body was not as painful as before, so he got up from the bed, walked to the door, and tried to touch the restraint.

Suddenly, a strong force bounced over, and there was a sharp pain in his fingers. Shen Mojue quickly retracted his hand, his face darkening.

With his current strength, there is no way to break the restriction, let alone run away, and now Lang Yanshu is moody, although he is promised to slowly develop feelings, maybe one day he will become stronger.

Shen Mojue walked back to the bed with a worried face, and was suddenly rubbed by something. Shen Mojue turned around and found that the Tianji Sword was flying up and gently rubbing against his shoulder.

Shen Mojue stretched out his hand to hold it, and said, "You're also worried about me, right?"

Tianjijian was filled with soft light, as if echoing his words.

Shen Mojue sighed, and said, "Can you take me away?"

The Tianji sword swayed left and right.

Shen Mojue lost his mind, and murmured: "Even you can't help it?"

As soon as the words were finished, Lang Yanshu came in again, holding a large bathtub in his arms, and put it into the room.

Shen Mojue was startled, before he had time to think about what he was doing, Lang Yanshu went out again, and after a while, he was seen coming in with two steaming wooden barrels.

The overwhelming smell of medicine came oncoming, Shen Mojue frowned, and saw Lang Yanshu pick up the wooden bucket and pour hot water into the bathtub.

Shen Mojue was holding the Tianji Sword with some anxiety, and watched him slowly fill the barrel halfway. From his angle, he could vaguely see that the water was black, but it was somewhat similar to the medicinal juice he just drank.

Shen Mojue was anxious, Lang Yanshu suddenly turned around and said to him, "Take off your clothes."

Shen Mojue was stunned, and looked at him stupidly, as if he didn't understand what he meant.

Lang Yanshu frowned and repeated: "Take off your clothes."

Shen Mojue clenched his clothes subconsciously, shook his head, and almost cried: "Brother Lang, you said you wouldn't force me."

Lang Yanshu seemed to understand what he misunderstood, wanted to laugh, and felt a little uncomfortable, so his face darkened, and he said in a cold voice on purpose: "So what if I force you? Now you are a fish and I am a knife, what should I do?" You are all at my disposal, Xiao Jue, haven’t you come to your senses yet?”

Shen Mojue was stunned for a moment, and it took a while before he said shyly: "You are right, now I am your prisoner, I shouldn't have any delusions..."

After saying that, he closed his eyes, and resigned himself to his fate, and began to undress his own clothes.If this catastrophe can't escape, it's better to suffer it earlier, maybe after he wants himself, he will feel that the man and the man are not as good as he imagined, and maybe let him go.

Even if he doesn't let go, at least he won't be as vigilant as before, so he has a chance to run away.

Heh, the joy of fish and water between men and men...

作者有话要说：感谢孤城吹雪扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2014-09-0323:51:13么么哒o(≧v≦)o~~

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