Temporary mark

========================================================================================================================================================================== I don't care about the injury.When it was the worst, the old man could slap him on the spot because he failed to win the first prize in the physics competition.Xie Jinghan's face was swollen for a week, and the palm prints could still be seen on his face a month later.

Mr. Xie has been in the business world all his life. He has a one-sided personality and is arbitrarily authoritarian. To use the words popular on the Internet, he is an autocrat.I think that Alpha is born superior to others, and Alpha must look like Alpha. Unfortunately, the children and grandchildren he gave birth to are not very promising; Xie Kaishan seems to be alone, but in fact he is weak. If something happens, I have to thank the old man for coming out to wipe his ass. The most bloody thing I have done in so many years is to refuse marriage and marry Gu Rou.It's a pity that they changed their minds too quickly, and the two who loved vigorously eventually became resentful couples.

As for his uncle, because he is a beta, he was never in Mr. Xie's consideration.

As for Xie Jinghan, Mr. Xie might not be satisfied either.Xie Kaishan married Gu Rou against his will, and the child he gave birth to would naturally not please him.When he was seven years old, Xie Jinghan's pheromone awakened, because the pheromone tasted like white rum, so Mr. Xie took him to his side to raise him personally.

Xie Jinghan still has a warm memory with the old man in his impression.It's a pity that Mr. Xie still found out later that his grandson was naive and idealistic, a worthless bastard who couldn't stand on the wall.Even though on the surface Xie Jinghan is excellent enough to meet everyone's expectations, but deep down, Mr. Xie is always disappointed in him.

In the middle of the night, Xie Jinghan woke up in pain, his whole body covered in cold sweat, he went to the bathroom to wipe off his body, and he didn't feel sleepy after returning.The moonlight was good tonight, Xie Jinghan opened the curtains, opened the cover of the piano, the sound was still accurate, he put his hands on it, and played aimlessly to pass the time.

But the injury on his back was too severe, and Xie Jinghan felt a burning pain within two strokes.He had no choice but to give up playing, and went to the study to find a book to pass the time.

The books in the study room were dull and boring. Except for economic management and other types, the rest seemed to Xie Jinghan to be success learning chicken soup.He sat on the sofa with this "chicken soup" in his arms, and fell asleep in the early morning, and unexpectedly fell asleep on the sofa for two hours.

After washing up and going downstairs to eat with the old man, Xie Zi'an's tutor came to the door. When he saw Xie Jinghan, he was a little surprised and surprised. Xie Jinghan politely said hello. The tutor wanted to ask him where he had been recently and why Can't teach him anymore.But seeing the other party's quiet face, he swallowed all the words in the end, and said with a smile: "You haven't sent me the plan I assigned you to write last time."

He saw the Alpha on the opposite side smile, and made a rare joke with him: "It seems that I will always owe you."

Xie Jinghan ordered a bunch of pink and white roses at the flower shop, and carried them to the nursing home.

It has been two months since he came last time. Omega at the front desk registered his name and said with a smile: "It's been a long time since I came here. The roses you brought last time are all gone. We changed the bouquet again, but it's a pity that we didn't come." The incense you brought."

Xie Jinghan said thank you calmly.

Omega pouted, and said in his heart that he was still as cold as before.

Xie Jinghan walked through the atrium and the flower garden, and the familiar small white building stood quietly.He walked into the small building, and left and right separated into a corridor, and the glass wall on the right read: Vegetative People Survival Center.

In the ward with bright and clean windows, Gu Rou lay quietly on the hospital bed with a soft and beautiful face.Xie Jinghan carefully inserted the flowers into the bouquet and trimmed the branches and leaves.Pulling out the stool, she sat in front of Gu Rou's bed.

The high cost of the nursing home made her sleep on the hospital bed for three years, still looking normal and moving.Xie Jinghan gently hooked the hair that fell from her pillow behind her ears.In the quiet ward, there were only the sounds of various medical machinery working; Xie Jinghan was silent for a while, and said, "I transferred to Jiangcheng. I'm sorry, but I still failed your expectations."

"I still can't be a qualified decision-maker." Xie Jinghan said: "I don't have such great ambitions and ideals. You are right, I am really not good for anything."

The morning wind blew through the open window, bringing a few crisp birdsong. Xie Jinghan moved his eyes out of the window, and there was a quiet greenery outside the window. A doctor. Then do whatever I want."

Gu Rou fell asleep without any answer, she would no longer yell at Xie Jinghan for being worthless, she would no longer have a sudden emotional breakdown and cry, even if she heard her son's rebellious words, she would not have any reaction.

Xie Jinghan smiled, and said: "Forget it, let's not talk about it." He got up and walked to the bookshelf beside him, and said, "Read poetry to you, where did you read it last time?"

Xie Jinghan's fingers slid across the side-by-side books, and finally stopped, he pulled out the poetry collection, and opened the place where he left the bookmark last time.

The breeze gently blows in from the window, lifting the white veil, accompanied by the young man's voice, clear but ethereal: "Living in this precious world, the sun is strong, the waves are gentle, and layers of white clouds cover me.

Stepping on the green grass, I feel that I am a completely clean black clod living in this precious world... Human beings are as happy as plants, love is as happy as rainwater"... The shadow of white clouds quickly skips over the earth, birds The tweets gradually faded away, and there was only the occasional sound of flipping books in the room.

Xie Jinghan put the bookmark and closed the book, looked at the person sleeping quietly on the hospital bed, and said, "That's all for today, see you next time."

He put the book back in its place, gently closed the door and left the ward.

When I came out of the nursing home, the sky was blue and bright, with large swaths of clouds floating around, so that the shadows were full of blue light.The injury on Xie Jinghan's back was painful and itchy, he sat on the wooden chair by the flower garden, hesitated for a while, and called his uncle.

Xie Kaijun knew what he was going to do, and said straight to the point: "...They didn't let me in." Xie Kaijun almost couldn't bear it, he said: "I have already visited your grandpa's house, they... I don't want to see you for now."

Xie Jinghan hummed, but the first hum did not come out, he cleared his throat and said, "It's okay."

Xie Jinghan repeated again that it's okay, Xie Kaijun sighed and said, "Did you go to see your mother?"

Xie Jinghan looked at the swaying bouquet in the flowerbed and said yes.

"Xiaohan, do you want to go back to Jiangcheng?" Xie Kaijun said, "I'll buy you a plane ticket now, and I'll take it for you with the old man."

"No need." Xie Jinghan said, "I'll go back after the holidays. Grandpa is going to City A and wants me to follow."

After Xie Jinghan hung up the phone, he sat on the wooden chair for a while. The wooden chair leaned against the towering cedars. When the wind passed, there would be blue waves. He sat in the shadow, facing the confusion that slowly rose up.

In all fairness, he is not a person who is prone to self-pity, on the contrary, Xie Jinghan knows his strengths and strengths objectively.He has rarely been guided by positive emotions in the environment he grew up in. Negative comments from people close to him are far more than praise. If he is not good at introspection and self-talk, it would be very difficult for Xie Jinghan to grow up to be so clear-headed character.

But it's not good to be sober, just like at this moment he knows very well that he is not confused, he just thinks that even if he knows clearly that he has never been unconditionally expected, when he is reminded again, he will still be so sad.

The phone was vibrating, Xie Jinghan didn't want to move it, but the vibration sound persisted, he lowered his head to open the lock screen, and received a message from Shen Fang.

[The little Fang in the village]: [Picture] Your Majesty, do you know what you missed?You missed the barbecue that the concubine cooked with her own hands [that Xiaofang in the village]: Do you regret it?Don't you think you shouldn't go back to the capital?Is it that the intestines are all regretful at this moment?

Xie Jinghan smiled, it was rare to cooperate with him, and replied: Yes, my intestines are green with regret.

[The little Fang in the village]: Huh? !

[The little Fang in the village]: Forget it, for the sake of your sincerity, I will reluctantly bake you a piece when you come back, and let you taste my Shen family's craftsmanship.

[The little Fang in the village]: How is the capital?Is it fun?

[Continuous cold voice]: I haven't played it much, but it should be good.

[The Xiaofang in the village]: You never played in the place where you grew up, at the same table, how did you mess around.

Xie Jinghan didn't even need to reply. Shen Fang's messages were like water coming out of a spring, one after another without stopping. After a series of frantic output, he asked: My deskmate, when are you coming back? , can you come back and catch our happy last train?

[Chilling voices continue]: Back on the 7th, have fun.

Shen Fang sent a particularly aggrieved bear emoji, he thought for a while, went to the emoticon package mall to look for it, and found an emoji package of the same series as the bear.

[Chilling voices continue]: Little Bear Hugs.jpg Shen Fang's interruption made him feel much better unexpectedly.Xie Jinghan stretched his legs lazily. At this time, the wind was very strong, and it blew the hem of his shirt, which relieved the pain in his back a lot.

The phone started to vibrate again. Xie Jinghan thought that today was quite lively, so he took out his phone and saw the caller ID: Wang Zichen.

Xie Jinghan answered the phone.

"What's the matter, you, you didn't say a word when you came back." The male voice on the phone was very gentle, with a smile: "Do you know how shameless your cheap brother is? He actually sent a message on Moments to welcome you back, that literary talent Fantastic, I'm too embarrassed to give a thumbs up."

Xie Jinghan smiled: "Really? I didn't think much of it."

"If you had said earlier that we could have a dinner together," Wang Zichen complained, "I'm already in summer camp today, and in the mountains, it would be difficult for me to make a phone call."

Wang Zichen grew up with him, knew his virtues, and didn't care much if he didn't tell him when he came back. He just said, "How is Jiangcheng?"

"It's pretty good," Xie Jinghan said, "I'm having a good time."

"I'm so envious of you," Wang Zichen said with a smile, "I also want to quit the job."

"It's a pity that you don't have a cheap brother to take over." Xie Jinghan talked to him a lot more relaxed: "Isn't it good that I left? No one compares me to you."

Xie Jinghan said: "In the past, your mother would say, look at Xie Jinghan, why is he inferior to him in everything. Now your mother may say, my son is still good, not as rebellious as Xie Jinghan."

Wang Zichen: "...Why do I owe you so much?"

The two laughed, and Wang Zichen said: "Your cheap brother is really not very good, no one in the circle is willing to take him to play."

Xie Jinghan didn't care much about these things: "That's his business."

The two casually chatted about the recent situation. They have similar family backgrounds, and they received the same education together since they were young. They can be regarded as brothers in difficulty.When hanging up the phone, Wang Zichen said, "I'll go to Jiangcheng to play with you during the Chinese New Year."

Xie Jinghan hummed: "Let's talk about it when the time comes." He thought to himself, the chances of staying in Jiangcheng during the Chinese New Year are very high.

[The author has something to say: The poem is Haizi's "Living in the Precious World"]