What should I do if I have a bad start after crossing over?

◎Xiaoxia's Perspective: Memories◎

It has to be said that Jiang Yuchu's cooking skills far exceeded Xia Yirou's expectations.

but,

Why is Jiang Yuchu's attitude towards cooking so different before and after.

Doesn't she hate the smell of oily smoke?

That part of her dusty memory slowly opened up a corner.

That morning, "Jiang Yuchu", who hadn't returned home at night, came back drunk, saw her making breakfast in the kitchen, rushed over and slapped her.

"What do you cook in the morning! I smell a smell of oil smoke as soon as I come back, don't you know what I hate the smell of oil smoke?"

Xia Yirou's body was unbalanced by her slap and fell to the ground, her ears buzzing.

"I really don't know why I married you in the first place, I was like a wooden man all day long"

"Jiang Yuchu" went back to the room cursing.

Xia Yirou sat on the ground, covering the half of her face that was beaten, her ears were buzzing, until she smelled the burnt smell from the pot, she gradually came back to her senses.

She supported the kitchen edge and stood up slowly, making breakfast numbly.

This is not the first time "Jiang Yuchu" hit her.

After they got married, they treated each other like guests for nearly a month. In a certain sense, they were just roommates living together.

Jiang Yuchu seldom goes home, and when he does, he just sleeps, and they don't bother each other.

Xia Yirou is quite satisfied with this state of getting along.

That night a week ago, everything started to change.

That night, after Jiang Yuchu came back, she rushed directly to her room. She was so drunk that she released her pheromone forcefully.

She blew it on her, despite her resistance.

There were bursts of severe pain in her body, and after her resistance was futile, she gradually gave up on herself, like a godless corpse, staring at the ceiling numbly.

The pheromones of milk and lychee are intertwined in the room.

For the first time, she felt disgusted with her pheromone. It actively catered to the milk-flavored pheromone in the air, which made her feel disgusted.

Later, she lost consciousness and passed out.

She fell into a coma for three days in a row, and no one cared about her. If it wasn't because she was a high-level Omega with good recovery ability, she might have passed away long ago.

Since that day, milk has become the most hated thing in her life. Whenever she smells milk, she feels physically uncomfortable and can't help but want to vomit.

Jiang Yuchu still leaves early and returns late, but there is one more behavior than before, beating her.

She also resisted and wanted to escape. Facts have proved that when you are unlucky, your luck will become extremely bad. She happened to be bumped into by Jiang Yuchu who happened to come back to get something.

She was taken back.

Jiang Yuchu locked her at home and left her alone.

No utility bills, no food provided.

Her fear of the dark was also formed at that time.

This life lasted for half a month, until one day, Jiang Yu came back in a good mood, still humming.

That day, instead of hitting her, she said to her:

"Xia Yirou, let's get a divorce!"

"I treat you like this, you should hate me very much, you have long wanted to divorce me."

"Then, I will show mercy to you."

In this era, Omega has no right to initiate a divorce.

Later, she learned that her unfortunate life originated from a woman.

They are divorced.

After the divorce, she went back to her parents' house. After her parents knew about her divorce, they never gave her a good face.

She still has to face the cynicism of her second sister-in-law from time to time.

In this era, no matter what, as long as they get divorced, people's concept will only be: it's all Omega's fault.

Gender discrimination has been serious for 2000 years and continues to this day.

Omega is the rarest of the second sexes and the lowest in social status.

Omega has a weak body, and has a three-day estrus period every month, and needs to rely on inhibitors or alpha to survive.

Alphas that are equally rare have high social status.

Alphas have strong physical fitness and high talent. They don't have estrus every month like Omega, and their pheromones can also appease Omega.

Beta will not be affected by pheromones, and has high job stability. Although the social status is not as good as that of Alpha, it is much higher than Omega.

It wasn't long before she found out she was pregnant.

Not long after she graduated from university, she married Jiang Yuchu, so she has no job and no income.

The parents asked her to kill the child. They thought that since they were divorced, what would they do with the child.

"You don't have money to raise children, we won't help others raise children"

For the water splashed by the married daughter, they were kind enough to let Xia Yirou live here, and they would never help others raise their children.

She also had the idea of ​​killing the child.She didn't want to have any relationship with Jiang Yuchu in her life, so she couldn't give birth to Jiang Yuchu's child.

The news of her pregnancy reached Du Tao's ears somehow.

Du Tao came to her and begged her to give birth to a child.

"I know our Jiang family is sorry for you, but this child is also a life."

"Chu Chu and her mother can provide child support"

"Xiao Xia, I know I'm selfish, I shouldn't make this request"

"But I still want to beg you to have this child"

At that time, she didn't make a clear statement, but she was more inclined to kill the child in her heart.

She could feel the existence of the little life in her stomach, and it was impossible to say that she didn't care at all.

The night before she decided to abort the child, she had a dream. In the dream, a little girl called her mother. In the dream, she could vaguely see the outline of the little girl.

She thought, maybe this dream is the child's retention of her.

Perhaps, she has a lot of fate with this child.

She changed her mind, and she planned to have the baby.

After she decided to keep the child, Du Tao brought over a passbook with 10 yuan in it.

She didn't want it, she didn't want this child to have anything to do with the Jiang family.

Seeing that she didn't accept her, Du Tao didn't force her, but insisted on taking care of her every day until she was confinement.

After Xiao Nuo was born, she registered her household registration immediately, and her name was Jiang Zhi Nuo.

Regardless of whether they are divorced or not, the children must have the surname of Alpha Fang, which is a rule.

In order for Xia Yirou to have a better life in Xia's family, Du Tao gave the [-] passbook to Xia's family.

Xia Yirou did feel better in the Xia family because of this, but only a little bit.

When Xiao Nuo was one year old, Luo Xixi came to Province B to look for her.

They haven't been in touch since graduating from college.

Luo Xixi was very angry when she learned about Xia Yirou's miserable life in the past two years.

She asked someone to beat Jiang Yuchu, and Jiang Yuchu was beaten and stayed in the hospital for half a month.

Luo Xixi invited Xia Yirou to study in country A for half a year.

Xia Yirou refused, because Zhu Nuo was still young and couldn't do without her.

Luo Xixi proposed to bring the child to Jiang's family for half a year.

"Didn't you always want to go to country A?"

"Besides, it's definitely not easy for you to find a job with your children"

"Didn't you always want to be a teacher? After returning from further studies in country A, you can go directly to high school to be a teacher"

"Xia Yirou, you are not such a small person."

"go together"

She knew that this opportunity was rare, so after thinking about it, she agreed to Luo Xixi's invitation.

She discussed this matter with Du Tao, and Du Tao happily agreed, repeatedly promising that she would take good care of Jiang Yannuo.

The reason why she handed Jiang Zhinuo to Du Tao instead of Xia's family was because the Xia family didn't want to see them.But Du Tao is different, she likes Jiang Zhinuo very much, and Du Tao took care of her during her pregnancy.

She went abroad to study for half a year, and the money was paid by Luo Xixi. At her insistence, the two entered into a written agreement.

During this period, Jiang Yannuo was taken care of by Du Tao.

After returning to China, she rushed to Jiang's house as soon as possible, and what she saw completely wiped out her joy in seeing Jiang Zhinuo.

Jiang Yuchu held a little girl's hand with one hand, and slapped her butt with his right hand.

The little girl didn't cry, she just stood there blankly, looking at her with dark eyes with curiosity.

Xia Yirou's tears fell instantly, she rushed over and pulled Jiang Yingnuo into her arms, hugged her and turned to leave in a hurry, as if there was a wild beast behind her.

She didn't tell Du Tao about this, but since then, she never left the child alone in the Jiang family, and her contact with the Jiang family has also decreased.

However, Du Tao came to see Jiang Zhinuo every week, and she didn't stop her. After all, Du Tao was Jiang Zhinuo's grandmother.

After she returned to China, she began to work as an English teacher in Mi County No. [-] Middle School.