love, don't bother

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As Yu Ci had expected, the fierce quarrel broke out between Noel and him, which became the fuse of the cold war between them.

The scariest thing Yu Ci could imagine finally happened—Noel started ignoring his existence.

From no longer preparing a rich and nutritious breakfast for Yu Ci in the morning, to locking the bedroom door at night to prevent Yu Ci from entering the room to sleep.

Every little thing is Nuoer's silent declaration of war: I can't see you, Yu Ci, and I don't want to see you!

The house is huge, and the furniture, decorations, and everyday items haven't had time to fill it up.It is too easy to hide from people in such an empty house.

Yu Ci went out early and returned late, and Nuoer deliberately avoided them. The two lived under the same roof, but they hadn't seen each other for a long time, let alone talked face to face.

If one day Yu Ci came back earlier, it happened that Nuo Er was reading in the living room.

Then Nuo Er would just drop the book on the coffee table, not even give Yu Ci the tip of his eyes, run upstairs and lock himself in the bedroom, and won't come out until Yu Ci leaves the next day.

Noel is using cold violence to vent his dissatisfaction and anger to Yu Ci, and he wants to force Yu Ci to give him back his freedom.

Yu Ci, who was left hanging downstairs, just looked up and glanced in the direction of the second floor, then turned to the cloakroom on the first floor to change into home clothes.

There was no cloakroom on the first floor, but after Nuo Er and Yu Ci quarreled and locked the door of the master bedroom, Yu Ci arranged it temporarily in order to take care of Nuo Er's emotions.

Compared with the cloakroom in the master bedroom, there are very few clothes here. There are only a few high-end suits and a few cashmere coats that are all black without any difference.

Yu Ci sat on the rectangular brown low stool in the middle of the room, looking at the life-sized mirror in front of him.

In the mirror, the man in the round-neck gray home clothes was pale and haggard, his eyes were blue, and he looked like he hadn't had a good rest for a long time.

The man in the mirror looked blank and confused, as if he had thousands of things on his mind, and he didn't know how to untie this mind, which was like a ball of thread scratched by a kitten.

Yu Ci bent down and buried her face in the palms of her knees.The tall and thin body is curled up into a ball, which is an extremely insecure posture.

In the palm of his hand came a burst of depressive panting, the sound was very much like the sound of a caged and injured animal that couldn't find a way to escape.

Although Yu Ci didn't express anything about Nuo Er's cold violence on the face, she seemed to accept it coldly.

But his fragile psychology was already on the verge of total collapse.

Yu Ci couldn't understand why a person who loved him with the most passionate feelings could become so cold overnight?

The light that made him feel so warm was suddenly withdrawn by its owner, and when the darkness that was dispelled by the light came again, he was already at a loss.

Yu Ci suddenly remembered a collection of poems that she had peeped before, and there was such a poem on it.

—If I had never seen the sun, perhaps I could bear the darkness.But now, the sun shines on my loneliness even more desolate.

Yu Ci smiled wryly, isn't this the true portrayal of him now?

After giving and then taking away, Yu Ci wanted to question Noel, why did he treat him so cruelly?

Didn't he take the initiative to come to his side first?Didn't he first say that he likes to say love?

He clearly gave him the chance to leave, and he chose to stay!Why are you regretting it now?

But Yu Ci knew that the stubborn young man would not answer him at all, and would not even say a single word to him.

During the days when Yu Ci was locked outside the door, it wasn't that he didn't think of a way.He even opened the door directly with a spare key one night.

Nuo Er, who was not yet fully asleep, sat on the bed, looking coldly at Yu Ci who barged in.He didn't say a word to Yu Ci, but just got off the bed with bare feet.

Noel's body language is very clear, you come and I go, anyway, I don't want to stay in the same space with you.

Yu Ci didn't know what was wrong, and the words "fight at the head of the bed and close at the end of the bed" came to mind.With a fever in his head, he made a foolish move.

Yu Ci didn't give Nuoer a chance to get out of bed, and directly pressed him under the bright moonlight.

The repressed feelings erupted in the warmth of the skin-to-skin contact. Yu Ci hugged the warm young man in her arms, and with a slightly hoarse magnetic voice, she repeated affectionately "I love you" over and over again in Noel's ear.

Maybe it's because of nature, Yu Ci seldom utters these three words.Especially when in bed, it was as difficult as heaven to hear these three words from him.

Even though Nuo Er acted coquettishly on weekdays, hearing it once out of ten times is already pretty good.But now, Yu Ci seemed to make up for everything that hadn't been said before.

When the love was strong, Yu Ci propped up his arms, and the light and shadow in his brown eyes were blurred. He tenderly looked at Nuo Er who was lying in the silver light, and rubbed his soft golden hair with his hands.

"Noel, do you love me?" Yu Ci asked.

Nuo Er didn't answer, his fair cheeks were smudged red, but those blue eyes were clear, colder than the moonlight.

Yu Ci knew Nuo Er's answer.

Those blue eyes that could only hold his figure, now there is nothing.

Yu Ci felt that the boiling blood cooled instantly, and almost left the master bedroom as if fleeing.He ducked into the bathroom of the guest bedroom, hot water gushing from the shower.

The drenched Yu Ci was flushed red all over, but he still felt cold.The coldness came from the bones, and no matter how hot the water was, it couldn't dispel it.

After that night, Yu Ci never entered the master bedroom again.Yu Ci learned from Lin Mo, listened to Lin Mo's suggestion, and began to please Nuoer in different ways.

Noel's favorite picture album, oil painting records, Yu Ci flipped through the flowers and carried them to the villa.

Yu Ci, who had never even been in the kitchen, began to learn how to cook for Nuo Er.

Cooking is also a matter of talent. Some people are not naturally suitable to be in the kitchen, such as Yu Ci.

Bo Yun in the shopping mall is treacherous, and the merger and acquisition case is complicated, and Yu Ci handles it with ease.But a kitchen knife and a soup spoon were hard to break him.

He didn't understand why it was also a bowl of oatmeal with milk.What Nuoer made was sweet and delicious, and what he made burned the whole pot.

There is also a kitchen knife, which should be cut into the vegetables and pork.But the polished blade wanted to kiss his skinny fingertips.

After a meal, Yu Ci's fingers were slender like plum bones, and her hands, which were as beautiful as works of art, were covered with scars.

Small cuts made by kitchen knives, blisters caused by splashing and scalding oil, and long and thin cuts that have scabbed over.

At first glance, people just want to beat their chests and scream violently.

But Yu Ci didn't care, all he cared about was whether Nuoer would like his cooking.

"Knock knock knock."

The door of the studio on the second floor was ajar. Yu Ci stood by the crack of the door and tapped it twice with her knuckles.He saw Noel, who was painting an oil painting with his back to the door, turned his head.

His blue eyes fell on Yu Ci who was standing at the door, his eyes turned around on those scarred hands, his eyes trembled, and when he raised his eyes again, he looked indifferent and indifferent.

Yu Ci's heart ached from the piercing gaze, and the corners of her lips curled up a little to reveal a gentle smile, "I've prepared dinner, let's come down to eat first."

Nuoer raised his eyes and glanced at Yu Ci, without speaking or nodding, he stood up and walked towards the door. When passing Yu Ci, he turned his footsteps, and the straight line turned into an arc to bypass Yu Ci on purpose.

Yu Ci watched the wrist dangle in front of her eyes, and when her palms itched, she wanted to raise her hand to grab it, and then held it in her hand and rubbed it gently.

But Yu Ci didn't do that, and just followed Noel downstairs.He stared at Noel's back with dark eyes, put his hands behind his back, and rubbed his fingers lightly a few times.

[The author has something to say: Thank you +Xuanxuan Sleeping Beauty Baby, Scarecrow Baby for the red envelopes, thank you all the treasures who threw tickets, hug them one by one~

Today is the new year, don’t forget to eat dumplings~

There will be a small red envelope dropped around [-]:[-] noon, the answer is Yu Ci, don’t choose the wrong one~]