love, don't bother

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"This opportunity is what she doesn't like, the child in the belly of the red-haired girl who has never admitted her identity."

"He was carried out of the operating room after he was born. Before his father even had time to look at him, he was snatched away by his strong mother."

"The duchess who has an heir will directly remove the disobedient eldest son, and will not allow the eldest son couple to visit their biological son."

"The Duchess has learned from the experience and lessons of the previous failure, and decided that her grandson will be raised and raised by herself, and no one will confuse her outstanding children."

"The duchess, who has experienced the betrayal of her two sons, has already distorted her mentality, and her desire to control has reached its peak. She is crazy, completely crazy."

"She instilled in her grandson the absurd theory that aristocratic blood is above all else, she does not allow her grandson to play with children of the same age, and does not allow him to go to kindergarten like other children."

"She arranges tutors for him, and those classes must be under her supervision. She doesn't even allow the words of parents to appear in the grandson's mouth."

"Until he was five years old, his grandmother finally allowed his parents to accompany him on his birthday."

Adrian paused, changed his name, and his voice was desolate and sad: "I am really looking forward to meeting them. I still remember that it snowed heavily that day, from morning to night, I also waited from morning to night."

"At around midnight, I finally got the news. The snowy road was slippery, and their car had an accident and overturned."

"I finally saw my parents the next day, with a quick glimpse before the lid was closed. That was the first and last time I saw them."

"Afterwards, my life is only my grandmother, and this oppressive castle. Ah Ci, I asked you if you like this place?"

Yu Ci remembered that Adrian had asked him the question on the first day he appeared here out of nowhere.

What was his answer?It seems that I still like it.

"You don't like it here, do you?" Yu Ci asked softly.

Adrian hooked the corners of his mouth, and his deep eyes were a little dazed, "There are all of them, but the dislikes account for a greater proportion."

"Ah Ci, you may not know that my grandmother is like a high god, everything must be within the line she has drawn, and there must be no conscious deviation."

"Including the type of food, the color of clothes, the choice of games, even the arc of laughter when happy, the sound of crying when sad, invisible thoughts and souls."

"I remember when I was a child, the simple request of eating one more piece of candy was as simple as opening one's mouth and even acting like a baby to other children, but it became a luxury here."

In the dim light, Adrian's eyes were red, and he laughed at himself desolately, "How can a child raised in such a deformed family be normal? A child raised by a lunatic will only be a lunatic."

Those blue eyes are amazingly dark inside, densely packed with no light showing, they are silent sorrow and despair, like a dark sea, if you look at it one more time, you will give up the desire to survive and drown in it.

"Aci, I have been seeing a psychiatrist these years. It is also my doctor's suggestion to go to Meishi."

"At that time, my grandmother passed away suddenly. I had both the ecstasy of liberation and a sense of emptiness. It was like a puppet that only followed the strings. One day, all the strings were cut off, and I told it to be free."

"During that period, I became more ill and even had self-destructive tendencies. It was she who suggested that I change places, leave everything behind, experience a new life and try to love someone."

When Yu Ci heard the word self-destruct, her heart tightened.He thought of Noel's sunny appearance when he first met, and he couldn't connect it with self-destruction.

Adrian walked up to Yu Ci and knelt on the ground on one knee.He tentatively held Yu Ci's hand on his knee, and seeing that Yu Ci was not struggling, he carefully put his face on the back of his hand.

He closed his eyes to hide the watery light floating in his eyes.

This is his love, his faith, and his god.

He tore off the colorful coat and showed him the rotten ugliness inside.He didn't know if he would get another mercy from his god.

"I'm sorry, Ci. I know I hurt you and lied to you. I don't ask you to forgive me, and I have nothing to forgive you. But you believe me, I love you for real."

"The rose is really beautiful, and I like the ring very much. I really want to agree to your proposal. But I'm afraid."

Adrian's injury made him subconsciously avoid marriage.He was really afraid that Yu Ci would become a second mother, even if the dark clouds over his head had dissipated.

The hoarse voice was mixed with choked crying, even though Adrian tried his best to make his voice sound the same as usual, how could it be so easy to hide?

Yu Ci looked at the top of the golden fluffy hair on his knees, his heart had been crushed by him a long time ago, the pain was so painful that he wanted him to stop talking.

And the little crescents in his palm were the price for forcing Adrian to take this step.

Do you sympathize?mercy?No, his own growth experience was not much better, so he knew very well that sympathy and pity were the most useless things.

Yu Ci just loves this person, and she can't help but love this person.

He even wanted to be able to time travel, then he would take the five-year-old little Adrian home to raise him, and let him do all the things he likes, so he doesn't have to grow up to eat candy unscrupulously.

"I don't blame you, it's all over." Yu Ci held her face in her palm, bent down, forehead to forehead, and looked into those eyes full of pain.

"Ah Ci, I will treat your illness well, and I will also find the best doctor to treat your leg." The brown eyes in front of her were like fireworks in a winter night, and the brilliance dispelled all the darkness.

Adrian looked into those eyes almost greedily, not even willing to blink, for fear that the light would disappear.

The mist in his eyes couldn't be held back any longer, and the palms holding his face were wet in an instant.

The wet touch and Adrian's almost begging tone made Yu Ci feel bitter, her nose sore, and she shed tears.

"So Ah Ci, you can save me a place, wait for me, don't like other people for the time being, okay? I'll be fine soon, give me another chance, the last chance, okay?"

Okay?

Adrian sliced ​​open his chest, and showed him a heart dripping with blood and scars, how could Yu Ci say something bad.

Besides, he is a fox domesticated by Adrian, where can he go?

Yu Ci pulled into the final distance between them, it was a kiss, a bitter kiss mixed with tears from both of them.

This kiss is the answer.

In March, spring is warm and flowers are blooming, but it is not the flowering period of the black magic rose.There is nothing but green in the garden in front of the castle.

Yu Ci leaned on a black gold cane, stood in front of a black car, and quietly looked at the old castle standing amidst the greenery.Suddenly the wind blew up, and the hem of the windbreaker fluttered.

Lin Mo came down from the black behind him, with black clothes hanging in his arms.He walked behind Yu Ci, spread the black clothes in his arms and draped them over Yu Ci's shoulders.

"Sir, it's windy in spring, so be careful of catching a cold."

Yu Ci looked down at the retro black cloak on his body in surprise, and looked at Lin Mo with undisguised surprise, "Where did you get such a thing?"

The last time Yu Ci saw such a retro cloak was in the audio-visual room of the castle, watching an old vampire movie - "Interview with the Vampire" with Adrian.

The vampires inside all have a cloak, a top hat and a cane, mysterious and elegant.Yu Ci thought while pulling the cloak on her body.

Lin Mo adjusted his glasses indifferently, and explained: "Wen Xin was shopping in Paris and thought this cloak was very suitable for you, so I brought it back."

Now it seems that it is unexpectedly suitable.Lin Mo nodded, and the glasses reflected light.

Yu Ci's complexion is pale, with a cane cloak and an ancient castle behind him, he looks like an elegant noble from the Middle Ages, and also like a mysterious vampire in the movie he watched, which is very suitable.

When Yu Ci heard Wen Xin's idea, she sighed softly, "Lin Mo, if Wen Xin is in charge of both of your bank cards, I really doubt whether you are going to drink Northwest Wind."

Lin Mo smiled: To tell you the truth, I was also skeptical.

"Sir, it's time. Shall we go?" Lin Mo glanced at his watch, then looked in the direction of the castle. Seeing no one coming out, his tone was hesitant.

"Let's go." Yu Ci nodded, and sat down in the car.

Lin Mo paused for closing the car door, frowned and looked at Yu Ci who was sitting in the dark, hesitantly said: "You are leaving, isn't he coming to see you off?"

"He's not coming." Yu Ci smiled lightly, "It's time for me to go home too."

[The author has something to say: If there are no accidents, the main text will be over within two chapters ~ Lin Mo X Wenxin is expected to appear outside the episode]