Doll Survival Game [Unlimited]

People naturally have a good impression of the existence they create.

Especially as long as nothing bad happened between the two of them.

For Luo Yiran, gods are such an existence.

But the good feeling is after having feelings, that is, the reunion now, he can't control it and feels a little joy and trust in it.

But before he had feelings, he refused to think about those pasts, and would even deliberately forget them.

Of course, it was precisely because there was no emotion at that time that it was easy for him to "forget" the past as long as he thought about it.

And the reason for choosing to forget is very simple, because he wants to be a human being, and how can a human being have a bizarre past?

For such a simple reason, Luo Yiran buried this memory for a long time. In his long thinking, he firmly believed that his memory began when he came to the human world.

It started from Xiaowan Mountain.

Until he entered the game later, he looked at the body of his puppet and began to vaguely feel that something was wrong, especially after communicating with the magician in the fairy tale forest. Did he mark it?

Later, he felt that if he didn't run away, the gods had chosen him into the game.

But when he was first brought into the game, he didn't know that this was the place he had been in, but he had doubts.

Because in the beginning, he was just an "assistant" created by the gods.

The appearance is exactly the same as that of the gods, and the job is just to go to the human world to "hold children" according to a fixed route... well, some of them are not children.

Luo Yiran still had a vague memory of that time, he remembered that he was like a robot with a fixed program, repeating this job over and over again - going to the human world, saving a person who was desperate, angry and full of hatred towards the world , and then give them a flower given by the gods, and finally bring the person back to let the gods settle down.

Flowers are the medicine that can keep those people alive.

The reason why it looks like flowers is because the gods said that in the human world, people who receive flowers will feel happy.

And the people he brought back were all unhappy people.

He kept repeating this work, and then one day, he gave birth to sanity.

The memory of that period of time is also very vague, Luo Yiran can't remember clearly, it seems that after carrying a miserable child back, he was covered in blood, and asked the god for the first time——Can you send me too a flower.

He didn't remember whether he got the flowers or not.

But the god said that he did, and gave a very beautiful flower, but Luo Yiran lost that flower very quickly.

Luo Yiran didn't remember this story, so the gods comforted him. A newly born sane existence, just like a newborn human baby, is in the stage of "ignorance". How could it be possible to remember so many things.

So Luo Yiran accepted this explanation ignorantly.

However, with sanity, he can't just be an "assistant".

The gods probably don't like that there is an existence exactly like themselves in this world.

So the god gave him a puppet body, which he squeezed out bit by bit with his own hands, saying it was very cute.

Yes, it is the puppet body he had when he came to this game.

So at that time he was not a special species, he just returned to "his own body".

Because of this, he was not particularly surprised after entering the game.

But for him at that time, the gods did not set anything, he was just an ordinary, moving doll, unlike other children created by the gods, he was born to laugh and make trouble, as if he was full of emotions.

Now that I think about it, maybe nothing was set for him because he was not intended to be a supervisor.

But even though he has a body, he still acts as an "assistant" sometimes, looking at the people he brought back with his god-like appearance, teasing children and chatting with adults.

Only when he goes out with the god will he return to his own body, when that little doll lives in the pocket of the god.

But at that time, Luo Yiran didn't know what the gods were going to do, and he didn't have any curiosity. It was only after he entered the game that he combined the past with the things he experienced now, and Luo Yiran knew that the other children created by the gods became supervisors. The humans he brought back became bosses.

The place he stayed in before was a world called World People.

It was only after participating in the game that Luo Yiran realized it.

Including an encounter with a magician.

Although he didn't remember when he brought the child back, but——

He must have brought it back.

Moreover, the flower given to the magician that time should be a rose.

Because Luo Yiran remembered that when he was on a top floor in Shuicheng, the magician gave him a burning red rose and said——"You once gave it to me as a gift."

But the magician is different from other bosses in that he recognizes the real him under the skin of the god.

How is this possible?Obviously at that time he was exactly the same as a god.

And the magician was still blind at that time.

How to distinguish him from the gods?

Also, since he can be distinguished from the gods, it means that magicians valued him very much before, right?Then why did the magician really hate him when they met again?

... Did something happen in between?

"..."

...Forget it, let's ask the magician when the time comes.

He will definitely tell him.

Luo suddenly lowered his head.

He saw his own hands, now in black and white, but he knew that when the effects of the poisonous mist passed, he would see his normal, flesh-colored hands.

What is warm is not the hand of a doll that is covered with ball joints.

...But in fact, this body was also bestowed by the gods.

——Because one day, the god suddenly said that he was dying.

Luo Yiran was neither sad nor sad. He didn't even know what death meant. At that time, he didn't even have the meaning of living. Naturally, he didn't feel that losing his god was a sad thing.

But the god felt inexplicably that he should accompany his "relatives" in the last time, so he still spared time and took him to the human world to play.

Not work, just plain play.

At that time, in order to integrate into the world, the gods gave him a human body again.

He followed the gods around the world in a daze, but nothing disturbed him until he was about to go back, the gods handed him a piece of candy.

The soul is still a puppet, and he can't taste anything. The god thought about it, and then let him share the feelings of others for a short time.

Therefore, Luo Yiran tasted "sweetness" for the first time.

He widened his eyes, thinking that the taste was so wonderful, and during that piece of candy, he not only tasted sweetness.

He also felt the broad hands of the gods, the warmth of the sun and the smiles of the people passing by.

Obviously the same thing happened in the last second, but everything is different.

For the first time, he asked the god what it was in amazement, and the god told him that it was the human world.

After eating all the sugar, everything returned to calm. Everything I had felt was like a dream, a dream more thrilling than the rough sea, snow-capped mountains, and steep cliffs.

Luo Yiran naturally developed an obsession - he wanted to become a human being.

He wanted to have that fleeting throb forever, always have the sunshine and the sugar.

So he left the gods.

With that tiny human body.

It would be easy for the gods to find him back, but the gods did not.

Instead, the gods gave that human body three lives.

Until now, Luo Yiran, who has become a real human being, thinks that the gods know that human beings are very fragile existences. He probably feared that the puppet who knew nothing back then would die prematurely.

That's why there are three lives.

But he's worried.

If he hadn't met Luo Jun and his family, he would indeed have died early.

He is still alive because he has been protected all the time, so after so long, his second life is Ducai.

These pasts related to the gods are not sad pasts, but they are not happy pasts either.

Because he has no emotions, he treats these pasts like reading a boring book, so after becoming a human being, he can easily close the book and lock up these pasts.

It wasn't until he realized that he had feelings, that is, when he saw the gods, that Luo Yiran didn't resist opening this boring book again, and gained some happiness and sorrow from it after many years.

And I understand some reasons why I would do some things that I would never even think about before.

Because of the existence of emotions, all memories can no longer be simply discarded.

only--

"Lord God." Luo Yiran looked at "Li Han" in front of him, he was surprised to find that he could no longer remember the real appearance of the god, and because of the subtle natural affection for the god, Luo Yiran did not remember this matter A little guilty: "You didn't take me back before you died."

If the gods wanted to, even if he didn't use up these three lives, he could still be taken back.

Shenming answered him with warm eyes like clouds: "Because I want you to come back willingly."

"Not every human being can be treated as well as you... Otherwise, how could you bring back so many desperate and painful children."

Luo Yiran's eyes changed slightly, and he suddenly realized something that should have been very clear... Maybe it was something that he hadn't thought about carefully before because he naturally had a good impression of the gods——

The gods are only the gods of the people of the world.

Not human gods.

The god tilted his head slightly: "If a beautiful child goes to another, unprotected world, there is a 90.00% possibility that he will spend his life full of suffering."

"You are just lucky enough to be that one percent." The god looked at him with incomparably tolerant eyes: "The last time I went to see you, you were separated from Luo Jun."

"I thought that you should start to accept the hardships you deserve at that time."

Luo Yiran's face was tense: "So your idea is to make a suffering person a god? Then the bosses can be anyone."

"But, I only chose you."

The god's eyes were so gentle that it was a bit false: "I need you to experience more things, so that you can understand and understand the children in the world and become their god."

"So, knowing everything but still having no emotion is the ideal state you should have."