Perceived "happy"?

It's not that Happy Luo has never felt it before. He is not the kind of person who can't perceive emotions at all. He just has a very shallow perception of those emotions, which is much shallower than ordinary people.

However, he craved those violent mood swings because he wanted to understand some people's behavior.

Strong emotions will affect the brain to give irrational orders to the body that are detrimental to one's own interests... Luo Yiran raised his eyes slightly—he thought of Luo Jun.

In fact, only those weak emotions are enough for him. Anyway, he has observed others for a long time, and he can react most of the time. It is very easy to cooperate with others to show sadness and joy. Sometimes he even feels that it is himself. real reaction.

but.

Luo Yiran looked at the ground——when he first entered this small dungeon, the strong sense of pain and despair affected his whole body, the feeling that he really wanted to escape but couldn't escape...

To put it bluntly, if the imposed emotions are strengthened with the daily life, and then they are better integrated and maintained for a day or two... Will he also want to escape by suicide in pain?

After all, his own desire to live is not strong, maybe he will really adapt to that emotion.

Sure enough, strong emotions can really affect a lot of things.

And shame.Luo didn't look up, he just put his hands on his ears - the scalp was numb, the ears and face were hot, and the heartbeat would also become faster.

But ultimate happiness?

Luo Yiran finally looked up, and he looked at the magician beside him.

The magician was quietly waiting for Luo Yiran to speak, and when Luo Yiran raised his head, he tilted his head slightly, his eyes blatantly flickering on his lips and neck, and he asked again: "Would you like to try? Master."

Luo Yiran knew what the magician was talking about, he tilted his head and showed a very shallow smile: "Are you sure this will make me feel happy?"

It's a nice smile.The magician suppressed his itchy hands, and said, "It won't hurt to try."

Luo Yiran's eyes flickered slightly - the forced emotions are also changed by the development of the "plot", so during the period when Ji Ming treats Qiu Qiu well, the negative emotions he can feel have declined.

But judging from the setting of this small dungeon, he will definitely not let him have a good time, and there will definitely be other changes that will become the last straw to crush him... Although he knows it, he has no confidence in this small dungeon, so he still Add a layer of guarantee yourself.

therefore.

Luo Yiran turned his head and looked at the direction behind him - Lin Chi, it's time to go back.

Let Lin Chi discover the unusual relationship between him and Ji Ming, not just for the sake of "shame".

But it will take time for this line to develop naturally.During that time... Luo Yiran looked at the magician again: "Okay, but I need a reason."

Give it a try, if you have time.

However, extreme happiness should be more difficult to obtain than pain, after all, it is sometimes difficult for people to feel happy.

"Reason?" The magician listened to Luo Yiran's words and turned his head, his eyes were bent: "There is no reason for love."

Luo Yiran raised his chin, looked at him slightly with lowered eyes, he chuckled lightly, and then said, "That's up to you."

The magician looked at Luo Yiran turning his head, and then quickly changed his expression after blinking, and his temperament also changed slightly.

Qiu Qiu looked at him with bright and clear eyes: "Brother Ji Ming, what do you want to buy?"

Just now Ji Ming took him away and told Lin Chi that he was going shopping.

The magician also changed slightly for a moment, he obviously hesitated, and then said: "Buy a razor."

...Are you just deciding to buy now?Why did you say you wanted to buy something before that?Qiu Qiu blinked suspiciously, but when his eyes fell on Ji Ming's smooth chin, his thoughts were a little off: "You should have a razor, right?"

"Buy another spare." Ji Ming said casually, he pulled Qiu Qiu away because he didn't want more people to follow them.

Qiu Qiu followed beside him, he looked at the milk tea in his hand, and then at Ji Ming.

Ji Ming seemed to be very concerned about his gaze, and turned his head almost instantly: "What's wrong?"

Qiu Qiu was frightened by him, and subconsciously asked, "Did you spend money to bring me milk tea?"

Ji Ming smiled and pointed at himself: "Yes, but I made this for you, and what I charged was only the cost... By the way, will the sugar be put in less? You seem to like too much sugar, but I think too much sugar every day is not good .”

"...that's enough." Qiu Qiu bowed his head, he felt very sweet.

"That's good. But that's all the good drinks in our milk tea shop... I'll bring you another shop next week." Ji Ming thought, "But next week I'll be on shift, and I'm going to get off work very late, so I go to work at noon I'll bring you here first..."

"No need." Qiu Qiu interrupted him, he didn't look at Ji Ming: "That's too troublesome."

Ji Ming stopped.

Qiu Qiu looked left and right but didn't look at Ji Ming.

He didn't properly reject this troublesome behavior this week, and Qiu Qiu always felt that Ji Ming's attitude...was not right, although he could feel that Ji Ming was indeed a very good person.

At least Qiu Qiu felt a long-lost sense of relaxation when getting along, maybe it was because of the unusual things they experienced together, or maybe it was because of Ji Ming's facial features that seemed to grow in his aesthetics...or maybe it was because Ji Ming never talked to him on the phone If you contact, you will not be monitored.

but.

If you keep asking people to bring milk tea and offer money, you will be rejected. This kind of thing...isn't it just like...then what is it like to get along with?Too strange.

Ji Ming looked at Qiu Qiu, and after a while he said, "Then, why don't you take it with you once in a while?"

Qiu Qiu was taken aback by his tone, and then nodded involuntarily.

Ji Ming rubbed his head, he smiled and said, "That's good."

……That's good?

Qiu Qiu felt the warm hand on top of his head. He thought of the whole set of books he liked that Ji Ming gave him on his birthday two days ago. Although his parents put them away first, he could feel the warmth. Carefully.

People who haven't known each other for a long time will be seen more clearly if they have no intentions.

Qiu Qiu vaguely understood, but all guesses were just guesses until they got a definite answer.

So he asked naturally: "Brother Ji Ming, why are you so nice to me?"

Ji Ming paused for a moment.

Qiu Qiu looked up and stared at Ji Ming's eyes.

Then he looked away at Ji Ming and said: "I didn't treat you very well... Aren't we friends, and you are several years younger than me, you should take care of it, and besides, I live alone, and I will be sick someday Maybe I have to count on you to take care of it..."

He said a lot of reasons, but Qiu Qiu was in a slightly dazed state.

Ji Ming stopped, and after a while he sighed: "I am such a person, if you don't like it, you can tell me."

A straightforward yet cryptic sentence.It is understandable, and it can also be easily taken as a joke.

Qiu Qiu got the answer, his eyes moved slowly, and he felt that he was unexpectedly calm - he was a keen person who was good at "mind reading", but adults were no better than his classmates, most adults knew how to hide My own eyes are also watertight...

Qiu Qiu looked at Ji Ming in the eyes - he knows how to conceal... dripping water...

"..."

Is it because some emotions cannot be concealed, or is Ji Ming not good at hiding himself?

... This look is too bad.

Qiu Qiu's calmness was broken, and he stuttered: "No, no... People like you are very good, I think you are very powerful, and it's easy to get along with you... You don't even know, Lin Chi... Ah It's the one you saw just now, he's very childish..."

In fact, he wanted to become a mature person like Ji Ming, and felt that if he became such a person, he would be able to find...a way to relieve the pain.

Not to escape, not to bear.

It is resolved.

People cannot avoid pain, they will feel pain when they are alive, but they must find a way to resolve it...or offset it with happiness...

Qiu Qiu stopped talking, and he looked at Ji Ming: "Thank you."

Ji Ming thought for a while: "Is it a good person card?"

Qiu Qiu didn't answer this question, he showed a bright smile, and then stretched out his hand to pull Ji Ming: "If you have something, don't buy it. Most of the time, you will leave it alone and forget it, so wait for the right time, that is, buy it." Buy it when you need it."

Ji Ming let him pull him forward, he looked at Qiu Qiu's eyebrows and said, "Okay."

Sure enough, from the first time they met, he thought that he would look very good-looking when he smiled.

The phone in his hand went black again, Lin Chi looked at his own face printed on the screen, he was entangled——

It's not about homosexuality anymore!That person is cousin Qiu Qiu!

Surely Qiu Qiu doesn't know?Otherwise, how could you be so close to that cousin!

Sure enough, I still have to remind you!After all, Qiu Qiu had helped him a lot.

Lin Chi made up his mind, he turned on the phone, found Qiu Qiu's profile picture and clicked on it, then edited a sentence and sent it out, he stared at it for a while, and then sent a few more.

……

The mobile phone on the sofa vibrated slightly, Qiu's mother passed by the living room looked at it, and she walked over to look at the clock on the wall: "Has Xiaobao not come back yet?"

But as soon as Mother Qiu picked up the phone, there was a sound of opening the door.

Qiu's mother immediately put down the phone, but she still looked down when the door was about to open, and just in time to see another new incoming message——

When she saw clearly, her eyes widened slightly.

"Mom, I'm back."

Qiu Qiu changed his shoes and walked into the house. He looked up at Qiu's mother standing on the edge of the balcony, holding a clothes rail in her hand. She smiled, although in Qiu Qiu's eyes, the smile seemed a little different from usual: "It's a bit of a joke today." It's late, but your sister didn't come back, she usually comes back on Saturday, and it's getting dark now...you should call your sister. "

My sister hasn't come back yet.Qiu Qiu was stunned for a moment, and then he saw his mobile phone on the table, he went to pick it up, and then saw several messages from Lin Chi, the last one displayed on the screen was—[Lin Chi withdrew a message information】

Qiu Qiu was taken aback again, then he clicked on the message first, and looked at the record that Lin Chi had sent a few messages and then withdrew a few, he was a little at a loss—what was he doing?

"What's wrong?" Qiu's mother suddenly said, Qiu Qiu looked up and wanted to say nothing, but was startled by Qiu's mother's dark eyes.

Qiu Qiu didn't understand. He hesitated and turned the phone screen to Qiu's mother. He knew she wanted to see it: "My classmate sent a message, but withdrew it."

Mother Qiu's eyes flickered: "Don't worry about it, call your sister and ask if she won't be back this week."

Qiu Qiu nodded, then found her sister and called her.

After a while, he frowned and put down the phone: "My sister didn't answer."

Qiu's mother frowned: "Didn't pick it up? Can't she pick it up without leaving her mobile phone every day?"

Looking at the sky outside, Qiu's mother thought about it, and called the teacher to ask if he was at school. The daughter was helping the teacher for a few weeks when she didn't come back, but the teacher said— —

"You said Qiu Xia asked for leave early on Friday and went home?" Qiu's mother raised her voice, "She didn't come back!"

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