Doll Survival Game [Unlimited]

"I feel that there are a lot of people who committed suicide recently. There have been several news reports." The young girl's voice sounded: "I heard that the person who jumped off the building near our house this morning seemed to be because of his poor family and happened to not get it this year. Scholarship, so I can't think about it for a while..."

"It's all too hypocritical, what is this?" Another man's voice was full of displeasure.

"When I just came back from work, I heard someone say that the reason for the high pressure of study, what pressure can there be in class? You just live in the blessings and don't know the blessings! Like our time, sometimes you can't eat, and you can't go to school. I went across the mountains and mountains before dawn, and it took me several years to wear a piece of clothing... Did we say anything? Now you have enough food and clothing, are in good health, and go to school with various cars to pick you up. Yes, I really don’t understand why I’m still yelling about being stressed all day long.”

The girl's voice was silent for a while, and then it became very soft when it sounded again: "...it's different."

"What's the difference!" The man's voice was a little higher, with dissatisfaction from being refuted: "It's easy enough in school, and this kind of person who has no ability to resist pressure at all will have troubles in society sooner or later!"

The girl hesitated: "Yeah, that's right...Dad, I'm going back to my room to pack my things first, and I have to go back to school later, by the way, is my brother okay? He seemed to be in a bad mood when he came back."

"Didn't he say he was going to take a nap? I didn't see that he was in a bad mood. When he came back, he always came back with the young man who moved in across the street. He made new friends and he was still in a bad mood? Your brother is not like that. You are so easily frustrated..." The man's voice was loud but somewhat dissatisfied: "It's not a child anymore, be stronger!"

The girl hurriedly said hello, and then hurried back to her room.

"..."

Home, all of a sudden quiet down.

Qiu Qiu poked his head out from under the quilt, as if he could still see the miserable appearance of the man who fell from the building.

The body shrank slightly, Qiu Qiu's eyes were blank, he was stunned for a while, and then reached for the vibrating mobile phone.

Someone took a video of the incident of suicide by jumping off a building, and someone in the class saw the video and recognized Qiu Qiu, so many people sent messages to ask him to comfort him.

Qiu Qiu didn't want to pay attention to it for the time being, he got out of bed and walked to the desk by the window, there were a lot of post-it notes on the side of the desk, on which were written things to study and practice.

And under the table is a drawer with a lock.

Taking out the key from the schoolbag, Qiu Qiu opened the drawer and took out a diary.

He was in a trance for a moment, and then looked at the extremely ordinary daily life recorded in the diary. He wrote the diary to record what happened, and did not describe the mood when it happened.

click.

The sound of the door opening suddenly sounded, Qiu Qiu's body trembled, he turned his head immediately, and then looked at the man who opened the door of his room with the key.

"dad……"

Qiu's father is in a middle-aged state, with a round body and thinning hair on the top.

His eyes fell on the notebook in Qiu Qiu's hand, then he frowned and said, "Aren't you sleeping... What are you doing locking the door at your own home?"

Qiu Qiu smiled dryly: "If you don't pay attention, just close it."

Father Qiu put away the keys, and said, "I'm going to the company again. The things that were finished were ruined by a newcomer, so I have to make up again."

Qiu Qiu nodded, and then asked, "Are you coming back from get off work normally?"

"It may be later." Father Qiu said, and then he glanced at the room next to him: "Your sister will go to school in a while, and you can watch and send it off, and then you remember that you are about to take the college entrance examination, so don't run around. "

Qiu Qiu nodded.

Father Qiu's eyes fell on the mobile phone that was vibrating from time to time on his bed: "Don't play with your mobile phone all the time, it's not good for your eyes and it will delay your study."

Qiu Qiu didn't explain anything, he nodded obediently: "Okay."

But as soon as Qiu's father left, Qiu Qiu quickly took the phone to see who sent the message again, and finally saw Lin Chi's name.

He also watched the video and asked if he was okay, and the last message he sent was "I will call if I don't reply".

Sighing helplessly, Qiu Qiu sat down by the bed, and he replied: [I'm fine...although it's a little scary. 】

Lin Chi replied in seconds: [Then do you want to come to school?Live with everyone! 】

Qiu Qiu: [No need, my parents will be back tonight. 】

Lin Chi: 【Alright! 】

Lin Chi: [By the way, the very tall man next to you in that video... is it your cousin? 】

Qiu Qiu was taken aback.

Lin Chi: 【You said you don't have a real brother, so that should be your cousin! 】

...His tone is a bit wrong.

Qiu Qiu is now good at getting along with others, which makes him very sensitive to other people's words, language and expressions.He paused for a moment, then hesitantly replied: [I do call him brother...]

Lin Chi seemed relieved: [That's right!It's my brother!No wonder! 】

Qiu Qiu: [... What's wrong? 】

Lin Chi's tone became much more relaxed: [It's nothing, it's just that someone posted the video on the Internet. I read some comments saying that you and that man are dating or something... It's just a self-righteous psychopath, obviously you are going to buy books with us yes. 】

Qiu Qiu was taken aback, and then replied: [He works in a milk tea shop, and I met him when I went to buy milk tea. 】

【oh oh! 】Lin Chi didn't care when he got the explanation, he typed quickly: 【By the way, Qiu Qiu, can I borrow your wrong question book? 】

Qiu Qiu: [ok~ but no folding! 】

Lin Chi sent over an emoji of a stick figure rabbit kneeling and sitting as agreed.

After the conversation was over, Qiu Qiu turned to the others to talk back.Usually, if only one person in the class knows something, others will soon know about it, and he has a lot of friends, so it takes a long time for him to reply to every question.

So when all the conversations were completely over, my sister had packed up her things and came out, Qiu Qiu quickly put down her phone: "Sister, I'll take you to the station."

The elder sister was stunned for a moment, she glanced at Qiu Qiu: "Do you want me to bring you something?"

Qiu Qiu was taken aback.

My sister put down the suitcase: "You only call my sister when you need my help. Tell me, what do you want to bring?"

Qiu Qiu shook his head, he smiled, "No."

The elder sister looked at him for a while and then cut off. She picked up the box by herself: "No need to send it away. You can read more books when you have time. The college entrance examination is coming soon, isn't it?"

Qiu Qiu: "It's not too late."

Then he took the box and brought it to the door, then put on his shoes neatly.

My sister seemed to think of something, she let go of her hand and let Qiu Qiu mention it: "Are you familiar with the new neighbor?"

Qiu Qiu nodded: "Although we only officially met today, we still get along pretty well."

"That's good." My sister was a little distracted: "I really envy you, getting along with people is so easy..."

Qiu Qiu paused.

My sister was suddenly happy: "Obviously, I used to be as prone to autism as I am."

Qiu Qiu didn't speak.

After that, the two fell silent, and when they arrived at the station, my sister suddenly asked, "Are you still writing a diary?"

Qiu Qiu paused slightly, then nodded.

The older sister took the suitcase, and she expressed emotion: "It's really courageous, don't you mind if Mom and Dad look at it again?"

"I won't write anyway."

There's nothing to see... Qiu Qiu's thought flashed, and then he suddenly thought of something.

My sister didn't intend to hear an answer after she finished speaking, so she turned around and entered the station.

Qiu Qiu watched her leave, then turned around quickly.He got on the return bus, found an empty seat at random, and just as his thoughts turned, a woman with a five- or six-year-old child came up at the door.

There happened to be two people sitting in front, so Qiu Qiu looked away, but the child rushed towards him: "Mom, I want to sit here!"

Qiu Qiu was stunned for a moment, and then he felt the gaze, as if everyone was looking over.

The woman didn't speak, and the child didn't let anyone see her, so he squeezed over, his voice was loud and a little crying: "I want to sit here! I want to sit here!"

The upper of the shoe was stepped on, leaving dirty marks, Qiu Qiu raised his head to meet the woman's accusing eyes, he was stunned, and then had a feeling that he had done something wrong.

The children were still huddling together, and there were low voices of conversations around. Qiu Qiu couldn't hear clearly, but she slowly stood up and made way for her.

The child sat down all at once, then swung his legs triumphantly.

The woman smiled, then sat down on one side, and said, "Thank you, little classmate."

Qiu Qiu's hands tightened slightly.

The car swayed at this moment, and Qiu Qiu felt someone approaching him.

"Xiao Qiu? It's really you... come here." A familiar voice sounded from behind, and at the same time a hand stretched out to support him.

Qiu Qiu turned around and saw Ji Ming with peach blossom eyes, he was taken aback: "Brother Ji Ming? Why are you here?"

Ji Ming waved his hand slightly, and he took Qiu Qiu to sit in the back: "Anyway, I'm going to ask for leave, so I just come out to have a stroll."

Qiu Qiu understood the reason for distraction, and sat down beside him: "I thought Brother Ji Ming wasn't afraid."

"...After all, it's the first time I've seen someone die in front of me. It's somewhat scary. It might be abnormal if I'm not afraid."

Qiu Qiu bowed his head: "But you still protected me."

"Because I'm older than you." Ji Ming said softly, "Let's add friends? If you have anything, you can tell me."

Qiu Qiu readily agreed, and he took out his mobile phone to exchange contact information with Ji Ming.

In addition, his friend Ji Ming put away his phone, and he said it again: "If you have anything, you can tell me, and I will listen to you carefully."

Qiu Qiu looked up in a daze: "I'm fine."

Ji Ming looked at him with a smile and didn't speak.

Qiu Qiu withdrew his gaze - he was really fine, even though there was a sense of suffocation, as if his soul was locked in a small dark room with no light, but he was really fine.

Looking out of the window, Qiu Qiu recalled——

He has healthy limbs, a harmonious family, and many friends.

He has good grades, good sports, and can play music...not boasting but just stating, he is very popular.

Although I was scared today, but thinking about it carefully, there is nothing scary, but that person is dead, isn't it?It has nothing to do with him.

And it will be forgotten after a while... After all, he is now a person who can make himself "comfortable".

What can happen to me like this?

Qiu Qiu lowered his head, and the person who fell beside him flashed through his mind.The man escaped from reality, but he must have given all his courage to live before he escaped.

After all, who would not want to live if they could live.

and so……

Why would those people say that.

...and so does Dad.

So bad, in this moment.

"I'm really fine." Qiu Qiu stared at the fast-moving scenery outside the window: "It's just that people who feel that they can't live without experiencing any major crisis are not because they are too weak and useless."

Ji Ming seemed to be stunned for a moment, then he looked at the kid chattering on the chair: "Is it because of what those people are watching?"

Qiu Qiu didn't intend to share his family's point of view with the person he just met today, so he could only nod.

"Of course not." Ji Ming affirmed him with a smile: "Everyone's perception of pain is different...and after getting sick, people who become thinner and suffer continuously and then die, and those who suffer sudden disasters and only feel pain for a moment before dying , although the ending is death, but it is not the same."

Qiu Qiu didn't understand the connection, but he still nodded with a smile: "Yes! That's right."

Ji Ming smiled and didn't speak again, so Qiu Qiu also became quiet.

Because they lived in the opposite door, the two got off the car together and went back when they arrived at the station. They didn't talk much halfway, but the atmosphere was not awkward, perhaps because they experienced what happened in the morning together.

"if."

After going upstairs, when Qiu Qiu was inserting the key into the lock, Ji Ming suddenly spoke, and then said something similar to what he said in the car: "If something happens, no one can tell, you can find me."

Qiu Qiu nodded blankly, then he opened the door and entered the room——so why do you always say this?

He's fine.

Or that he is in a bad state now.

Qiu Qiu looked up, he looked at himself in the mirror hanging by the door, then he was stunned, after a while he touched his face - no wonder Ji Ming kept saying that sentence, his current expression seemed to be quite bad.

Rubbing his cheeks, Qiu Qiu walked to his room, he thought calmly—he was probably scared by the jumper...

"You're back."

Qiu Qiu froze, he looked at the woman who came out of his room: "Mom."

Didn't the door close when he left?

Mother Qiu nodded: "I wanted to come back early to see off your sister, but she was already leaving...Have you had lunch? Are you hungry?"

Qiu Qiu walked towards his room without moving an inch: "Eat."

Mother Qiu went to the kitchen: "Are you going to study? Then I'll cut some fruit, I just bought it."

Qiu Qiu did not refuse: "Okay, thank you Mom."

Mother Qiu said cheerfully, "Thank you for what the family said."

Qiu Qiu didn't close the door of the room again, if he closed it, he might be questioned that he wasn't studying.

He came to his desk, and opened the drawer that he forgot to lock when he left. He opened it and looked at the diary inside—passed.

but.

Qiu Qiu reached down, and found another thin book under the drawer.

He paused for a moment, then the corners of his mouth slightly raised, revealing an expression that didn't belong to Qiu Qiu.

Luo suddenly laughed.

——Sure enough, there was another diary.