Accumulate feathers sink the boat

"what are you saying???"

Lu Xiangzhou wondered if he was hallucinating, "Gong Yu is no longer a doctor" and "Gong Yu is going to school", these two things put together are as outrageous as "Lu Xiangzhou is good at math" and "Lu Xiangzhou is going to do scientific research" , it’s not that people who drank more than ten catties can’t tell at all.

"Oh, hold it back, it's almost hitting my face."

Chen Min sighed and hid back, wishing she could just open the door and run away.She knew that Lu Xiangzhou had to react like this after talking about it, not to mention Lu Xiangzhou, she herself was terrified when she first heard about it, and had to confirm it with Gong Yu countless times before she was forced to accept this Arabian Nights fact.

"That's the way it is. If you don't believe it, there's nothing you can do. And I don't think he came to me on a whim. When he came to me, he came directly with the resignation approval letter. It seems that the formalities over there have already been completed. "

"Then what? So what? Do you agree?" Lu Xiangzhou asked in a hurry, feeling that his voice had changed.

"Do you think I have such great authority? I'm just the director of teaching and research. I don't have any right to appoint or remove personnel. At most, I can only help with referrals. Whether I can stay or not is up to the school."

"Did the school agree???"

"I mean a great writer." Chen Min raised his hand and wiped Lu Xiangzhou's foggy glasses, "You are so concerned, do you want him to come to our school as a teacher, or do you not want him to come?"

"Of course I don't want to! Wouldn't it be good for him to stay in the co-op?! Why would he want to be your colleague!" Lu Xiangzhou answered quickly, for fear that Chen Min would question his determination if he spoke too slowly.

"That's fine, you are enough. I will refuse him when I go to work next week. There are so many medical schools, why does he have to come to our school? I don't care where he falls in love."

"No...it's not..." Lu Xiangzhou didn't follow Chen Min's logic, and was stunned, "Why didn't you let him go?"

"???" This time it was Chen Min's turn to be confused, "Didn't you say you didn't want him to be my colleague? Then I won't recommend him!"

"No, I mean tell him to go back to Xie Li and don't go to your school!"

"But he's already resigned. He has already approved the papers at Co-effort. How can he go back? Isn't it the same idea to let him go to another school?"

"How can that mean the same thing! Can being a teacher and being a doctor have the same meaning???"

"Can you stop being so excited?" Chen Min really convinced, "What's wrong with the teacher? Doctors are also taught by the teacher, I tell you, don't look down on our teacher!"

"Oh no! That's not what I meant!" Lu Xiangzhou had ten thousand words to say in his mind, but when they rushed to his lips, none of them could express his mood at the moment, "I just don't understand why he Going to be a teacher? Doesn't he like surgery the most? Being a teacher will kill him??"

"Well, but now it's not a question of what he wants to do, but what he can do."

"What do you mean?" Lu Xiangzhou panicked inexplicably when he heard Chen Minyi's tone drop.

"Xiang Zhou, listen to Mom—"

"I don't listen!"

When a mother starts to talk earnestly, it is likely that something very bad has happened. Although Lu Xiangzhou has limited life experience in facing this situation, it is enough to judge the current crisis.

"If you don't listen, you have to listen." Afraid of Lu Xiangzhou's nervousness, Chen Min simply took his hand, "Listen to my mother, I have carefully studied the matter of Gong Yu coming to be a teacher, and it is true. It's his own problem, it has nothing to do with you... just a little bit, a little bit, understand? So you don't have to be so nervous, you think, he is also 40 years old, very mature Now, I won’t make fun of my own career casually, making this kind of decision must have been well thought out, as outsiders, we have no reason to worry about him.”

"But...but why is he?" Lu Xiangzhou had a guess, but he didn't dare to say, "What do you mean it doesn't have much to do with me, but has a little bit to do with it?"

"That's... hey," the young man's question was really too troublesome, Chen Min retreated crazily, wishing that Lu Wenchuan could resurrect in place and solve the matter for her, "It's his... that time. ..Isn’t it after the operation for you that...you have some psychological problems, you dare not go to the operating table, and you can’t adjust after seeing a psychiatrist... Then I persisted for a few months, and I felt that It's too slow for the department, so... that's all..."

"boom--"

It is no exaggeration, for the first time Lu Xiangzhou clearly heard the sound of his brain collapsing, a "boom".First, it starts from the peripheral nerves, then passes through the cerebral cortex, and then those cranial nerves that are messed together, the brain, the cerebellum, and perhaps blood vessels that he doesn't know.All like dominoes, with the shaking of one part, all collapsed to the ground.

"boom--"

It's noisy, it's scary.

How could this be Gong Yu?

Gradually more cars passed by them, Lu Xiangzhou stared blankly at the flashing emergency light sign, his head became a swamp in panic.

Gong Yu should be the kind of person who, in order to do a good job in a surgery, strives for perfection to the point where he even has to control the amount of bleeding to the point of perfection.He will carefully study the patient's symptoms and needs before the operation, even if the operation has been performed millions of times, he is unequivocal.Be fast, be accurate, try to minimize the incision and damage, there will never be any errors allowed within the medical range, and there will be absolutely no errors on his operating table.

He is still the kind of person who is never satisfied with the standard answer and constantly wants to push his limit value.If it took half an hour to complete an operation this time, the surgical wound was 10 cm, and it took the patient a week to recover.Then next time he will try his best to shorten the operation time to 25 minutes and shorten the operation wound to 9.5 centimeters in order to save the patient one day of recovery.If 25 minutes is not enough, then try at least 26 minutes? 9.5 cm can't be done, 9.8 cm can always be done, right?

He was always asking himself, over and over again, why do patients have to suffer so much?Why, didn't they come to the hospital just to avoid suffering?Isn't it just to relieve the pain when you come to see me?So why, why, why can't I do better?Make life easier for patients?

Gong Yu will never be satisfied with the achievements he has achieved, but always pays attention to those that he has not conquered and achieved.He is a doctor, but he has never regarded himself as a doctor, because doctors can make mistakes, they can be powerless, and they can recover from failure, but he, Gong Yu, cannot.

There are no such words as impossible, impossible, and I tried my best in Gong Yu's dictionary. The only purpose of his life is to eliminate these words.So he can not go home for several weeks for patients, and he can not rest for several nights for an operation.He is not picky about food, he is not particular about extravagance, and he does not know how to enjoy himself. Earning so much money is meaningless to him, and living in a thatched house or living in a big apartment is nothing more than sleeping.

During such a long time of marriage, Lu Xiangzhou felt that Gong Yu didn't regard him as a lover, or even as a human being, but Gong Yu himself, why did he regard himself as an extraordinary person? ?

That's it... that's Gong Yu, what's the difference between letting him put down the scalpel and letting his life go?

"Xiang Zhou? Talk to Xiang Zhou, don't scare mom."

Lu Xiangzhou's long silence made Chen Min feel flustered. She knew that this incident was a huge shock to everyone, especially Lu Xiangzhou.But it's impossible for me to hide it from him. He and Gong Yu have been married for so many years, no matter how bad the relationship is, there are many overlapping circles.So if you don’t know today, you will know tomorrow, and if you don’t know tomorrow, you will know the day after tomorrow. It’s just... sooner or later.

That's why she wondered if it would be better for herself.For myself, I can help Lu Xiangzhou prepare his emotions first, and tell him not to be nervous or feel guilty.You can also ask him for his opinion on the sidelines, to see if he would like Gong Yu to return to his circle again.If she didn't want to, even if the headmaster personally named the important person, she would have to drive Gong Yu out, and she was determined not to let him affect Lu Xiangzhou's hard-won emotions.

"Relax, really, this matter is definitely not your responsibility, do you know?" Afraid that Lu Xiangzhou might not hear, Chen Min forcefully turned his body over and turned to face herself.

"As a doctor, psychological quality is the most important thing. Gong Yu has been practicing medicine for so many years, and he can't even control a small demon. In fact, he is not suitable to be a doctor. It is a good thing for him to be a teacher. .”

After practicing medicine for many years, I can't control even a small inner demon...

Lu Xiangzhou opened his eyes unfocused, and the sadness in his heart grew a little more.That's right, Gong Yu has been a doctor for so many years, and he has never seen any kind of big scene, and the patients who have had difficult and troublesome operations have persisted, and the result is just like this, just because of this reason, they can no longer undergo surgery I can't even be a doctor anymore.

Why...

Why on earth is he...

"Mom...he...why can't he adjust?" Lu Xiangzhou asked carefully, as if he really didn't know.

"Why do you say?" Chen Min blinked, "You know that, right?"

"Is it because of guilt?"

"Well, Mom thinks so. Think about it...Actually... Gong Yu is not a bad person, right? He... is actually a very responsible person. Mom dared to trust you to him back then , also because of this.”

"Then...that's why..." A burst of sourness interrupted Lu Xiangzhou's words, he sniffed hard to suppress his emotions.

"So a responsible person who makes a big mistake will be punished. He should suffer this crime and learn this lesson. The price of sacrificing others to help himself grow is too high. He should always remember this. So losing It doesn't matter if you have more, you know?"

Lu Xiangzhou looked at Chen Min who was seriously comforting himself, and wanted to say he knew, but he couldn't speak no matter what.

"Hey, you don't have to worry about what he will do in the future, these are not things you should care about," Chen Min continued, "Just tell mom whether you want him to be a colleague with mom, if you If you think it’s okay, mom will go through the process to introduce him, if you think it’s not possible, then mom won’t help him.”

The original question came back to Lu Xiangzhou again, this time he didn't answer quickly, but was thinking very, very seriously.

Little by little, over and over again, I couldn't tell how long it took before I finally plucked up the courage to say: "Then you can let him go, it's not a big deal, Quanlin only has you as a medical school, if he isn't here, he can't stay here." Quan is here. Without parents and relatives, where else can he go..."