Accumulate feathers sink the boat

During the preparation, Dr. Zhou gave Gong Yu an in-ear walkie-talkie, saying that when he was talking with Lu Xiangzhou for a while, he could act according to his own prompts, which would be much more efficient and would not cause the patient to become emotional.Gong Yu nodded, read the draft question in his hand several times, then hastily plugged in the earphones, and followed Dr. Zhou to the observation room.

It was a small room of about ten square meters, with yellow and white striped walls and gray plush carpets, and the glass used for observation was also decorated with colored frames, which looked extraordinarily warm.But Gong Yu didn't have time to observe these carefully, his attention was completely attracted by Lu Xiangzhou sitting on the cloth recliner, even his palms were slightly sweaty.

"You can go in now," Doctor Zhou whispered to Gong Yu, "I'm right next to you, don't be nervous, observe the patient's mood at any time, and immediately interrupt the conversation if there is anything abnormal."

"Okay." Gong Yu replied quickly, but still secretly wiped the sweat from his palms while no one was paying attention.

The first few days passed very slowly.

Lu Xiangzhou didn't respond to all the questions. No matter what tone Gong Yu changed or what kind of inducement he gave under the guidance of Dr. Zhou, he remained motionless, and blinked his eyes occasionally, which was all a normal body reaction.It seemed that what was in front of him was not Gong Yu, but a wall, a gust of wind, and even the colorless and odorless air in the room.

But Dr. Zhou didn't give up, he had seen this kind of situation a lot, and he was still chattering non-stop in the headset.Gong Yu listened for a while, and executed some of them, but the longer the time, the more he felt that his calmness and rationality were about to run out.Heartache and panic caused his brain to gradually go blank, so almost subconsciously, he put his hand on the back of Lu Xiangzhou's.

It was a hand that was so thin that it was almost skin and bones, and the veins on the back of the hand became protruding because of the lack of fat covering.Doctor Zhou asked him to let go of the patient's warning coming from the headset, but Gong Yu turned a deaf ear to it, he couldn't do it, no matter how clear his mind and heart were, he couldn't let go of that hand in such a situation.He could only rely on instinct to stroke the palm lines of Lu Xiangzhou's palm over and over again, as if he could pass on his full love to them, and it seemed that he could make Lu Xiangzhou suffer less pain.

After a minute or two like this, Dr. Zhou couldn't bear it any longer, and planned to separate the two of them in person, but just as he was about to leave, Lu Xiangzhou suddenly pulled away the hand that was tightly held by Gong Yu. The sluggish face showed a look of fear, and the lips kept moving up and down, making some huh huh ah ah.

"Continue! Keep in physical contact with him! He has never had this kind of reaction before. It seems that he has a memory of your touch!"

The leg that had already been stepped was withdrawn abruptly, and Doctor Zhou repeated excitedly into the headset until he saw Gong Yu holding Lu Xiangzhou's hand again.

"Xiang Zhou, it's me, Gong Yu, I'm here to see you."

"Ah... ah... no... ah..." The breath sound became a relatively clear word, and Lu Xiangzhou's consciousness was indeed gradually waking up.

"Nothing?" Gong Yu tried to ask, "You don't like it, do you? Then let me let go?"

"No...impossible..."

"What's impossible?"

This was the first time that Lu Xiangzhou gave a positive answer to a question from the outside world since his condition worsened. Dr. Zhou stood up abruptly, holding his breath and waiting for his answer.

"No...impossible to come...look...look at me...I'm...not...impossible..."

"How is it impossible?" Gong Yu's voice choked up, "Xiang Zhou, it's me, I'm here, I'm here to see you, I'm here to stay with you, don't be afraid."

"No...you...you...don't want to see me..." Lu Xiangzhou tried to withdraw his hand again, but Gong Yu was so strong that he didn't give him a chance to let go.

"How could I not want to see you? Xiang Zhou, look at me, I want to be by your side every minute and every second."

"No...impossible," Lu Xiangzhou took a deep breath, and then his faltering words suddenly became clear, "You're not Gong Yu, Gong Yu hates me, he won't come to see me."

The sharp pain was sent to the brain through the heart, Gong Yu didn't know if Lu Xiangzhou was suffering from schizophrenia, if so, what kind of psychological hints did he give himself?If not, then... how did he come to this conclusion?

"Keep asking and see if he has misunderstood you or if there is something real." Dr. Zhou's voice came from the headset again, and he felt that the problem had turned a little bit, and the answer might be buried in the wrong mouth in the conversation.

"Why?" So Gong Yu had no choice but to continue to ask, "Why does Gong Yu hate you? You know, he never hates you. When you are sick, he will definitely come to see you."

"Lie." This was Lu Xiangzhou's answer.

"You lied," he replied again.

"Where did I lie? You tell me, can I change it?"

I don't know if the two serial problems are too complicated, Lu Xiangzhou thought for a while, and then slowly said: "It's a hallucination, I have hallucinations."

"What hallucination?" Gong Yu's hand holding Lu Xiangzhou suddenly began to tremble.

"Gong Yu came to see me, I saw it, once or twice... many times, but nothing, they said it was a hallucination, so it was a hallucination."

"You think I came to see you, but I didn't come, so you feel that you have hallucinations?"

Gong Yu felt that he would not be able to hold on any longer, so many days and nights, so many times he almost knocked on the door of Lu Xiangzhou's house out of impulsiveness, how could he hold back?If he didn't hold back, once, even just once—

"No," Lu Xiangzhou shook his head, then nodded, "Yes, he came...but I don't want him to come."

"Let him drink some water!" Dr. Zhou suddenly said in the headset, "This topic has already been answered, let him drink water, interrupt his thoughts, and don't always be entangled in the same context!"

Where does this have an answer?Gong Yu looked at the unremarkable single-sided glass, feeling a thousand puzzles and ten thousand resentments in his heart, but he endured it, went to the small bar next to the observation room, and poured Lu Xiangzhou a glass of warm water.

"Come on, Xiang Zhou, can you drink some water? Let's talk about it later."

Lu Xiangzhou didn't know if he was still immersed in the topic just now, he stared at the water glass for a long time, but refused to take it.So Gong Yu had no choice but to take his hand, intending to put the water glass into his hand, but who would have thought that Lu Xiangzhou would overturn the glass as soon as he touched it, and then yelled into the air uncontrollably: "Impossible! Gong Yu can't pour me water! He doesn't care about me!! He never cares about me!!!"

"No! I didn't, Xiang Zhou, I didn't!" Gong Yu was short of breath, his heart ached like a big hand strangled his neck fiercely, "I...I have to take care of it, I have to take care of it, give me a second Chance, you—"

"He doesn't care!!! He never cares!!!" Lu Xiangzhou's growl continued to escalate, causing Doctor Zhou behind the glass to take off his headset, "You don't know him at all!!"

"I am Gong Yu, Xiang Zhou, I am, look at me, do you remember me?"

Two trembling hands held Lu Xiangzhou's wrist again, this time gently, with a little comforting rubbing. Lu Xiangzhou was stunned for a while, then suddenly withdrew his hand, leaned over and picked up the one he had just thrown on the ground. plastic cup.

"Here, you drink, I'll give you some water." He said to Gong Yu.

"Okay, okay, I'll drink it, I'll drink it now." Regardless of the fact that there was no water in the glass, Gong Yu pushed the mouth of the glass to his lips without even thinking, but before he touched it, he was beaten again by Lu Xiangzhou. The slap hit the ground.

"You are lying!!! Gong Yu won't drink the water I poured!! He won't eat the rice I cook!! He won't eat the fruit I peeled!! He hates me!! He won't go home!!!"

"Why..." The tears that had been held back for a long time finally fell down, Gong Yu wiped his face with his sleeve indiscriminately, and said while crying, "I'm too bad, I didn't do anything well, but I didn't. ..I would never intentionally not eat your cooking... I really didn't do it on purpose..."

"Why?!!! Ask him!!! Why!!! I did nothing wrong!!!" Lu Xiangzhou suddenly stood up from his chair, and started punching Gong Yu's arm, "Why did he Hate me so much!!! He can dislike me!!! But why does he hate me!!! WHY!!!”

"I didn't...I swear...I never hated you for a second..." Gong Yu didn't dare to stop, fearing that Lu Xiangzhou's bones would hurt him when he patted him, so he had to turn his back and think about it Flatter and maybe less painful to hit.

"He has it!!! He is!!! He never cared about my life or death!!!" Lu Xiangzhou's anger intensified, and he actually lifted the chair where Gong Yu couldn't see it.

"Stop!" At the very moment, Dr. Zhou rushed in with two security guards, "Pull the patient away and send him to the ward!"

Gong Yu turned his head amidst the shouting, and saw Lu Xiangzhou who was carrying the chair and the security guard who was about to rush up, almost intuitively, he blocked Lu Xiangzhou in one go: "Don't touch him! Don't touch him!! He is not a prisoner! You let him vent!"

"Snapped"!

At this second, Lu Xiangzhou's hand holding the chair suddenly lost strength, and the wooden armrest hit Gong Yu's shoulder straight, making a loud noise, and everyone was stunned.

Except Gong Yu.

He turned around with difficulty, hugged Lu Xiangzhou with the arm that was not smashed, and said over and over again: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, nothing happened. You're right, Gong Yu is a bastard, you don't want to see him He, then don't see him, okay? You are not wrong, it is not your fault from the beginning to the end, you are the best, the best. Don't think about these things, let's forget him, okay, I swear he will never No more, he won't bother you anymore, I'll teach him a lesson for you, okay?"

Lu Xiangzhou, who was still furious just now, was suddenly soothed by these words. He stayed in Gong Yu's arms for a long time, and finally asked uncertainly: "Really? You promise? He won't come again?"

"Really, I promise," Gong Yu's tears wet Lu Xiangzhou's shoulders, "He won't come again, in the future you will only meet people who love you, and there will be no more Gong Yu in your world."

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