Accumulate feathers sink the boat

The obstetrics and gynecology department of the Co-effort Hospital has been completely messed up recently, because their boss Gong Yu has completely crashed.

People who used to be workaholics, now they don't hold regular work meetings, they don't participate in in-hospital consultations, and they keep calling for replacements in outpatient clinics every two days.It's also fortunate that he is a golden signboard of cooperation, otherwise anyone else would have been dismissed long ago.

The sudden increase in workload is one aspect, and frequent complaints from patients are also very frustrating.

During the period when Gong Yu did nothing, countless family members of pregnant women who came to give birth to him went to the nurse's station to beat on the door every day to protest. Anyway, the doctors didn't dare to bully them, so they took out their anger on the nurses.At the beginning, Xiao Li was able to lead a group of girls to fight against Confucianism, but later on, I don't know whether it was because of lack of words or too much energy consumption. When someone came to make trouble, she just listened and didn't answer back.Patience almost sees her like this, she will yell and curse, and some even hit people. When this person is, she will call the security guard downstairs with an alarm bell, and they should be dragged away, and they should call the police.But for those who are more patient...then Namo Amitabha, at this time, all the Bodhisattvas who only move their mouths but not their hands, Xiao Li should listen to the Bodhisattva's chanting. Self-cultivation and cultivation of temperament are also considered to be immeasurable merits.

But you said that no one would dare to persuade Gong Yu after all this?

No, because as long as you have seen this sudden despair, you will never use the power of words easily.

Ever since Lu Xiangzhou was suddenly admitted to and then discharged from the hospital, everyone in the Co-effort Obstetrics Department had clearly witnessed a collapse from the inside out.

The first is the failure of the emotional control system.During the first few days when Lu Xiangzhou was admitted to the hospital, someone could always catch Gong Yu whose cheeks were flushed from crying in the corridor or in the office.Sometimes it’s just after crying. Although the tears stopped, the speech is slurred. If you accidentally compose a long sentence, there will be one or two breathless sobs, and you have to hold your breath for a long time. , in order to barely let the breath flow.Sometimes people seem to be fine, and they can communicate and assign work normally without crying, but they will suddenly stop when they talk about some obviously normal points, as if their brain suddenly failed, no matter who they are talking to No matter how the person was induced, he did not respond, and then burst into tears in the helplessness of others-no sound, no notice, or even no reason.

After going through many times, everyone suddenly understood that Gong Yu never wanted to cry, and the occasional pause might be just that his physiology didn't keep up with his psychology, or even his body didn't believe that a person could be so sad the point.

This was just the beginning, and after Lu Xiangzhou was discharged from the hospital, the situation changed again.

The frequency of Gong Yu's inexplicable tears began to decrease, but the time spent in daze and wandering increased day by day. It was often that everyone went to his office to report to him on work. In the morning, he asked what his posture was, at noon, and then in the afternoon, and at night everyone When it was time to get off work, he still sat motionless in the office.

Once, a doctor who had a good relationship with him couldn't stand it anymore, so he plucked up the courage to ask him if he wanted to go home together.As a result, Gong Yu stared at the window for 5 minutes without saying a word.It wasn't until the man couldn't stand it and was about to give up that he suddenly said: "I don't have a home anymore, so I won't go back."

From then on, everyone began to consciously observe his daily activities, and found that this person had never returned home.It turned out that Gong Yu was used to retiring from morning to night, and few people could accompany him the whole time in the hospital, so everyone thought that he was still working and resting as before, but who would have thought...

"But didn't the director get divorced a long time ago?" Some young people who couldn't understand the whole process of the incident still wanted to ask.

Xiao Li could only deal with it casually, saying that the director probably had a long nerve reflex arc, and only now did he realize that he was divorced.

In this way, the young man couldn't understand even more, and said: "The director's reflex arc is long enough, and he can't react well after divorce, and the ex-wife doesn't know about picking up the uterus. How can there be a daughter-in-law?"

Yeah, it's long enough.Xiao Li looked at Gong Yu's half-closed office door, wondering if he could hear this little guy talking so loudly.But after thinking about it again, it’s all right, this person with a super long reflex arc is afraid that now he has one more opening in the seven orifices, and he understands what should be understood and what should not be understood.

But when will Gong Yu get out of this matter?Xiao Li didn't know, and she didn't dare to ask, maybe there would be no result if she asked.So I can only silently hope that this process can be shortened, because... if Gong Yu continues to go crazy like this, this subject will really be over.

This is something the Cori people have discovered, but what they haven't and can't discover, there are actually more.

For example, Gong Yu didn't stay in the hospital all the time, every night when everyone thought he was in the office, he was actually sitting in the small garden of the Provincial Women's and Children's Office.There are seven or eight stone chairs there, one of which can just see the ward at the end of the Gender Health Department on the fifth floor.

When it wasn't raining, he would stay there all night, watching what time the lights were turned off and what time they were turned on.Sometimes when the lights were on after eleven o'clock, he would feel aching in his heart, and wanted to complain about the improper management of the province's maternity and children, and he didn't remind the patients to rest until it was so late.But sometimes he was upset when he saw that the lights were turned off early in that room.Worried about what happened to the patient, whether he was uncomfortable somewhere, and why he went to bed so early.I was so worried that I wished I had a pair of perspective eyes, so that I could see through the glass and through the wall, and see the people inside clearly.

Once, when it rained lightly at night, Gong Yu sat on the stone chair for a long time before realizing suddenly that he might catch a cold if he continued like this.He doesn't care if he catches a cold, but he doesn't know if the ward will prepare a thicker quilt for the patient. If a patient who has just undergone the pheromone balancer extraction operation catches a cold, it will affect the later recovery.

After thinking about it for a long time, the final solution was to secretly buy a few boxes of blankets from the 24-hour convenience store next to the hospital, and send them all to the gender health care department. They said that the brand was holding an event and asked the nurses to help promote it.The nurses don't know what brand's activities need to be held in the middle of the night, but this person is quite handsome and doesn't look like a bad guy, so a blanket was distributed to each hospital bed the next day——Lu Xiangzhou from the VIP ward , naturally the first to receive it.

But this kind of life didn't last long. After Lu Xiangzhou was discharged from the hospital, the light in the room on the 5th floor stopped turning on, and the light in Gong Yu's heart also went out.

He lost the last bit of connection with Lu Xiangzhou, now if he wants to know the news about Lu Xiangzhou, he can only rely on his imagination.At first he could still think about normal things, for example, it's eight o'clock now, Lu Xiangzhou should get up, the weather is so good, did he go to eat beef noodles, there is no class this morning, after eating noodles, he will go home and go back to sleep Well, don't forget to set the alarm clock, he still has class at 01:30 in the afternoon.

However, these were just scratching the surface, and as time went by, Gong Yu gradually became dissatisfied with this, so some things that were impossible to happen began to appear in his mind.

He would pull himself back to the past over and over again, back to the day when Lu Xiangzhou found out that he was pregnant.Then imagine that he didn't receive Wu Lin's call that morning, or he did, but he called someone else to handle it.He himself was sitting at the dining table at home, quietly listening to Lu Xiangzhou finish the great news, and he did not miss the opportunity, nor did he ignore it.He imagined that he had arranged the most thorough prenatal checkup for Lu Xiangzhou, and he had also changed shifts to ensure that he could stay at home at least three days a week, personally manage Lu Xiangzhou's meals and work and rest, and push his years of medical experience to the extreme.

He also thought of the child's baby name, no matter what gender it is, it will be called Xia Tian.Because Lu Xiangzhou's birthday is Xia Tian, ​​if the child's name is also Xia Tian, ​​he will have two gifts from Xia Tian, ​​and he will become the person who enjoys the most warmth in the world.

When a little more daring...and no less.

Gong Yu even thought about letting time go back to the time when he first met Lu Xiangzhou, thinking that he would suddenly become enlightened, fall in love with Lu Xiangzhou at first sight, and then want to be with him no matter what.Accompany him when he is studying, and pick him up after he works.When proposing marriage, you have to say it yourself first, and you can't let Chen Min go through it.Most of the wedding was a special event, and all the friends and classmates Lu Xiangzhou knew were invited to sit around the main stage.The honeymoon is also going, and Lu Xiangzhou likes Nice so much, so they will live in Nice for a month, from dawn to dusk, sleeping in a daze on the long pebble beach.When you are in a good mood, go to the sea to soak, but you must pay special attention to jellyfish. When he was studying in Germany, he heard that someone was stung by jellyfish in Nice.

After the honeymoon, there will be a long marriage... During this process, Gong Yu really has no confidence. He knows that he doesn't understand style and romance, so he may not be able to surprise Lu Xiangzhou for the rest of his life.But he will not shrink back, he will always persist, adjust what he did not do well, and correct what he did wrong.Anyway, love is just a moment, but marriage is a long road. He asked himself if he has other advantages. Patience and execution are definitely first-class. As long as Lu Xiangzhou can give him a chance, as long as...

There is no such thing.

All imaginations will come to an abrupt end at this moment.

Gong Yu finally understands that his original "like" and "love" can't stand the test, because true deep love is always accompanied by pain, the pain of not getting what you want, and the pain of worrying about gain and loss.And he loves too easily and at ease, and doesn't understand what this love may bring him, so naturally he can't estimate the cost of losing.

People always say that the one who loves the most always loses the most, but this is simply not true.People who love a lot are strong in their relationship. They can work hard when they want to work hard, and they can quit without regret if they want to quit.They are active at every moment in love, unlike themselves, loving and being loved are all involuntary.

And what he once believed to be the benefits of Beta has now turned into a life-threatening curse. Beta is not affected by the secretion of pheromones. It is stable and ordinary, and it seems to be the best group of people to deal with.But if you really want to touch their hearts, there is absolutely nothing you can do—there is no sexual attraction, and there is no way to use pheromones to suppress them. You can only try a little bit by feeling like primitive humans, but the feeling is the most illusory in the world. Even if you try a hundred times, you may not be able to get it right once.So Gong Yu really wants everyone in the world who chooses Beta as a partner to remember that when a Beta falls in love with you, you must cherish it, because if one day he decides to take back this love, then your surroundings will always be Pathless wilderness.

"Who will help me?"

On the 27th day after Lu Xiangzhou was discharged from the hospital, Gong Yu once again asked this question that was destined to receive no answer to the air in the office.

Who can help me?

Help.

help me.

The sky is bright, but you can't see your fingers. The so-called survivors are nothing more than that.

"director!!"

The voice from the corridor startled Gong Yu very rarely, he turned his head slowly, looking at Xiao Li's face that suddenly appeared without any expression.

"I beg you to pick up your phone! People are calling our front desk, saying they are looking for Teacher Lu's family members!"

"what?"

"Ms. Lu! Family members! You! Someone is looking for you!" Xiao Li was really roaring, breaking down the sentences into short words, I don't know if it can help Gong Yu understand, but it seems... the effect should not be good.

"Ok?"

Sure enough, not good...

"How about this, you tell me the phone number of Teacher Lu's mother, and I'll tell it over there. Their tone seems to be very anxious."

"Xiang Zhou's family?"

"Ouch, yes, if you don't want to be one, please give me a separate call, don't keep people waiting!"

...Some slow series of connections began to take effect in Gong Yu's mind. He was stunned for two seconds. Before Xiao Li's next roar came, he suddenly got up and rushed to the nurse's station. Without a prelude, he grabbed the phone He asked, "Hello? Hello, I'm Lu Xiangzhou's family member. What's the matter?!"

"what???!"

Gong Yu's scream, which almost broke his voice, scared the little nurse who was dispensing the medicine. His hands trembled, and a box of encore bottles fell to the ground with a "snap", completely shattering.

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The biggest crematorium is coming~