Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Gong Yu suddenly thought of the year when he first started learning anatomy.

At that time, he had already scored full marks in basic medical tests several times in a row, and he had almost completed his courses in human anatomy and ABO trigonadism.As a result, as soon as I entered the dissection room, I was dumbfounded. The room was full of large and small corpses. The fresh ones were placed directly on the table, and the decomposed ones were soaked in formalin. Even if the windows were wide open, the smell of medicine and blood The smell of meat and carrion still hits the face.

The teacher asked everyone to form a circle, and watched him break down every human body part on the operating table in detail, such as skin, flesh, blood vessels, internal organs... Gong Yu is tall, standing on the periphery, watching helplessly The students in front of me fainted one by one. In the end, after a class was over, there were only a dozen people still standing in the classroom, but everyone looked pale.

After that class, Gong Yu collapsed.When you go to the cafeteria, you absolutely dare not order meat, and you can’t even look at bacon. Some people in the dormitory can’t stand it, so they simply go back to the room to eat instant noodles, but they still go straight to the toilet when they see the meat residue in the seasoning bag.After a long time, Gong Yu felt that he might not be able to be a doctor anymore. He was really afraid of corpses. He was afraid of being unable to move when he was dead, and he was definitely more afraid of being alive. Knowledge can't compete with physiology.So he approached Chen Min and wanted to apply for a department transfer.

What did Chen Min say at that time?

Oh, Chen Min took out the little pigeon she kept in the office. It was only a few months old. It fell from a tree and broke its wing. Then, after a long time of self-flapping, it inserted branches and leaves into the wound , was almost dead when Chen Min picked it up, and now the inflammation of the wound has not completely disappeared after so many days.

Chen Min sterilized the simple equipment in the office, then removed the bandages on the pigeon's wings, then looked at Gong Yu and said, "Come on, change the dressing for it, I added a small bracket under the wings for it, and The bones are connected, and you are also torn apart."

Gong Yu didn't do it, he was dizzy looking at the blood now, no one's blood would work.

Chen Min nodded and said, "Okay, I don't care anyway, so we will guard the pigeon here, and we can bury it whenever it dies. You go and bury it, because you are the one who can't save it."

"teacher!"

"Don't call me, don't you want to transfer to another department? If I transfer to another department, I won't be your teacher anymore. It's up to you to save me or not."

The little pigeon was chirping in pain, Gong Yu couldn't bear to look at it, and turned his back, but every pore in his body was telling him to save the bird, not even a second later, the bird would die.

In the end, Gong Yu had no choice but to turn around and hold the tweezers and knife with all his strength to avoid shaking his hands, and then stuck his neck and asked Chen Min to teach him to remove the bracket.As a result, Chen Min chuckled: "Okay, let's go back to class, next time we do an autopsy, we will just use the knife like this, and tell ourselves that if we don't use the knife, we will die, that's what we did all those years ago."

"Ah... ah?" Gong Yu asked with question marks all over his head, "Then...then...what about the bracket of the little pigeon...zizi...?"

"What kind of brace, how can there be a brace? Isn't the wound healed soon? Do you have eyes?"

Gong Yu took a closer look, and sure enough, although there was still blood on the little wing, the wound had basically healed. It is estimated that the last medicine will take a few more days to heal, so Chen Min is... this is playing with him What about the aggressive method?

It was the most deafening lesson that Gong Yu had ever attended in his life. "If you don't take a knife, you will die" was fused into his blood like DNA. Whenever he felt scared or flinched, he would think of that little pigeon and Chen Min who "will not save him from death".

But now, standing in front of Xiao Li, he suddenly felt this feeling again.

Deafening.

It turned out that Lu Xiangzhou's anger didn't mean random quarrels and small fights, and divorce wasn't just a short separation and reunion in the future.All the balance and habits he thinks may be shattered with this as a fulcrum.Lu Xiangzhou may fall in love with someone else, not only is it okay if he can't wait for that sound, he may even not be able to wait for that person back.

"So equal liking is a very important thing for marriage..."

"Of course." Xiao Li sincerely felt sorry for Gong Yu's understanding of this issue now, "Equal emotional investment is a necessary condition in any relationship, and I don't know how you two got married in this situation. "

"...That's because we were quite equal at the beginning. Mr. Chen introduced us to each other, and then we met several times intermittently. We felt that there was no big problem with each other, so we decided the relationship. Do you understand blind date? Blind date There is no such thing as who likes whom more, they are not all the same, let’s see."

"Then why does Mr. Lu like you more and more? Does he have a tendency to be abused?"

"Does it make sense for you to pursue this now?" Gong Yu felt annoyed, "The problem is that he already likes me, it doesn't matter why he likes me, what matters is that this kind of liking suddenly surpasses my liking for him. I'm going down, so I have to find a way to catch up, otherwise this marriage will really have to be divorced."

"Then you can chase after it." Xiao Li nuzzled, looking as if he had nothing to do with himself.

"How to chase? You have been criticizing and judging me for so long, can you give me some effective advice?"

"Can you suggest this? You are chasing your wife, not me! Boss, you are already insincere. If you want me to teach you even this, do you think Mr. Lu can calm down?"

... Triple kill.

Gong Yu was not convinced, but he had to. He could only respectfully invite Xiao Li out, and then closed the door and racked his brains alone, wandering hard in the unfamiliar territory.

A week later, Chen Min received a call from Gong Yu.At that time, she had just hung up on Lu Xiangzhou's call, and the phone was still hot, when Gong Yu's call came in immediately, and she directly suspected that the two of them had discussed it.

"What? Are you two reconciled?"

"Ah?" Gong Yu was stunned by Chen Min's question before he could speak, "What reconciliation? Who am I with? Lu Xiangzhou?"

"Yeah, just a second ago, he just finished calling me, and the connection between you two is too seamless."

"No, it's not..." But Gong Yu really hoped so, "If we want to reconcile, do I need to bother you?"

"The child hasn't replied to your message yet?"

"No."

"You don't answer the phone either?"

"No, I blocked my WeChat a while ago."

"Why? You messed with him again?"

"How is it possible, Mom," Gong Yu said dejectedly, "How dare I, do you think I have too much life?"

"Then why did he block you?"

"I don't know. I was going to sleep that day when WeChat suddenly showed that he was inputting information. I waited for a long time and didn't receive anything, so I asked him what was wrong, and it turned out that I was blocked."

"No reason?"

"There is no reason."

"Hey, this is weird. He just called me. He sounded in a good mood. He was talking and laughing. He also said that he could go and listen to the newly dug up scrolls of the Warring States Period. He was so excited. No, it doesn't look like you're being pissed off."

When it's over, Gong Yu's heart is in turmoil. Lu Xiangzhou is in a good mood, but he still blocks him. Isn't this the worst thing that happened?

"Mom," he yelled out the word "Mom" in just one word, with a shifted voice and a vibrato, like a student in the vocal music department, "Lu... Xiangzhou, he has someone over there, right?"

"What did you say?" Chen Min held the phone in front of him and glanced at it. He was sure that it was Gong Yu. "What nonsense are you talking about? Is that child like this!"

"No...but...but why is he? I really didn't do anything recently, so I sent a few messages to ask him how he was doing there. If he didn't reply to me, I wouldn't dare to Post it, so you won’t be so angry that you drag me down..."

"Then why? You called me today for this? Let me help you find out why he is angry?"

"No," Gong Yu swallowed, and wiped the sweat from his palms on his pants, "I just want to ask if you have Lu Xiangzhou's address in Hong Kong. I...I plan to go and see him."

"To see him? When?"

"New Year's Day, I can take two days off at that time, and he shouldn't be training there, just right."

"What if he doesn't want to see you?"

"It's okay. I didn't intend to tell him in advance. I wanted to ask for your address and go directly to block him. If I don't see you once... just try a few more times. For two full days, I can always say a few words."

"Then what? The problem can be solved with a few words?"

"I can't, but it's better than not being in touch all the time. I thought that I should at least let him know my current attitude, so that he won't get more and more angry, and in the future... I won't be able to coax him back."

"Then tell me what your attitude is now, and I'll give you a trial, but I can't pass it."

"Oh, mom." Seeing that his daughter-in-law had to take the first and second exams, Gong Yu was full of reluctance, "How can you be sure, if I pass the test with you, I may not be able to pass the test with him."

"But if you can't even pass my test, let alone pass his test."

...That's true, Gong Yu thought for a while, and finally said grumblingly: "I just wanted to tell him, it turned out that I was too confused and didn't understand his intentions, so many words, many things I did it too casually and hurt him. But it’s not that I don’t like him, I just...just don’t know how to do it or express it. So I’ve thought a lot during this period, and I think I should really Take some time to get to know him well, think about him more, and then try to do things according to his standards in the future. I hope... I hope he will give me another chance, even if he observes me for a while, just... just That's about it."

"Aren't you about the same? I think it's a lot worse!"

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"You don't sound like you like him very much either."

"Oh... oh, this..." Gong Yu started to panic again, his head was buzzing, "It's impossible for me to say this to you so nastyly, I will talk better when the time comes!"

"Oh...is that so?" Chen Min paused, probably feeling that Gong Yu's words made sense, "Then you're going to tell him that you like him and make him believe it?"

"Well, it doesn't matter if you can't believe it completely, just make preparations and impressions first, and then I will perform well when he comes back."

"Okay..." Chen Min finally agreed, "Then I'll send you his address on WeChat in a while. Before you go, check the map to see how it's convenient to get there. Don't be in a hurry when two people meet, he wants If you get angry, let him get angry, just thinking that it's a good thing to scold you, and it's over if you don't get angry."

"Well, I know, mom, don't worry, I won't mess around this time."

The Long March has taken its first small step.Gong Yu looked at the address sent by Chen Min on the phone, and Lu Xiangzhou's face that he hadn't heard from for a long time appeared in his mind. He was a little excited for the first time, even if he might be scolded or rejected, he still felt happy.