Accumulate feathers sink the boat

It is quite easy to adapt to life in Hong Kong, because Lu Xiangzhou has no time to "not adapt", and his training schedule is even tighter than the sprint schedule during the college entrance examination.

I started to listen to the lecture at 11:20 noon. Except for the [-]-minute coffee break in the middle, I had to sit still in the auditorium for the remaining two hours.The lecturers were famous teachers from many universities in Hong Kong and mainland China, who are leaders in all fields of Chinese, and Lu Xiangzhou's former doctoral supervisor was also there.So no one dares to slack off, no matter how sleepy or tired they are, they have to work hard to listen.

After the lecture, the brains of normal people have already started to worry, but the training team did not give everyone any rest time, just like shepherd dogs chasing sheep, they immediately got everyone to the previously assigned classrooms to attend the class of the Chinese Department students of BU University , the purpose is to let everyone feel the learning atmosphere of students under different education systems, so as to make mutual progress through exchanges and collisions.

This is Lu Xiangzhou's favorite part, because BU's teaching method is very flexible, emphasizing student activities while weakening the teacher's leading role. The conclusions of the class are almost all discussed by students and teachers, so students are highly motivated to learn and teaching The efficiency is also extremely high.In just three months, Lu Xiangzhou has accumulated a lot of classroom activities, and now they are all densely recorded in his notebook, and he is waiting to practice when he returns to Quanlin Normal University a year later.

Student classes generally end at 05:30 pm, followed by dinner time.

It stands to reason that dinner should be a time for teachers to relax and rest.Who ever thought that complicated and useless social activities occupied almost every corner of the dinner. Colleagues chatted and discussed, and you dragged each other to go through the content of the day, only more tired, no the most tiring.

At this time, even if he is as active and conscientious as Lu Xiangzhou, his energy will be almost exhausted.He used to work at most five or six hours a day at school, and he didn't have to work continuously.Now this training is six days a week, nine hours a day, which is really a great test of his willpower and physical endurance.

But it just so happened that I couldn’t be lazy, and after dinner came the seminar, which sounded very free, but it was actually the most tiring activity.The organizer deliberately arranged teachers of the same subject in a group, assigned a discussion topic to each group every month, and required the submission of a research report in the form of a paper at the end of the month for all participants to study together.In this way, the status of each teacher will directly affect the progress of the group's discussion. It will be clear at a glance who can do it and who can't after a month or two of discussion.Although Lu Xiangzhou doesn't have any big ambitions in his career, his professional level cannot be questioned by others, so no matter how tired he is, he has to fight hard.

Over time, Lu Xiangzhou found that he no longer needed to fight against insomnia, because his biological clock was highly compatible with this training.It turned out that in order to get up early to make breakfast for Gong Yu and himself, he had to make sure that he fell asleep before one o'clock. Once the insomnia exceeded this point, he would start to feel anxious and upset. As a result, the more annoying he became, the more he couldn't sleep, and he could only keep his eyes open until dawn.

Fortunately, people in Hong Kong have a strange schedule, and a new day usually starts at ten o'clock in the morning. This training is even worse, and the first lecture is arranged directly at lunch time.So Lu Xiangzhou no longer had to force himself to go to bed early and get up early, he could spend his evenings reading idle books, watching videos, or preparing materials for the next day's training, without caring about the passage of time at all.When it's three or four o'clock, sleepiness strikes, and you can sleep with your head covered for another six or seven hours, which can be described as sneaking in and enjoying yourself.

So he suddenly realized a truth - for those who are busy with work, the most important prerequisite for family life should be ease, so easy that you don't need to spend your mind on coping and defense.As for Gong Yu, he had probably never experienced such a family atmosphere.

Lu Xiangzhou began to think carefully about the living conditions of the two of them these years.When she first got married, Gong Yu had to evaluate the attending doctor. She had a late night shift almost every other day, and she couldn’t rest immediately after the night shift. Private hospitals pay attention to performance, and all kinds of endless training and assessments can almost drive people crazy. Squeezed, the time he allocates to the family is pitifully small.In other words, home has completely become a place for him to sleep, so he has no way of experiencing the joy of Lu Xiangzhou's so-called newlyweds, and even these inexplicable joys take up too much sleep and rest time.

Afterwards, Gong Yu got on the evaluation and began to fight for the deputy director. There were fewer night shifts, but there were more things to do.What is Lu Xiangzhou doing at this time?He was complaining, because he was neglected too much in the early stage of marriage, so his dissatisfaction was like a snow mountain, with snow scum falling from time to time, and when it accumulated too much, there would be an avalanche.So he naturally became a trouble in Gong Yu's eyes, a job after work, no different from a patient who needed to be treated.

In the end, Gong Yu became the deputy director, and things at work finally became a little easier, but it was impossible for him to fall in love with himself anymore.Habits have been formed, and they both miss the best time to be close to each other.

I am directing and acting myself, Lu Xiangzhou thought to himself.For so many years, he has been the one who directs the overwhelming love, then buys and sells by force, and finally digests love into unwillingness and complaints in a tired marriage; In Gong Yu's bewilderment, he swallowed the curse of "never see you again" alone.From the beginning to the end, Gong Yu was just a prop for his love, and the prop was innocent, he was forced to accept it, and he couldn't refuse it. It was the operator who used it improperly, which made the quality appear inferior.

Therefore, not only was Gong Yu not at fault, he was even a victim.If I hadn't fallen in love with him obsessively, he would always have been a respected doctor with superb skills and an excellent work ethic.He will always be the most perfect Alpha in the courtship market. He is handsome, intelligent and polite.

The WeChat dialog box that had not been moved for a long time was still eye-catching. Lu Xiangzhou stared at the two WeChat messages sent by Gong Yu before his departure, and thought of that nightmarish day again.

At that time, he was sitting on the floor and checking his luggage, and he could hear a cockroach running by clearly in the teacher's apartment at eleven in the morning. He could still keep calm when Gong Yu sent the first message, but the second Article... The second article is really beyond the outline.

If he didn't know Gong Yu well, Lu Xiangzhou would have thought that he was poisoned by bad online romance novels, and tried to cover up the divorce hastily with these dirty tricks.But Gong Yu was not, he never said such words, did not use this kind of tone, let alone mentioned these requests.So at that moment, Lu Xiangzhou really thought that he had waited for it, after seeing Gong Yu's sadness, guilt, reluctance, and even liking, he wanted to ignore the luggage all over the floor, and immediately rushed back to the set he thought he would be able to do again. I can't go back to the old house.

The information about the departure of the previous flight appeared on the mobile phone, and the text messages about the successful seat selection also came one after another. The broadcast said that the weather will be fine tomorrow, and all flights should not be delayed. Every incident, every incident is urging Xiangzhou to land Make a quick decision.He opened the car-hailing software, hesitated between the WeChat dialog box and the address bar, and then finally restrained the urge to shake his hands, and typed in the address of Gong Yu's home word by word, but because of the sudden knock on the door from the neighbor exited the interface with a sound.Back and forth, back and forth, until...until he finally remembered that it was the end of July.

At the end of July, it was more than three months since he had the abortion operation, more than four months since he found out that he was pregnant, and it was six months since he had sex with Gong Yu for the last time, and Gong Yu's susceptible period happened to be every six months.

The boulder fell in confusion, and Lu Xiangzhou stood in front of the suitcases scattered all over the floor, suddenly feeling ridiculously miserable.His blood surged in an instant, and because he was afraid of disturbing his neighbors, he could only bury his face in the quilt and yell until his voice was hoarse, and he still felt anxious and short of breath.He was still crying bitterly, and every time he thought of that innocent child, he scratched his heart and lungs, as if his whole body was split from the inside, and his flesh and bones were broken inch by inch along the meridians.Extreme emotions hovering on the edge of the cliff, the whole person is like a madman with a broken nerve, all emotions are beyond his control.In the end, he couldn't take it anymore, and grabbed his phone to reply to Gong Yu's message, swear words followed by exclamation points followed by swear words and exclamation points, a long string without logic or structure, until the phone's screen suddenly went black because it was out of battery, everything Just draw a full stop here.

It was a terrible night, and the bereaved had to watch their soul and self-esteem be trampled to pieces in turn.

But... But now that Lu Xiangzhou finally figured it out, he sighed slightly, and flicked his thumb across the silent chat interface.

In fact, Gong Yu didn't lie to him, so how could it be considered a lie?The susceptibility period has come. If the Alpha who lives alone has no help from his partner, he can only rely on inhibitors to suppress his impulses, but their family does not have inhibitors. If Gong Yu is not in the hospital at that time, he can only rely on willpower to survive.But... But for so many years since the human sex split, I haven't heard of any A or O who can survive the pheromone fluctuation period with willpower.Then when Gong Yu said that he wanted it at that moment, he really wanted it, the desire that his body surpassed his brain and burned out his rationality.He didn't deliberately humiliate him, let alone sprinkle salt on his wounds.

The blinking input box was luring him forward, Lu Xiangzhou finally made up his mind and wanted to say something to Gong Yu.Either comfort or explain.When all the anger dissipated, he found that he still couldn't bear it.

At the same time, Gong Yu, who had finally finished working all day, was lying on the bed in a daze, the screen of his phone was stuck on the dialog box with Lu Xiangzhou, he pressed the screen to turn on when it went dark, and then turned on again when it went dark, repeating the cycle , which lasted almost half an hour.

He didn't know what else to say, Lu Xiangzhou ignored him after sending those two inappropriate WeChat messages.In the next few months, he tried to send some messages to ask questions, such as "Are you still adapting to Hong Kong? Is it hot there?", "Is the training interesting? Can you learn something?", and "I heard that a typhoon is coming to Hong Kong, please pay attention to safety."

There was no response to any of these.

Sometimes Gong Yu even wondered if Lu Xiangzhou had even changed his WeChat account, otherwise it would be impossible for him to receive so many messages and remain indifferent.But he had no way to prove it, so he could only wait for the day when Lu Xiangzhou finally figured it out and let the dialog box light up again.

At 12:45, Gong Yu was so sleepy that he was about to lock his phone and go to sleep, but the words "The other party is typing" suddenly appeared on the screen. He thought he was delusional, so he quickly picked up the sheet and wiped it off. Screen.And those words did not disappear, even if they stopped for a few seconds occasionally, they would reappear again.

The ancestor finally calmed down?Gong Yu felt his heart was about to jump out, and the hand holding the phone was shaking all the time.

But 1 minute passed, 5 minutes passed, and 10 minutes passed, and the words "the other party is typing" kept repeating, flashing and disappearing for a while, but no message was sent.Gong Yu waited impatiently, not knowing what kind of long text Lu Xiangzhou was going to send him, so he clicked on the input box and typed: What do you want to say?I'm listening.

Confirm, send, the small rotating circle in the middle of the screen disappears, and Gong Yu is about to breathe a sigh of relief, but a text suddenly appears in the middle of his screen: Shen Zhouzhou has turned on friend verification, you are not his (her) friend, please send first Friend verification request, after the other party's verification is passed....

The author has something to say:

Sorry to keep everyone waiting, the previous planning of Chapter 2 was a bit slow, and many people were rushing to the crematorium, so I compressed the plot behind it, these two weeks should be over, and the pace will be faster starting tomorrow, Friends, don't worry~