The capital and entertainment circles are all licking me

Yan Ze's face turned redder, and he stared at Lu Xing with wide eyes.

"Brother, why do you look at me like this? There is an old saying that food and sex are also my nature." Lu Xing looked at him innocently and put all his weight on him.

"Brother, do you think so?" Lu Xing asked in his ear.

Yan Ze felt the desire suppressed by Lu Xing, and shuddered involuntarily.

"You, you just said that you don't do anything." Yan Ze stammered.

"I don't do anything, really." Lu Xing whispered with his earlobe in his mouth, his wet tongue rolled up and down, and swept across the pinna.

"Yeah..." Yan Ze was itchy and numb after being licked by him. It was obvious that the earlobe was just a small part of his body, but the numb feeling was quickly transmitted from the earlobe to his whole body, making him feel limp. Subconsciously clinging to Lu Xing.

While longing for more, he was still rational, and resisted powerlessly: "No, Ah Xing, don't, no sound insulation."

Lu Xing replied in a low voice, letting go of his earlobe that was so wet from torture, and then kissed Yan Ze's lips pitifully.

Longing, deep longing, but this longing was suppressed by reason, and could only be turned into a strong and plundering kiss.

Yan Ze raised his head, accepting and responding to Lu Xing's kiss. His thin jaw and fair and slender neck formed a beautiful, slightly trembling line, which was pressed under Lu Xing's obvious Adam's apple.

Lu Xing's desire was close to him, and Yan Ze was also aroused by Lu Xing's desire. He was dizzy, enjoying Lu Xing's forceful kiss, enjoying the intimacy with Lu Xing.He felt the trembling in his heart, his body was longing, but his rationality told him no, under the battle between heaven and man, he said with some tears: "Ah Xing, don't, don't."

Lu Xing was afraid that he would have no strength, so he put his arms around his waist and supported him. He wanted more, but he also knew it was not suitable here.Under Yan Ze's repeated begging with tears in his voice, Lu Xing suppressed his desire to let go of Yan Ze.As soon as he let go, he saw Yan Ze's pitiful appearance half crying and half panting, his heart trembled fiercely, and the desire in his dark eyes became more intense. (Remarks: Auditor, the two are just kissing here, please don't mess with the lock, thank you)

Yan Ze seemed to be being bullied miserably, his hands were still on Lu Xing's neck, but his phoenix eyes stared at Lu Xing with reddish eyes.

Lu Xing's head suddenly became hot, and the feeling of being able to see but not eat made him feel uncomfortable all over.He already knows the taste of eating marrow, and it is too much a test of willpower for him to endure.

Yan Ze was no better than him, and also felt uncomfortable, so he blamed Lu Xing for provoking his desire.

"You go out." Yan Ze glared at him angrily, with a fierce and pitiful tone.

Lu Xing sighed slightly in his heart, and kissed the corner of Yan Ze's eyes suppressing his desire.

Yan Ze turned his face away, and fiercely said to him, "Get out, you."

Lu Xing looked at him, a little confused: "Brother, how can I get out if you put your arms around me."

Yan Ze's face burned up, and he quickly let go of his hands.

Lu Xing lightly stroked Yan Ze's red and stubborn eyes with his fingertips, coaxing him in a low voice: "Brother, I was wrong, can I help you? I promise not to do anything unnecessary."

Yan Ze changed into dry clothes and lay down on the bed tiredly.At this time, they should have dinner, but Yan Ze didn't want to move, he just wanted to rest for a while.

Lu Xing had nothing to do with him, so he let him rest in the dormitory, and went to the cafeteria to pack for him.

Yan Ze's soft hair was pressed against the beige quilt, his clear and beautiful eyes were staring at the ceiling, recalling what happened just now, he felt a little unbelievable.

This is the first time in his life that he desires a human body so much.

When he desires to suppress his desire with reason, he feels extremely uncomfortable, and he is so uncomfortable that he blames Lu Xing, the instigator.

So horrible, so shameful, so disgraceful.

Yan Ze turned his body sideways, grabbed the quilt and covered his head, extremely annoyed at his reaction in the bathroom.

When Lu Xing came back with the packing box, he saw Yan Ze curled up on the bed, wrapping himself into a rice dumpling.

"Brother?" Lu Xing put down his meal, walked to Yan Ze's side, and reached out to pick off his quilt.

Yan Ze grabbed the quilt and did not let go, stubbornly buried his head in it.

Lu Xing tugged lightly, and found that Yan Ze was exerting force, he was slightly stunned, then reacted, sighed helplessly, and lifted Yan Ze up from the bed including the quilt.

Yan Ze suddenly felt a whirl, screamed, and stopped grabbing the quilt, subconsciously grabbing Lu Xing.

Lu Xing looked at his climbing hand, feeling very good, he couldn't help laughing, and then took the opportunity to remove the quilt from Yan Ze's head.

Yan Ze's eyes suddenly turned from dark to bright, and Lu Xing's overly good-looking face was shining brightly in front of him.

"Brother, are you going to be a little snail?" Lu Xing put him on his lap, and kissed the tip of his nose affectionately.

"I want to eat." Without the cover of the quilt, Yan Ze suddenly felt that his behavior just now was very childish, and he felt a little embarrassed to get up.

Lu Xing didn't let go, he directly hugged him up, and then sat down at the small table with him in his arms.

Yan Ze was hugged from head to toe, sitting on Lu Xing's lap, he wanted to get up, but Lu Xing hugged him slightly, looking at him aggrieved.

"What are you doing?" Yan Ze patted Lu Xing and said.

"I want my brother to get used to me." Lu Xing pursed his lips, a little disappointed.

Seeing his appearance, Yan Ze felt a little soft-hearted. He froze for a moment, stopped struggling to get up, and said hesitantly, "I'm not used to you."

"Brother is lying." Lu Xing stared at him with black eyes.

Yan Ze felt guilty and lowered his eyes.

Are you not used to Lu Xing?Yan Ze didn't think so, but he did always react very strongly to his lover's intimacy.

why?

Yan Ze frowned, trying to find the reason.

He didn't want Lu Xing to suffer because of this, but he did have a secret psychological defense in his heart, blocking him.

What is that line of defense?

"Brother, don't you like doing that with me?" Lu Xing asked.

Yan Ze was afraid that he would be sad, so he hurriedly said, "No!"

Lu Xing kissed him, then asked, "Do you like it?"

Like it?Of course I like it, otherwise how could I have such a big reaction in the bathroom just now, how could I feel uncomfortable all over.

Yan Ze blushed and nodded.

"I like it, but do you just feel embarrassed?" Lu Xing kissed his soft lips again, and asked him warmly.

"Yeah." Yan Ze felt that just talking about this with Lu Xing already made his face burn.

He didn't want to talk about it anymore, but Lu Xing's disappointed expression flashed in his mind, and he couldn't bear it anymore. He grabbed Lu Xing's neck, buried his head on Lu Xing's chest, and whispered, "Ah Xing, I may be a little bit upset. I'm too used to it, and I don't know why, but I don't dislike you, nor do I reject you, I..." Yan Ze paused, buried his head deeper, his ears turned red, and then said with great courage, "I like it, I like it very much, I like it so much that I feel... I don't feel right."

As Yan Ze was talking, he suddenly discovered what the hidden psychological line of defense was.

He has never been honest about his feelings and desires, and he has never dared to admit that he is actually very eager to land.

Why dare not admit it?

Because I want too much and feel ashamed, I suppress it and dare not express it.

Why are you ashamed?

Because it was Lu Xing, Lu Xing whom he had raised as a child for a long time.

How could I have such a strong desire for Lu Xing?

Lu Xing gently lifted Yan Ze's head buried in his chest, looked at his blushing face, and kissed his lips comfortingly.

"Brother, you told me before that when people get along with each other, feelings will naturally arise, whether they like it or hate it. You said that those feelings are normal. You told me not to feel shy about longing for hugs, and you told me not to I feel guilty because I can't get along with others, you taught me how to face all my feelings calmly." Lu Xing said to him softly, rubbing the tip of his nose while speaking.

"Brother, do you know, I liked you very early, and I had desires for you very early. I... When I had a wet dream for the first time, I dreamed of you, and every time after that, I also dreamed of you. You. At first I felt sorry for you, I felt so bad, I felt disgusting."

Hearing what he said, Yan Ze felt a little uncomfortable, grabbed his clothes and said, "It's not disgusting."

Lu Xing looked at him, his sharp and narrow black eyes glowed with tenderness, he kissed Yan Ze and continued, "Because my brother likes me, I don't feel disgusted."

Yan Ze was slightly stunned, what Lu Xing said was not unreasonable, if another person told him about him, he would probably feel a little uncomfortable.

"Brother, do you remember that I was caught by you in a dream? At that time, I was panicked and felt dirty, but you told me that it was normal. You said that no matter who you dreamed of, it is normal. The important thing is how to deal with it. Take care of your own feelings. You tell me to face it, accept it, accept it without causing trouble to the other person."

Lu Xing kissed him, looked at him, and said with utmost tenderness, "Brother, I have accepted the desires that have existed since I was young, and I hope that my brother can also accept my own desires, okay? Trust me with peace of mind, brother, you can Trust me completely, just like my brother doesn’t think I’m sick, and I don’t think my brother’s desire is strange, because I like you, so, brother, if you have desires for me, I will only feel very happy.”

Yan Ze was in a trance, had he ever persuaded and comforted Lu Xing about having sex|dreams before?How much of this kind of truth have I said before?Also, Lu Xing is obviously talking to me rationally, why does my face feel hotter?

"Brother." Lu Xing looked at Yan Ze's increasingly red ears, and called him helplessly.

"Ah?" Yan Ze responded in a panic.

"Brother, it's normal to have desires, I..." Before Lu Xing could finish speaking, Yan Ze covered his mouth.

Yan Ze was so ashamed that he became a little anxious: "I know, don't talk about it, I know it's normal, you, give me some time." He didn't know why, the more Lu Xing said, the more embarrassed he felt.

Seeing his aggrieved and flustered expression, Lu Xing sighed inwardly.He really wanted to untie Yan Ze's awkward knot now, but he couldn't see Yan Ze being reluctant and embarrassed, so he grabbed his hand and kissed him, "Brother, let's eat."

He thought to himself, anyway, there will be plenty of time in the future, and it will be fine to get used to it bit by bit. All feelings are normal, and it is normal for my brother to be shy.

Under Yan Ze's repeated insistence, Lu Xing finally let go of Yan Ze reluctantly, and the two sat side by side and began to have dinner together.

"Brother, choose a song tonight." Lu Xing looked at Yan Ze hesitantly.

Yan Ze raised his eyes to look at him, and he knew what he wanted to say by looking at his eyes, and asked, "Do you want us to choose the same song?"

Lu Xing nodded obediently and looked at him expectantly.

Yan Ze held the chopsticks, thought for a while, and then said, "I think it's better not to choose the same song."

Lu Xing looked at him miserably: "Ah? Why?"

Yan Ze patted Lu Xing's head and said, "Ah Xing, this is a talent show variety show. We must respect the essence of this show. I don't want to steal the show's limelight and change the content of this show because of our CP popularity." The original intention was that this was unfair to other students. Because of Nan Yan’s return to Lu as a CP, the two of us have already paid much more attention than other students, which is actually not fair to them.”

Lu Xing pursed his lips: "Brother, this world is inherently unfair."

He doesn't think that what he did is unfair to other students. Everyone who comes here is here to make their debut and become famous. Since the goal is this, what we have to do is to find a way to achieve it. As for the method, it is up to everyone. Based on their ability, their CP is not a shady means, what's so unfair?

Yan Ze smiled: "But this is not the reason for us to treat others unfairly."

Lu Xing looked at him: "Idol is a career that is very eye-catching. Nanyan will be liked by returning to Lu, and it is also part of our own strength, isn't it?"

"Yes, but I want to use the stage to prove that I can do it." Yan Ze took a mouthful of rice, then looked at Lu Xing's somewhat depressed expression, couldn't help but smiled, and leaned closer to his face.

Lu Xing was slightly taken aback, then smiled, thinking that sure enough, my brother is still the same competitive brother.

Even though he still wanted to form a team with Yan Ze, he hoped that Yan Ze would be happy, that Yan Ze could achieve what he wanted, use the stage to prove himself, write Yan Ze's name on the stage where he made his debut, and It's not that Nanyan returned to the land.

As for collaborating with my brother on the stage, there will be plenty of opportunities in Japan in the future.

Lu Xing couldn't hold back, and kissed Yan Ze: "Brother, you can definitely do it."

Yan Ze snorted in disgust, and wiped his face with the back of his hand: "Ah Xing, your sauce is all over my face."

Lu Xing smiled lightly, took out a tissue, wiped it gently for him, and wiped the corners of his lips by the way.

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