The capital and entertainment circles are all licking me

They walked side by side, and after walking for a long time, Yan Ze said, "Ah Xing, I'm sorry, I didn't communicate with you in advance, I should have known that I used my Creation Bean before, and now you have to live in the room of seven."

Lu Xing was silent for a moment, and said, "The Seven People's Room is also pretty good."

"Well, there are many people and it's lively." Yan Ze said.

Lu Xing hummed, and bent his fingers inwards to press his palm.

A low hum hit Yan Ze's heart, and Yan Ze felt a little lonely in a trance.

He glanced sideways at Lu Xing slightly, his deep and three-dimensional facial features were smudged with a layer of dusk under the illumination of the street lamps, looking down at the ground silently, he seemed a little lonely.

Yan Ze suddenly felt his heart being pinched, and felt a little uncomfortable.

"Ah Xing." He hesitated for a while and called.

"Huh?" Lu Xing responded in a low voice.

"It's not that I don't want to live with you." Yan Ze stopped and turned to look at Lu Xing.

He just wanted to reduce his unreasonable thoughts, and didn't want Lu Xing to be misunderstood and sad.

Lu Xing also stopped in his tracks, but he didn't turn around immediately. With his tall and straight figure and slightly drooping head, Yan Ze had the urge to hug him.

But he knew he couldn't, not only now, but also to reduce these intimate contacts in the future.

He was thinking about what to say to Lu Xing when he saw Lu Xing turn around.

"Brother." Lu Xing raised his eyes to look at Yan Ze, his deep black eyes looked straight into Yan Ze's heart, Yan Ze's heart skipped a beat, and he hummed in a daze.

Lu Xing looked at the person in front of him, feeling a little grievance in his heart, even if Yan Ze said that he didn't want to live with him, he still felt that it was a lie, and he was trying to cover it up.It's just that he didn't know what he did wrong. He thought to himself that even if he didn't do well, if his brother said it, he could change it. Why didn't he even tell him, and didn't give him a chance to correct it? Just drop him.

However, there were a lot of thoughts and worries in his heart, but his face was still calm.

He showed a smile: "Does my brother miss college life?"

"Huh? Oh, yes, yes, I really want to experience group life again." Yan Ze made nonsense.

"Well, brother, is there anything fun going on in college?" Lu Xing changed the subject with a smile, and Yan Ze followed suit. The two chatted along the way, and the atmosphere gradually became more relaxed. About the topic of changing rooms It also seems to have been uncovered.

After returning to the dormitory, Yan Ze took a shower first, and then lay down on the bed. When Lu Xing came out after washing, he saw Yan Ze hunched over with his back facing him.

The curled appearance of the thin back made him feel in a daze that Yan Ze seemed a little unhappy.

It's only past ten o'clock at the moment, and the overhead light is on, so he probably hasn't fallen asleep yet.He walked over and called softly, "Brother?"

Yan Ze didn't answer, Lu Xing took a look and saw that Yan Ze had his eyes closed, as if he was asleep, but his eyelashes trembled twice.

Lu Xing was slightly stunned, he looked away, stood silently by the edge of the bed in a daze for a while, and then reached out to turn off the light.

In the darkness, Yan Ze heard the movement of Lu Xing lying down, the rustling of blankets, and then he became calm.

Quietly, there was no sound of turning around at all, as if she had fallen asleep.

Yan Ze closed his eyes and lay quietly on his side. He didn't know how long he had been lying like this, until he felt tired from lying down, but he still didn't fall asleep.He opened his eyes, sighed softly, and then changed direction.

The other direction was facing Lu Xing's bed, the curtains were drawn tightly, and only a little light from the outside came in, making it impossible to see anything clearly.

But in such a pitch blackness, Yan Ze couldn't help but stare at the opposite bed for a while, looking at it, maybe his eyes got used to it, and he could distinguish a little blackness in the pitch blackness.

What he didn't know was that the thick blackness opened his eyes as early as when he sighed slightly.

Listening to the movement behind him, Lu Xing frowned, and continued to pretend to be asleep silently.

Both of them didn't dare to make too much noise in this darkness. They had their own worries and upsets, but they both felt like a hole had been broken in their hearts, and there was a cold wind blowing inside, which made it painful.

When I woke up the next day, many trainees could not wait to leave, and some even went to have fun all night after recording last night.

Lu Xing and Yan Ze took back their mobile phones from the program group. After turning on the phone, a lot of unread messages popped up. Lu Xing saw that Chen Beijing had sent him a WeChat message: "Boss, the driver will arrive at nine o'clock tomorrow morning."

Holding the phone, he hesitated for a while before saying to Yan Ze, "Brother, what do you want to do for the three days off? Do you want to go to my house, we can go out for a stroll together."

Yan Ze said calmly and casually: "It's not enough to live together every day. I want to go home and rest these few days. The company sent someone to pick me up. How about you?"

Lu Xing turned off the phone screen, and said with a slight smile, "Well, the driver is waiting downstairs."

Yan Ze was standing face to face with Lu Xing with a backpack on one shoulder. He looked at Lu Xing and was speechless for a moment. When he raised his eyes again, he was holding the shoulder strap of the backpack tightly and smiled at Lu Xing: "Then I'll go down first. It’s not good to keep them waiting.”

"Okay." Lu Xing replied.

Yan Ze glanced at Lu Xing, tightened his grip on the shoulder strap a little more, then turned around and left.

When he didn't realize that he liked Lu Xing, he was already used to staying with Lu Xing, and the habit was hard to change, not to mention that now that he realized this liking, it would be even more uncomfortable to separate.But there is no way, he told himself, it's just a little uncomfortable now, it's okay.

The door was open, and Lu Xing's eyes followed Yan Ze's back that was getting farther and farther away. He didn't look back until Yan Ze reached the corner of the elevator.

When Yan Ze turned into the elevator passage, he couldn't help but glance back. Inside the white door were two familiar beds. On the wall beside the bed was a bedside lamp and an electronic clock. Standing between the door and the bed In between is Lu Xing's tall and straight but slightly lonely back.

He suddenly wanted to go over there, hold Lu Xing's hand, and lead him home together.

But he can't.

He retracted his gaze, stared blankly at the ground for a while, then took a deep breath, and walked towards the elevator.

Lu Xing faced the door sideways, looked out the window for a while, and when he turned his head again, Yan Ze's figure had disappeared.He froze for a moment, frowned and closed the door.I don't want to leave right away, because when I walk out of here, I won't have the smell of Yan Ze anymore.

He lay down on Yan Ze's bed, embraced the blanket that Yan Ze hugged every day, buried his head and took a deep breath.Sure enough, it smelled of grass, wood and milk sweetness from my brother.He buried his head directly in the blanket, frowned slightly, thinking about the past two days.

From the power outage the night before yesterday, Yan Ze's reaction after seeing his body, to Yan Ze's strange state after waking up yesterday, to his choice to give up the dormitory for two people without warning, Lu Xing went through these things in his mind over and over again, trying to Find the answer from the minutiae that you may have overlooked.

He tasted and sucked repeatedly, but nothing came out, and it became more and more messy.

The prince of the Lu family, who is quick, precise and ruthless in making business decisions, encountered a problem that he couldn't solve. The only thing he could be sure of was that his brother was alienating him.

He wanted to stay, but didn't know how to do it.

He was afraid that he would make more mistakes.

The source of Yan Ze's series of strange reactions seemed to be the night of the power outage. He wondered if he hadn't let his brother into the bathroom on purpose, wouldn't the following things have happened, maybe his brother would not have chosen to go back to the seven-person dormitory. Three days will also be willing to spend with him.

That night, Lu Xing recalled the night when the power went out. He was actually not afraid of the power outage on a rainy night, but when he heard Yan Ze's anxious voice, his memory suddenly reached the rainy night a few years ago. That was the first time he felt The dark rainy night was not so scary, because someone hugged him tenderly, and comforted him in his ear over and over again, the warm body temperature and the sweet fragrance of plants and trees protected him with a sense of security.

I just suddenly missed that day so much.

Lu Xing curled up, buried his head in the blanket, regretting his actions that day.

Outside the house, there were constant sounds of students talking excitedly, the sound of walking back and forth, and the sound of the wheels of the trolley case, interweaving together to form a background sound like the chirping of summer cicadas, fresh, vivid, and bright, but Lu Xing rejected them all. out of ear.

He lay down for a long time before getting up. He didn't even take his backpack, only his card bag and mobile phone and went out.

As soon as he walked out of the dormitory, he had a face-to-face meeting with Mo Shengfei. Mo Shengfei was carrying a big schoolbag, seeing that Lu Xing was empty-handed, he asked, "It's only three days off, why don't you leave?"

Lu Xingdao: "Let's go now."

Mo Shengfei raised his eyebrows, thinking that the capitalists are different from them, they don't bring any luggage.

He didn't know Lu Xing's identity until he got his phone today. When he saw Lu Xing's golden background, he was shocked.It was not only him who was shocked, but all the trainees were also shocked. In their eyes, Lu Xing himself is enough to be envied. Such a person is actually the young master of the Lu family. It is simply unreasonable and unfair !

Mo Sheng was not familiar with each other naturally, and after talking with Lu Xing that time, their relationship has indeed become closer.He glanced at Lu Xing and wondered, "Where's Yan Ze?"

Holding the phone, Lu Xing replied to WeChat and said, "Let's go first."

Mo Shengfei said: "Hey, you have no luggage, why don't you go with him?"

Lu Xing's finger on the screen froze, and then he continued to type, with a blank expression on his face: "I want you to take care of it."

Mo Shengfei choked for a moment, his heart was left behind by others and he was still dragged like this, why don't you hurry up and ask me for advice, you deserve to be single.

The two entered the elevator together, and the elevator door slowly closed. Lu Xing raised his head and looked at the number of floors displayed on the screen, the fifth floor, the fourth floor... the first floor.

It was Lu Xing's mood that sank along with the floors.

When the floor display reached the first floor, Lu Xing suddenly said, "He's avoiding me."

Mo Shengfei thought that Lu Xing would hold back all the way back to his home, but he didn't expect to speak suddenly.

He looked at Lu Xing, he still had that cold face, but he felt a little lonely for no reason.

Why do you feel that he is a little lonely and pitiful?Obviously this person has what he wants.Mo Shengfei looked at it and suddenly knew why, there was one person missing.It was also expressionless, but when Yan Ze was around, the look in Lu Xing's eyes was much more vivid than it is now.

Do you like it that much?

Mo Shengfei laughed at himself inwardly, secretly thinking that he felt pitiful for the vicious capitalists, hey, he was probably bewitched by his face.

"Do you know how I felt when I first knew that I liked boys?" The two walked out of the elevator, Mo Shengfei leaned in the corner of the hall and asked Lu Xing.

Lu Xing was silent for a while, and said, "Afraid?"

Mo Shengfei said: "Almost, I feel that something is wrong with me. When I saw the boy I liked, I took a detour."

Lu Xing froze for a moment, as if he understood something.

The author has something to say:

Mo Shengfei: I think my life mentor, ah no, needs to pay for emotional counseling (￣︶￣)