Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

I know it's Pran's personal space, he has the right to let anyone in or out whenever he wants, all of this is his personal right, but what makes me sad is every word he just said With a cruel word and that super cold look in his eyes, Pran still chose that person, and I instantly felt like my heart was suspended in mid-air. Now I am angry and sad, even though it is only a short distance of one meter. The distance, but it took me a very long time to turn the doorknob and open the door.

I know that I did a little too much for that person today, but the dissatisfaction in my heart kept surging up, and the more I thought about the pictures I saw at that time, the whole person was overwhelmed with anger , the more I want to let that person feel what real pain and death are, as for the other ones, I don't care, whoever cares cares, go ahead.

Oh....yes...probably the guy who just kicked me out of the room a few minutes ago would care.

I was really in the heat of the moment, and I admit I felt guilty for hitting him that way, even though I didn't mean to hit him that punch.Since elementary school, I never thought that I would use my strength to compete with him to win or lose. Now I am very guilty. Although he was injured physically, I was injured in my heart. I sincerely apologize to him.

But Pran he didn't want to hear it.

"What's wrong with you? Brother Pat."

My sister was painting her nails in the room and asked when she saw me standing in front of the bedroom door.Now the whole room smells of nail polish. If I used to, I would definitely complain non-stop, but at this moment, even if she is covered with nail polish all over her body, I am not in the mood to say a word to her. I just shrugged my shoulders and told my sister to go and paint her nails on the balcony as usual.

I couldn't help but sighed deeply, and stared at the fist that hit Pran before. Now I really want to have a time machine and let the time go back to that time.

What is it that makes me feel so bad and why am I sad like this?

"What's the matter with you? Brother, has something happened to you?"

"Just me and Pran fighting."

"You two are here again..." My sister sighed a long time and frowned when she saw that I didn't answer.

"How did you two fight? Are you still fighting like before?"

"Well, I punched him with my hands, but he didn't hit back."

"Brother Pat! How is Brother Pran doing?"

"If you are free, help me to see him by the way."

"Then brother, why don't you go and see your friend yourself?"

I froze in place, and I also wanted to help him treat the wound with my own hands, but maybe he doesn't need me to do this.

"He probably doesn't want to see my face at all right now."

"Did the two of you really quarrel? Haven't you two had a fight for a long time? Besides, the two of you usually quarrel. It must be more than what you said, and there must be other things happening. It's too abnormal for you to look like this."

"Hmm." I responded to her with a low voice from my throat, I didn't want to answer my sister's question, mainly because I didn't know what to say, but I really didn't like that person, I Super dislike him so I don't care if he makes Pran mad at me.

I'm not trying to hide anything, I'm just jealous.

"Calm down first, and then have a good talk with him later."

"Whatever, it doesn't matter."

I unbuttoned my shirt while talking, threw it on the bed, and then lay down on the bed. I don’t know when I started to feel this way. In my impression, no matter how much we quarreled, How serious, even if Pran is angry and dissatisfied with me, as long as we are alone, he always puts me first, and my deepest emotions never need to be expressed. Anyone understands, but until one day the relationship between the two of us is no longer stable, the feelings that have been suppressed by me will continue to erupt like a volcano about to erupt.

"Pat, I know you want to be alone, but if you need anything, you can call me anytime."

"I'm going to go out and have a drink with Karn and the others later."

My sister nodded to me, then turned and walked out of my room, leaving me alone in the room.

I never thought that there would be a day when Pran would kick me out of his room for someone else, and I feel like my whole world fell apart today.

I feel that I am the only one who thinks farther and farther, and thinks more, and bears the torment in my heart alone.

After getting drunk, the energy accumulated in the body has been released, until the whole person is drunk to the point of darkness.

I'm not sure if Jo told Nat, or if Nat came to the store himself, it doesn't matter anymore, what I don't know is if me and Pran really ended like this, I can't sleep, the whole night I'm sorting out my thoughts, I don't want to think about it anymore.

Why do I care so much about that bastard Pran?

"Pat, are you leaving? It's still early."

I stood up and put on my underwear, girls' underwear was scattered beside the bed, and the sentence just now came from a girl's mouth.I am now in a luxurious apartment, this apartment is some distance from the school, the light in the room went out after Nat was exhausted, and she fell into a deep sleep behind, I don't know what woke her up The light coming in through the curtains is still the movement of me dressing. After all, when I picked up my white shirt, I shook it habitually, and a condom box fell to the floor. Maybe this movement shocked the owner of the room. It might even wake me up.

"Do you have classes?"

"No, but I have to go back, my sister is still waiting for me."

"Hey, Pat has really grown up and knows how to care about others' feelings. Can't you stay with me for a while? And should we go out and find something to eat later?"

I didn't answer her, and continued to wear the clothes. I reached out and buttoned the buttons. The young girl stood up directly from the bed, hugged me from behind, and said coquettishly to me.

"Are you okay?"

"Aren't you tired? Nat, take a break."

"Tired, I'm going to be exhausted, but if you want to continue with me, it's okay. You can stay with me for a while. It's hard for me to contact you."

"Don't do this, Nat." She hugged me from behind, leaned her head on my shoulder, and kissed my neck lightly. I turned around and pushed her away, and said.

"You are so cruel."

"I'll contact you again at that time."

"You've always told me this way. Last time you said that, you disappeared."

"Don't pick on me. This kind of thing is what you want. If you told me from the beginning that you don't want it, I won't force you." I finished speaking quietly and lit a cigarette, girl Letting go of her hand, she returned to the bed with an annoyed expression on her face.

"So we're done with that, right?"

"Nat! OK! If you need my apology, I will, sorry."

"Do not do this to me."

"Okay, I'll meet you again, is that okay?"

When I saw the other party crying, I said in a gentle tone, I buttoned up my clothes, bowed my head and kissed the girl on the cheek.

"I just want you to take a break, and I need a break, too."

The owner of the room sighed, and finally let me leave. I leaned over and picked up my mobile phone and wallet, which had long been dead. I went out and took a taxi home. After getting in the car, I closed my eyes and rested.When I arrived at the destination, I was going to enter the elevator as usual, press the familiar floor number, open the door, and then go out to school.But the moment I took out the key to open the door, the door opened from the inside.

"Brother Pat, where the hell have you been fooling around? I've been waiting for you since last night." My sister didn't even change her clothes. It must have been late at night when she didn't sleep. There were still two dark circles on her face, and her voice It was also hoarse, "I have been unable to contact you, and neither have your friends. Do you know how worried I am about you?"

"Phu calm down, sorry!"

The little girl hit me with all her strength, and then hugged me and cried in the next second. In fact, my sister is not such a sensitive person, because I know that Phu knows me best, so she knows me and Pran After the quarrel, my behavior made her feel very disturbed. Even though I never said it, she always understood me. She knew that Pran was really important to me.

So I was missing and no one could contact me, so Phu worriedly waited for me all night.

"What happened to you?" my sister asked, I turned around slowly, silent for a moment, not understanding what Phu meant?It's just that at this moment, my cold heart was suddenly melted.The next second, Phu pushed me away forcefully, and the whole person not only backed into the room, but also kept backing up. I reached out and grabbed her arm. The two of us had already returned to the room, but the door was not closed. At the moment we don't care about it at all.

"Phu I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, don't be angry with me, I was drunk last night, so I went to sleep in Pran's room."

"Then did you do it with Brother Pran?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Then what is the hickey on your neck? Brother Pat, you don't have a girlfriend, don't think about dismissing me like this! Who is that girl?"

"Phu don't do this, I'm already an adult."

"Tell me what her name is. I won't let you sleep with anyone casually. You are really stupid."

"Phu..."

"If you don't tell me, don't blame me and go to brother Pran to complain immediately."

"Nat..." I said immediately, I didn't want to talk to Phu anymore, I just wanted to stop this conversation as soon as possible, but when she heard the name, she became even more excited.

"Nat? Is that the girl who studies science?"

"Yes."

"Brother Pat, what have you done? Don't you know what kind of person Nat is? Have you taken precautions? If you get this girl pregnant, I won't pity you. Do you still want it?" Did you graduate successfully? Are you crazy?"

"You think too much. I've already taken preventive measures. I'm just playing around and venting my emotions."

"Don't think that I will let you go if you say that. I don't want to talk to you so much. Give me your mobile phone."

"The phone is out of battery."

"Give it to me quickly."

I handed the phone to my sister, the more this guy didn't sleep, the more irritable he became. I could only pass the phone to her obediently, and then walked into the room to close the door, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw a man standing at the opposite door. The figure I am very familiar with. Phu and I quarreled so loudly, I guess he heard everything. The moment I found him, my whole heart was pulled, but there was another voice in my heart saying, Don't care about these, don't care about him.

The moment our eyes met, I found that there was still no expression on his face. It gave me the feeling that I didn’t exist. In the next second, I closed the door directly and shut myself in In that room that belongs to me, I don't want to think about anything now, I just want to have a good sleep.Although I haven't rested for a day and a night, but I don't know if it's because I don't have my doll next to me, and now I can't close my eyes at all.

I try to try to relax and get some rest, so I'm late for class again like before, I don't have my phone with me, it's still in my sister's room, Karn is the first to see me, Jo is He looked at me dissatisfied.

"Hey, I said brothers, why do you all look at me like this, I feel like I'm about to be stripped naked by you."

"You are too much."

"Damn it, I haven't slept with anyone in hundreds of years, and I don't remember the last time I was."

Seeing the friends around me kept teasing me, just before Karn was about to speak, I coughed as a warning.

"I thought you weren't coming to class."

"I just slept a little longer."

"Hey, you are a man who has had countless times in one night, you can work hard enough."

"This morning, my sister has been pestering me and nagging."

As soon as I finished speaking, Karn stopped talking, because they all knew one thing, that is, if it was about my sister, I would definitely obey. Thankfully, no matter what happened, at least My sister doesn't get mad at me for no reason.

"I'll just say it."

I was not answering the call, just nodded, took the computer out of the bag, started to make my report, and waited silently for the teacher to come in for class.

"Pat, Mr. Nonachai called us this morning and asked us what happened last night."

"Well, last night? Why?"

"He said that if you come here, he will let you go and find him. It's about your private life. He said that if you are found out that you have done such a thing, you will be expelled from school and will graduate soon. He doesn't want us because These things get in trouble, and I especially don't want you to get into trouble."

Another close friend also said nervously, this time Karn stopped teasing me, he started to worry about me just like before.

Normally, when the teacher sees us fighting and messing around, he basically doesn't care about us, but he knew what happened just last night.

"After I finish class, I will go there by myself."

"I guess it's just to tell you something not to mess around with junior girls. After all, it's not good for the college's reputation."

"Is that so?" I echoed. If it wasn't for this kind of thing, I would have been a role model for the younger students.

I sighed.

Pran never hated me, but probably hated me for sleeping with other people.

For the past 48 hours, all I had on my mind was Pran. I went to the teacher after class according to what Jo said, and I heard some expected words. I seriously promised him this kind of thing It will never happen again, I don't know how many times I have been warned, in the four years since I entered the university, I have been warned since my freshman year because of things between the two colleges.In other words, if there are no these things, we probably can still be like a family, I never know why it became like this.The confrontation between the two colleges has existed since the establishment of the colleges, and this tradition has been passed down like this. The leaders of both sides will pass on to the next one from one session to the next. It was passed down, and all the teachers knew it, and they fought against these things with all their might, and some said it was ridiculous and totally unnecessary.

Since 5 pm, I have been sitting at the shared table downstairs in the dormitory, sighing and thinking. Pran hasn't returned to the room yet, I guess I still can't fall asleep, if I don't hold him to sleep or smell his smell, I can't sleep at all, I think the biggest reason should be because the smell on his body can make me sleep The whole thing calmed down, so I sat here and waited for him, I got out my computer and connected to the WiFi, and I was going to do my research report.

When we're alone, I can't help thinking that maybe it's not my problem, it's the people around me.

Pran returned to the dormitory around 6:[-] p.m. He clearly saw me, but he acted as if he didn’t see me. I also pretended to be giving a serious report. After the elevator got off, I waited for a while before going up. I closed my notebook and picked it up. I bought the meal and walked into the elevator.

I knocked on the door of the room, and the owner of the room opened the door after a while, and he looked at me with the same indifference as before.

"What are you doing?"

"My doll."

He turned away to get things and didn't invite me into his room, we haven't spoken in a long time since what happened last time.

"The woman you slept with last night."

His sword-like eyes kept staring at the red mark on my neck, because the hickey mark was too obvious, and I had nothing to hide, Nat must have put it on purposely, so that it could be used as a Evidence of being with her last night.

"That woman is not something you can mess with."

"Then what are you meddling in? Why can that person harass you, and you just leave it alone?"

"Haven't you realized by now that you did something wrong?"

"Where did I go wrong? You don't want me to provoke other women, but if you can't do it yourself, don't double-standard others."

"Pat, you bastard, Wai is my friend."

"Then Nat is my friend too, what's so weird about being friends with friends? You can be with that bastard too."

"Don't say these things that need to be beaten, I'm not in the mood to quarrel with you now."

"Then who asked you to take care of my business now, who I want to sleep with is my own business, just like where you want to feed others ice cream."

"If your sister hadn't been crying so hard, do you think I would have told you this? Telling you about this would dirty my mouth. I don't bother to do such nasty things like you. "

"Huh? So you came to stop me because my sister came to ask you? So, do I have to bow my head and admit my mistake?"

"Pat, you're a real jerk."

He reached out and grabbed my shirt collar, and my hand rested on his chest, and he pushed back step by step and hit the door, and he directly raised his fist.

"Why are you hitting me?"

"Yes, why can't I hit you? Didn't you hit me too?"

"Forget it, don't lean any further."

"What are you afraid of? Does Pat, who is not afraid of anyone, still afraid of being beaten?"

I laughed, but this time the smile was different from before. Pran kept hitting my chest, but his hands could only be used as models with knives. Don't know what's going on with him?How many fights have I had with him.I directly pinched his chin with my hand and said.

"Did you know? In addition to fighting against you who is very stubborn, I can also treat you in other ways."

After saying this, I did something I wanted to do very much for a long time. I directly sealed his soft lips with my mouth and kissed him repeatedly, even if he resisted hard and bit his teeth Me, biting my lip until it bleeds, and I don't care, I grab his neck until the kiss is over with me.

All the rice in the lunch box was spilled on the floor, Pran was so angry that he was shaking and his face was flushed, but I couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

"Ask yourself, why do you care who I'm with? Is it because my sister asked you to? Or are you jealous? "