Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

Pran he is really a very, very nice guy.

I can't remember how many times I said this, but every time he always makes me find him more lovely.For example, the bread and condensed milk on the table in the morning have not been opened at all. All this tells me that the owner of this room bought these things to make me happy, yes, yes, it is The one who pissed me off from morning till night.This guy opened his eyes in the morning until he closed his eyes at night. I was scolded every day as if it had to happen every day, but even if I was next to him day after day like a robot controlled by a program scolding, but in the end this person will treat me well in other ways.

Remember to wash the spoon after eating, and don't let the condensed milk drip. You should be able to do this little thing.

I glanced at the message he wrote to me on the post-it note, and his handwriting was much better than mine.But it’s no problem at all to do the little things he asked for. Today I am willing to use my hands to wash the dishes by myself, although I still have such a bit of reluctance in my heart. After all, people like me The thing people hate the most is washing dishes, but Pran like this is really invincible and cute in the universe.If I behaved better, he should be very happy too.

"Why didn't you reply to Nat's message?"

After class, Karn and I walked out of the teaching building and walked towards the university library.Whether it is the need to pretend to be B or to finish my thesis, at this moment, I really need to borrow a professional book to support my thesis. Otherwise, I think I will probably need to do a serious calculation. It is the time from the origin of human beings to the development of modern civilization.I searched for the book I needed from the library's borrowing system, went directly to the bookshelf to borrow the book, and then sat at the long table in the library. The library is very quiet today. , but if it is during the exam week, then this place will become unusually lively.

I will hide here occasionally, of course when I will hide here, it all depends on where the fan club sisters will go to read books, who knows what those fan club people will do to me in broad daylight.Besides, for people like us, as long as we can fly at a low altitude of 60 points, we can dawdle every day.

"Pat..."

"If you have something to say, just let it go."

"I asked why you didn't reply to Nat's message?"

"Too lazy to go back." I said my thoughts directly without hesitation. After I finished speaking, Ge You collapsed on the chair, his legs stretched forward naturally, and he tried to put one of his legs on the chair next to him , I sighed, this guy just went to find the book he needed, and after he finished looking, he sat down on the seat next to me.

"If you think she is not good, you can tell her directly that you don't like her. If you treat her like this, she will keep harassing me. What's more, I still have some friends who want to join us, saying it is a party What, you can check it out when you have time. By the way, where did you play truant yesterday? Nat said that he didn’t see you when he passed by the game room, and he didn’t see you in the bar.”

"Fuck, is this necessary? I'm so annoying."

"So hurry up and do what you need to do."

"You tell me what to do."

"Hurry up and arrange a party, and tell your sister when you remember to go back later." Listening to the nagging words that kept coming from my ears, I can completely imagine that the scenes I encounter in the future will definitely become more serious. Chaos, but what can I do?I want to say that I have made it very obvious that I really don't like her at all.

"If you go and tell Phu, you will be scolded to death." I know very well what kind of person my sister is. She never gives face to anyone. Our family is rich, so we children are somewhat willful. What I also want to say is that Phu and I are never afraid of anyone, but we will not take the initiative to provoke anyone. If someone comes to our door one day, we will not regress, and my parents will regularly come to deal with it for us. These things.I know it's very bad to do this, but I can't just let someone bully me casually, and then just cry like a kid and go to my parents to complain. This is completely different.

"Then don't act like you're interested."

"I've never shown that I'm interested in her, okay, I'm just being polite to her, and she will keep following me after I come out of the bar, so tell me what should I do?" Every time I said One sentence is true, who would have thought that after drinking at the bar that day, Nat would want to have another 419.

"You can just leave her alone, I will leave when someone else comes. Hey!"

I was chatting casually. When I saw someone passing by, I quickly patted the table and yelled. What I wanted was that the other party could hear my voice and look back. I glance.

"I'll make a deal later, you go and wait for Phu first, I'll come over later."

"Are you going to play a game? Or go to a bar?"

"What's the matter? Going again tonight? Are you rich?"

"What are you hesitating about?" Karn said while laughing and teasing me, but in fact this guy is my most staunch supporter.

"Do you have a wife like this?"

"What bullshit are you talking about..."

"It's just that you don't drink or play games now, and then you don't tell me where you went yesterday? Your change is a bit big."

"Wife or something, there is no such thing." I just want to cling to Pran recently, but it is a long story to talk about why I cling to Pran. On a quiet night, I Can't help but DIY for myself.Hearing what I just said, they looked at me in disbelief. I could only smile at them perfunctorily and say, "If I have a wife, I will bring it for everyone to know."

"Pat, hurry up and find one, you are the school girl in our school, but after you find a partner, can you still use your big sword?"

"Or you don't like girls."

Wear said loudly, but I didn't care about his words at all, and said directly with the book under my arm.

"I've already borrowed the book I wanted, bye."

"Wait, you haven't answered my question, are you gay?"

"You can think whatever you want, I'm an adult, I can love whoever I want, are you satisfied?"

After I finished saying this, I turned around and left, tiptoed to turn in the middle of the walk, and walked in the direction of Pran until they couldn't see me.In fact, arguing with them about these issues is really boring, so after borrowing books, I usually go to the corner where I usually stay and stay alone.On the corridor leading from the library to the School of Architecture, I lit a cigarette.Walking along this road, there are some green shops, carports, and even some rental houses every other section of the road. It will be very lively during the exam week.On this road, there is a store that has everything, including the snacks we need, as well as copiers and school supplies. After thinking about it, I think this store can be called a grocery store.But I was next to this grocery store at this moment, and I only noticed the tall man. Although he was wearing a school uniform and shirt like everyone else, his gestures, even if he was just reaching out for money or taking things Action, as long as I look, I know who he is.

He is my Pran.

I spread my legs and ran forward quickly, ready to jump over the low fence in front of me, but unfortunately a row of neat bushes stopped me, as if it was specially set up for me, just for me to see He was with everyone else, and this guy came into view with another guy, who seemed to hang out a lot.Damn, isn't this the new friend who appeared in Pran's circle of friends last time?This person seems to be called Tee, but now it's just the two of them together.

I saw Tee reaching out to Pran, but Pran grabbed it with his white hands.Yes, the guy was using the hands that hit me, and grabbed the white hands of the other guy next to him.Let me be frank, in fact, what I saw was an arm in plaster, just a little injury, and the little white face is tall and strong, can't you apply the medicine yourself?

I leaned against the pillars in the corridor with my arms crossed. In fact, the reason why I remember this boy who doesn't deserve to have a name here is not because he is not so handsome that I can't forget his face at a glance, nor is it because he is not so handsome. Tall, not fat, not thin, this guy doesn't look impressive at all, but because this guy has always liked to cling to Pran, every time he fights or has something to do, I will meet him, as soon as I see him When the two of them stood together, they felt that Pran was always taking care of him like the man's parents. This guy really had a double standard on people.

If other people saw such a picture, they probably wouldn't like it either.

It should mean that no one likes to see such a picture!I kicked the ground awkwardly, like an idiot, I felt like I was kicking the concrete floor out of a hole.

Be sure to make Tee a cripple the next time you run into them.

I don't know who said that kids in engineering school and alcohol belong to each other, but when I realized this sentence, I fell in love with alcohol, and I felt that I couldn't go on like this anymore, I had to change This problem.But when I get drunk, it's usually for two reasons, either being drunk by a woman, or something is disturbing me, and I usually don't eat much before drinking.

In fact, people like me will not like anyone, because sometimes my habits and personality are really incomprehensible. Maybe what Nat said before is quite right. As long as I am drunk, the whole person will be It will be very high, and the whole person will just sit aside and giggle.It's just that tonight I was extraordinarily quiet. I just sat quietly drinking. When I came back to my senses, I found that the bottles in front of me had piled up the entire table.

"What's wrong?" Karn asked, he knew me very well, so he was very worried about me, but he also knew that I would not say anything, he just put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed it lightly, then I took out the wine glass in my hand.

"You've become weird since you came out of the library. If you have anything to say, you can tell me anytime."

I moved my shoulders unconsciously, but I didn't know how to speak.I was standing there until Pran and that bastard got up from their seats and walked away, Pran still had some textbooks in his hand, and the goddamn guy wanted to go up and help Pran get the books, acting like Like a very polite gentleman, this white lotus-like behavior makes me want to throw up.Actually, I originally wanted to go over to say hello to my Pran, but now the two of them looked like a loving couple, so I could only walk away in a staggering footsteps, this kind of It makes me feel very irritable.

"You're drunk, can I see you off later?"

"I'm not drunk." I thought I was still articulate and clear-headed, but Karn had already taken the glass from me, so I had to get another from Jo, who pushed my glass away. Alcohol occupied the head of the high ground, I reluctantly raised the glass in my hand to toast them, after drinking the glass, Jo turned and complained to his other friends that I was drunk.

"Go back, I think you're really drunk."

"Why are you drunk? I only drank so much. If you want to go back, go back yourself first."

"The bar is also closed, okay." Jo said, really, I didn't notice that it was so late at all, "Let's go, brother! I'll pay the bill, you wait for me over there, I'll take you back .”

"No need! Why go around wasting the gas money? I'll go back by myself later, you and Karn can go back together."

After finishing speaking, I took out 2000 baht from my bag and put it on the table. I don’t need to worry about the exact amount, as long as I calculate it tomorrow, all the wine I drank tonight will be shared among everyone present. , will never exceed this number.When I walked out of the bar, I found a row of taxis parked outside the bar. I staggered into a pink taxi. I wanted to find Pran and hug him in this lonely late night. He falls asleep.

My Pran.

my beloved.

There was a warm, moist touch on my cheeks, and the cool wind was blowing from the air conditioner. I squinted my eyes, and what I saw was soft hair. This scene made me very puzzled, and I couldn't help blinking twice. I lowered my eyes and slowly sat up from the ground. Some dirty short legs appeared in front of my eyes, dirty and smelly, and they kept licking me with their tongues.It turned out to be a puppy on the side of the road.Fuck, this is what it's like to be woken up by 7 puppies at the same time, oh my!I actually occupied their bed.

At this moment, I heard the unique door opening sound of 711. I sat cross-legged and found that my body was full of stench. I looked up and saw the traffic light. Now there is no doubt that the place where I just slept was a dog nest.

My last memory before the fragmentation is that I called a taxi by myself, and then I was very sleepy, and then I woke up from here, when I fumbled in all the pockets on my body, trying to find my mobile phone and wallet , found everything was gone, fuck it, I was robbed by a taxi driver.

It took me a long time to stand up, and now I am much more awake than when I just left the bar, but my consciousness has not fully recovered, I walked into the 711 and the clerk said hello to me. By the time I sleep next to the trash can, it must be late, so no one notices that I am thrown next to the trash can, I am not angry at all, and the phone is gone. Not angry at all, but I am fucking Where is it now?

"Excuse me, can I borrow your phone?"

"what?"

"Where is this place? I was robbed, and I want to make a call and ask my friend to pick me up."

As a result, the clerk was even more shocked than the victim, and then asked, "Do you need to call the police?"

"It's okay. I just want my friend to pick me up. It's okay to call the police tomorrow."

The most important thing is, I only remember that it was a pink taxi. I don’t remember when I got in the car. Now even if the FBI comes over, there’s nothing I can do. You ask me why I took that damn taxi Car, I think it's more reliable to check the surveillance at Jane's Bar, and see how the damn driver made me lie here.

Now the only witness, no!The only proof dog is the white dog that licked my face.

I was so fucking drunk that I was unconscious, and I was surrounded by seven or eight dogs and licked.

Pran was the first person I thought of, this guy picked me up in a taxi 15 minutes after I called, he looked tired on his face, but when I got back to his house, wanted to do The first thing is to sit on the sofa and rest.

"Can you get up and take a shower first?"

"I could fall asleep in the shower."

"How much wine did you drink? How did you drink until your whole body was broken?"

"Okay." I could only mutter in a low voice to respond to the owner of the room, so the owner of the room wearing a vest and boxer shorts sighed deeply and disappeared into the bathroom. After a while, He walked towards me again with a basin of warm water.

"If you don't want to take a shower, but you want to sleep with me, then you have to get rid of these dirty things on your body, you understand?"

"I'm too lazy to move, I can sleep on the sofa."

"Pat!"

"Pran, I'm hungry, cook something for me."

"Do you know what time it is? It's 2 in the morning! I'm going to bed, I can't cook."

"I know." Maybe it's because I threw up too much in the car before, so I'm a little hungry, but why does my stomach hurt so much? Pran sat down next to me, unbuttoned my shirt, and forced me to take it off.

"Sit down first, then wipe yourself clean."

"Do you want to take off your pants too?"

"Yes." He replied in a strong voice, and I did as he said, taking off my shirt and trousers.

"Do I have your panties here?"

"I don't know if it's in the drawer. I didn't pick it up this morning."

Pran sighed, but he didn't complain about me, he just wiped my face and down to my neck with a damp towel, the pressure on his hands was not gentle at all, but it should be clean , I picked my nostrils, picked out a lump of booger and wiped it on the towel.

"Who on earth can stand you like you? Pat."

"Just Pran."

"When I say friend, I mean girlfriend."

"I don't want any girlfriend, I just have you." I raised my hands so that he could wipe my body better, he frowned until I had to poke him lightly with my fingers to ease the sudden An atmosphere of silence.

"Thank you."

"Ah."

"you are so kind to me."

"Well, it's good that you know."

"I only come to you when bad things happen, don't I?"

"Yeah." Pran answered me in a long voice, he lowered his head and began to wipe other places, constantly wiping my body, arms, legs and feet.

"If I'm looking for a wife, I'm sure I'm looking for someone like you."

"That woman is so pitiful. When will you stop burdening others?"

"I don't want to be a burden to anyone." I replied very seriously, I don't want to do things for others except Pran, I like to hear every complaint from him, when he started complaining about me, what he did Everything is so cute in my eyes, I just want to be good in front of you, it feels really good.

But he just threw the used towel into the washbasin silently, and I sat on the sofa half naked like that, because Pran refused to wipe the inside of my underwear for me, but it didn't matter, it was already good.

"Are you still hungry?"

"There is still a little bit, but it doesn't matter, I can bear it."

"Wait a minute, don't fall asleep."

I nodded and watched him go to the bathroom to wash the towels, then came back and started to boil water, then poured a bag of instant porridge into it to heat up, and finally put it in a bowl and brought it to me, but when I took the bowl, he didn’t Cautiously touched the back of his hand, he immediately retracted his hand, I suddenly thought what would Pran's reaction be if someone else was sitting here?He likes to take care of others and treat everyone well, which makes many people around him fascinated by him.

I'm...not immune.

"Pran, do you treat everyone around you like this?"

"Why do I have to be mean to other people?" He asked me back, looking like he didn't understand what I was trying to convey, which was just too embarrassing.Now he and I are both sitting on the sofa, I moved my body and leaned over to put my head on his shoulder, smelling the unique smell on his body, it was a sweet and clean smell, which made me feel like I was in the General dream.

"Can you be nice to me only? I don't like you and be nice to others."

"What bullshit are you talking about? Or are you still drunk?"

"What I'm telling is the truth, but it's more straightforward." He looked at me quietly, even though I was half naked, I still sat next to him, even though I had squeezed his entire body The edge of the couch is touching the wall, but I still want to be closer to him.

"Pran, I want to be the only one who can be nice to you, I don't like your friends, those people around you."

"What are you crazy about? I'm not your sister."

"I don't know what to say. If you were my sister, I would definitely lock you in the room and prevent anyone from seeing you."

"Are you sick?" Pran reached out and pushed my head, but I was still leaning against him. He pushed me out again, this time he picked up the porridge on the table, and wanted me to I drank the porridge.

"Can you not care about anyone but me, can you not make me your only one?"

"Pat, I'm not the kid I was back then, you feed me quickly so I can sleep, and then don't let me see you drunk again, I will thank you very much."

"Then you have to promise me that I am your most important person."

The owner of the room was just silent and didn't answer me. There was only the sound of the air conditioner in the room. I put my hand on his face, but he didn't push me away. I don't understand why I see him with others every time. When we are together, I will be so irritable, but this is the truest feeling in my heart. I want to follow my heart and say what I want to say in my heart, instead of simply talking or talking in my head I kept holding Pran's hand for those inappropriate words, but he remained silent.

"I'm really, really jealous of you."

His mouth was tightly pursed into a line, and his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together. I could see that he was very nervous. I really wanted to kiss him so that his lips could relax a bit, and I really wanted to kiss him. I licked his eyebrows, hoping that his brows would not be so tightly wrinkled together again, and I also hoped that we would not quarrel in the future, nor would we cause any pain to each other.

I want to be nice to him like Pran is nice to me.

My heart was beating wildly, and the sound of the heartbeat seemed to be ringing in my ears. I didn't know if it was my own heartbeat or the person sitting next to me.

"Pat..."

Before the other party finished speaking, I slowly slid down his body and lay down on his knees, but my hand was still tightly holding his hand and did not let go, because I was drunk For the reason, I have insisted on it for a long time.I am not able to stay up late like those young children, and I am also a very self-willed person. I feel that the whole room is dark in an instant, and I did not sleep with the scented doll in my arms tonight as I wished. But there was a pair of fragrant hands holding me all the time, which kept me intoxicated in that deep dream.

I felt like I was on the ground and we didn't need any words because he promised that I would never be so close to anyone else.

He is completely mine, I am the only one.