Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

Only now have I discovered that as long as a person has a brain that can work and a chest that can breathe, they can live a normal life.

The engagement ceremony ended smoothly, and with the help of the elders, every process was completed in an orderly manner, and everyone's faces were filled with happy and satisfied smiles.After the ceremony ended in a satisfactory manner, everyone downloaded their favorite photos on social media software.Even if the heart hurts, even if it is uncomfortable, we all know clearly that even if there are many holes in love, this injury will not cause people to lose their lives.No matter how broken your heart is, how many ruins there are, you can still live.

Life... is still moving forward at its own pace.

Five months passed by in such a flash, sometimes even I feel surprised that I can endure it for so long.The sun still rises from the east and sets in the west, and Punch and I have a deeper understanding in this day-to-day relationship. Phu lives at home and drives her new Dongfeng Nissan car every day alone. Going to school, and next door... still the same as before, still no Pran.

In addition, some things are also quietly changing—that is, Pat, the young boy who could run around the world, has become a mature adult, who can freely go to and from the family business in a suit and tie, and eventually he is also with the family business. The vast majority of people are the same way.

I woke up in my apartment in the morning. I opened the window and looked out from the square air-conditioned room. The outside of the window was the same. There are thousands of high-rise buildings lined up on the same day. The appearance of each building is exactly the same. This is A picture I see every day.And there are endless problems that need to be solved every day. Sometimes my engineering knowledge can also come in handy, and sometimes I can only use the layered way of thinking that I have been used to since the first grade. .

Such scenes are being staged every day, every day seems to be copied and pasted from yesterday, unchanged, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

My youthful bird never comes back...

"Who approved the purchase of these things?"

This scene is being staged in a medium-sized conference room on the tenth floor.I leaned back on the chair and turned my eyes from the large model to the person speaking. The father on the main table was still the head of the company, responsible for the operation of the entire company, just as I remembered.The father asked that sentence in a low voice, tapping his fingers on the mahogany chair covered with reddish-brown varnish, and the man who was asked unconsciously shrank his neck.It can be seen from this that as long as the father is angry, no matter what position he is in, he will tremble three times.

"At that time, it happened to be the period when Prime Minister KhanLong was in power. TOR changed as soon as it changed hands. It was already different when the approval order came down. The previous data can be checked."

"Don't sales follow the results?"

"I ran, but I was deceived. The previous releases were all fake moves. The SR company is also busy with this matter. I think the supply side did not communicate well with Prime Minister KhanLong, so the specifications are the same as ours before. There was an error in the agreement, and then the Prime Minister called us to re-formulate the document, and only then did we catch up with the bidding.”

"But the order has already been placed?"

I listened quietly, and glanced at the pale-faced sales executive who was making a report. He was probably about to lose his job.In any case, if the order is wrong, someone has to come forward, but this responsibility pays for this heavy mistake.

This company, which my father took over from my grandfather, is a medium-sized company that focuses on contract construction.The company does not have a lot of money to operate, and cannot deal with the losses caused by the long-term delay of the plan at any time.The difficulty the company encountered this time was that it had been informed since the bidding that it had to purchase products from designated manufacturers, but SR Company purchased a large amount of raw materials and stocked them up after estimating that they could win the bid.

"Is there enough goods in the factory for us to buy?"

"The factory is still producing, but our progress may be slowed down."

"It's a boring loss this time, that guy will definitely not let us solve it so easily."

The meeting room was silent, and the atmosphere did not dare to breathe.The SR company my father mentioned is exactly the company run by Pran's father.It was only after I officially entered the family business that I really understood why the two of us formed such a big bridge. Part of the reason was that the scope of our two businesses overlapped, but the more important reason was that I had speculated— ——The two companies with the same structure and size and similar business scope are naturally a strong opponent for themselves, and of course they hope to get rid of them soon.

"I hate that company very much. If the law allows me, I would like to hire a gunner to blow them all up." The deep voice of the chairman of the meeting brought back my consciousness that had drifted far away. Seeing his undisguised disgust, he suddenly felt so boring.

"If my uncle could do this, he would have done it long ago." I muttered in a low voice, and the people in the meeting room heard me, and the light laughter sounded, somewhat relieving the tense atmosphere.Although I was engaged to the girl my parents chose, everything was done according to my father's instructions, and I even came into the company to help him.But deep down in my heart I still reject everything, and it will inevitably be revealed in my behavior, like a vortex hidden deep in the bottom of the water, it neither disappears nor exists all the time, it just runs periodically.

"You can only play tricks! Why, is there any good way? If it were you, how would you solve this problem?"

The chairman of the meeting asked me sternly. The question I faced this time was one of the few questions that were used to test me. .

"Dad wants me to be responsible?"

"You try to negotiate and communicate with Manop himself to see how the progress of the project in Chumphon is, and then give me the progress report."

The screen turned into a picture comparing the work plan with the actual work progress. I picked up the coffee and took a sip, hoping that the caffeine would lift my heavy eyelids and prevent me from falling asleep in the afternoon.From time to time, I turned my eyes from the project book to the window, staring at the reflection on the iced coffee ceramic cup in a daze, thinking about that person.

No matter how hard I swear to cut him off, in the end...it's just a reflection, it easily reminds me of him at work...

how to explain...

...It doesn't matter what makes me miss him, what matters is that I have been thinking about him all the time.

Shortly after Pran flew abroad for graduate school, I was allowed to move back into my old room.The trust in each other has also increased a lot in getting along with Punch, but at the same time, I am also losing myself.I fled back upstairs after having dinner with her. Pran never came to my room, but even if he did, there was no way I would have allowed him to risk climbing over the roof.

I can only live in my own house after he leaves, how uncomfortable it is...

"I went shopping with my mother in the afternoon, and added a few storage boxes to Brother Pat's cabinet, and I've put them away for you."

I nodded and turned on the computer, ignoring the person who was still chattering and trying to catch me chatting.

"I've told you many times. When you take out your pajamas, you take them from top to bottom. If you scratch like this, I just tidy them up and mess them up again."

"Then let it mess up."

"Brother Pat, I'm also very tired to come to clean your house every day, okay?"

"Didn't I say it? Don't worry about it. Punch, just do whatever you want."

"How about Brother Pat, you can go take a shower first, and then play on the computer after washing."

I didn't answer her, the white arms stretched out from behind to hug me, the tip of my nose slightly touched my cheekbones.It was obviously a very intimate gesture, and it was obviously an emotional provocation, but to me, it failed to arouse any interest in me.

The degree of intimacy between us is only acceptable to kiss, but I always adhere to the attitude of not kissing if I can. I try to avoid things that can make this young girl fantasize as much as possible, and kill everything. in the cradle.

"Smelly."

The atmosphere with Punch is very different from that with Pran.I raised my head and refreshed the list to see how the group of good friends were doing. Phum was funded to go abroad to further his studies, Karn was working in Chiang Mai, and was drunk and dreaming in the hotel all day long.

"Huh? Which friend of Brother Pat's is this? I don't think I've seen it before."

The photo refreshed by swiping is a recent photo of someone, or a recent photo of people around me. Wearing a dark coat, Pran stretched out his hand to block the camera, obviously not wanting to be photographed, and the picture was a little out of focus.Is the person who took the photo the same person who lived with Pran?I often see the two of them together, but only from these trivial details, there is no way to assert what the relationship between them is.

Pran doesn't like to upload his daily life on the Internet. The only explanation is that this is a photo taken from the person who took the photo.He was still the same as before, with a smelly face and an arrogant expression.From the background of this picture they are in the bedroom, if I hadn't seen the corner of my Xiangxiang rabbit dress, I would have been mad with anger, but my doll, it was lying next to Pran's pillow, Playing the background role dutifully.

I know that Xiangxiang Rabbit was lost by myself, and it has been lost for a long time, but I never thought that it would be in Pran's hands, and now I even went to the other side of the mainland with Pran.

This situation is quite funny.And my long-dried heart is like rain after a long drought, and it becomes moist again in an instant. It is difficult to describe the ups and downs clearly.

"If you don't talk, then go take a shower first, and come back to play after washing."

She sniffed lightly on my cheek again, and I escaped with a stiff neck, bored in my heart: "Punch, don't make trouble."

"You're shy again."

"I have something to do, I'll send you back first, and I'll wash it when I get back."

"I'll just sleep here, okay? I'll prepare hot water for you."

"Not good." I refused her, took a deep breath and poured it into my nasal cavity, "It's not good for you, let's go, I'll drive you back."

"Brother Pat, we're going to get married in a few months."

"Then let's talk about it when the time comes after we get married." I said while looking at Punch with stern eyes. Punch wanted to have some substantive relationship with me, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that.A girl has been dating her partner for so long, and the two still plan to get married, not to mention that the wedding date is just around the corner, but the contact between the two people is still just holding hands, and there is no further step, all of which are offensive Watching her shaky sense of security. Phu told me many times that Punch hoped that I could react and act like other boys, because what I did now made her afraid, and she was afraid that I would marry her just because of the needs of the family, Not because of the feelings between us, not because of how I feel about her.

It is said that the sixth sense of girls is terribly accurate. I have personally experienced this sentence.

"We still have a long time, Punch, don't worry." I softly comforted the little girl, stretched out my hand and touched the top of her head, and there was a hint of prayer in my eyes.

I suddenly felt sorry for the girl in front of me, and my heart ached for her.

After ten o'clock in the evening, I returned home again, and I came back with the beer I bought at the convenience store.The million-dollar house stood quietly, without any activity around it.The family members seem to be drifting away, they don't care about each other, and they can't even recall how they got along with each other before, how they waited in the living room for their family members to return.I have long stopped fighting and causing trouble, and spent the rest of my life obediently according to the arrangements of my parents.The heartless and uninhibited Pat passed away with the years after all, and would only bring trouble to the family. The elder brother who made the family unhappy was finally replaced by the sensible eldest son.

As Phu said before, in fact, everyone's heart is like a mirror, but everyone wants to create a peaceful and prosperous world, pretending that nothing happened.Obviously life is different from the past, but they all choose to be self-deceiving and blind.

If you want me to say that I am fine and everything is fine, this is simply mocking me as a person who dare not face up to my own heart, a coward who dare not face up to my pain, and a person who still talks to the judge in front of conclusive evidence A sophistry criminal is a coward who dare not even tell his family the truth.

The dark curtains were pulled back, and I picked up a can of beer and poured it directly into my mouth. I didn't need to pour it out here, so as not to wash an extra cup.My eyes fell through the glass to the balcony of Pran's house, which was still the same as before.The curtains were drawn down, and Pran hadn't been home for months.I remembered the helpless look he had when he was messing around and knocking on Pran's glass every time he didn't obey me. I remembered his worried eyes when he saw me climbing on the roof or jumping down, and then I carried his worries and crawled back to my room along the roof tiles.

Let me climb a hundred times and a thousand times, I am willing.

Being able to sit in this safe room again, I suddenly feel very at ease, although the room is extremely cold and empty.

A knock on the door broke the silence in the inner room.I drank several bottles of beer by myself, and when I heard the knock on the door, I gave my consent to let the people outside come in.After the door was opened, the light from outside rushed into the room. I turned my head and realized that it was not Phu who came as I thought.My mother frowned tightly, stretched out her hand and pressed the switch, and the room was instantly filled with soft, warm light.

"Why don't you turn on the lights, Pat."

"Thinking about going to sleep after drinking."

"Have you started drinking again?" Mom asked softly, then sighed deeply. After Pran went abroad to study in graduate school, I stayed with alcohol all day long, trying to use these to numb myself, often drunk like a puddle of mud, and slept in the dark.I don't want everyone to know what I care about, but the night that comes every day seems to be dutifully reminding me that there will be no one named Pran from now on, how cruel and unacceptable it is fact.

"Mom is worried that if you continue like this, you will become an alcoholic."

"I won't be so drunk," I replied as before, "I just sleep better after drinking."

I hadn't had a drink long before the visitor got up and sat on the mattress, and I sat on the floor with my back against the big bed behind me.

"Are you happy to send Punch back? How are you two getting along recently? Mom feels that you talk a lot less."

"good."

"I'm going to marry someone in a few months, son."

I held the beer bottle in my hand and drank it for a long time. After my mother said this, my breath was stagnant, and then I put the bottle back by my side. I closed my eyes and replied, "I see."

"But why don't you act like a groom at all?"

"Sorry Mom," I whispered and apologized to her for not being able to do better.Although sometimes I am smiling, but deep down there is no waves like stagnant water.Whenever I open up my grief, turn it out, it turns out to be bigger and bigger than I imagined, bigger than I thought it would be.I only know now that people can really fake laughter and happiness, but the only thing that can’t be fake is sadness. If you really haven’t experienced it, you can’t pretend to be uncomfortable. , "I really did my best."

"Pat... Is Punch bad? Or is there some misunderstanding?"

"She's fine." I wasn't lying.If you really want to find someone to take the blame, then this girl who has done nothing wrong should not be scolded at all, and she should not be blamed for not hurting anyone. "If you want to say who is bad, That would be my fault."

Although I don't understand at all where I'm going wrong.

Is it wrong to fall in love with someone?Then why does everyone have love, hatred, hatred, and ignorance, but only my love for Pran is regarded as treason?

The words of scolding came from the direction of the bed, and my mother moved down from the mattress and sat with me, looking at the direction I had been staring at.

"Mom, can I ask you some questions?" I moved my eyes from Pran's balcony to my mother, my eyes were full of doubts about the question, "Why do our two families hate each other so much?"

"Pat, it was a long time ago. It might be easier for you to understand that Dad couldn't forgive them."

"I have to do what my parents want, and I don't have my own life, but I don't have the right to know the truth."

I didn't look at her again, picked up another bottle of beer and continued to drink, and the silence didn't last long until the third bottle of beer bottomed out. When I opened the fourth and fifth bottles of beer, my mother finally started to tell the story of the two families. The origin is cleared, and the doubts that have been bothering me have finally been solved.

"Your father is the only son of your grandfather. After your grandfather passed away, the family property naturally fell into your father's hands, and it is also the only inheritance from your grandfather." Mom began to tell the cause of the incident, and unexpectedly Dating back to when I was not born, "Your father cherished this ancestral property, Pat. The original founding fathers passed away, job-hopping, many people left, but your father never thought of giving up just like that. , in order to keep the company going, he has tried almost all possibilities. Before you were born, your father had already planned to pay less tribute and avoid crooked ways, and use the saved money to compete with other companies and take the legal road , so that the company's business can flourish."

I nodded, the soft light in the room shrouded my mother's face, and the dim figure on the glass was reflected very clearly.

"Not long after the family next door moved in, our two families gradually got to know each other, and then we realized that they were doing the same business as your father. At first, the two families would share and exchange experiences with each other, but since we weakened that After the investment of this fund, that company did the opposite, still paying tribute and stuffing money. In the last year, only SP company received the order. Their family has only entered this industry for a few years, but the speed of development cannot be underestimated. It will soon become our strong opponent. Only then did your father realize that SP Company pretended to be friendly with us from the beginning, and the purpose was to exchange intelligence information and learn from us."

"That is to say, there was no conclusion to this matter at the time, and our family chose to change the business direction?"

"It was caused by many factors, Pat. It was not enough for us to just focus on that point. At that time, the company's situation was very bad, and there were employees to support, and the relatives who came to help were also fighting among themselves, and everyone hid away. Yes, your father will be left alone in the end. It will be too late to change the policy at this time, and the money to be given will not be paid out, and there will not even be enough money for food." Mom crossed her hands, recalling that period She also felt very uncomfortable during the difficult years, "But your father still gritted his teeth and ruthlessly gambled the last money he had left aside, and then received the order, but the company also fell into an economic crisis. Order The company didn’t settle the payment, it’s as if the world has evaporated, and no one can find it, we have a credit account with the company that purchased the goods, and seeing that we couldn’t pay for the payment for a long time, they sued us in court.”

"Has this happened for a long time?"

"It happened before you were born. Your father thought of various remedies, but no one was willing to help us. We negotiated with a company with a good reputation, and was immediately blocked by SP. His family The bid was very high, and the business naturally became his family. Your father lost face and went to borrow money from his family, but his family also said that they had no money to borrow. How could there be no money?! His family has received so many orders, and the business is booming. It’s the best time for us, and our family’s business has been snatched away by their family. Aren’t the high-ranking officials who put money into them the same as the ones your father left, because your father told him before of."

"If you think about it from another angle, maybe they already have their own resources."

"No one made it clear, Pat, Pakorn is younger than your father, and his qualifications in this industry are far inferior to your father. We also thought that this person was not bad at the time, so we helped him out when we thought about it. But when we It’s really difficult, but I didn’t think about it, but I avoided it. After the lawsuit, our family’s vitality was severely damaged, and it was almost bankrupt. As I told you before, this is the only one inherited from your grandfather. Your father is finally willing to admit that he has no way to keep this inheritance," Mom pursed her lips tightly, "You can't imagine how difficult it is."

Judging from the expression on my mother's face, I feel somewhat empathetic.I probably will not be able to experience such difficulties in my life, but fortunately, no matter how difficult it is, my parents finally survived hand in hand.

"During that time, the whole family was extremely silent, and I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing. I couldn't conclude that it was because of being too depressed and nervous that my father had physical problems. He couldn't eat and couldn't sleep. This situation It lasted for a long time. Mom went to the hospital by herself. When it was found out that she was pregnant with you, I didn’t know whether I should be happy or sad for a while, because your dad and I couldn’t even have a full meal. There is no guarantee, let alone you have to raise this little guy again."

My mother looked at me, her eyes contained the deepest love and gratitude to me, "When I got home, the pistol left by your grandfather was on your father's temple, and your father gave up. But he still Cheer up and fight with them, because he knows that mom is pregnant with you. Dad loves you so much, so he doesn't want you to have anything to do with that wolf-hearted family."

I sighed deeply after I listened to this whole story that had been concealed for more than 20 years.

This disgust has been deeply buried in my heart since that day, and I have not mentioned it to anyone. It has been deeply rooted for more than 20 years, just like a big tree with luxuriant branches and leaves.Although my parents always regarded the Pran family as wolves and tigers, I still think that everyone has their own ideas and rights, and refusing to help others is not necessarily unforgivable, it can only be said that they have decided to act in a way that is not always Behave in a way that meets the needs of others.

It's as if my parents couldn't let me fall in love with Pran from my heart.

"It's also good luck, I just happened to meet the exchange seminar. Your father didn't take part in these activities before, but that year he happened to meet a senior he had a good relationship with before. Sister Punch's family was the one who helped us through the difficulties Man. Pat, Mom wants you to repay this kindness for us. We hope you can take over the responsibility of looking after Punch from Auntie Duang, reassure her, and treat her as a kindness for me and your father. OK?"

I pursed my lips tightly, almost forming a straight line, and then I picked up the beer and took a big gulp.

"Mom... Since their family is really kind to us, then we shouldn't treat their daughter like this."

"Pat."

"I will work hard, I will always work hard to do a good job, I will try my best to accept Punch and take care of her like a man. But if this continues, Punch will also know that the intimacy between us is compared with a man and woman who truly love each other, It’s nothing at all.” Big teardrops fell from my red eyes, and I turned my eyes to the other side, trying to cover up the depression in my heart, but everything was like a broken embankment. The river generally breaks through the dam and rushes out.

"I don't want to make Punch sad, I don't want to make my parents sad, I don't want to make you sad even if I have to leave my life behind, I really try to do it, but a lot of times I also hate myself why No matter how hard I try, I can’t do it.”

I put my head on my knees, probably because of the fifth beer I drank, which turned me back into an innocent child.Warm palms caressed my back, I didn't even dare to ask, whether these things I have worked so hard for have met their wishes?

"Is my child in such pain?"

"Isn't it painful to try to love someone? The pain is to make me forget the person I loved and fall in love with an impossible person. I didn't do anything with Pran. Pran was very good to me. He is also very good to Phu, so good that no matter how many times I say it, my parents can't believe it."

"Everything Mom and Dad do is because we worry about you, son."

"Why is your worry more like torture to me, Mom."

From behind my arm was warm and full of a mother's love for her son.It's like it can help me hide the unmedicated pain and tell me that nothing happened.

I closed my eyes and sat quietly leaning against my mother's arms for a long time.I let myself cry, as if I wanted to vent all the grievances and pain in my heart into tears.

After a long time...alcohol held me captive with drowsiness, and I couldn't break free from the trap of falling into sleep at last, just like every day before.

The dawn of the next day escaped through the gap in the sky, and my memory was intermittent, but I finally decided to pretend that nothing happened and I couldn't remember anything.

I didn't realize that I was sleeping on the bed until the sun was shining on my heels, with the quilt covering my neck, and sleeping in a well-behaved way was more obedient than before.I greeted everyone with my usual expression, and I didn't hide the pain in my heart anymore.

My mother looked at me with tired eyes, but when I looked at her, she avoided my eyes, as if there was something she couldn't let me know.

This afternoon, I started to sort out the ins and outs of this problem. P&P company made an offer to us, and the building materials were bought by SR company from the very beginning. This news has been said in the conference room a few days ago.If you want to start from the bidding, you can clearly find that the source of this problem is SR company, and it is their mistakes in the transaction that caused a series of subsequent problems.It's not like what my father said before, they deliberately bought all the raw materials, so that we couldn't start work as scheduled. I recalled the discord between the two families, and concluded in my heart that it was actually because the two families never sat down to make it clear, probably These misunderstandings were never explained.

"If this list can't be done, then other work can't go on. It's probably too self-confident and thinks that it's their own, so they invest all the funds before the results are announced. Shopping supplies." After I finished speaking, I leaned down and leaned against the back of the soft sofa, biting my fingers and thinking about it, I searched and checked many times, and finally found that this matter is actually a hot hand for both of us potato.

"Probably so."

"Brother Manop, do you think they are willing to sell if we go to buy from them? This is a big project. No matter how overtime the factory works, it will not be completed as planned."

"God, Master Pat." The salesman in charge laughed dryly, and we all knew where the real problem was, "Even if we are willing to increase the price, it is still a big problem whether others will sell it or not. There have been similar cases before. situation, but okay, we ended up finding other excuses to push the date back a few days.”

"I don't agree with taking such a big risk. This project is worth millions. Brother Manop, even if we postpone the date, the average day's workload should not be underestimated."

"I can't help it. It's my fault. I went to the wrong place in the first place."

"It's okay. Everyone is responsible. The person in charge of this project must be struggling now, and the regulations are not clear. But it's okay, we still have a way to change the quotation, and there is still time." I smiled dryly , is very different from Dad's serious personality, and this is also the most obvious difference when we face mistakes. "Brother Manop, do me a favor, please prepare some fruit baskets for me, and then make an appointment with Mr. Pakorn."

"Master Pat, are you serious? If you do this..."

"Forget about my father, the company is more important. I just want to discuss whether I can buy materials from there, not to propose marriage to him and beg him to marry his son to me." I said half falsely, half truthfully, But what you think deep down is another matter.The little assistant gasped, looking frightened, but reluctantly agreed to my request.

If you want to compare my dad's company with Pran's dad's company, it's obvious just from the location and appearance. SR Company is located in the heart of the capital and works in a [-]-story building with convenient transportation. Although it is not an independent office building, the rent is ridiculously expensive. Of course, the surrounding greenery and environment are also worthy of the price .

Mr. Pakorn and I made an appointment on Friday afternoon, and Manop was busy for a long time before finalizing it.I came to the appointment secretly in my own car. I didn’t tell anyone else. I only dared to let a few trusted people in charge of this matter know. I came here in person to show our respect and respect to this side.

As we grow older, we also know clearly that people will never be able to do what they want.It's like I don't want to buy from Pran's company at all, don't want to meet, or because of other reasons.But in the end, I still have to act as if I understand righteousness, and say "righteously and awe-inspiringly" that this is entirely from the perspective of your company.

"Hello."

The secretary pushed open the door of the reception room, I raised my hands together and put the fruit basket I brought on the long and wide black glass table. Mr. Pakorn’s expression was very calm, and nothing could be seen from his face He looked at me like he was looking at a stranger, no different from meeting him in normal times.

"How is uncle recently?"

"Let's talk about things if you have something to do. If you can save these scenes, you can save them. I don't have so much free time."

"Ah, okay, then I'll cut to the chase. I'm here to discuss with my uncle the ChiangDao project bid by P&P Company. There is a standard in the TOR. I made an estimate for the factory responsible for production and found that the factory The production speed is not enough to support the development of our work progress, but we have sold the original product as stock to SR company."

"The early bird gets the worm, do you want to hear me compliment you like that?"

"No." I replied modestly, folded my hands neatly in front of my knees, "I think both of us are facing the same predicament now."

"I have no difficulty."

"Before that, please allow me to look back a little bit about the past of our two families. It is always said that our two families are like enemies, always stealing business from each other. But now that the age of my father's generation has passed, I want to create a new era for our generation. A new situation for people. We