Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

Pran: I'm much better, you go back first and talk about it later.

After I stubbornly wanted to visit Pran that day, after a long time, I got such a short sentence from the person I was thinking about, and my worries disappeared.Pran's lack of concentration today, I can tell when I see him, because he has never been like this, he is someone I have always put in my heart, why can't I see it.Not only I found out that Pran has a weakness that can be overcome, but also the next class of students in my team. Therefore, whenever there is a chance, I will use Pran's shortcomings to hurt him, and take pleasure in it. I was a little annoyed by my irresponsibility, but I was even more annoyed that I and Wear didn't come in time.

"Pat!"

Just passing by the college, I heard someone calling me, go to hell!I don't want to meet any of them, and I'm not ready to answer all the questions. Jo waved to me and greeted me hesitantly. Phum and the boys in the team were there. Everyone seemed to be waiting for me, the one who never gave up in the game and worked hard to earn points for the School of Architecture, to come back.

"You are all here, I won the game and I earned a lot of points."

"Yeah." Phum replied blankly, looked at me with good eyes, turned to exchange a look with Karn, he shrugged, looked like he didn't know how to help, yes, understandable, look at this I need to say something about the situation.

"Would you like to celebrate later?"

"Celebration can't get away, but what about you and Pran?"

"What's the matter? We're all friends, so let's help."

"Pat, this is not the time for a hippie face."

"Really? Then what answer do you want to hear?"

I pretended to be heartless and smiled, but they didn't seem to think like me, "Like the teacher said, don't you think this is good? If we just bury our heads in our studies, let's think about it." , We learned the same thing, after graduating, we work in the same company, and we have to work together, don’t you feel depressed?”

"It's like this every time, why are you worrying about the future now?"

"Is it always right to do this every time? You also think about it, just like the teacher thinks it's for us so that we don't want to fight."

I shook my head. I knew from everyone's expressions that they still didn't understand what I wanted to express. We have studied for so long to achieve what we are now. It has been more than three years, from the time we were admitted to this school until now, but everyone still looks like me. Like an enemy, it is not enough to send them to the hospital, but fighting and making trouble is commonplace, and it is common for people to be ruthless if they are not careful, which makes everyone feel uncomfortable.

"When did you get so good with those people?"

"that is……"

"Who said you can't get used to each other at home?"

"It's true."

I answered him in a flat tone, I really don’t get along at home, and I don’t get along at school, but maybe I have him in my heart since a long time ago, can you please do it, don’t dislike each other like this, just for me and Pran Can we have more sweet times?

"Don't you find it annoying to quarrel like this every day?"

"Anyway... you and Pran just make up, and you want us to write off all the things they provoked us?"

"Not all." Among the group of people, only Karn sat silently. He was the one who knew the most about it, but not all of them knew it. Are other things okay?"

"Yeah, that's right. You've been talking about someone recently, and it's the first time you've been in college, right?" Indeed, the topic of Phum changed at the right time, and other people started talking about it, instead of holding on to the question just now hold on.

"Phum, are you jealous of Pat?"

"Your uncle, isn't this a reason for Pat's desire to reconcile with the School of Architecture? He usually dislikes Pran the most, but today he is acting like a gentleman. I think he probably got it wrong. Medicine."

"I'm called sportsmanship. Well, Phum, you know, the Sports Academy is set up to allow us to participate, to unite us, how can we all be friends?"

"I'm about to throw up."

I looked at the people in front of me and couldn't stand up laughing. Although there were still a few people who seemed to disagree with me, it didn't hurt. How much medical bills? What did you get?"

"They're the ones looking for it."

"But we didn't have to provoke them first."

"Pat, what the hell is wrong with you, I think you're weird."

I took a deep breath, "Aren't you bored? I'm bored from the bottom of my heart, Karn, are you bored?"

I threw the question to my good friend, the man lying on the gun was taken aback, and answered: "I'm tired."

"That's it, Jo, if you save the time of fighting with the School of Architecture, you will already be the king in the Glory of Kings ranking," I mean his game, "and Brother Phum, you want to read more books Is it time?"

"I haven't troubled them, don't drag me into it."

"Don't you think what I said is right? I spent all my time fighting with them, what's the use of winning? You don't have to agree with me, everyone is an adult, think about it for yourself, and you don't have to Talking childish nonsense, calm down and think about it, it’s actually not a big deal, just because you listened to the instigation of the past, and you don’t know anything about the dispute. But if you still want to entangle with the School of Architecture, I won’t get involved, I won’t go gone."

At least for now, reduce a few troublemakers, and maybe one day the struggle between the two colleges will really stop.

Nervous, restless, let’s change the subject. I laughed out loud as I saw the nerd in front of me shrinking his neck, and the students gradually came to their senses. At first, those unfriendly eyes gradually became friendly. I still have questions to ask. Yes, I still want to ask how long we will go on like this. I don’t want to hide my relationship with Pran. At least I have to tell Wear and them not to trouble Pran first. Our relationship has not developed before. At this point, I will fight with Pran, even if it's just pretending, it's not really something, I don't want to go on like this anymore.

Even if you want to fight, wouldn't it be nice to fight it on the bed instead?

"Hey, you guys, where are you going to celebrate tonight?" Karn broke the heavy atmosphere, and Jo immediately echoed:

"The old place, you can't just say no, Pat, you've been against me several times."

"Yeah, let's go," I said while scratching my chin, "By the way, I'll take my partner to meet you guys, see you at 9 o'clock in the evening."

Whistles and jokes from friends came and went, even though I had made up my mind to reveal my heart, I still had no idea, because I hadn’t discussed it with Pran, if he disagreed I would just call me gay, yeah The kid from the School of Architecture, who they often find fault with, was very interested and told his friends beforehand, but he had to try to talk to Pran first.After tonight, I may be rejected by my friends, or worse than that, it is good to save this group of people from trouble with Pran.As for the other end, if he is still angry at my previous "heroic deeds", I have to bear it first.It doesn’t matter even if there are no allies, even if Pran doesn’t want to talk about me, it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t want to admit that we are lovers in front of people, he doesn’t have to give up everything in order to run to me, and all I can do is to protect him , to give him enough sense of security.

"So where are you going next, Pat?"

"Go home." I replied with a smile, and waved goodbye to them. Jo repeated the agreed time again. I glanced at Karn, raised an eyebrow at him, and turned to go home.

"Are you crazy?"

Unsurprisingly, the speaker stared at me with a frown that could kill a fly.

"What's the matter? I just took you to meet them."

"I dont go."

"Pran, you don't plan to make it public, I won't say anything, but I don't want to hide it from my friends," I stared at my cheek with my tongue, and looked at him seriously, "Besides, Karn can see There are clues."

"You figure it out yourself."

"Then that's the kind of person I am. I don't hide my emotions. You know me."

I looked at Pran expectantly, and reached out to hold Pran's hand. He didn't move, and I couldn't do anything about trying to hide the secret, but to be honest, I never thought about being an underground lover forever. I gently Caressing his fingers desperately, and Pran tried hard to break free, but I grabbed him, trying to make him not react so violently, so as to prevent accidents.

"Pran."

"There's no need to speak softly. If your friends find out about us, have you thought about the consequences?"

"I thought about it."

"If your friends hate you and isolate you from the group..."

"It's just such a small thing," I shook my head. If my group of friends cut off contact with me because I was gay or because I was in a relationship with a classmate in the school of architecture who was always looking for things, then such a group of friends can't be called friends. right? "It's not a primary school student anymore, it's not Pran, everyone has to hate whoever you don't like."

"It's because you're not a primary school student anymore. Don't you know how much people of our age can slander friends? I don't want you to become like me."

"What's wrong? What happened? Did you quarrel with that group of people?"

"No." Pran was lying, forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, and you don't want to force him anymore.

"Let him go, everything is fine with you."

"Pat, it's not worth it. You'll be graduating soon. Don't worry about it anymore. Just let it end quietly."

"I'm graduating soon. I want to spend as much time with you as possible. The matter of friends is just the beginning, and we have to face family..."

"Yeah, I don't think we should just be together with you so rashly, there is only trouble when we are together."

"I'll give you another chance to say it again, are you going to deceive yourself like this?" I raised my eyebrows at him, and Pran immediately shut his mouth and turned around, "Let's solve these troubles together, Pran, take your time, Take it a little at a time."

"Stop talking about Pat, it's not appropriate now." The owner of the room sighed, Pran is the kind of person who doesn't like to be in trouble, doesn't like to cause trouble.If the question is whether things are bad now, it doesn't mean that we should immediately worry about troubles that haven't happened yet.

"Now is the time," I answered him while looking at him with pleading eyes, sat on the table, took Pran's hand and kissed it delicately, "so good that I want more, I want to hold your hand , to be able to look at you, to be able to talk to you, instead of just being in this room, are we really going to be trapped like this forever... Pran."

"enough!"

"Pran~"

"Pat!"

"Pran~"

"Ok!"

I like Pran's strong and soft-hearted character, his deep, angry voice sounded, unpleasant but sweet, it was the answer I wanted, I grinned, took his hand again and kissed several times He did it again and again, but was lightly tapped on the forehead a few times instead. Pran continued to eat with his head down, like a normal person, but if his eyes were not bright enough, he would ignore his red ears.

"cute."

"Shut up, your mouth is going to burst from laughter, and you won't be able to eat if the blood comes out."

Whose boyfriend is this knife-mouthed tofu-hearted...

The bar behind the university is a place Pran and I have known since freshman year. Looking back now, I know that Pran and I were admitted to the same school because I saw him sitting in this bar with a big horse, and I didn’t have time to say hello. , The senior seniors greeted and fought.I don't understand, since they both don't like each other, why do they still come to the same place? I found out later, it's just because if whoever doesn't avoid seeing each other first, it means whoever admits defeat first.Then I kept being confused like this, and finally the shopkeeper couldn’t bear it anymore and said: You can fight any way, but if you cause losses, you have to double the compensation. If Brother Kea is in a bad mood one day, he will pick up the bottle and smash it on the table. Out of the zigzag mouth, warn us with a loud voice, if whichever side stands up first, the white knife will go in, and the red knife will go out. It doesn't matter whether it is the engineering school or the architecture school. If you don't like it, you can only sit in the store closed.

The children in the school are not considered violent, and most of them are just teasing and playing. After being reprimanded by the shopkeeper, their anger will dissipate, and they have to go out of the shop to make gestures. When they are tired, they go back to their respective houses and find their mothers , and will not insist on fighting again seriously, and must score a victory or defeat.

"Are you scared?" I asked Pran after I took him to the bar, hadn't been with him before, hadn't had a good chat with him in front of other people, but now we were standing side by side. Pran shrugged, not caring.

"It's not me who is in dire straits, it's you. You don't realize that you're going to be isolated by your friends."

"Show your tongue." I smiled, seeing the deep worry hidden in Pran's eyes, grabbed his hand and dragged him into the store. It was already late when we arrived in the store, so I saw other people It's not surprising that they are all here. Karn saw me first, he glanced at the people next to me, and then looked down at our clenched hands, the noise of the partners suddenly quieted down, I laughed, and pulled Pran to sit on the two reserved handles on the chair.

"What's the matter, you guys, what did you order?"

"What do you mean, Pat?"

"Hey, didn't you say that I'm going to bring my boyfriend to you guys to get to know each other. Do you want beer?" Turning around to ask the person who came together, ignoring the confusion of the college friends.

"want."

"Okay, I want a small bottle of beer here. Don't drink too much, I won't be able to carry it back later."

"If you're drunk, I'll leave you here."

"Huh? Go to the gate of 7-11 and pick it up from me, Pran, you are not that kind of vicious person."

"It deserves it," he replied, and when my friend put down his glass and made a loud noise, Karn seemed the most composed person, but he didn't look very happy either.

"Pat, this isn't funny at all, you're not going to tell me you're going to marry the guy who slapped me in the face?"

"Pran never hit you," I said flatly, telling the truth, "just like I never let you hit Pran."

"Pat!"

"Fix it yourself, I'll go to the bathroom first."

After Pran said this, he got up and avoided it, I nodded to show that I knew it, and when I turned around, I found that the eyes of the whole table were focused on me alone, "I will also be shy if you look at me like this. "

"Damn Pat! You betrayed us! Damn it! Let's fight so I don't die here, and you're with Pran the other way around?"

"Huh? We're not together yet."

"Don't change the subject with me. You lied to us and got entangled with them. Do you treat us like kittens and puppies? Pat."

"I didn't pick you guys to fight each other," I retort, and it's okay to hear them accuse me. "I'm sorry I didn't stop it, and I didn't tell you that Pran and I were friends."

"It's not just friends, is it?"

"Well, it's because we're more than just friends, so I'm here to tell you," I sighed, just as Pran's beer was served, I picked it up, took a sip and put it back on the table, "He once helped Phu, so I have a happy relationship with him, and we hated each other when we were in my house. It would be unreasonable to say that we are friends, but now I understand, in fact, I understood for a while Yes, I'm serious about him, but I never had the chance before."

"If you say that, you should have liked each other for a long time, right? Why don't you wait until you're all beaten to death before you tell me how to show your true feelings by meddling in your own business?"

"I don't know," there is no reason for such a thing, "I want to be a better person than I am now."

"That is to say, we have liked each other for a long time, but gradually we were afraid of being abandoned, so we betrayed us, and turned to stick to other people's ass?"

"It's not clear. If you hate me, I can't stop anything. I just want to say sorry to you, and then it's Pran's business. Don't bother him anymore, can you? If you are not satisfied with anything Just sprinkle it on me, I will replace him, no matter what it is, I will follow, and I will never fight back."

"Pat you bastard, are you crazy?"

Well, maybe I'm really crazy. I was beaten up by my friend and my boyfriend again today, but I don't want to refute anything.Suddenly there was a loud noise from the back of the hotel. I glanced at everyone present and unconsciously began to count the number of people. Everyone was still there except Pran.Immediately, my legs subconsciously stepped out, calling everyone to go to the source of the sound, and the goal was the picture of three men, one of them locked Pran's arm, and the other raised his hand to hit him. I saw their faces They were all hanged, and it was clear that Pran was also beaten.

"Fuck! Beast!"

"have a finger in the pie."

"Let go of my friend."

"It was your friend who first put on an awkward expression to me. I can't help you with this."

Pran glanced at the logo on the school uniform, was shocked to see that it was an unfamiliar color, and then became irritable, it was quite difficult to deal with students from other colleges.

"Let him kneel down to me first, and then I will think about whether to let him go."

"puff!"

what! Pran don't be brave at this time, well, he spit at the other party, Wear clenched his fist and was about to swing it out, but I was one step ahead of him, grabbed his arm intuitively, stepped forward but was slapped on the face.

"Damn."

"What the hell?"

Four boys rushed out from the back of the store, Wear and I were two against six, I jumped up and kicked the one closest to me, Pran struggled out of the restraints, and then faced the guy who had just locked his arm, the cracked plate, hit The broken vases were our weapons at the moment, I was knocked down, and I stepped back, in a trance for a moment, when I heard Pran's scream.

"what!"

My consciousness was not so clear, and I was kicked in the stomach in a mess, and I lay curled up on the ground in pain, and was hit by something again, with my feet on the ground, I tasted the salty taste of blood in my mouth, and my ears Pran's voice could be heard intermittently in the room. After a while, the group of friends sitting on the table rushed over to help. I saw Karn. Before I looked at Wear, I tried to stand up by myself, but because my body was too tight Pained, and fell lightly to the ground again.

"Pat."

Pran jumped up and kicked the person who was about to punch me in the face again with a dumb face, and then pushed away the two who provoked the trouble. At the same time, he was suddenly pulled from behind by someone, and Pran was pushed I hit my chin, so I moved my body and stood up to help him, but the number of people gradually increased. The shop owner may not have come yet, and I don’t know when he will come. Those who want to win are all red-eyed, and the more they see someone holding Knife, the more I felt uneasy, I was afraid that something would happen to Pran, so I rushed over and pushed Pran away, ignoring the smell of blood dripping from the back of his head, the cramping pain in his abdomen, and the corner of his jaw. Pain throughout.

"You are still so arrogant when you come to someone else's territory?"

This time it wasn't my friends' voices, or the group that had just joined the fight, but the group of students from the School of Architecture who sent me out of the hospital that afternoon. Pran called the Waikron's name, the next big chaos was about to happen, at this time, the fighting force was relatively balanced, the other team's knives, brass sets were all alive, suddenly, a huge gunshot sounded, I Pulling Pran into his arms, the smell of gunpowder filled the surroundings, the screams and footsteps gradually dissipated, and he released Pran until he was sure it was safe, and fell to the ground again.

"Pat! Pat!"

"You... nothing happened to you, did you?"

"No...it's okay, it's Wai's gun."

I turned around and saw that stinky monkey

"Can you really protect Pran, Pat."

"You mind your own business, it doesn't mean you won't pester Pran any more."

"You're still talking fast, if I didn't associate with Pran, if I didn't follow Pran here secretly, neither you nor Pran, your lives will be lost."

"worry about me?"

"Your uncle, you can still laugh," Waikron said, looking grumpy, just like Pran's with his other friends.Still he came over and put his arm around Pran's neck and said, "I really hate you bastard Pat."

"Fuck, it's your people who provoked Pat first," Jo began to retort, pulling me to stand up, but she didn't intend to continue to fight Waikron, "Pat, your head is broken."

"Oh, I see."

"Go, go to the hospital," Pran rebelled against his friend, and staggered over to grab my arm. At this time, I didn't realize who I was arguing with anymore. The wound hurt so much that I didn't have the heart to think about other things. "Thank you very much, Wai , and thank you all very much.”

"Well, are you going back together?"

"Aren't we here to help Pat this guy, just let him save his life?"

"We're not here to help Pran, and we're not going to let him go easily."

You don't know what you are arguing about, so go find a room and kiss intimately for 5 minutes to let each other's disgust go away, okay?I'm starting to sink into the valley, but before I can complain about anything Waikron comes over to give his friend the car keys.

"Pran, you take this troublemaker to the hospital first, we have to continue drinking."

"Same table?" Karn was still laughing, and he didn't know who he was smiling at, but someone answered him jokingly: "Whoever gets drunk pays the bill."

"I'm sorry, who wants to play with you?"

"Oh? The School of Architecture has only a little courage."

"Do you still want to learn how good we are? Look at yourselves," Pran's friend smiled contemptuously. The people in our academy look really horrible. "You should prepare your money first."

"Hey, wait, is there no one who wants to accompany me to the hospital?" I asked my good brothers, and they turned around and looked at me spreading their hands.

"Your wound is thousands of miles away from your heart, and we're still mad at you, Pat." After speaking, Jo turned to look at Pran, "Leave the opportunity to this gentleman, what's the matter?" contacting via phone."

What is it!Why is it different from what I said before, I thought it would be fine if we talked well, and that's it now?I tilted my body and leaned against Pran. At this time, the picture in front of me began to blur, and my eyes were burning hot because of the blood dripping from the top of my head and down my eyebrows. Then I left the familiar, dimly lit bar.

"They won't fight anymore, will they?"

"No," Pran replied softly, grabbing my arm to draw me closer to him, "Pat, don't sleep."

"Well," I squinted and walked to the front of the car, Pran opened the co-pilot for me and stuffed me in, making me sit as comfortably as possible, then ran to the driver's seat, got in, and started the car.My hand was grabbed by Pran and placed in front of his knee. Pran began to tremble from his hands to his voice. Even so, he still looked as steady as a rock, "Are you afraid?"

"Ah."

"It's okay, you're safe."

The car was still driving, I broke free from Pran's hand, and gently stroked Pran's head, but he slapped it off, but he still insisted on holding my hand, silly comfort and satisfaction, we clasped our fingers tightly, even though our hands were very close It doesn't matter if it's cold, it's warm in my heart.

"Does it hurt?" he asked, eyes red.

"It's better than seeing you hurt."

"You man! You are so stupid! You are so stupid! Don't sleep!"

"Understood, don't worry, I will accompany you until you run away from home and return rationally. No one can do anything to you."

"Yes," he stared straight ahead like a sharp sword. I could only see half of his face. Before my heart was filled, I heard Pran restrained and said briefly, "That means you are gone."