One-star idol counterattack plan

【Yang Yu】Hidden plot one - the distant and vague past

Yang Yu is not a person who likes to recall the past, or in other words, because he feels that there is nothing to recall about the past, so he doesn't think about it often at all.

But there is a law in the world that is so unreasonable. If you want to forget something more, it will be hard to forget.On the contrary, many things that I want to remember have been worn away in the years and passed away slowly.

Those nasty memories are packed in a box, hidden in the deepest and darkest corner of my heart. It seems that I can’t see it anymore, but when I encounter some scenes that are only a little bit familiar, this nasty box breaks the chain by itself , Wantonly released those dark memories, occupying the whole heart.

Yang Yu looked at the ferocious and unwilling expression on the face of the boy in front of him who was threatening him. He should have felt fear, he should have felt fear, but there was only a touch of contempt and disdain left in his heart.

Ah, really, it's so boring, why do people always insist on doing these boring and uninteresting things.

Or is their life so bleak that only by doing these things can they reflect their value?That was pathetic, but not pathetic at all.

It's even more boring than arguing with Xia Yuan at school.

Yang Yu casually pushed away the person who blocked him in the corner, with a contemptuous expression: "Do you really think that as long as I'm not here, you have a chance to win? Or should you treat everyone the same way you treat me?" , let them all give up their qualifications, so that you can get a position?"

The face of the person in front of him who didn't even remember his name darkened, and he said loudly as if covering up his guilty conscience: "I just hate you, can't I? Only you, only you stand in the way of others, it's an eyesore!"

"Yeah, I already knew." The blond-haired and blue-eyed boy nodded nonchalantly, and even agreed, "Of course you can't ignore me, after all, I'm pretty."

"But do you know?" He lowered his voice, as if he was about to say something heart-to-heart, "Actually..."

"You want to say that I can't win even if I look like you. I'm not here to listen to your nonsense." The man sneered, obviously knowing what he was thinking.

"No, no, no." Yang Yu shook his head in surprise, "Why do you think so. I mean..."

"Give up on you! You will never be able to look so good-looking in your life, so I am so mad at you!"

He proudly dropped this sentence, leaving the angry man behind him, and pointed to his wrist at the same time: "Although we are not allowed to turn on the virtual screen for this interview, you seem to think that we can't record. But there is a kind of The thing is called a recording meter, and it can be activated without a virtual screen. If you don't want to be disqualified directly, you'd better not mess with me."

Hearing this, the man did not move again.

Yang Yu shrugged, didn't even bother to turn his head, and went straight back to his lounge.

That person just now had malicious intentions from the very beginning, and he had been on guard for a long time. Of course, he couldn't be foolishly blocked in the dark and threaten not to prepare.Even so, that person still brought up some not-so-good memories, which made Yang Yu a little upset, thinking maybe he shouldn't let it go so easily.

These memories relate to how he copes so skillfully now.

Zweig has a saying: All the gifts of fate have already marked the price secretly.

Yang Yu glanced at himself in the mirror, deeply convinced.

He has noticed something different since he was a child.Compared with other children, adults seem to have a higher tolerance for him and are more willing to tease him. They are also very generous in giving candies and toys, piles of which he can't hold in his fleshy hands.

Parents are even more obedient as long as he doesn't make too many mistakes, what they say is what they want, and what they want.

It is a poison called coddling, enough to unconsciously confuse a child's cognition into thinking that he is the center of the world.And the reason why he got those favors is because he has a better appearance than anyone else.

The parents at that time looked at him occasionally, and couldn't help discussing why his parents, who were only considered good-looking, gave birth to such a beautiful child, and they were amazed and regarded him as a novelty. Look at it with curious eyes.

When he was a child, Yang Yu couldn't understand those words that were too profound, but he was keenly aware of the fact that he could easily get everything.

Back then he thought the world was just like that, and always would be like that.

This beautiful childhood, which seemed to have been turned into an illusion, slowly shattered after he entered school and started school.

Because they hope that he can stay with him for a longer period of time, his parents are not willing to let him go to kindergarten, but stay with him to educate himself.It is not uncommon for early childhood education in this era to be completed with the help of parents. Many parents definitely have the knowledge to educate children, but lack of patience prevents many people from doing so.

But Yang Yu's parents were obviously not among them.They like their children, so they do their best to educate him, tell him the truth of the world, teach him culture and etiquette, and let him know right from wrong.

Under their teaching, although Yang Yu was a little spoiled by the love around him at that time, he was generally a good boy.

And when this kind of education is insufficient, no matter how reluctant the parents are, they can only let Yang Yu, who has reached the age, go out of the house, officially enter the school, and get in touch with other peers.

Yang Yu, who was going to school for the first time, was full of excitement and anticipation compared to his slightly worried parents.Unlike other children who cried and rolled around at school but were unwilling to take the first step, after his parents let go, he immediately carried a small schoolbag, took small steps, and ran happily to his classroom.

Now Yang Yu thinks about his mood at that time, and he still sighs in his heart about his stupidity, but he doesn't blame his ignorant self, at most he feels a little helpless.

For the first time, I saw children of the same age, met teachers, and saw many things that I had never seen before.For a while, Xiao Yang Yu was deeply attracted by all the new and interesting things, and devoted himself wholeheartedly to it, not finding any abnormalities or weirdness at all.

He really looks good, and after communicating with the elders, he understands what to do to maximize the value of his face and win more people's love.In less than a month, the teachers in his class were all smiling at him, and none of them was willing to get angry with him.

Even if the female students have not reached the age of first love, they can distinguish between beauty and ugliness, so they can naturally understand what Yang Yu looks like.So they often entangled with Yang Yu, playing around, or saying something interesting, sharing their favorite toys, hoping that the prettiest boy in the class would talk to them more.

Yang Yu is a smart kid, and quickly noticed this specialness, but because of this, he didn't think there was anything special, as if he was treating the favor given by his elders, he accepted it all.

But in contrast to the love in the open, the loathing in the dark is slowly growing.

It is impossible for someone to be liked by everyone. Even if you are a delicious and juicy peach, there will still be people who don't like peaches.

I started to realize that it was because I couldn't find the textbook for some reason.

Yang Yu, who was warmed up after physical education class, rummaged through his schoolbag anxiously, even searched the corners, but still couldn't find the books he had missed.At that time, they used books made of special materials, which had the functions of projection and simulating scenes. Each of them had a customized version, and it was difficult to replace if lost.

A female classmate was keenly aware of something, stood on the podium and shouted who did it, and handed it over quickly, with surveillance as proof, otherwise she would tell the teacher!

The audience was silent, and no one came forward to admit it. What was even more strange was that the surveillance was broken that day by a senior student playing football. No evidence was captured, and no one knew who did it.

In the end, Yang Yu had to read the textbook with a girl in that class.Because the girl wanted to talk to him, she was noticed by the teacher, so she was called up frequently to answer questions, and even Yang Yu suffered.

After that, it seemed as if a certain switch was turned on, and some petty malice against him appeared overwhelmingly.

Sometimes it was accidentally bumped into while cleaning, sometimes it was accidentally hit by a ball in physical education class, sometimes it was an unintentional trip, sometimes it was accidentally trampled on his shoes and knocked his handiwork class work to the ground... ...No big or small behavior can cause serious consequences. At most, it will be a cut, a small cut, and not even a few drops of blood.

At the beginning of these things, the girls would actively help him denounce them, and the teacher would also scold him a few words.But he was angry but also understood that he seemed to be against a certain person, but a group, so he had to ask his parents for help.

His parents were angry about his injury, so they naturally came to the school to talk to the teacher. The teacher liked him very much and promised to help take care of him, but they also said that there was no way to eradicate him for the time being.

And those who targeted him seemed to understand that things of this magnitude could not cause harm, so they changed to a more concealed and terrifying method-isolation.

This time the change appears to be quiet.Yang Yu didn't even notice the obvious difference, and after a long time, he realized that the people around him had unknowingly alienated him.The girls who were speaking for him looked at him in embarrassment, faltering and saying that they couldn't talk to him, or some people simply turned a blind eye and pretended that he didn't exist.

It wasn't until a girl who sympathized with his situation secretly told him what happened, that he suddenly realized.

The power of the collective is terrifying, it can dominate a person's reputation, it can also turn right and wrong into black and white, and it can even force those who do not submit to bow their heads and give up resistance.

People who had been friends with him were threatened at the same time, and if they didn't stay away from him, they would be treated in the same way.Maybe Yang Yu has teachers and classmates to help speak, but not everyone wants to be obviously excluded and isolated.

For the first man to give up, there are many, many others.

Children who don't know much about rights instinctively succumb to a force stronger than themselves, instinctively be oppressed by group power, and give up their personal will.

Maybe there are more possible factors, and maybe there are many inside stories that he doesn't understand.

But for Xiao Yangyu, the only thing that was concretely known was that he was indeed isolated.No one wants to be with him, no matter in or out of class, no matter when, he is clearly extravagant, but he is set off like a transparent person who doesn't exist, and all the classmates don't talk to him.

When the teacher noticed something was wrong and came to ask him about the situation, Yang Yu said in confusion that other people didn't play with him, and he didn't suffer any harm other than that.The teacher quickly figured out what was going on, but he also had a headache about this kind of thing.The things between the students are sometimes not what the teacher says, and many times these ghost children are more stubborn than adults.

Even if he forces other people to play with Yang Yu, it may not be successful.

Of course, the teacher still made his efforts, told the children not to do this, and said a lot of words of advice.

As expected, the situation did not improve. Even if someone pretended to bring Yang Yu, they would soon forget about it.Once when they went to the park to play hide-and-seek, someone deliberately let Yang Yu stay alone in the hiding place, without telling him the game was over, and then they all left quietly.

It took Yang Yu a dusk to go from anticipation to confusion.

When the reason was finally investigated, other people vaguely said that the fight between the children was taken away, and because there was indeed no loss, they could not ask the police for help.The teacher can't do it either.

His parents were so angry that they finally took him to another school.

Yang Yu came to the new school with that puzzled heart.He still couldn't figure out why someone would target him so badly and do those bad things to him.

"Mom, did I do something wrong?" He asked his mother, thinking of those encounters, he felt aggrieved.

"You didn't do anything wrong." Mother replied firmly, and arranged everything for him in the new school without stopping.

After coming to the new school, the peaceful days did not last long, and soon returned to the old ways, and everything seemed to be the same as before.

Yang Yu looked at the broken water glass and listened to the voice of the classmate in front of him who was shirking responsibility, and his doubts grew.

If he did nothing wrong, then why is someone treating him like this?Didn't the book say that only those who have done wrong will be hated by others, and will suffer these retaliations?

Mom said he did nothing wrong, so is the book wrong?

Not long after he came to the new school, he didn't have enough roots like before, and no one was willing to speak up for him as a transfer student. The teacher wanted to help as always, but it's a pity that this kind of thing is not easy to deal with. This teacher It also failed to alleviate the situation.

Soon, he was met with the same treatment - cold isolation.

This time the parents sighed and changed schools for him again.In fact, they also couldn't figure out why their son was pushed out like this by other people without doing anything bad.Obviously, this child has no shortcomings except that he was spoiled a little before.

To be on the safe side, this time, they told Yang Yu to be careful, not to be too ostentatious, and not to be too willful.

Yang Yu nodded obediently, agreed, and did exactly what she did in school, keeping her distance from others without showing off.With a restrained temper, he is so well-behaved that he is praised by the teacher again and again.

However, the familiar cold reception came again, and there was no one around Yang Yu.

He has changed schools several times, and each time his parents have to work hard for a long time.This time when he talked about it again, his parents told him with a sigh that he might not be able to leave in a short period of time. On the one hand, transferring schools required a lot of procedures;

Yang Yu silently agreed.

Under the circumstances of overt and covert exclusion and frequent transfer of schools, he gradually closed his heart, unwilling to communicate with anyone, and unwilling to have contact with others.He endured bullying for no apparent reason, accepted friends who soon disappeared, and grew up alone.

The boy's self-esteem also drives him to no longer tell his parents everything and ask his teacher for help, as he did when he was a child.Time passes and he grows, but nothing around him changes, day after day.

After entering adolescence, he got the answer to the doubt that was pressing in his heart.

"Do you think I don't know, you show off that face every day, you are very proud of attracting the attention of those people!" The strange person blocked him in the dead corner of the surveillance, smashed him with garbage, and cleaned him up His clothes were trampled dirty, and he cursed furiously.

So Yang Yu understood in a trance that the reason why he endured such a long time of torture was all due to - his face.

It turned out that it was his appearance, that's why such a thing happened?

He stared at the gloomy but radiant young man in the mirror, and stroked his cheek thoughtfully: If he didn't have this kind of face, if he didn't have this kind of appearance, wouldn't he be hated by everyone and be forced to Alone?

What happened next was also a story that Yang Yu didn't want to mention.In other words, whenever he thought of those things, he not only felt a little embarrassed, but also felt guilty.

At that time, Yang Yu, who was so lonely that he was going crazy, wanted to destroy his own face in exchange for a few friends and a breathing room for himself.He naively thought that as long as this face that was hated by others disappeared, everything would be fine.

Fortunately, his parents discovered his intentions and severely stopped this action, telling him that doing so would be an escape and nothing would change.

But the stubborn Yang Yu couldn't listen to him, he wanted to live like other people, and stop sneaking around like a mouse in the corner.

In the end, they each took a step back, and their parents helped him change to a new school, and told the teacher that Yang Yu had scars on his face and he didn't want to be seen by others, so they hoped that he would be allowed to wear a mask in class.Yang Yu finally covered his face contentedly, and started his new life full of expectations.

At first, it was exactly as he had imagined. When the students heard that he had injuries on his face, although they were curious, most of them remained polite. They didn't pay much attention to this transfer student, and they didn't take the initiative to get close to him.After all, this person looks gloomy, and everyone will be a little scared when they are not familiar with him.

But the good times didn't last long, just when Yang Yu thought he could live a peaceful life, someone followed him, regarded him as a toy in his spare time, and started similar isolated activities again.

When Yang Yu found out that there was a suspicious substance in his desk again, the blood in his whole body almost froze.

"Why?" He muttered to himself as he seemed to be locked in the toilet inadvertently.

He couldn't figure it out, now that his face was no longer conspicuous, and he didn't take the initiative to provoke anyone, let alone do bad things, why would there always be people pestering him to do these bullying things?

Is it because he didn't show his face, so he looked suspicious, and couldn't tell if he was in a good or bad mood?

A few days later, when Yang Yu came to school, he took off his mask, and the moment he showed his face, he got a quiet effect.But it was useless, those private activities continued, and even intensified, which made him afraid of going to school.

It's been too long, and those overt and covert attacks never stopped. After being tricked into being locked up in the classroom again, Yang Yu finally couldn't take it anymore.

This time he did not transfer to another school, but simply took a leave of absence, studied at home, and stopped communicating with others.

"It's not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong." His parents looked at the tiredness between his brows and eyes, and emphasized with tears.

"Hmm." The blond-haired, blue-eyed boy reluctantly curled his mouth and responded.

For a long time after that, Yang Yu was studying while thinking about what happened, why was he treated like this?He reads books, watches videos, looks at scenery and crowds.

Some long, but seemingly short healing period.Fortunately, his parents never gave up on him, accompanied him and helped him from the beginning to the end.

While his tired heart was slowly recovering, he gradually understood the behavior of those people, and also figured out why such things happened.

So later Yang Yu could laugh calmly, talking about the conclusion in a very light tone: "This is the way this world is, people who are too unique will be excluded. It's not because of anything wrong, it's just because you are different from them."

As the parents said, he did nothing wrong, it was just different.

Realizing this, Yang Yu became invincible in his heart. He no longer deliberately concealed his face, no longer afraid of being threatened and excluded, and no longer worried about being alone.He knew in his heart that compared with these people, he had already obtained the best parents in the world, so he would be afraid even if no one was with him in the future.

Yang Yu let go of the restraint on himself and gave up seeking everyone's likes. He can laugh cheerfully and casually, and can also express disgust indifferently.He lived freely as he wished, and no longer needed things that were beyond his expectations.

He seemed to be living a very comfortable and wanton life, except for his parents and relatives, he never let anyone stay by his side for a long time.

"Maybe I'm not suitable for making friends." Yang Yu muttered, not paying much attention.

He spent his high school years like this, and when he was thinking about which school to go to, someone recommended him a place - Idol Cultivation Academy.

"Wherever you go with your face, it must be very suitable." The man smiled and complimented.

The blond-haired and blue-eyed boy carefully read the information, nodded: "Okay, I'll go there and have a look."

At that time, he didn't realize at all what kind of changes this seemingly easy move would bring to him, and what kind of people he would meet.

But at this time, before he went to school, he told his parents confidently: "In the past, I was suffering and confused because of this uniqueness, but now I want my uniqueness to be recognized by everyone."

Yang Yu's original intention of becoming an idol seemed a bit vindictive and childish.It was indeed the beginning of his willingness to try.

……

"What happened next?" The agent in front of him looked at him expectantly, as if he was waiting for a different ending, such as a slap in the face for revenge or something.

"Later..."

Yang Yu draws the tone, seeing the agent's bright eyes with satisfaction, he said unhurriedly: "Later, he entered the academy, met the light of many people, and pursued something unwavering and unforgettable. The first time I saw it, that guy was dumbfounded. He had never seen such a bright thing, nor had he seen such a good-looking person. soul."

"His peaceful heart seemed to be beating again that day. He couldn't help it, and wanted to be that light. He wanted to be friends with that different light."

"Wow, what a great look. Did he succeed?" The agent lady exclaimed, her tone excited.

"Hmm... Guess?" The blond-haired, blue-eyed boy smiled, and kept it secret mysteriously.

At this time, a black-haired boy happened to pass by the window, with dark green eyes and a delicate face.

Seeing the eyes of the person in front of her brighten, the manager's lady added some color to her already pretty face, she stood up awkwardly, said that we'll talk next time, and hurriedly followed the black-haired person.

A little sound can be heard in the distance.

"Xingdou, Xingdou, where are you going, shall we go together?"

"Hey, wait a minute, it's a team activity later, it's better to be together."

"Why do you have an appointment with someone? The class hasn't started yet, so of course it doesn't matter..."

The manager's lady blinked, covered her mouth, and laughed: "Um... did you succeed?"