One-star idol counterattack plan
Chapter 68
"Anmas, what are you looking at?"
The voice of the senior next to him interrupted Anmasi's thinking.
He turned his head and saw Yun Zhengqing who had just changed his post, handed him a bottle of water, and shook his head slightly: "It's nothing, I'm just curious."
"Really." Yun Zhengqing took the water after thanking him, took a sip, glanced at the direction Anmarsi had looked at, thoughtfully, "Are you looking at the stars?"
In the distance, Xing Dou, who is wearing a cartoon brown bear costume and a hat with bear ears, is leading the tourists to the passage of the roller coaster. Jiang Cang next to him is wearing the same type of clothes and is introducing the park program to the tourists with a smile on his face.The cheers of the surrounding tourists on the roller coaster and the pirate ship, the cheerful and exciting music and the noisy human voice interweave constitute a particularly lively scene.
Everyone thought that the work near the beach was pretty good, leisurely and orderly, and they could enjoy the scenery that they couldn't usually see, so they dragged it until the last moment to draw a card to select the third job content.This time it was probably for the purpose of interacting in the same scene, and the jobs given were all related to amusement parks.
Xing Dou drew a tour guide. Anmasi and Yun Zhengqing are staff members of different projects. One of the two hosts plays the role of a monster in a children's drama, and the other plays a superman. The "partner" of the special card this time is Jiang Cang.
Jiang Cang didn't hesitate at all, and hugged Xing Dou who was beside him: "Sure enough, the goddess of luck still favors me, I want to be with Xing Dou!"
Xing Dou, who was caught off guard, thought about it carefully and felt that this senior was not bad, so he did not raise any objections and accepted it.
But in this way, isn't he the one who is always in a group with others in this variety show?Isn't it too strange?When Xing Dou walked with Jiang Cang, he still had such worries.It's just that even if he was worried, he couldn't change the situation, so he didn't think much about it.
The staff of the on-site projects are usually on a shift system, so Anmasi is not alone in charge of the work, and he still has a lot of rest time to catch his breath.The same is true for Yun Zhengqing. Coincidentally, the areas they are in charge of are similar, so the lounge is also the same, and the two have a chance to chat.
"Well, I'm just a little strange." Anmasi sat on the chair, nodded, and answered the previous question about watching the stars.
"Strange?" Yun Zhengqing also sat down to rest, recalling the interaction between the two juniors, and suddenly realized something, "Speaking of which, you two don't have a good relationship? It seems that there are few occasions to talk together. I thought You should have come together, after all, it is rare for students from the same class to appear on the same program so accurately."
"It's not that the relationship is not good..." Anmasi thought about the situation between them, and shook his head, "We don't have a particularly close relationship other than being classmates. It's just a coincidence that we came here together, and..." said At this point, he raised his head and glanced at the AI camera following the two of them, hesitating to speak.
Yun Zhengqing could see his concerns at a glance, and waved at the two cameras: "Now is a private time to rest, please give me some space for myself."
The two cameras, which seemed to have one big eye, looked at each other. After receiving the instructions from the director team, they quickly flew out of the room, leaving room for the two to talk.
Seeing this, Anmasi heaved a sigh of relief, and then continued: "And Xingdou has always been like that, he is not close to us, maybe he is used to being alone."
As soon as these words came out, Yun Zhengqing understood what he was curious about.
He lay back lazily, half-closed his eyes: "I see, you are wondering why Xingdou doesn't show that withdrawn look now. This is normal. When appearing in the public eye, people who don't fit in should try their best to change their appearance." You have to be in a group to be liked by the audience. No one would prefer someone who is too dark, Xingdou understands this, no matter what his original personality is, at least he looks very lively and outgoing.”
"I thought so too." Anmasi still frowned, as if he didn't know how to describe it, "But these days, I sometimes feel that something is wrong. Xingdou doesn't seem to be forcing himself to fit in. He, he occasionally The expression on his face made me feel very strange. Here, he looks like an ordinary person no different from others, maybe the idol reserve is not completely ordinary, but it is..."
Yun Zhengqing quietly listened to his junior struggling for a while, and finally said his thoughts: "Xing Dou doesn't seem to be such an indifferent person in school, and at this moment he gives me a very subtle sense of reality, like Some kind of intuition tells me that Xing Dou who can smile so gently is him."
When he said this sentence, he sometimes felt ridiculous, but he couldn't deny the true opinion in his heart.
After getting along with each other for the past few days, Anmasi could understand that these two seniors, especially Yun Zhengqing, had good intentions towards them.Some things that are backlogged in my heart may not be able to say to my friends for a while, but I can communicate with them, and I will not be treated with contempt and indifference, but will be seriously told some useful suggestions.
In addition, in many cases, it is true that "the authorities are confused by the onlookers", and if he can't understand things, if he tells another person, he may be able to get different ideas and insights.
So even with reservations, he still said these words.
"Huh?" The silver-haired senior raised his eyebrows at this moment, and he really started to be curious, "If you put it this way, I really want to know what kind of reputation and performance Xing Dou has in school. With his appearance and ability, he should be a famous figure in the school, and it is not surprising that he is sought after by many people."
Having seen Xing Dou sing, he has no doubts about this.
"If you say he's a man of the hour," Anmasi recalled Yang Yu's usual appearance in various groups, "His reputation in the first grade is quite loud. Many people know that there is a elusive and powerful man in the first grade." He has to be the same guy as the devil, and even a small group of people admire him very much, and have specially established something like a fan group. Of course, there are many who hate him. But I haven’t seen many people. Xingdou’s whereabouts are indeed unpredictable. Without friends, few people know where he is and what he is doing. Even our close classmates don’t know why he is so powerful.”
Speaking of this, Anmasi's tone became low: "He is too mysterious to many people. Some people always pursue him persistently, some people always try to cling to him, and some people just get along with him for a while. Aroused curiosity and looked at him involuntarily. But no matter what these people do, the stars are so far away that they seem untouchable."
The last sentence was actually not said by Anmasi. It was what Yang Yu said in a muffled voice lying on the table after being rejected by Xingdou again. Thinking of - "Xingdou is really like the stars, mortals can't get the stars, it's too far away."
From his words, Yun Zhengqing vaguely outlined Xing Dou, who has been obedient and obedient since he appeared, and his inhuman and cold attitude in school, and he felt that this junior's acting skills were so strong that he didn't even know how to act. Seeing the flaw, at the same time feeling that something is wrong.
Anmasi's words continued: "After coming here, especially after he started to act together with the seniors, I feel different. The atmosphere around Xingdou has eased a lot, he is not as cold as he was in school, and he cannot be approached. And don’t ignore other people as if they’re dismissive.”
There seemed to be complicated emotions flowing in those dark golden eyes: "Perhaps, as you said, senior, he just wanted to be friendly in front of the audience, and it was impossible for me to understand Xing Dou's thoughts just because of a momentary guess. I was just curious about him. With the mood at this moment, I unconsciously looked at him."
"So, it's somewhat similar to those who chased him." He mocked lightly.
Yun Zhengqing looked at the gloomy junior student beside him, his icy blue eyes flashed across Mingwu, stretched slowly, like a big cat with smooth fur, and said in a loose tone: "It's not surprising. Xingdou There is indeed a very wonderful trait in him that can make people subconsciously focus on him. But he doesn't seem to be aware of this, and he is walking his own path wholeheartedly."
"You don't have to be frustrated by being attracted, even if I look at him for a long time, I can't help but want to stare at him for a long time. The child has magical powers, as if he is an indomitable bird, making people wonder when he will What direction are you going to go? And look, isn’t there a fool who has been captured by him and is following him?”
Jiang Cang, with his long hair tied up like a rice cake, circled around the black-haired boy, hooking his shoulders and backs from time to time, never leaving him more than three meters away.
"It's just that there's one thing I still don't understand." He propped his chin with his hand and said leisurely, "You said his attitude towards you is dismissive? Is he very arrogant and superior?"
"...I can't say for sure." Anmasi considered his words carefully, "but everyone thinks that Xingdou doesn't seem to like to communicate with people in general, and some people say that he occasionally looks at his classmates with unspeakable complexity. Since the beginning of school, Xing Dou has been estranged from us, and he also said that he is not of the same level, so I can only imagine whether he has contempt or contempt."
"Huh? That's interesting." Yun Zhengqing stared at Xingdou in the distance, and muttered, "He doesn't look like someone who would treat his classmates that way, but it may be because he is too well disguised to show off in front of us easily. But Jiang Cang's intuition has never been wrong..."
"Senior Jiang's intuition?" Anmasi caught a certain word.
"Oh, by the way, you don't know." Yun Zhengqing was stunned, and then explained, "Jiang Cang's nickname was 'Canned Love' when he was a student, and his favorite thing to do is to choose the person he likes, and then put I don’t want to be instilled meaninglessly with the love I need at all. Well, of course this is my understanding, he himself said it’s a weird word like ‘putting your affection on the thing you like’.”
"But let's not talk about the behavior itself. The people Jiang Cang chooses have always been people with firm will and soft heart. Otherwise, it would be impossible to accept Jiang Cang's overly enthusiastic performance, let alone let him stay by his side. This is A monstrosity of intuition, what he called 'the radar of love,' exaggerated, but certainly saw no fault."
"...Brother, what do you mean?" Anmasi understood the implication and opened his eyes wide.
"Well. If Xingdou is chosen by Jiang Cang, then his performance will have another meaning." Yun Zhengqing chuckled, "I don't know him too well, but from the analysis of human behavior, generally if you always avoid For some people, other than hate, there is only one possibility I can think of."
"Is he... a little scared?"
The white-haired, dark-skinned boy stared blankly at the senior's calm appearance, and opened his mouth.
"Anmas...Anmas, what are you thinking?"
The slight shaking and cold voice awakened those who were immersed in memories.
Anmasi turned his head to look, and Xingdou stood beside him quietly looking at him, his deep eyes seemed to be emotionless, his expression was dull, and he couldn't see any more thoughts at all.
"Sorry, I was a little distracted." Anmasi broke free from the memories of the morning, looked out of the window, and apologized in a low voice.
"What do you want to tell me?" Xing Dou skipped over this topic, instead of exploring why he was distracted, he asked the person who specially called him here with some doubts.
They have just finished their work today. According to the program flow, there is still tomorrow's summary and monologue, so they can finish this activity and return to the academy.
The program team saw them running around in the amusement park all day today, which was very hard.So after all the tourists and staff left, these guests were given the benefits of two hours of free play, and by the way, some tidbits were taken as Easter egg content.Jiang Cang was excitedly about to pull Xingdou on the Ferris wheel, but at this moment Anmasi appeared halfway and grabbed him directly, saying that he had something to say.
It was rare to see this classmate take the initiative to contact him, Xing Dou hesitated for a moment, and out of curiosity, he agreed to act together.
And as a senior, Jiang Cang's voice of complaining stopped because of this, so he could only get angry by himself, and ran to take a bumper car to vent.Yun Zhengqing yawned, and sat down on the rest chair slowly, saying that he didn't want to move for the time being, and he didn't have the energy.
The two hosts with childlike innocence disappeared as early as the moment they were notified.
So now there is the scene where Xingdou and Anmasi sit on the Ferris wheel together in order to find a place where they can talk alone.
Ammaster deliberately closed the door before following their AI camera into the Ferris wheel, so that the two cameras outside could only capture the scene where they seemed to be talking, but could not actually capture the content of their conversation.
Seeing his actions, Xing Dou's inner doubts became heavier, he would not be able to figure out for a while, if there is any important matter to avoid the camera, avoid the crowd, and talk to him alone.
Although they have had a little overlap recently because of the program, it seems that nothing worth talking about happened.
But Anmasi didn't seem to have thought about how to speak. He looked out of the window and stopped talking, as if he was in a daze.Xing Dou waited for a while, really didn't want to keep this quiet, so he urged him.
"..." Facing Xingdou's question, Anmasi paused, but did not answer right away.In fact, he wasn't fully prepared and didn't know how to speak.
In the final analysis, Yun Zhengqing only gave a possibility, indeed, it might be able to solve the mystery that Xingdou always alienated them.But whether his relationship with Xing Dou has reached the level where he can talk about this matter, and whether it seems abrupt to say these things rashly, these questions that don't usually bother him are lingering in his heart.
If it is someone else who came here, maybe he is more qualified to speak than him.
But in the current situation, it was Anmasi who could see a different side of Xingdou up close and clearly felt his softening attitude, and it was Anmasi who had questions about this and wanted to get an answer.At this moment, there may not be a second chance, no matter how he weighs it, he can only do it by himself.
"I came to you to get an answer to a certain question." After thinking for a while, Anmasi asked the question first, and seeing the serious eyes of the person opposite, he added, "This matter is not that serious. I'm just curious."
"What do you want to ask?" Could it be the reason for choosing variety shows?Other than that, nothing happened lately.
After taking the most difficult step, Anmasi looked more relaxed, at least able to maintain his usual calmness: "This question is a bit difficult to ask. In fact, I am not the only one who is puzzled. Many people have thought about it but did not ask it directly. Today you seem to be in a bad mood. Not bad, I think you might answer. Then I'll get straight to the point——Xingdou, why do you refuse the kindness of other students? Why do you always avoid being with anyone in the academy? Did we do something you hate? "
At the end he added: "If you are going to answer that it has nothing to do with me, it is true, so I can't force you to say more, but I will be a little disappointed. In addition, if we want to be idols, we may have to live together for a few years in the future, and there will be cooperation At that time, not knowing each other may affect future work, from a personal point of view, I hope you can make it clear."
Xing Dou was shocked when he heard the question, and he was not ready to answer it properly.But when Anmasi talked about this, it seemed that he was going to get to the bottom of it. If he didn't give a reasonable answer, he might not even be able to get out of the Ferris wheel today.
He didn't quite understand why he asked these meaningless words at this time, even if he knew the reason, it wouldn't change anything.At least for him, the answer to this question is still the same in the end.
"You got the answer to this question, what are you going to do?" Xing Dou didn't answer directly, but asked another question to explore his intention.
"It depends on your answer." Anmasi said in a deep voice, "If possible, I would still like to have one more companion to go forward with, not a potential enemy who is always unpredictable."
"That's a pity." The black-haired boy sighed, looking straight at him without wavering, "There is a conflict between us, and you won't understand when you come to this academy. We are competing for several debut spots. We have been enemies from the beginning."
Anmasi frowned: "But it's also at the last moment, you don't have to resist others all the time. What's more, the debut position at graduation is determined according to strength, and those with strength can succeed. We don't always You are the enemy, and with your strength, you don't need to alienate others like this and you won't be eliminated." He said the last sentence very naturally.
"Be mentally prepared at the beginning, so that you won't be soft-hearted because of some emotions you shouldn't have." Xing Dou shook his head, avoiding issues related to strength.
If this is not the game world, and it is not the academy controlled by the established fate, perhaps Anmarth is right, he doesn't have to resist his kindness at all, and he doesn't have to think too much.But what is going on here seems to have been determined for a long time.
Xing Dou didn't know if he would be squeezed out of the plot in the next moment and return to the original route.At this moment, he is not sure how much effort he will make in the future, and what he will do for it. Therefore, those friendship games that Anmasi said are not something he can get involved in, nor should he try.
He dare not gamble, cannot gamble.
"If you can't understand, then I can give you another answer." Seeing that Anmasi opened his mouth to say something, Xing Dou took the first step and gave his own answer, "The reason why I stay away is because I don't like you, I hate you You guys are nothing special."
"..." Although he was mentally prepared, when he got this answer, Anmasi still felt his heart stop for a moment uncontrollably.
"It's just that?" He said shyly, the calm face of the man opposite reflected in his dark golden eyes, "There is no other reason?"
"En." The black-haired boy replied, slightly avoiding his gaze.
Suddenly, a slightly cold hand reached out and touched the side of his face and neck, as if stroking.
"You..." Xing Dou frowned and wanted to pull this hand away.
"Wait, I just want to ask again. I'll let go when I'm done."
The tall, white-haired, black-skinned boy was stronger than him, and Xing Dou struggled to push him away.
"What do you want to ask?" Xing Dou's tone was not very happy this time.
"Do you really hate us?"
Anmasi asked again.Under the light of the Ferris wheel, those dark golden eyes are dim, like the eyes of a beast lurking in the darkness, quietly waiting for the moment when the prey relaxes.
"..." Xing Dou realized some kind of subtle crisis, subconsciously didn't meet his eyes, and replied in a deep voice, "Yes. I hate you."
The hand on the side of his neck paused and loosened as promised.
"That's it."
Anmasi got the answer, sat back to his original position, lowered his eyes, and looked out the window.
Just when Xing Dou was thinking about what he wanted to do, he heard him ask softly again: "Then... are you... afraid of us?"
"Xingdou!! The haunted house over there is so scary, why don't you go with me!!"
Before Xingdou could hear what Anmasi was saying, their cabin had already turned around and landed on the ground. Immediately, a red-haired man rushed over excitedly, shouted at the top of his voice, drowning out the internal voices.
"Wait a minute, senior." Xing Dou called out first, then turned to look at Anmarth, "What did you just say?"
"No, it's nothing." Anmasi glanced at the filming machine following outside, and shook his head, "I've finished my words, you and senior can go."
Although Xing Dou was puzzled, he also knew that no matter what the problem was, it would not affect his path, so he opened the door and went down without saying much.
Anmasi didn't go down, and slowly climbed up with the restarted machine, watching the black-haired boy slowly go away.
He stretched out his hand that just touched Xing Dou, stared at it for a while, and sighed: "Liar."
He had heard before that one way to spot a lie was to test the heartbeat.If an ordinary person who has not been trained tells a lie, his heartbeat will involuntarily speed up.The mouth may lie, but the heart beats hard.Some elders in his family taught him this method playfully.
He deliberately put his hands on the neck where he could feel the heartbeat, and asked the question again with the mentality of treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor.
But the moment Xingdou answered, the beating felt by his subordinates really accelerated.
Only for a moment, like an illusion.
Anmasi felt that Xing Dou had indeed lied at that time, he didn't tell him the real reason, but just wanted to send him off with such unkind words.
He still didn't understand many things about Xing Dou, but at least he understood that Xing Dou didn't stay away from them because he hated them, or in other words, it wasn't just because they hated them.
"Sure enough, a very troublesome guy..."
Anmasi looked at the brightly lit amusement park in the night, which looked like a paradise, and recalled the end of his chat with Yun Zhengqing in the morning.
"Actually, you don't need to ask the bottom line, do you?" Yun Zhengqing glanced at him, as if seeing through something, "The people you mentioned earlier, the guys chasing after Xing Dou, are not you. Xing Dou no matter what, and you It doesn't matter, why bother? And it's likely to be a thankless job, and that child doesn't seem like someone who will answer you obediently. "
"I know." Anmarth hesitated for a while, before affirming those words, "Those people I mentioned are indeed not me. I didn't pay too much attention to others like them."
"So you're not here for those friends you've been looking for?" The silver-haired senior smiled, "You don't seem like someone who would do such a thing. Or...in fact, you finally see clearly, even if No matter how you control it, will you still notice some people you can't avoid?"
"Are you out of your own curiosity, or do you just want to get the child's secret that no one else has?"
The white-haired, dark-skinned boy pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, but subconsciously remembered what his friend said.
"This is just a piece of advice." The purple-haired and purple-eyed boy raised his glasses, "Be careful. Don't become curious about Xingdou, it's best to look at him as if you were looking at other people. Don't care about his differences and... loneliness, I Had a hunch that would make us too passive. Like that blond jerk who was always chasing him."
"Don't you want to say that you also..."
"No." Xia Yuan categorically denied, "I'm just suggesting, don't think too much about it."
But one time, Anmasi clearly saw that this calm friend, after a class competition, looked at the stars with a focus that he didn't even notice.
Facing Yun Zhengqing's question at this moment, the person who bloomed like a black rose on the stage on the day when he saw the cruel face of the academy for the first time appeared in his mind.
The moment he was evenly matched and confronted with himself, his blood was about to boil and burn.
Thinking of his initiative to talk but being coldly rejected, he looked at Yang Yu's hopeless pursuit like a bystander.
I think of every amazing moment after the black-haired boy stood on the stage, and the indifferent attitude of the audience.
Thinking of the man who was a little helpless in the face of the children, sitting at the barbecue table, with a gentle smile on his lips.
"...Maybe there are all of them." After a long time, he replied like this.
"Hmph, I'm still a child after all." Yun Zhengqing glanced at him, smiled lazily, and said something inexplicable, "So, to meet such a person, is it luck or misfortune?"
The voice of the senior next to him interrupted Anmasi's thinking.
He turned his head and saw Yun Zhengqing who had just changed his post, handed him a bottle of water, and shook his head slightly: "It's nothing, I'm just curious."
"Really." Yun Zhengqing took the water after thanking him, took a sip, glanced at the direction Anmarsi had looked at, thoughtfully, "Are you looking at the stars?"
In the distance, Xing Dou, who is wearing a cartoon brown bear costume and a hat with bear ears, is leading the tourists to the passage of the roller coaster. Jiang Cang next to him is wearing the same type of clothes and is introducing the park program to the tourists with a smile on his face.The cheers of the surrounding tourists on the roller coaster and the pirate ship, the cheerful and exciting music and the noisy human voice interweave constitute a particularly lively scene.
Everyone thought that the work near the beach was pretty good, leisurely and orderly, and they could enjoy the scenery that they couldn't usually see, so they dragged it until the last moment to draw a card to select the third job content.This time it was probably for the purpose of interacting in the same scene, and the jobs given were all related to amusement parks.
Xing Dou drew a tour guide. Anmasi and Yun Zhengqing are staff members of different projects. One of the two hosts plays the role of a monster in a children's drama, and the other plays a superman. The "partner" of the special card this time is Jiang Cang.
Jiang Cang didn't hesitate at all, and hugged Xing Dou who was beside him: "Sure enough, the goddess of luck still favors me, I want to be with Xing Dou!"
Xing Dou, who was caught off guard, thought about it carefully and felt that this senior was not bad, so he did not raise any objections and accepted it.
But in this way, isn't he the one who is always in a group with others in this variety show?Isn't it too strange?When Xing Dou walked with Jiang Cang, he still had such worries.It's just that even if he was worried, he couldn't change the situation, so he didn't think much about it.
The staff of the on-site projects are usually on a shift system, so Anmasi is not alone in charge of the work, and he still has a lot of rest time to catch his breath.The same is true for Yun Zhengqing. Coincidentally, the areas they are in charge of are similar, so the lounge is also the same, and the two have a chance to chat.
"Well, I'm just a little strange." Anmasi sat on the chair, nodded, and answered the previous question about watching the stars.
"Strange?" Yun Zhengqing also sat down to rest, recalling the interaction between the two juniors, and suddenly realized something, "Speaking of which, you two don't have a good relationship? It seems that there are few occasions to talk together. I thought You should have come together, after all, it is rare for students from the same class to appear on the same program so accurately."
"It's not that the relationship is not good..." Anmasi thought about the situation between them, and shook his head, "We don't have a particularly close relationship other than being classmates. It's just a coincidence that we came here together, and..." said At this point, he raised his head and glanced at the AI camera following the two of them, hesitating to speak.
Yun Zhengqing could see his concerns at a glance, and waved at the two cameras: "Now is a private time to rest, please give me some space for myself."
The two cameras, which seemed to have one big eye, looked at each other. After receiving the instructions from the director team, they quickly flew out of the room, leaving room for the two to talk.
Seeing this, Anmasi heaved a sigh of relief, and then continued: "And Xingdou has always been like that, he is not close to us, maybe he is used to being alone."
As soon as these words came out, Yun Zhengqing understood what he was curious about.
He lay back lazily, half-closed his eyes: "I see, you are wondering why Xingdou doesn't show that withdrawn look now. This is normal. When appearing in the public eye, people who don't fit in should try their best to change their appearance." You have to be in a group to be liked by the audience. No one would prefer someone who is too dark, Xingdou understands this, no matter what his original personality is, at least he looks very lively and outgoing.”
"I thought so too." Anmasi still frowned, as if he didn't know how to describe it, "But these days, I sometimes feel that something is wrong. Xingdou doesn't seem to be forcing himself to fit in. He, he occasionally The expression on his face made me feel very strange. Here, he looks like an ordinary person no different from others, maybe the idol reserve is not completely ordinary, but it is..."
Yun Zhengqing quietly listened to his junior struggling for a while, and finally said his thoughts: "Xing Dou doesn't seem to be such an indifferent person in school, and at this moment he gives me a very subtle sense of reality, like Some kind of intuition tells me that Xing Dou who can smile so gently is him."
When he said this sentence, he sometimes felt ridiculous, but he couldn't deny the true opinion in his heart.
After getting along with each other for the past few days, Anmasi could understand that these two seniors, especially Yun Zhengqing, had good intentions towards them.Some things that are backlogged in my heart may not be able to say to my friends for a while, but I can communicate with them, and I will not be treated with contempt and indifference, but will be seriously told some useful suggestions.
In addition, in many cases, it is true that "the authorities are confused by the onlookers", and if he can't understand things, if he tells another person, he may be able to get different ideas and insights.
So even with reservations, he still said these words.
"Huh?" The silver-haired senior raised his eyebrows at this moment, and he really started to be curious, "If you put it this way, I really want to know what kind of reputation and performance Xing Dou has in school. With his appearance and ability, he should be a famous figure in the school, and it is not surprising that he is sought after by many people."
Having seen Xing Dou sing, he has no doubts about this.
"If you say he's a man of the hour," Anmasi recalled Yang Yu's usual appearance in various groups, "His reputation in the first grade is quite loud. Many people know that there is a elusive and powerful man in the first grade." He has to be the same guy as the devil, and even a small group of people admire him very much, and have specially established something like a fan group. Of course, there are many who hate him. But I haven’t seen many people. Xingdou’s whereabouts are indeed unpredictable. Without friends, few people know where he is and what he is doing. Even our close classmates don’t know why he is so powerful.”
Speaking of this, Anmasi's tone became low: "He is too mysterious to many people. Some people always pursue him persistently, some people always try to cling to him, and some people just get along with him for a while. Aroused curiosity and looked at him involuntarily. But no matter what these people do, the stars are so far away that they seem untouchable."
The last sentence was actually not said by Anmasi. It was what Yang Yu said in a muffled voice lying on the table after being rejected by Xingdou again. Thinking of - "Xingdou is really like the stars, mortals can't get the stars, it's too far away."
From his words, Yun Zhengqing vaguely outlined Xing Dou, who has been obedient and obedient since he appeared, and his inhuman and cold attitude in school, and he felt that this junior's acting skills were so strong that he didn't even know how to act. Seeing the flaw, at the same time feeling that something is wrong.
Anmasi's words continued: "After coming here, especially after he started to act together with the seniors, I feel different. The atmosphere around Xingdou has eased a lot, he is not as cold as he was in school, and he cannot be approached. And don’t ignore other people as if they’re dismissive.”
There seemed to be complicated emotions flowing in those dark golden eyes: "Perhaps, as you said, senior, he just wanted to be friendly in front of the audience, and it was impossible for me to understand Xing Dou's thoughts just because of a momentary guess. I was just curious about him. With the mood at this moment, I unconsciously looked at him."
"So, it's somewhat similar to those who chased him." He mocked lightly.
Yun Zhengqing looked at the gloomy junior student beside him, his icy blue eyes flashed across Mingwu, stretched slowly, like a big cat with smooth fur, and said in a loose tone: "It's not surprising. Xingdou There is indeed a very wonderful trait in him that can make people subconsciously focus on him. But he doesn't seem to be aware of this, and he is walking his own path wholeheartedly."
"You don't have to be frustrated by being attracted, even if I look at him for a long time, I can't help but want to stare at him for a long time. The child has magical powers, as if he is an indomitable bird, making people wonder when he will What direction are you going to go? And look, isn’t there a fool who has been captured by him and is following him?”
Jiang Cang, with his long hair tied up like a rice cake, circled around the black-haired boy, hooking his shoulders and backs from time to time, never leaving him more than three meters away.
"It's just that there's one thing I still don't understand." He propped his chin with his hand and said leisurely, "You said his attitude towards you is dismissive? Is he very arrogant and superior?"
"...I can't say for sure." Anmasi considered his words carefully, "but everyone thinks that Xingdou doesn't seem to like to communicate with people in general, and some people say that he occasionally looks at his classmates with unspeakable complexity. Since the beginning of school, Xing Dou has been estranged from us, and he also said that he is not of the same level, so I can only imagine whether he has contempt or contempt."
"Huh? That's interesting." Yun Zhengqing stared at Xingdou in the distance, and muttered, "He doesn't look like someone who would treat his classmates that way, but it may be because he is too well disguised to show off in front of us easily. But Jiang Cang's intuition has never been wrong..."
"Senior Jiang's intuition?" Anmasi caught a certain word.
"Oh, by the way, you don't know." Yun Zhengqing was stunned, and then explained, "Jiang Cang's nickname was 'Canned Love' when he was a student, and his favorite thing to do is to choose the person he likes, and then put I don’t want to be instilled meaninglessly with the love I need at all. Well, of course this is my understanding, he himself said it’s a weird word like ‘putting your affection on the thing you like’.”
"But let's not talk about the behavior itself. The people Jiang Cang chooses have always been people with firm will and soft heart. Otherwise, it would be impossible to accept Jiang Cang's overly enthusiastic performance, let alone let him stay by his side. This is A monstrosity of intuition, what he called 'the radar of love,' exaggerated, but certainly saw no fault."
"...Brother, what do you mean?" Anmasi understood the implication and opened his eyes wide.
"Well. If Xingdou is chosen by Jiang Cang, then his performance will have another meaning." Yun Zhengqing chuckled, "I don't know him too well, but from the analysis of human behavior, generally if you always avoid For some people, other than hate, there is only one possibility I can think of."
"Is he... a little scared?"
The white-haired, dark-skinned boy stared blankly at the senior's calm appearance, and opened his mouth.
"Anmas...Anmas, what are you thinking?"
The slight shaking and cold voice awakened those who were immersed in memories.
Anmasi turned his head to look, and Xingdou stood beside him quietly looking at him, his deep eyes seemed to be emotionless, his expression was dull, and he couldn't see any more thoughts at all.
"Sorry, I was a little distracted." Anmasi broke free from the memories of the morning, looked out of the window, and apologized in a low voice.
"What do you want to tell me?" Xing Dou skipped over this topic, instead of exploring why he was distracted, he asked the person who specially called him here with some doubts.
They have just finished their work today. According to the program flow, there is still tomorrow's summary and monologue, so they can finish this activity and return to the academy.
The program team saw them running around in the amusement park all day today, which was very hard.So after all the tourists and staff left, these guests were given the benefits of two hours of free play, and by the way, some tidbits were taken as Easter egg content.Jiang Cang was excitedly about to pull Xingdou on the Ferris wheel, but at this moment Anmasi appeared halfway and grabbed him directly, saying that he had something to say.
It was rare to see this classmate take the initiative to contact him, Xing Dou hesitated for a moment, and out of curiosity, he agreed to act together.
And as a senior, Jiang Cang's voice of complaining stopped because of this, so he could only get angry by himself, and ran to take a bumper car to vent.Yun Zhengqing yawned, and sat down on the rest chair slowly, saying that he didn't want to move for the time being, and he didn't have the energy.
The two hosts with childlike innocence disappeared as early as the moment they were notified.
So now there is the scene where Xingdou and Anmasi sit on the Ferris wheel together in order to find a place where they can talk alone.
Ammaster deliberately closed the door before following their AI camera into the Ferris wheel, so that the two cameras outside could only capture the scene where they seemed to be talking, but could not actually capture the content of their conversation.
Seeing his actions, Xing Dou's inner doubts became heavier, he would not be able to figure out for a while, if there is any important matter to avoid the camera, avoid the crowd, and talk to him alone.
Although they have had a little overlap recently because of the program, it seems that nothing worth talking about happened.
But Anmasi didn't seem to have thought about how to speak. He looked out of the window and stopped talking, as if he was in a daze.Xing Dou waited for a while, really didn't want to keep this quiet, so he urged him.
"..." Facing Xingdou's question, Anmasi paused, but did not answer right away.In fact, he wasn't fully prepared and didn't know how to speak.
In the final analysis, Yun Zhengqing only gave a possibility, indeed, it might be able to solve the mystery that Xingdou always alienated them.But whether his relationship with Xing Dou has reached the level where he can talk about this matter, and whether it seems abrupt to say these things rashly, these questions that don't usually bother him are lingering in his heart.
If it is someone else who came here, maybe he is more qualified to speak than him.
But in the current situation, it was Anmasi who could see a different side of Xingdou up close and clearly felt his softening attitude, and it was Anmasi who had questions about this and wanted to get an answer.At this moment, there may not be a second chance, no matter how he weighs it, he can only do it by himself.
"I came to you to get an answer to a certain question." After thinking for a while, Anmasi asked the question first, and seeing the serious eyes of the person opposite, he added, "This matter is not that serious. I'm just curious."
"What do you want to ask?" Could it be the reason for choosing variety shows?Other than that, nothing happened lately.
After taking the most difficult step, Anmasi looked more relaxed, at least able to maintain his usual calmness: "This question is a bit difficult to ask. In fact, I am not the only one who is puzzled. Many people have thought about it but did not ask it directly. Today you seem to be in a bad mood. Not bad, I think you might answer. Then I'll get straight to the point——Xingdou, why do you refuse the kindness of other students? Why do you always avoid being with anyone in the academy? Did we do something you hate? "
At the end he added: "If you are going to answer that it has nothing to do with me, it is true, so I can't force you to say more, but I will be a little disappointed. In addition, if we want to be idols, we may have to live together for a few years in the future, and there will be cooperation At that time, not knowing each other may affect future work, from a personal point of view, I hope you can make it clear."
Xing Dou was shocked when he heard the question, and he was not ready to answer it properly.But when Anmasi talked about this, it seemed that he was going to get to the bottom of it. If he didn't give a reasonable answer, he might not even be able to get out of the Ferris wheel today.
He didn't quite understand why he asked these meaningless words at this time, even if he knew the reason, it wouldn't change anything.At least for him, the answer to this question is still the same in the end.
"You got the answer to this question, what are you going to do?" Xing Dou didn't answer directly, but asked another question to explore his intention.
"It depends on your answer." Anmasi said in a deep voice, "If possible, I would still like to have one more companion to go forward with, not a potential enemy who is always unpredictable."
"That's a pity." The black-haired boy sighed, looking straight at him without wavering, "There is a conflict between us, and you won't understand when you come to this academy. We are competing for several debut spots. We have been enemies from the beginning."
Anmasi frowned: "But it's also at the last moment, you don't have to resist others all the time. What's more, the debut position at graduation is determined according to strength, and those with strength can succeed. We don't always You are the enemy, and with your strength, you don't need to alienate others like this and you won't be eliminated." He said the last sentence very naturally.
"Be mentally prepared at the beginning, so that you won't be soft-hearted because of some emotions you shouldn't have." Xing Dou shook his head, avoiding issues related to strength.
If this is not the game world, and it is not the academy controlled by the established fate, perhaps Anmarth is right, he doesn't have to resist his kindness at all, and he doesn't have to think too much.But what is going on here seems to have been determined for a long time.
Xing Dou didn't know if he would be squeezed out of the plot in the next moment and return to the original route.At this moment, he is not sure how much effort he will make in the future, and what he will do for it. Therefore, those friendship games that Anmasi said are not something he can get involved in, nor should he try.
He dare not gamble, cannot gamble.
"If you can't understand, then I can give you another answer." Seeing that Anmasi opened his mouth to say something, Xing Dou took the first step and gave his own answer, "The reason why I stay away is because I don't like you, I hate you You guys are nothing special."
"..." Although he was mentally prepared, when he got this answer, Anmasi still felt his heart stop for a moment uncontrollably.
"It's just that?" He said shyly, the calm face of the man opposite reflected in his dark golden eyes, "There is no other reason?"
"En." The black-haired boy replied, slightly avoiding his gaze.
Suddenly, a slightly cold hand reached out and touched the side of his face and neck, as if stroking.
"You..." Xing Dou frowned and wanted to pull this hand away.
"Wait, I just want to ask again. I'll let go when I'm done."
The tall, white-haired, black-skinned boy was stronger than him, and Xing Dou struggled to push him away.
"What do you want to ask?" Xing Dou's tone was not very happy this time.
"Do you really hate us?"
Anmasi asked again.Under the light of the Ferris wheel, those dark golden eyes are dim, like the eyes of a beast lurking in the darkness, quietly waiting for the moment when the prey relaxes.
"..." Xing Dou realized some kind of subtle crisis, subconsciously didn't meet his eyes, and replied in a deep voice, "Yes. I hate you."
The hand on the side of his neck paused and loosened as promised.
"That's it."
Anmasi got the answer, sat back to his original position, lowered his eyes, and looked out the window.
Just when Xing Dou was thinking about what he wanted to do, he heard him ask softly again: "Then... are you... afraid of us?"
"Xingdou!! The haunted house over there is so scary, why don't you go with me!!"
Before Xingdou could hear what Anmasi was saying, their cabin had already turned around and landed on the ground. Immediately, a red-haired man rushed over excitedly, shouted at the top of his voice, drowning out the internal voices.
"Wait a minute, senior." Xing Dou called out first, then turned to look at Anmarth, "What did you just say?"
"No, it's nothing." Anmasi glanced at the filming machine following outside, and shook his head, "I've finished my words, you and senior can go."
Although Xing Dou was puzzled, he also knew that no matter what the problem was, it would not affect his path, so he opened the door and went down without saying much.
Anmasi didn't go down, and slowly climbed up with the restarted machine, watching the black-haired boy slowly go away.
He stretched out his hand that just touched Xing Dou, stared at it for a while, and sighed: "Liar."
He had heard before that one way to spot a lie was to test the heartbeat.If an ordinary person who has not been trained tells a lie, his heartbeat will involuntarily speed up.The mouth may lie, but the heart beats hard.Some elders in his family taught him this method playfully.
He deliberately put his hands on the neck where he could feel the heartbeat, and asked the question again with the mentality of treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor.
But the moment Xingdou answered, the beating felt by his subordinates really accelerated.
Only for a moment, like an illusion.
Anmasi felt that Xing Dou had indeed lied at that time, he didn't tell him the real reason, but just wanted to send him off with such unkind words.
He still didn't understand many things about Xing Dou, but at least he understood that Xing Dou didn't stay away from them because he hated them, or in other words, it wasn't just because they hated them.
"Sure enough, a very troublesome guy..."
Anmasi looked at the brightly lit amusement park in the night, which looked like a paradise, and recalled the end of his chat with Yun Zhengqing in the morning.
"Actually, you don't need to ask the bottom line, do you?" Yun Zhengqing glanced at him, as if seeing through something, "The people you mentioned earlier, the guys chasing after Xing Dou, are not you. Xing Dou no matter what, and you It doesn't matter, why bother? And it's likely to be a thankless job, and that child doesn't seem like someone who will answer you obediently. "
"I know." Anmarth hesitated for a while, before affirming those words, "Those people I mentioned are indeed not me. I didn't pay too much attention to others like them."
"So you're not here for those friends you've been looking for?" The silver-haired senior smiled, "You don't seem like someone who would do such a thing. Or...in fact, you finally see clearly, even if No matter how you control it, will you still notice some people you can't avoid?"
"Are you out of your own curiosity, or do you just want to get the child's secret that no one else has?"
The white-haired, dark-skinned boy pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, but subconsciously remembered what his friend said.
"This is just a piece of advice." The purple-haired and purple-eyed boy raised his glasses, "Be careful. Don't become curious about Xingdou, it's best to look at him as if you were looking at other people. Don't care about his differences and... loneliness, I Had a hunch that would make us too passive. Like that blond jerk who was always chasing him."
"Don't you want to say that you also..."
"No." Xia Yuan categorically denied, "I'm just suggesting, don't think too much about it."
But one time, Anmasi clearly saw that this calm friend, after a class competition, looked at the stars with a focus that he didn't even notice.
Facing Yun Zhengqing's question at this moment, the person who bloomed like a black rose on the stage on the day when he saw the cruel face of the academy for the first time appeared in his mind.
The moment he was evenly matched and confronted with himself, his blood was about to boil and burn.
Thinking of his initiative to talk but being coldly rejected, he looked at Yang Yu's hopeless pursuit like a bystander.
I think of every amazing moment after the black-haired boy stood on the stage, and the indifferent attitude of the audience.
Thinking of the man who was a little helpless in the face of the children, sitting at the barbecue table, with a gentle smile on his lips.
"...Maybe there are all of them." After a long time, he replied like this.
"Hmph, I'm still a child after all." Yun Zhengqing glanced at him, smiled lazily, and said something inexplicable, "So, to meet such a person, is it luck or misfortune?"
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