One-star idol counterattack plan

Sometimes questions arrive with answers.

The moment people understand the problem, people naturally know the solution.But not all methods are easy to implement, just like many people understand that staying up late is not good, and eating sweet and greasy food is not good, but they still cannot give up.

Xing Dou finally understands the problem, about the deep-seated uneasiness - he is afraid of becoming a five-star, or in other words, what is left of him who has lost this desire to pursue?

The slight emptiness brought about by becoming a four-star, the unexpected lack of emotion and passion, all indicate one thing that people don't want to admit - after he really becomes a five-star, he may not be happy, and may even have more of confusion.

Maybe we shouldn't put all our expectations on one thing from the very beginning, otherwise, no matter whether we succeed or fail, we will only get back the unspeakable loneliness.

All along, Star Dou's goal is to become a five-star character.He wants to change fate, the past that has been neglected, and the future that is doomed to be abandoned.He thought that if he became a five-star character, all this would be solved.

Bubbles floating in the air, wanting to maintain their brilliance forever in the sun.

He kept telling himself to move forward, and kept motivating himself with the only goal that seemed to be hanging high in the sky, tirelessly and without sorrow.Like Kuafu obsessively chasing the sun, he is single-minded and unwavering.

Because he firmly believes that that is the final answer, that is the way of redemption, and that is the opportunity for transformation.

Somewhere, perhaps he pessimistically believes that it is an impossible goal, or a wish that can only be realized after a lifetime, so he can devote himself wholeheartedly, without thinking about any other paths, without worrying about the further future, and moving in one direction .

But things have changed now, and things that were originally out of reach seem to be only one step away. If you stretch out your arms and try hard to reach them, it seems that you can reach them.

The person who is going to pick off the moon finds that he is not as happy as he imagined.So he hung in the air, unable to bear the fear—the reason why the moon is beautiful is because it is far away.If you get the moon, will the moon still be so beautiful?

What do you do when you really get the moon?

Literally speaking, the answer to this question is ready to come.

Even if you get the moon, you can go to find the next star.There are so many stars in the sky, so many unexplored areas, and the infinite expanse of the sky, why hesitate?Why stop at this?

Xing Dou hesitated.

Because that is the moon that he never got in the past, that is the moon that he blocked everything in exchange for, and that is the moon that represents his life so far.

If you give up so easily, give up so casually, if you forget so easily.

——Isn’t that just negating him?

Once the moon in hand no longer shines, it is dim and ordinary, everything may not change.Before the end came, he still couldn't escape the shadow of the past.

At a certain moment, Xingdou even had the idea of ​​almost retreating—if such a thing happened, it would be better, it would be better to let the moon hang in the high sky and shine on him forever. At least that way, the road ahead will always look bright, and the world full of hope.

But this is not right.

He is also very clear that dreams that cannot be realized are both antidote and poison.

He will always rush to the swamp of dreams without hesitation, until he is swallowed by the boundless burden, until he sleeps in a deep dream.

Among the ingredients that make up the stars, "becoming a five-star" has probably been firmly tied to him, like the desire to integrate into the soul and flesh and blood, like the natural exhalation of breath.

Perhaps it is this idea that has almost become an extremely important part of life that can overcome the unbearable dreams and pass on the painful experience, hoping that he will not repeat the same mistakes.

But this fetter also brought troubles when the mission was about to end, like gouging out the flesh and blood attached to the bones, just fantasizing brought pains, and felt the blood flowing.

What will happen next?What's next?What will he become?

Extremely rare, Xing Dou feels confused about the path he wants to embark on.What worries him the most is—who will be the star who lost his dream?

"Any destiny, no matter how long and complicated, is actually only reflected in a moment.

——The moment when people realize who they really are. "

That was the words in a certain book in the recent literature appreciation class.For some reason, at this moment, he suddenly remembered this sentence that he had only read once very clearly, as if echoing in a silent valley, playing it back in his mind over and over again.

Who is Xingdou?

He looked at the black-haired boy reflected in the mirror beside him, and he was sure that he couldn't see important things clearly because of the confusion in his eyes.

Human beings are social animals, relying on themselves and the environment to determine their position and appearance, and continue to strive for this appearance throughout their lives.

"Who is 'I'?" Xing Dou murmured in a low voice, clicked on the virtual terminal, entered a few words with slender fingers hesitantly, paused in mid-air, and finally clicked the OK button.

Today's school forum idol section is extremely lively.

The reason was that it was a certain first grader who had been discussed in private and did not dare to say anything openly.

The person who is ruthless in his behavior and powerful enough to make people dare not make mistakes has gained a lot of popularity since the beginning of school.However, due to various reasons, no one dared to open a separate post to say something, and at most expressed a few vague words before giving up in a hurry, for fear of attracting the attention of the person concerned.

But today this unspoken rule was broken.

Someone actually posted a discussion post directly in the forum, and wrote a sentence in an extremely straightforward manner.

"What kind of person is Xing Dou?"

Yang Yu was still a little confused when he received this anonymous message, how could someone ask such a question.

He didn't know whose prank it was, or just provocation, because the question sounded so strange.

"What kind of person is Xing Dou?" You can draw your own conclusions by just asking about this kind of thing. Why do you ask him specifically? Could it be that you know that he and Xing Dou are still close?Want to get the most valuable information?

But speaking of it, Xing Dou actually asked for leave today and didn't show up. I don't know what happened to make him ask for leave even if he didn't miss a class at all.What if I get sick due to exhaustion like last time, or is there something I have to deal with that delays me?

But he didn't say anything, so it's not necessarily right to guess like this.

Thinking of this, my originally calm mood suddenly sank.

Speaking of which, he didn't know much about what kind of person Xing Dou was.That person is too cautious and exclusive, never willing to let people see his inner flaws and weaknesses, and always blocks all eyes from the outside world with a barrier comparable to an iceberg.

After staring at it for so long, it is still impossible to judge what kind of person Xing Dou is.

But in his eyes, the stars are not vague.

The blond boy hesitated for a moment, and his mentality of not wanting to answer this anonymous question quietly changed, and he typed the reply word by word after thinking about it: "Xing Dou is..."

When he answered, he didn't realize that at the same time he received this question, Xia Yuan and Anmasi who were sitting on the side were also staring at his terminal in a daze, and even raised their eyebrows and frowned, as if they had encountered a problem .

"This is really an interesting question." Xia Yuan pushed down his glasses, and accidentally did not choose to delete spam messages as usual.

"Who would ask this?" Anmasi thought for a while, tapped the screen, and tried to input something.

"Why didn't Xingdou come today? Do you want to go and see later?" Wen Lun at the back of the classroom rested his chin in one hand, spinning various thoughts in his head, clicking on the virtual terminal casually, as if he was bored, "Huh?"

The light blue light from the screen reflected into those black eyes, showing three points of interest: "It just happened to be a problem with the forum, is it a coincidence, or..."

The pink-haired boy who felt he had the answer laughed and began typing the answer briskly.

"Is this a prank? It must be." "No."

The silver-haired twins were arguing about some boring things again today, Jing Liu turned on the score without paying attention, and wanted to write down the inspiration he got from watching other people's competition yesterday.

But they quarreled more and more vigorously.

"Who would casually talk about him on the forum, it must be intentional to attract attention! Just to make that person angry, of course it is a prank."

"Everyone doesn't talk about him because they recognize him as the uncrowned king. No.1 in the Idol Division always has a special case in this respect. You can't gossip too much. Those who know will not provoke this authority. It must not be. I know, so I asked out of curiosity!"

Jing Liu noticed something in the meaning of these words, and forcibly interrupted their quarrel: "Why are you arguing?"

"That's it!" The two pointed to the question on the school forum at the same time, and revealed their private inbox.

The conspicuous post appeared on the front page.

"I seem to have received it too." Jing Liu glanced at something she hadn't noticed before, thoughtfully, "I set up to reject messages from strangers in order to avoid interruptions, let me think, who might ask this question Well... oh yes, that's how it is."

"Don't worry about the purpose of this question." He said to the twins who were staring at each other, "You just need to answer according to your own ideas."

"Maybe it will turn into a nice surprise." The ghost composer said meaningfully.

Xiang Ming watched the game recap with a straight face, and when he heard other students around him who seemed to be a little excited from the beginning, gathered together and whispered something, his mood became more and more irritable.

Their match didn't go very smoothly, how could this group of people still be smiling like this now.

He was about to reprimand him when he saw the anonymous message. After seeing the content, his expression became more serious, and he sat down again.

"Oh, who is that guy, do you need to say?" The slender fingers wrote the content smoothly, and the owner's expression seemed to shield the originally impatient environment, becoming extremely serious.

Today, there are still many people who do similar things.

Xing Dou didn't know when the first reply letter arrived, and when he tried his best to ease the anxiety and tension in his heart and clicked on the information bar, there were already several reply letters.

For the first time, he tried to see himself through the eyes of others, and when he reached out to open the top letter, he still trembled imperceptibly.

A large piece of handwriting jumped out, and he subconsciously held his breath.

"What kind of person is Xing Dou?"

【Xing Dou is like an iceberg. 】

The moment he saw the opening sentence, his heart inevitably sank, Xingdou pursed his lips, and continued to read.

[Iceberg, you know.Very majestic and tall, it is a place that is difficult for human beings to conquer and touch.Xing Dou is like an iceberg, cold and harsh, he treats all those who want to get close to him ruthlessly, and doesn't spare any friendship with classmates.So if you want to get close, you must be mentally prepared that you will definitely be treated coldly.

However, icebergs are also very, very beautiful, and it is enough for human beings to marvel at its miracle and magnificent beauty when they first see it.Whether it is the eye-catching and dazzling appearance in the daylight, or the silent and resolute majestic figure at night, there seems to be a kind of magical power that urges people to continue to explore and move forward.

Everyone knows that the exposed part of the iceberg may be only one percent, and more secrets are hidden under the ice.If you want to explore, I advise you to give up, Xingdou will not tell you, and it is meaningless.

Although some people say that secrets are the source of charm, but to me, Seung Doo is not different because of those secrets.After all, before knowing the secret, what I saw was that kind of star.

Maybe one day he'll melt and stop hiding, I don't need that because all I'm looking at is the stars.Well, of course there is still some expectation that the gift sent will be accepted. 】

Xing Dou watched the reply quietly for a while, then opened the next one in silence.

【Xing Dou is as scary as a fog.

When people walk in the fog, they lose their direction and are trapped in one place, unable to get out.He is that kind of person. If you want to explore something out of curiosity, I advise you to give up your thoughts as soon as possible.Some fog can swallow people. He comes to you as if no one else is there, and inadvertently shows you a glimpse of the stunning scenery under the layers of fog, which makes you untimely curious. All thoughts of breaking free disappeared.

If you haven't been entangled by the mist to a willing mind, it's better not to provoke that person.This is a lesson learned from others.I don't want to see another guy who's lost his mind and looks like a fool.Although it seems that many people have been like this. 】

next one.

【Using animals as a metaphor, Xing Dou is like a black panther.It looks majestic and imposing, with agility and strength, it is not easy to approach, and there is a danger of biting someone severely at any time.Getting close to such a creature is a very risky move, but sometimes human beings do ignore many crises because of the superficial beauty, thinking that they can conquer such an existence.

But in unexpected places, leopards are cute.Compared with the cruelty in imagination, they are actually very disciplined, they only do things within the rules, they are talented and hardworking.The fur feels warm to the touch, and it is very cute to eat.At critical moments, he will stand up, tear through falsehoods and lies, and become the direction that guides everyone forward.

Is a very reliable person. 】

Another one.

【This is a secret, but it probably doesn't matter if I tell you.

Xingdou is my god.He is very gentle but pretends to be cruel, he can't help caring about others even though he wants to get rid of troubles, he reaches out to those people even though he can ignore them, so he is a god who occasionally annoys me to the point of jealousy.

But there is no way, I like him from the beginning, so even though I sometimes have some bad thoughts, I still hold back.I wish he could compliment me on that.

Lord God always treats people equally, he does not know how many people look at him, follow him, and look up to him.I'm just one of those that doesn't make a difference to him, but I know something else.For example, the gods are not omnipotent, and there are things they cannot do, and they are also sad about certain things, have troubles, and have many secrets.

Even so, he still behaved indestructible, completely leaving no chance for people to take advantage of loopholes.This is really distressing, so I don't even have a chance to get a good impression.I don't care what he has become, what secrets he has, what he wants to do, as a believer, I have long stood by his side unconditionally.Recently, he seems to finally have the idea of ​​acting like a baby. He asked me things that I would never ask, which is really surprising.

Even if it is a god, I want to make a wish to him. I hope he can be happy, I hope he is healthy, and I hope he will be happier when he sees my answer.

You said, this time, will he be willing to fulfill my wish? 】

For a moment, Xing Dou thought that his identity had been seen through, but he quickly rejected it—anonymous information is not so easy to decipher, it should be an illusion.

The next two replies were surprisingly consistent in some respects, as if they were written by two people after deliberation, and only some wording was changed when they were sent.

【Xing Dou is a liar rabbit/fox.

He is very cunning and treacherous. He cheated our feelings and then pretended nothing happened. He promised to come to work with us and was ready to break the agreement, which is disgusting.But for the sake of his dancing/acting, we reluctantly forgive him.

Xing Dou has a pretty smile, but he always has a deadpan expression and a fierce attitude, not friendly at all.We wouldn't bother him if it wasn't for his pretty eyes/soft lips.

Ah, by the way, telling you this is to prevent you from playing his idea.That was the fox/rabbit we had booked, only to come and lie to us. 】

There is subtle maintenance in the strange wording.

The next one was extremely concise, with a sheet of music on it, and the style was original.

Out of curiosity, he played the piece.

It is a beautiful song, with a thick melody and implied gentleness, like the sound of light singing softly walking alone in the dark, and like a traveler holding hope to overcome hardships and dangers.

In this music, he saw the next reply.

[It's a bastard. 】The beginning is concise and to the point.

Finally got the reply he imagined, Xing Dou was a little confused for a while, so he relaxed, but the more he looked at it, the more strange he felt.

[Sometimes he is hideously vile, and sometimes he is terribly indifferent, his attitude is cloudy and cloudy, his speech is like wood, and he never utters nice words.Apart from practical benefits, this guy is not moved at all.

If it weren't for his strength, he might have been beaten.But that face is not bad, judging from this point, there is probably no one who is willing to hit him.In short, although I don't know what you asked him for, I advise you not to think about building a good relationship with him or anything.

He can dance well, sing well, and play the violin, but he has a terrible personality.I usually don't take other people seriously, I don't even return Valentine's Day gifts, I don't remember other people's birthdays, and I always disturb people's hearts.Let you remember everything he has done, and you will never forget it, even subconsciously associate with certain things.

It invades your mind like a virus and changes your mood, but at this point, that guy is still unmoved. He didn't even give a blessing before the game. Such a ruthless guy must not be approached!Remember? 】

Probably disgusting?Xing Dou judged hesitantly, and decided to take a look at the reactions on the forum. The situation so far made him feel that something was off track.

The speeches on the forum are much more brief than the replies, and every sentence is all about his impression.

【star?The uncrowned king who was passed on privately in the first grade, a very strong person. 】

[He is a very powerful person. I have watched his competition, so he must be able to make his debut, right? 】

[He is the person I am looking forward to. I fell in love with him the first time I saw him in a game. He is really strong. 】

[He is a good student who is liked by the teachers!Damn, every time I have a class with him, the teacher likes to ask him to perform, although I also like to watch him dance or act...]

[Is it just me who thinks he is actually a person with a magical sense of existence?Sometimes I seem to notice it, sometimes I don't, but I've been able to see it lately. 】

[If you have to say it, it's quite elusive.But there is one thing to say, the aura is so strong during the game that I can't take my eyes away. 】

[He is a lovely person.He guided me once, and although I had the cheek to ask, unexpectedly he was easy to talk to. 】

[The above is deceiving!Obviously not easy to approach, I asked for his contact information but was rejected again.woo woo woo. 】

【Stars?Isn't that the recognized king in our first grade?I heard that he has a lot of admirers, I almost joined that organization, after all, he is really attractive.Who doesn't like the powerful and ruthless Kaolin Flower? 】

[It's a straight man.The last time someone wanted to confess his love, Xing Dou, who couldn't understand him at all, rejected him.Damn my showdown, that's me.But I still like him very much, he looks so beautiful on stage, shining like a star. 】

[I feel the same, he is a person who is like a name and a star.It's distant and dazzling, and it's obviously cold, but it's exciting to watch. 】

【Xing Dou is a genius, I heard that he does everything well.Occasionally, I took the same class with him, whether he is a genius or not, I am convinced of his strength.I would probably be proud to be friends with him. 】

【Xing Dou is my guide.To be honest, I decided to transfer to the idol department because of him. I don’t think anyone can resist his appearance on stage. It’s really great to be able to transfer successfully!Although I'm in Class E now, if I can catch up with him one day, maybe I can talk to him a little bit. 】

【What else could Xingdou be like?That's it.Always shining on the stage, always bringing surprises, always attracting attention.Speaking of which, I'm a little jealous. 】

……

Every word and every word, there are not many people who say negative things.

Xing Dou turned off the forum in a little confusion, just in time to see the manager's belated reply.

【Star Dou is my proud idol!

He is hardworking, sincere, and gentle, and he is the person I want to describe with all the beautiful words in the world.The luckiest thing for me is to meet Xing Dou, his existence has given me so many things.

If you meet him, please don't be mean, give him a hug, give him praise, give him love.

Because he deserves it. 】

Even the teacher, who thought he would ignore it, got involved.

【Xing Dou is a troublesome student.

He looks very well-behaved, but in fact he has a lot of ideas and secrets. He often does things that he has never thought of. He is also very rebellious and has an unyielding bone. It took a lot of effort to teach him.

But young people should do what young people want to do. Flying is their wish, and the responsibility of adults is to catch them before they fall.So I don't think there's anything wrong with that child.

Watching him reminds one of a lot of youthful things, like watching a seedling grow clumsily, and it's fun.

He is also a child with great potential and good strength.Sometimes he is very childish, arguing with me about strange things is very polite, and he never misses class, except today, maybe because he is sick.Alas, it's really worrying. Ever since I became a teacher, I've always been thinking about things for some troublesome children.

Although I don't know what you want to know.But my answer is that it is a child that people look forward to growing up.Maybe one day, he will appear on a bigger and more suitable stage. Before that, waiting is a sweet process. 】

[He is a good boy with talent.However, many areas need to be sharpened, and the future can be expected. 】

Xing Dou stopped looking through, and fell into another kind of daze.

Why is this happening?

Before then, Xingdou wasn't sure if the whim would help, or what the outcome would be.He was always mentally prepared for the worst.It sounds like an overly cowardly mentality, but it is an insurance measure to prevent him from being disappointed and painful because of a large gap.

But this psychological preparation did not tell him how to behave when something beyond his imagination happened.

He waits every day on his own territory, becoming a lonely and silent king. Watching the sun rise and the moon set, listening to the spring breeze and summer rain, he feels that everything has nothing to do with it.

From the day he saw the world, he was prepared to be with this solitude.

The flood of information was like roses blooming at an unknown time, driving away the withered and dull weeds, and gradually filling the land he thought was barren and empty.

Only found out when he turned around.

——Before he knew it, he owned a garden.

In the blink of an eye, warm drops of water fell, and his vision changed from blurred to clear.

The black-haired boy wiped away the water stains with the back of his hand, and his nasal voice sounded like he was complaining: "If this goes on, what should we do about the matter that we agreed not to cry?"