[Tokyo Ghoul] Domestication

Do you know... when despair reaches a certain level, and even death is a kind of pleasure, what kind of decision should you make?

I……?

do not know.

As he grows older, Aoki Ryosuke becomes more and more aware of what his past was like.

But one day, when he woke up from a stranger's bed, Aoki Ryosuke really broke down.

When he was still awake, he saw a naked woman sitting on the ground with her eyes open in fear. Her private parts were exposed. The mature breath of smoking and drinking comes from himself.

If that smell is specifically described in words, it has the smell of inferior perfume and a disgusting smell of vomit, followed by a strong mixture of tobacco and alcohol.Ryosuke Aoki doesn't remember that he drank alcohol yesterday, let alone that he went to a bar with a lot of women and cheap goods because he was sad and frustrated. There was no avoiding body bumps and bad breath, which only made him more embarrassed.

Aoki Ryosuke groped into the bathroom, he didn't intend to cast his eyes on the strange woman, until the other woman pressed her soft body against her again, he cursed: "Get lost!"

Disgusting—disgusting! ! !

The old-fashioned voice startled him, Aoki Ryosuke endured and did not do anything to the woman staring at him, but pushed the woman out forcefully, turned around and saw a black eye on the mirror in the bathroom With an obvious face that seemed to be overindulged, he turned on the faucet to the maximum, and the skin that was still warm was brushed by the cold spray, which made him more awake.Aoki Ryosuke tried his best to calm himself down, he muttered "what the hell is going on", as if he was just a hot-blooded boy who had just been stabbed in the stomach, and his future looked like shit.

Still, what a piece of shit.

What kind of person is Ryosuke Aoki?

He was domesticated by humans and not very obedient. He met Kaneki Ken in a time that he would never forget. He had an exciting and passionate youth adventure. He liked humans, and his favorite food was also humans.Sexual orientation is still difficult to determine. He used to be a boy who would only bow his head to the characters he respected, with a heart higher than the sky.

After Kaneki Ken disappeared, he became addicted to tobacco, alcohol and beauty. The drug he took most frequently was morphine, and his sleeping time became longer and longer.Aoki Ryosuke knew that he would not fall asleep easily because of human drugs, but he was nostalgic for this feeling, and for dreams that were becoming more and more unreal, messing up his memory.

In the final analysis, the dream is mostly fabricated. Sometimes when I wake up, it is like going through a long dream, and even my life has been reset.

Ken Kaneki played different roles in these virtual lives, but they all had happy endings and smooth life journeys, unlike what Aoki Ryosuke said in the news that he inquired about, childhood hardships, family misfortunes, and even some Violent abuse that ordinary ghouls can't bear?He tried his best to think on the bright side, as if doing so would prevent Kaneki Ken back then from becoming the man he knew later.

He has heard many versions of Kaneki Ken's story, but when he actually saw him, the other party already had gray hair.Who knows what that teenager was like in the past, and who wants to know... what he was like?

Before that, their communication was limited to the Internet, which was just a little-known anonymous chat room. Everyone dared to say what kind of things here, even how many women they played with and how many people they had sex with, but Harmonious most of the time.Aoki Ryosuke hooked up with a few people, and originally wanted to trick them out and eat them, but a strange guy just came up and said bluntly: "Don't lie."

"what?"

Before he could react, the computer screen was already black.

The truth is that the young and ignorant Hinami Fueguchi was almost lured away by Ryosuke Aoki.A girl who is already a little old and showing some rebellious thoughts quietly hid in the virtual world because of her mother's death, hoping to forget her misfortune. She happened to meet Ryosuke Aoki who was hungry. Ryosuke approached the girl unhurriedly, and made an appointment to meet in the [-]th district after the invitation was made. Although the other party's sudden burst of "don't lie" made him feel that something was wrong, but the extremely hungry Aoki Ryosuke Still went.

The stupid girl was indeed somewhat similar to the one in his impression, and everything went smoothly. He lured the girl into a dark place, but he didn't expect that all this was actually a trap set for him. Passing by, the invisible enemy even blew into his ear arrogantly.Aoki Ryosuke can't remember exactly how to fight, he always goes crazy when he fights.After that, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I found that my wound had been carefully treated, and I was lying on someone else's bed.Years later, Hinako described him as a vicious shark, who bit off several mouthfuls of flesh from Kaneki's body several times.Kaneki Ken's Kazuko is suitable for melee combat, and there are very few guys who can bite like a mad dog, so...

That's how we got to know each other.

The white-haired Kaneki Ken, the unpredictable Kaneki Ken.

Aoki Ryosuke has seen Kaneki Ken's previous photos, and he has a lot of impressions of Kaneki Ken when he was a child, soft and cute, and he is also a gentle scholar when he is an adult, so he is full of aura like he is now.As for why the hair turned gray, Kaneki Ken has never been willing to talk about it. Reminiscent of a young man with gray hair, Aoki Ryosuke made up a sad reminder of Kaneki Ken's past.

If that person found out, he would definitely beat him to death...

By the way, Ryosuke Aoki was indeed domesticated by humans in the past.

His father was a mad scientist who belonged to CCG and risked his life to get close to a female ghoul, fell in love with her and even got married, but killed the woman after giving birth to a child.The man single-handedly brought up Aoki Ryosuke, often instilling in him the concept of "mother is a monster", and letting him hunt and kill ghouls.Aoki Ryosuke's rebellious period was also advanced a lot. He couldn't kill his father because the living environment had fixed his three views. Aoki Ryosuke often thought that it would be great if he lived more freely. He was treated as a guinea pig all day long, so he ran away from home.Suzuya Jozo, Aoki Ryosuke's best friend, helped a lot. Before leaving, he even made an embroidery on his back, and even kissed him with a strong mischievous attitude.

It couldn't have been worse.

After being treated by Ken Kaneki, Ryosuke Aoki stayed with the boy, but CCG would never give them any good life for these ghouls. There is Ryosuke Aoki's father.

Then on that day, Kaneki Ken led Aoki Ryosuke to kill his father.

Killing a strange human, Aoki Ryosuke didn't feel very good.That didn't mean that the things he had been worrying about had been put aside, nor did it mean that no one would come to trouble him later.His father also has a certain kindness to Shi Zao, but to him, it is a cage that will be torn apart sooner or later.

Kaneki Ken is the life mentor of Ryosuke Aoki.

At that time, the investigator faced Kaneki's team, and the middle-aged investigator who was a little bald on the top of his head recognized Aoki Ryosuke at a glance. He hesitated and did not call out his son's real name.

And the white-haired Kaneki Ken patted Aoki's shoulder vigorously, and leaned into the boy's ear and said something. He watched Ryosuke Aoki's distorted face with a smile, and then told himself in his heart, let him forget about it , is good for everyone.

"Aim at his heart, Ryosuke."

This is the price of the beast tamer.

Although you have already collapsed.

【FIN】

The author has something to say:

It's really over ==

I know my writing sucks and the story is way off the outline a long time ago, so the ending saves me a bit...

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