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Jiang Yu just leaned against his shoulder, endless silence spread between the two of them, and it was impossible to see who was the final winner in this tug-of-war.

An Di closed his eyes for a while before speaking: "Jiang Yu, what if I say I'm really with him?"

He could feel the man's instant stiffness, and then he restrained his hand and exerted some strength. When he raised his head, his eyes were red, and Jiang Yu almost squeezed out the words from the back molars: "I will hate you!" you."

An Di knew that with Jiang Yu's temper, he might do far more than what he wanted to say, but he lowered his eyes and suddenly heard Jiang Yu sigh helplessly.

"But I can't bear to hate you, I only hate myself."

"Jiang Yu..."

It's not like there is a tugging in his heart.After all, Jiang Yu was only half of his knot, and the other half of it came from his unwillingness and fear to believe that Jiang Yu was serious about him.

"Are you really with him?" When he asked this sentence, the whole portrait fell into great sadness. The man who was 1.9 meters tall looked so fragile at the moment that he couldn't bear it and fell down in the next second. , Jiang Yu covered his eyes, only to feel that his eye sockets were aching with pain, his brain was scalded by alcohol to the point of exploding, but the pain from his heart was even more difficult to ignore.

"No." An Di sighed, and he was no better than Jiang Yu.Jiang Yu was like a sugar-coated pill to him, after tasting all the ambiguous sweetness, all that was left was the overflowing bitterness.

Jiang Yu was like a tortured victim who raised his head and looked at him with disbelief: "What do you mean?"

An Di avoids his sight. He thinks it's time to sum up the relationship between the two of them. Maybe he should learn to trust Jiang Yu's liking. No matter if it continues like this, it will only hurt both sides.

"That's what you mean." After he answered vaguely, he turned sideways and went straight to open the door. After opening the door, he found that there was no movement behind him for a long time.

An Di turned around and saw the man standing there in a daze, half of his side face was hidden in the shadow, An Di couldn't see his expression clearly, but Jiang Yu's figure in the empty corridor looked a little lonely.

"Why are you still standing there? Or are you planning to order this to go home alone?" He turned on the light at the entrance, and his mouth was not angry. Originally, he would dress up to go to the appointment with Jiang Yu tonight, but it turned out Unexpectedly, this person stood dejectedly at the door of his house to advance this conversation, which made him feel uncomfortable.

He couldn't see this proud man become what he is now.

Hearing this, Jiang Yu's mind was obviously too slow to react, and then he took two steps forward a little excitedly, but it was probably because he had been drinking, so he fell down and couldn't stand still. He just walked to the entrance Started coughing again.An Di saw that his face was also red, and he didn't know whether it was because he was emotional just now, or because he had drunk alcohol, or because he had a cold.

"Are you willing to let me in?" Jiang Yu let go of his hand after coughing, and looked at An Di with obvious disbelief in his eyes.

"I don't mind if you sleep by the door." An Di didn't want to continue the meaningless fight with someone who was also drunk in the corridor in the early morning. He went into the kitchen and poured a glass of honey water for himself and Jiang Yu to sober up , he put it there for his convenience, then went into his room and locked the door to take a shower.

...........

When he came out, his mind was much clearer. In the dark living room, Jiang Yu's tall body was leaning against this narrow sofa. When he walked over, he saw that he was already asleep.

An Di originally wanted to get him a quilt directly, but the man squeezed inside seemed a bit aggrieved. His guest room was used as a utility room for clothes and props, and An Di sighed and had to take it The man dragged and carried it into the bed in his room.

Jiang Yu didn't seem to be sleeping soundly. He was still muttering something when he frowned and touched the pillow, but it was too soft for him to hear clearly.When An Di turned off the lights and was about to sleep on the sofa outside, he just turned around when someone grabbed his wrist.

"Don't be with him..." Some hurried voices sounded from behind.

An Di froze in place, as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer straight to the heart.Jiang Yu grabbed his hand very hard, as if he was afraid that someone would break free and run away from him, An Di felt a little pain in his bones.

He bent down and looked at the man's handsome eyebrows, his eyes were a little stingy, and he didn't know how long he looked at it, and finally he said softly with a little helpless compromise: "He has someone he likes, and you always know who it is."

After saying this, the man's frowning brows relaxed slightly, and his hands were not as hard as before. An Di gently opened his fingers, and carried the quilt just now to the sofa outside.

Jiang Yu didn't sleep well all night, he had all kinds of dreams all night, from the time he first met An Di to his gradual heartbeat, and finally turned into the empty space next to the pillow when he woke up from the bed. no one.He chased after him in despair, but saw a mature and stable man standing next to An Di, holding his hand and kissing his forehead.

He shouted hoarsely from behind, but no one paid any attention to him, and the huge panic almost took him out of time.

When he awoke he was panting, feeling dizzy and aching.He stared at the unfamiliar ceiling for a second or two. He remembered that he had a dinner with Yang Le and the others after training last night, and halfway through he received a WeChat message from his friend, asking him if he looked familiar and hadn't given up yet?It's a picture of An Di and that man kissing in a bar.

He didn't remember how much he drank later, but he just remembered that he seemed to be squatting at the door of An Di and waiting for a long time, so long that he felt that An Di might have left with someone and would never come back, and this person would never come back again. When he had nothing to do with himself, he saw An Di coming out of the elevator again.

It's like a person who got lost in the desert and gave up completely saw a puddle of nectar again.

The memory of last night resurfaced again, when he saw that there was no one next to his pillow, the bewilderment he felt after An Di left that day resurfaced again.

He lifted the quilt, ignored the dull pain in his head, pushed open the door and walked out anxiously: "Andi?!"

He and An Di who was pouring milk in the kitchen with drowsy eyes met each other's eyes, and his high-hanging heart finally fell.

An Di didn't sleep well either. He slept late and ended up half awake all night. He was woken up by a work call in the morning and simply got up to make breakfast.

"You are."

These two words are very light, but An Di immediately understood what he was talking about.

He tried his best to suppress the sourness that had appeared early in the morning, and raised the milk in his hand: "Do you want to drink it?"

Jiang Yu obviously felt that he was in a dream when he walked over. It wasn't until he grabbed the man's arm that he realized that everything was real: "You said last night that you were not with him."

An Di hummed inaudibly, but Jiang Yu didn't expect Jiang Yu to remember.

"That means, I still have a chance, right?" Jiang Yu desperately wanted a reassurance, he couldn't bear such a scene to happen again.

An Di blinked, put the milk aside, and said seriously: "I've thought a lot during this time, and I really like you more than I hate you."

"Since I have seen that you are getting better, I think we should give each other a chance, a chance to start again." Andi finally got out of the barrier in his heart. If his heart has always been erected by that wall, No matter how hard Jiang Yu was bumped, he would still be hurt.

Why didn't he try to believe it?He felt that he should have the courage to start all over again.Jiang Yu is not the whole of his life, but it is the symbol of his 24 years of love and devotion, and he is the carrier of his love.He can't let go of this carrier, and he can never ignore the overwhelming heartbeat from the first time he saw him.

Even if you make a wrong bet this time, it is your own choice, and you have to muster up the courage to look forward.As for the remaining knot between him and Jiang Yu, let's leave it to time to fix it.

Jiang Yu looked at him with unstoppable excitement, he thought they would continue to consume: "As long as you are willing to give me this opportunity."

"Well, only this time." An Di was very serious.

"it is good."

When he was talking, he almost approached An Di to the corner near the sink. An Di put his hands on his chest and met his serious gaze. His face was slightly red, and he turned his head to the side: "Can you You can't get out of the way, there's no air circulation."

Jiang Yu didn't step back, he turned a deaf ear and took two steps forward to wrap his arms around An Di's waist. He buried himself on An Di's shoulder and whispered, "I like you."

"Ah."

"I really like you."

"Ah."

"That person won't like you more than me."

"Understood, are you naive or not, can you stop talking." Andi's ears were all red, but he still didn't let go.

"I'm afraid you won't believe me, so I'll keep telling you."

"I know now."

An Di felt two pieces of heat suddenly spread from his shoulders, and the delicate kisses began to go from his collarbone up to his neck and then to his jaw.

He trembled a little, after all, he had never been so intimate with anyone except that night: "Jiang Yu...itches."

Jiang Yu licked and kissed his skin, but never touched his lips. He moved back a little, with some fear in his eyes: "I still can't believe that I have already sentenced myself to death in the early morning."

"What should I do when I think that you may really get back with him? Will I be like before? But I'm afraid you will run farther." Jiang Yu rubbed his hands on the back of his neck, watching him panic Avoiding sight, he gently pinched the skin, forcing people to look at him again.

He touched An Di's lips lightly the moment he looked at him: "Fortunately, you are still willing to look back at me."

An Di's every boldness since he fell in love with Jiang Yu is forced to pretend, including those direct stares with him, no one is more afraid of warm and sincere eyes from the person he likes than him.

"I just saw you there by yourself, I pity you."

"Well, it's a good thing you are willing to take pity on me." Jiang Yu followed his words, and then bit his lips.

An Di was stunned for a second, how could he have kissed like this in his life, before Jiang Yu forced him to bear and struggle.Now let him start to enjoy this kiss, he was so nervous that his brain was about to shut down.

Jiang Yu could feel the stiffness of the person below him, and he bit his lower lip lightly to comfort him, who knew that the stiffness became even worse.

He opened his eyes, An Di was so nervous that even his eyelashes trembled, he thought it was too fast and An Di was not used to it, so the reaction would be so jerky, like a person kissing for the first time, looking at a loss.

"Don't be nervous." Jiang Yu touched the corner of his mouth.

An Di's mind went blank. It was the first time to kiss normally in a suitable relationship and a suitable atmosphere. He didn't know how to let go of his hands and feet. When Jiang Yu said this, he felt inexplicably wronged. He wasn't Jiang Yu, and he had an ex who practiced for him.

"Who's not nervous, it's the first time my mother kissed someone like this." An Di pushed away Jiang Yu's face that was about to come closer again, blushing and panting.

After he finished speaking, he regretted it, because when he raised his head, he met Jiang Yu's puzzled and surprised eyes.