Rejecting the Big Shot

Chapter 95 Accepting Being Loved

Bo Xiyun stared blankly at the man in front of him, although he did say that his tears had already dried up when Xi Ning left.

But at this second, Bo Xiyun still felt the soreness in his eyes.

"Uncle and I..." The young master's voice was a little hoarse, and he coughed, "We talked about the past."

Bo Xiyun didn't hide anymore, and told Wen Xiusen about his parents.

After listening, Wen Xiusen was also silent.

So this is the root cause of the boy's resistance to love——

It is the root cause of Bo Xiyun's willingness to remain vigilant almost indifferent to all feelings for so many years.

The ruthless manipulation of pheromones destroyed Xi Ning's future, and her parents' love went astray.Layers of heavy pressure, like shackles one after another tightly locked Bo Xiyun's heart.

Let him not show any inch of softness.

Wen Xiusen looked at the calm but tired boy in front of him, and wrapped his palm around the cool fingertips of the Omega.

His voice is low.

"Thank you for all these years."

Bo Xiyun raised his eyes and took a slow breath. It seemed that some emotion that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly swelled up in his chest, which made his whole body feel like tearing pain.

"No."

The boy's voice became even hoarse, with blood like sand and stones.

"I didn't do well."

He is not worthy of the "hard work" Wen Xiusen said.

"I'm Daddy's Chain, without me—"

Bo Xiyun's gradually raising his voice was interrupted in the middle of his speech.

The boy slightly opened his eyes.

Wen Xiusen covered his lips.

Wen Xiusen didn't let go of his hand, the man leaned forward, and embraced Bo Xiyun, who was trembling unconsciously on the chair, in his arms.

It also seemed to use his own body to build a warm and solid defense for him.

"No." The man whispered.

The two were so close that even their breath could be heard clearly, Wen Xiusen looked intently into Bo Xiyun's eyes and talked to him.

"you are not."

"Words have weight and can stab themselves."

Wen Xiusen said.

"So, don't say that."

Alpha finally let go of the palm covering Bo Xiyun's mouth, slowly tightened his arms, and embraced the young man's thin body in his arms, silently supporting him.

"You know, you Daddy never think that way."

"he loves you."

Hearing the last three words, Bo Xiyun's tears finally fell silently.

Tears fell on the back of the boy's own hands, and he rubbed his eyes to wipe them away.Immediately, someone held Omega's thin white fingers again, Wen Xiusen took out a tissue, and gently wiped away the red corners of his eyes with a soft tissue.

"Daddy, he..."

Bo Xiyun opened his mouth, his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't listen carefully, and his eyes turned red again when he spoke.

It seems that when Xi Ning is mentioned, the boy's tears can't stop falling, and he can't wipe it clean.

For Xi Ning, Bo Xiyun called him Daddy, and also called him "Mom". Those are all the closest and most beloved object of a child, and the warmest address on the tip of the tongue.

Wen Xiusen comforted the boy silently, and changed the paper to softer wet wipes.

After a while, after Bo Xiyun's breathing calmed down a bit, Wen Xiusen opened his mouth in a low voice.

"Daddy has been married three times, and the first two were Alphas who marked him, but he left no children, did he?"

The young master opened his wet eyes and nodded.

Although since Xi Ning and Bo Yingcheng got married, his news has been hidden by the Bo family.However, the story of Xi Ning being robbed in Xiangjiang was widely spread, and now some traces can be found.

Neither He Huan nor Destiny Alpha, Xi Ning had any children with them.

"Your Daddy didn't get pregnant until you married your first love."

Wen Xiusen's voice was warm and gentle. It was obviously a low-pitched tone, but it sounded as if it had completely covered all the wind and rain around it, which made people feel warm and safe.

"He only chose this one child."

This is a very clear fact, Wen Xiusen told it to Bo Xiyun.

"Daddy is looking forward to your birth."

The young man sniffed the tip of his nose, his eyes turned red again, and finally nodded.

"……Um."

Bo Xiyun lowered his head, rested his forehead on Wen Xiusen's shoulder, and heard a muffled nasal voice.

"Why did he want to have a baby with Bo Yingcheng..."

Wen Xiusen put his hand on the boy's back, and gently smoothed it.

"Cirr."

he asks.

"Do you hate Bo Yingcheng?"

The boy buried himself on his shoulder for a long time before finally making a sound.

"I have no idea……"

Bo Xiyun's voice still had a soft nasal tone.

"When he was a child, he loved me very much...he also doted on me when he grew up."

Even if Bo Yingcheng's true purpose was discovered later, the doting that was given to Bo Xiyun alone was really cherished.

It's hard to say that the personal relationship day and night is completely fake, especially since Bo Xiyun was brought up by Bo Yingcheng's side since he was a child.

No matter how calm Bo Xiyun was, he was not a machine with precise calculations.

The friendship of flesh and blood is always difficult to give up completely.

Wen Xiusen patted the child in his arms lightly.

He also knew that Bo Xiyun still had feelings for his father, so he helped the boy send people to strengthen the security of Xiangjiang Hospital.

It's just that Wen Xiusen didn't force his opinion on Bo Xiyun directly, but just asked.

Bo Xiyun breathed a sigh of relief before speaking again, the emotions in his voice were still very complicated.

"Because of this, I care more about being hurt."

"If he is bad to the end and ignores me, I can hate him completely..."

As he spoke, the boy stopped speaking again, his voice became more nasal.

He buried his head and took a few muffled breaths before speaking.

"It's so difficult..."

There was a bit of grievance and sadness in the voice.

"Emotions are so difficult, they can't be calculated."

Being patted lightly on the back again, Bo Xiyun sucked Alpha's body temperature and sniffed.

"That's why I like movies..."

The boy whispered.

"I like the feelings that have been scripted."

Wen Xiusen continued to help others calm down, and asked slowly.

"Is this why you chose to go to the entertainment industry in the first place?"

During such a simple chat, the young master's emotions gradually calmed down.

"Part of it..."

Bo Xiyun said: "It's also because I want to pretend to be ignorant, and—"

He paused before continuing: "I'm Daddy, he was an actor back then."

Wen Xiusen did not expect this: "Mr. Xi?"

"Yeah." The young master said, "His stage name at the time was Ning Xi."

This made Wen Xiusen startled: "... Ning Xi? The founder of the Golden Elephant Award?"

Although he had already heard from Bo Xiyun that this S-level Omega was amazingly talented, he never expected it to be so shocking.

It wasn't until he learned of Xi Ning's occupation that Wen Xiusen, who was in the same field, really felt the genius.

Ning Xi, debuted as a child star, the first Chinese movie star to leave her name on the Avenue of Stars in the City of Angels, has won many international awards at an astonishingly young age, and is known as the "God-kissed darling"—regardless of appearance or The acting skills are so superior.

Later, when Ning Xi returned to China, it was he who established the foundation of Xiangjiang Film and Television.

Until today, the Golden Elephant Award has become one of the four most important awards in the domestic entertainment industry.

The most unimaginable thing is that this is only something he did before he was 20 years old.

Although Wen Xiusen had checked a lot of information about Bo Xiyun's birth mother, the fight back then was so old that most of the information was lost.

In addition, Xi Ning used a stage name, so Wen Xiusen didn't know until now.

This genius is really dazzling so far.

Bo Xiyun nodded, but he was not energetic, as if he didn't want to talk more.

Wen Xiusen understood his depression and didn't continue this topic any more.

In fact, even though he used a stage name, with Ning Xi's fame back then, he was definitely not inferior to the Uranus superstar who became popular in the next few years. Just looking at his face is enough to recognize him.

But after so many years, when I went to review the events of that year, the only clear information I could find was the rarity and snatching of S-level Omega, and the rest were blurred.

After differentiation, no matter what Omega has done before.

In the eyes of those S-level Alphas, they are no longer important.

Wen Xiusen changed the subject and asked, "Did he leave the medicine sent to Bo Yingcheng?"

Bo Xiyun let out a "hmm".

"What kind of medicine will..." Wen Xiusen paused and asked, "Only with feelings can it work?"

He still has some doubts about the medicine that Xi Ning left for Bo Yingcheng.

Bo Xiyun frowned, as if she didn't want to answer.

Seeing his expression, Wen Xiusen was about to say that he was just asking casually and had no intention of asking for an answer, but he listened to the other party.

"Not really medicine."

Bo Xiyun's complexion was indeed very bad, but he still didn't hide it from Wen Xiusen.

"If I understand correctly, it should be Daddy's pheromone extract."

Wen Xiusen: "...Extraction?"

"Ah."

Bo Xiyun said that this was something he slowly recalled later.

"Omega has the ability to appease, and the ability of S-level Omega is stronger. According to this calculation, there should be some kind of substance in the top-level Omega that can play a healing role."

"But that's just my guess."

Bo Xiyun took a breath.

"Daddy didn't tell me clearly. He only said that Bo Yingcheng's health is not good. If there is a critical moment in the future, you can give him the leftovers to try."

"It was when I read Daddy's examination report after he left that I discovered that his glands had shrunk very severely at the last moment, almost completely necrotic."

"He didn't have this change when he was most sick, so I guess he was doing something to his glands before he left."

The young master's voice was very hoarse. He was fed by Wen Xiusen and drank some warm water before continuing.

"Later I asked Daddy's doctor, but he refused to disclose the details to me, saying that Daddy didn't want people to know."

"He didn't tell me until he got annoyed by my questioning. One thing that can be confirmed is that this medicine will only work if Daddy still has feelings for Bo Yingcheng."

Bo Xiyun gave a low cough and said: "The most direct manifestation of emotions in the human body is hormones and dopamine hormones, and pheromones are also a type of human hormones. That's why I guess this drug is affected by emotional hormones." , is Daddy's pheromone."

Wen Xiusen nodded.

indeed so.

Besides, Wen Xiusen also thought of something deeper.

Ever since Young Master Bo said that a certain substance in an S-level Omega could have healing effects, Wen Xiusen was immediately on guard.

The top-level Omega is easy to be snatched. If they still have such a rare substance that can kill human flesh and bones, their situation will be even more dangerous, and there will be no day of peace.

But if it's pheromones, it makes sense.

Pheromones are soothing in their own right and are highly susceptible in nature.

Wen Xiusen, who had also extracted pheromones before, knew this better than Bo Xiyun.

If there are really negative emotions such as being forced to extract, pheromones can no longer play the role of cause.

This is also in line with the doctor's saying that "you can only be useful if you have feelings".

After all, it is the reason why people can endure the severe pain of directly extracting pheromones from the glands without causing negative emotions.

Maybe it can only be love.

Bo Xiyun said: "Daddy's things have been kept in the safe according to his will, and I haven't been able to find out the specific working principle."

"Maybe it can be used as medicine, or Daddy just left some pheromones, and because Beta can also sense pheromones, when Bo Yingcheng is seriously ill, he will feel better after sensing the familiar smell."

"But I don't think it does much."

Bo Xiyun frowned, obviously he still couldn't let go.

"Their relationship has changed since they got married... In the end, they were just shackles for each other."

Wen Xiusen supported the boy's bent elbow with his palm, silently helping him stabilize it.

But the young master didn't get much comfort this time.

The question that has been smoldering in his heart has made him lose his composure even today when he brought it up, and he still broods on it.

"Emotions will deteriorate, and fairy tales are tragedies. No matter how glamorous the love is, it will end in a mess in the end-they have taught me a long time ago."

The young man asked hoarsely.

"So many people have made a vow of eternal love, is there one that can guarantee that they will never change their hearts?"

There was a moment of silence in the room.

Bo Xiyun took a low breath and closed her eyes.

He was born in this world by mistake, obviously everything is dominated by pheromones, but he still tried to blame the imperfection of the relationship.

It wasn't until his breath gradually calmed down under the caress of his back, and Bo Xiyun came back to his senses, that he realized it.

Wen Xiusen, who was comforting him, was also silent for a long time.

"Feel sorry."

Bo Xiyun pursed her lips, her mouth became more and more dry.

"I didn't mean to say what you mean..."

He just cared about his parents, and the phrase "no one can guarantee that he will never change his mind" did not mean to question and belittle Wen Xiusen's feelings.

"Sorry……"

The boy spoke hastily, but was interrupted by Wen Xiusen.

"Why are you apologizing?"

Wen Xiusen used his long fingers to smooth out the soft sweat-stained hair on his cheeks, his voice still low.

"No need to say that."

"You don't have to be everything all the time."

Bo Xiyun was slightly startled.

At this moment, he realized that he was still leaning on the man's arms. This was by no means a serious posture for chatting.

Just now, Bo Xiyun and his uncle had just talked once. In comparison, the most different thing between the two long conversations was Bo Xiyun's own state.

Bo Yingxin is an elegant gentleman, but he is actually as strong as his brother in his bones. It is because of his personality that there is nothing wrong with it.

But Wen Xiusen, who is also a tough S-level Alpha, would only give Bo Xiyun the most relaxed state.

Bo Xiyun turned his gaze away, slowly lowered his head, and touched Wen Xiusen's heart again.

"Sylva..."

As he muttered in a low voice, his vocal cords seemed to heat up along with the contours of his eyes.

The "sorry" contained in the throat was finally swallowed back and changed into a vague "good".

At this moment, Bo Xiyun seemed to finally understand the expectation that Wen Xiusen had said.

Think of him as a child.

In front of the opponent, he seems to be able to perform less powerfully.

It's okay not to be perfect.

After chatting all afternoon and evening, Bo Xiyun fell asleep after eating with red eye circles, and slept until the next morning.

Nearly another week later, the condition of their glands stabilized, and they were finally able to leave the special ward and go home.

Bo Xiyun has basically recovered, and only needs to come back for regular checkups later.Wen Xiusen's wound was a little more troublesome, and he needed to come back next month to have the stitches removed.

Before leaving, Dr. Sun gave Wen Xiusen some advice.

Because of the injury, Alpha's pheromone concentration has been low these days. Now that the wound has healed, due to the body's self-protection, there may be a rebound phenomenon in the short term.

Bo Xiyun heard it and asked, "What does rebound mean? Is the pheromone concentration too high?"

Doctor Sun nodded.

"Then what should I do, do I need to take medicine?" The young master couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

"No, just wait for the body to recover on its own." Dr. Sun said, looking at Wen Xiusen, "If you want to pay attention, there is a little bit."

Bo Xiyun asked: "What?"

Dr. Sun tactfully said, "You can sleep in separate rooms for the next two days."

Bo Xiyun: "..."

The young master finally stopped asking, and ran out of the office early while Yu Manzhou came to look for him.

Or rather, escaped.

In the end, Wen Xiusen replied to Dr. Sun: "Okay."

In fact, after Bo Xiyun's pheromone disorder recovered, Wen Xiusen had no reason to sleep with the boy anymore.

After leaving the hospital, Bo Xiyun went back to the villa first, while Wen Xiusen stayed a little later and took a detour to deal with some of his own affairs.

His two-and-a-half-month vacation has basically come to an end, and a new job is about to start.

Although most of the holiday was spent in the hospital, Wen Xiusen felt fine.

To be honest, it wasn't any worse than the holiday wedding that was originally planned.

But when Wen Xiusen returned to the villa after finishing his work, he noticed something strange about the young man.

Bo Xiyun stood by the sofa holding his mobile phone, his face pale.

Wen Xiusen's heart tightened, and he walked over in a few steps.

"what happened?"

As if someone who had lost his soul was suddenly awakened, Bo Xiyun's eyes moved and fell on Wen Xiusen's face. After a long time, he finally said a word.

"The news from Xiangjiang...Bo Yingcheng has woken up."

Wen Xiusen paused and quickly realized what was going on.

"The previous medicine really worked?"

"..."

It took a long time for Bo Xiyun to nod her head, and her voice sounded like crying.

"why……?"

The boy's tears fell suddenly, his lips and face were very pale, only the corners of his eyes were bright red.

Bo Xiyun couldn't figure it out at all.

"Why does Daddy still like him...? He was locked up by him, and he hurt him so badly..."

"Why……"

Wen Xiusen could only reach out to support him, in case the boy could not stand still.

Both Bo Yingxin and Wen Xiusen had expected the result of drug use.

But young master Bo couldn't accept it at all for a moment.

He couldn't figure it out.

Love is too complicated for him.

Bo Xiyun is so accurate in judging people, but she can't understand love.

He cried and was hugged by Wen Xiusen, asking with a trembling voice.

"Why do you like me...I can't give you anything..."

Before he had time to get the paper, Wen Xiusen wiped away tears with the back of his hand, and the warm drops of water wet every vein on Alpha's hand.

"But."

Wen Xiusen whispered back to him.

"Love is not about asking."

"Like you, love may be giving dependence."

Bo Xiyun's voice stopped for a second. He looked at Wen Xiusen, and tears fell down again.

"I'm so stupid..."

The young master really cried like a child this time.

"I don't know anything, I can't do anything..."

The boy even hiccupped from crying, and Wen Xiusen had to hug him while patting and coaxing him.

"You're already great."

Wen Xiusen spoke the truth.

"If there's anything we don't understand, let's take our time, okay?"

Bo Xiyun cried until he fell asleep, really wanting to pour out all the depression of the past ten years with tears.

It was getting late, and the boy himself had been busy for a long time in order to be discharged from the hospital during the day.

Wen Xiusen dried the crying face with a hot towel, then carried Bo Xiyun back to the bedroom, preparing to let the child rest early.

Alpha still remembers the doctor's advice to sleep too much, and he doesn't want to let himself and the pheromone that will have abnormalities affect the other party.

After lightly tucking in the quilt, Wen Xiusen was ready to leave first.

"Sylva..."

The boy on the bed opened his eyes and called him.

"Ok?"

Wen Xiusen turned his head and sat back beside the bed.

"what happened?"

Omega's tears were wiped away, her eyelashes were still wet, and they looked more golden and soft under the warm night light.

"I've always thought... feelings are always selfish," he whispered, "to satisfy oneself."

Those who were matched hastily by pheromones and desires, those Alphas who forcibly took over Xi Ning and cut off his career, and Bo Yingcheng who finally had a lover.

Until now, so late, Bo Xiyun didn't know.

It turned out that wasn't the case at all.

"Not as bad as I thought..."

When Bo Xiyun mentioned love, a word that was once avoided, she always thought it was a tragedy.

Now it finally feels different.

And this change did not happen at such a vigorous moment as it had been staged in thousands of movies.

Instead, it was such a quiet and warm night.

It was still when Bo Xiyun cried for so long with red eyes in embarrassment.

"You said, love is not asking for."

Bo Xiyun took a small breath and said.

"However, I may have a... request to you."

Wen Xiusen stretched out his hand to help someone smooth the soft forehead hair, and asked in a low voice.

"any request?"

The young master finally began to learn about love.

Learn to say what you want first.

"Don't go, okay..."

The boy's voice was low, with a lingering nasal tone, making it even more pitiful.

"It will be cold at night."

"I want to sleep with you..."

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